aaahhh last day of the year le~ gotta get those stuff that i wanted... ooohhh peeps... it will be a great year ahead alrights~ plan well!!! spend the year ahead with goals and reap harvests too!!! 2004!!! here we go!!!
in less than 12 hours time, the poly/di will be having our countdown party with a theme party~ ooohhh man~ i can't wait for the gore~ muahahahaha the nails~ muahahahaha and the blood~ muahahahaha -_-;
ok peeps... gotta prepare for the countdown le and get some stuff... woo~ yeah!!!
feeling: muahahahahaha
audio: muahahahahaha
30 December 2003
what? i don't shower? hmmm
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ahh someone told me i trust people too easily... yeah~ once you're nice to me i trust you a lot but once you try anything funny~ out of my life you go~ ooohhh
You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
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heh heh deco team do you need people? hohoho try me man... i'll destroy you...
Your sign of frustration is....Destruction!!! When
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You have great potential to become a vandalist.
All you need to do is find the perfect gang
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i like small man?xiao nan ren?pls... and give me somebody taller. short guys don't do the trick... i prefer other possible results like... orlando bloom, johnny depp not... some wide eye little brother * xiao didi *
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ahh someone told me i trust people too easily... yeah~ once you're nice to me i trust you a lot but once you try anything funny~ out of my life you go~ ooohhh
You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
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heh heh deco team do you need people? hohoho try me man... i'll destroy you...
Your sign of frustration is....Destruction!!! When
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You have great potential to become a vandalist.
All you need to do is find the perfect gang
first.
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my last blog of the year. man~ this year just kinda whizzed by so fast and i'm still reeling in some of the events and stuff... this year has been a great year, ups and downs, happy moments and of cos moments which made me teared. few key events, my mum's death in february, just before i came to hope, my water baptism, my first convert, my first ministry, my first camp... my first year of serving the lord instead of warming the seat. oh yeah~ what a year...
it's such a short year when you're doing conventional things right? instead of gallivanting around, trying to do some stuff or even try to look busy... this reminds me. 365 days, 12 mths, 52 weeks. all wasted away if i didn't know god. what will i be doing? will i still be doing what i was 2 years ago? clubbing? dance the night away? slack 24/7? shop aimlessly? yeah pretty much what i would be doing if i didn't know Him. well. at least i would say that year 2003 was spent well. really worth it man. and of cos i would be tired out if i have no aim. or rather i would have backslided if i don't see the value in all the things i am doing. thank you.
dedicated to some peeps out there.
livi: you've always been there for me, great listening ear, and most of all, you trust me. in other people's eyes i might not be a miss nice but you know my heart no matter what happened. it's true you have been bitten by me countless of times and yet you are still willing to be bitten. ok i gotta repent. and of cos... it's important to have someone who trust you and you're that person. thank you so much.
ashley: my sheep mate. quite blur and always kenna scolding from me cos always kenna caught snacking. but i wanna say that i learnt a lot from you and you have been a great help whenever perd is not around. we open a lot more to each other after some things had happened. we'll conquer those 5 instituitions together amen?!
danny: great sheep mate around, always around to support di. silent supporter i would say. evaxing is something that you're very keen about... next year shatec amen ya? facing some problems but you always stand firm. salute you for that... oh yes... great cook... cook more often alrights?
charlene: didn't have much time to catch up with you, been busy working and boy you've grown. with the things you're telling me now~ i amazed how god has changed your life in certain perspective. great friend always being the sensitive one and the caring one too.
clarence: another sheep mate that is a supporter but this time, a more vocal one~ always try to make it for services despite having heavy work schedules, always try his best for cg roles, great games planner too~ thank god for you~
cheng cheng: though you're not here to read this because someone is in china relaxing~ but still i wanna say a big thank you because you've always been one of the people i know to brighten our group up. always there to cheer anyone of us, very sensitive towards others. true, a lot of people don't see that in you, it's ok. we know it can le.
jaime: my best bud since some donkey years ago. brought me to church and been a great help whenever i need one. supported me most when i was down, never think twice when comes to help. great listener, we had our ups and downs but it all boils down to be able to compromise with each other. learnt a lot through each other's mistakes and lessons. in all, a best friend indeed. thank you.
susi: i know you won't be reading this but i still wanna say a thank you to you. because through you i learnt how a drama is being *produced* i learnt how to be patient when thing don't turn out the way you wanted. a keen learner and one who loves to shop too~ really learnt a lot from you
eric/martin: my babees!!! hohoho my little brothers who are always there, eric always around to accompany me and mart to cheer me up and also a vivid jogger~ my partners in crime~ though in different church but i can see that you 2 are like 2 peas in a pod, love god more ya~
to all those who had helped me, whether in ministry or in other areas, thank you all. without all of you i wouldn't be where i am now. thank you all once again.
my family: dad for being there. no matter what. sister bon who always drive me home simple because you worry for my safety, sister na for being the listening ear, bro den for teaching me things. a lot of things esp soccer -_-'...
of cos, to god, without him i wouldn't even be here in the first place. and of cos, through him, i learnt many things, he put me through trials to mould me and thus i learnt to have faith in him in all circumstances. without him i am nothing. thank you.
just watched * the thing called love * by river phoenix and samantha mathis. river died in 1993 apparently of drug overdose outside the vipper room co owned by johnny depp... i've always like him. really cute and great acting skills too esp in * my own private idaho * and * dogfight * a pity his life is just gone within a night of merry making. samantha mathis... i liked her since the movie broken arrow~ so my kind of gal~ erm as in pretty lah~ wide smile~ not that cameron diaz wide joker grin~ man~ river and sam so pei~ real life lovers too~ awww... pity he died so young~ he's a really good actor~ wha~ bring back some thoughts~ the movies i like to watch are so... oldies and so... not modern... guess im just an old auntie living in a young lady's body eh~ one flew over the cuckoo's nest, schindler's list, what's eating gilbert grape, awakening, rain man, pretty woman, dogfight, forrest gump, steel magnolias, life is beautiful. oh man, life is beautiful never fails to bring me to tears, it's one wonderful story, really one wonderful movie. oh man, makes me wanna go out and buy the vcd...
feeling: itching to buy that pair of flatties and that bag... plus that pair of levis...
audio: bitter sweet symphony - the verve
it's such a short year when you're doing conventional things right? instead of gallivanting around, trying to do some stuff or even try to look busy... this reminds me. 365 days, 12 mths, 52 weeks. all wasted away if i didn't know god. what will i be doing? will i still be doing what i was 2 years ago? clubbing? dance the night away? slack 24/7? shop aimlessly? yeah pretty much what i would be doing if i didn't know Him. well. at least i would say that year 2003 was spent well. really worth it man. and of cos i would be tired out if i have no aim. or rather i would have backslided if i don't see the value in all the things i am doing. thank you.
dedicated to some peeps out there.
livi: you've always been there for me, great listening ear, and most of all, you trust me. in other people's eyes i might not be a miss nice but you know my heart no matter what happened. it's true you have been bitten by me countless of times and yet you are still willing to be bitten. ok i gotta repent. and of cos... it's important to have someone who trust you and you're that person. thank you so much.
ashley: my sheep mate. quite blur and always kenna scolding from me cos always kenna caught snacking. but i wanna say that i learnt a lot from you and you have been a great help whenever perd is not around. we open a lot more to each other after some things had happened. we'll conquer those 5 instituitions together amen?!
danny: great sheep mate around, always around to support di. silent supporter i would say. evaxing is something that you're very keen about... next year shatec amen ya? facing some problems but you always stand firm. salute you for that... oh yes... great cook... cook more often alrights?
charlene: didn't have much time to catch up with you, been busy working and boy you've grown. with the things you're telling me now~ i amazed how god has changed your life in certain perspective. great friend always being the sensitive one and the caring one too.
clarence: another sheep mate that is a supporter but this time, a more vocal one~ always try to make it for services despite having heavy work schedules, always try his best for cg roles, great games planner too~ thank god for you~
cheng cheng: though you're not here to read this because someone is in china relaxing~ but still i wanna say a big thank you because you've always been one of the people i know to brighten our group up. always there to cheer anyone of us, very sensitive towards others. true, a lot of people don't see that in you, it's ok. we know it can le.
jaime: my best bud since some donkey years ago. brought me to church and been a great help whenever i need one. supported me most when i was down, never think twice when comes to help. great listener, we had our ups and downs but it all boils down to be able to compromise with each other. learnt a lot through each other's mistakes and lessons. in all, a best friend indeed. thank you.
susi: i know you won't be reading this but i still wanna say a thank you to you. because through you i learnt how a drama is being *produced* i learnt how to be patient when thing don't turn out the way you wanted. a keen learner and one who loves to shop too~ really learnt a lot from you
eric/martin: my babees!!! hohoho my little brothers who are always there, eric always around to accompany me and mart to cheer me up and also a vivid jogger~ my partners in crime~ though in different church but i can see that you 2 are like 2 peas in a pod, love god more ya~
to all those who had helped me, whether in ministry or in other areas, thank you all. without all of you i wouldn't be where i am now. thank you all once again.
my family: dad for being there. no matter what. sister bon who always drive me home simple because you worry for my safety, sister na for being the listening ear, bro den for teaching me things. a lot of things esp soccer -_-'...
of cos, to god, without him i wouldn't even be here in the first place. and of cos, through him, i learnt many things, he put me through trials to mould me and thus i learnt to have faith in him in all circumstances. without him i am nothing. thank you.
just watched * the thing called love * by river phoenix and samantha mathis. river died in 1993 apparently of drug overdose outside the vipper room co owned by johnny depp... i've always like him. really cute and great acting skills too esp in * my own private idaho * and * dogfight * a pity his life is just gone within a night of merry making. samantha mathis... i liked her since the movie broken arrow~ so my kind of gal~ erm as in pretty lah~ wide smile~ not that cameron diaz wide joker grin~ man~ river and sam so pei~ real life lovers too~ awww... pity he died so young~ he's a really good actor~ wha~ bring back some thoughts~ the movies i like to watch are so... oldies and so... not modern... guess im just an old auntie living in a young lady's body eh~ one flew over the cuckoo's nest, schindler's list, what's eating gilbert grape, awakening, rain man, pretty woman, dogfight, forrest gump, steel magnolias, life is beautiful. oh man, life is beautiful never fails to bring me to tears, it's one wonderful story, really one wonderful movie. oh man, makes me wanna go out and buy the vcd...
feeling: itching to buy that pair of flatties and that bag... plus that pair of levis...
audio: bitter sweet symphony - the verve
29 December 2003
hohoho i've got nasty thoughts and i wanna type it out. uh uh. ain't gonne do that. alrights, meeting was a great fun today, planned many things for the countdown party. bought a book for myself. it's been a long time ever since i settle down and read. wha~ cannot, cannot blog today, sure write some trash by the way my thoughts are going through my mind. ok peeps. gotta calm down first before i post anything. yup. see ya all~
feeling: uh uh
audio: so late le on any song later kenna from sister
feeling: uh uh
audio: so late le on any song later kenna from sister
27 December 2003
GRAVY: Get the Gravy! Now you are a smart one! The
gravy is the most important part of the feast.
The turkey, stuffing, potatoes, all are nothing
without the Gravy. By taking control of the
gravy, you have taken control of the entire
Christmas Day feast! Great Strategic
move!
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muahahaha im smart man... i keep the gravy first then you all have to beg me... *evil laughter *
oh yeah~ finally it's blogging time~ wha service was great man~ and guess what? i have my second convert!!! my soon to be sheep!!!!! muahahahahahahahahaha her name is ding yue!!!!!
really a good day man~ went shopping~ ok i'm not exactly a shopaholic but only when i need to buy something then i'll buy... i realise i really never been shopping for a long time cos... there are so many new things!!! wha i am going to get those pairs of flatties man~ yeah!!!!! my new jeans!!!!! my new bag!!!!! muahahaha okok self control and stop lusting...
hahaha im not the only germs around... gerald from ywam told me his sister is also called germine i think so she's also another germs~ yeah~ welcome to the family man~ to the house of germs... eee sounds kinda dirty macham like rubbish bin and flies are buzzing around... ok im getting crappy le...
must sleep early cos tmr selling fish!!! yeah~ then after that is... basketball!!!
oh oh oh oh oh oh yesterday i went to my old church's bbq at one of the brother's house wha... i nearly got lost inside the house man... from outside like not very big... but inside... wha pengs... the rooms... got secret tunnel one... leading to different rooms and his room is like got secret tunnel leading to the attic... wha... even the attic also got secret rooms... hmmm... anyways i met some of my old church friends. well... i left church partly because of them and now when i saw them im kinda happy cos it's like seeing old friends that kinda feeling but somehow there's a gap oh wells... it's ok~ saw... * js * HOHOHO :P
feeling: yeah! new b come to mama
audio: yet will i praise thee - paradise community church
26 December 2003
wha yesterday's service was great man~ since i watched so many times during the rehearsal but i still find that it's so wonderful~ don't you all love christmas? no point celebrating but don't know the meaning behind it ok~
woke up, received a call... hahaha my sister told me to shower quickly cos she wanna bring me out... wha~ went to eat dim sum at carlton wha the bao ah... so nice... the shape made me laugh a lot man hohoho... then after that they wanted to go to inter-continental but no place so we went to conrad to eat dessert... we settle at oscar's then after that i went off to shop then after that i went to life bookshop and say brother ray~ hohoho had a great talk with him man. laughed a lot about the camp and those rum and raisin ice cream ( perd, jiayi, dewen those who stayed over the night before )... after that i went off searching for a gift for my sister's friend then after that my sister drove me to na's house and then we passed some stuff... then i got home super hungry... ate a few mouths of maggie mee... wha... full le... after that... hahaha received a gift from sis... she bought my pa a pair of loafers! so nice~ look good on my pa i think~ of cos... like daughter mah~ -_-; ok then now i'm here.
to everyone who bought me presents~ thank you!!! anyways... i can't eat chocolate... and andy bought me a royce somemore big box de... wha... ok tata people have fun ok~ sat bring people down ah got good fight going~
feeling: manzumanzumanzumanzumanzumanzumanzu
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woke up, received a call... hahaha my sister told me to shower quickly cos she wanna bring me out... wha~ went to eat dim sum at carlton wha the bao ah... so nice... the shape made me laugh a lot man hohoho... then after that they wanted to go to inter-continental but no place so we went to conrad to eat dessert... we settle at oscar's then after that i went off to shop then after that i went to life bookshop and say brother ray~ hohoho had a great talk with him man. laughed a lot about the camp and those rum and raisin ice cream ( perd, jiayi, dewen those who stayed over the night before )... after that i went off searching for a gift for my sister's friend then after that my sister drove me to na's house and then we passed some stuff... then i got home super hungry... ate a few mouths of maggie mee... wha... full le... after that... hahaha received a gift from sis... she bought my pa a pair of loafers! so nice~ look good on my pa i think~ of cos... like daughter mah~ -_-; ok then now i'm here.
to everyone who bought me presents~ thank you!!! anyways... i can't eat chocolate... and andy bought me a royce somemore big box de... wha... ok tata people have fun ok~ sat bring people down ah got good fight going~
feeling: manzumanzumanzumanzumanzumanzumanzu
audio: ***
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23 December 2003
hi peeps, wha i just received an sms that says np received $5000 from 1 house... wha... i am so amazed man... the family who gave the money must be very generous de... wha... i mean to receive a 3 figure sum from a single house is not that easy to find wha... let alone a four figure sum somemore it's $5000 wha * speechless * god you never fail to amazed me man...
missed service on saturday due to a fever so i went home and took a nap... wha pengs... i took my temperature it was 38.6 C then as the clinic was close do i couldn't consult a doctor... then the very next day... sheesh fainted ( or black out )in the toilet for a while... regain my conscious and found that i'm in the bath tub -_-... then i took the temperature... the temperature rise up to 40 C wha... then from there i have to wait till the clinic open cos sunday they don't usually open so early de... wha my maid had to * fu * me to cross the road... was swaying away... sheesh... the doctor suspected i had dengue but he checked my spleen but it wasn't swollen leh then he checked for bruises but also don't have leh he said ok i wanted to send you to TTS but lets wait one more day... ok... i went home took the medicine and slept but couldn't really sleep too cold yet feel like vomitting... so at night relatives came to my house for dinner i ate plain * muay * with chai xim... can't even finish... and it's only a few spoons nia... then after they left i really coudn't sleep so i stayed up to watch EPL with dennis... in case you didn't know beattie scored~ he's good~ then from there i keep taking my temperature... wha... rose up to 40.6 C wha major headache~ he asked me to put ice pack on my head if not my head cannot tahan de... so i took cold water and wet the towel and place it on my head~ voila~ it worked!!! monday... my temperature went down to a normal 37.4 C but after i went to the doctor and he * chou * my blood for blood test, he said... a few things... i suspected it was dengue but there's no bruises no swollen spleen... i also suspect that u might have typhoid but again your spleen is not swollen hmm... i tell you what tmr you come and collect your blood test results and we'll see how... most prob we will have to send you to the hospital... wha... went home and took the medicine and sleep again... woke up took my temperature... rose again to 39.4 C sheesh... the headache is back... i really wonder what's wrong man... prayed to god for healing~ don't know how come didn't work must be i no faith -_-... oh wells, couldn't sleep now so i decided to blog lor~
perd and charl is coming to my house later~ yeah~ must ask them about the service... sobx... might have to miss the christmas services if my fever hasn't gone down yet... wha~~~ anyways... peeps you know when you're sick and you eat your medicine and your breathe stinks? yeah~ that's what i'm feeling now... * HORRR * hohoho and thanks to all who has sms me about my health * thanks peeps *
feeling: bad breathe
audio: the crows are crowing... it's morning~
missed service on saturday due to a fever so i went home and took a nap... wha pengs... i took my temperature it was 38.6 C then as the clinic was close do i couldn't consult a doctor... then the very next day... sheesh fainted ( or black out )in the toilet for a while... regain my conscious and found that i'm in the bath tub -_-... then i took the temperature... the temperature rise up to 40 C wha... then from there i have to wait till the clinic open cos sunday they don't usually open so early de... wha my maid had to * fu * me to cross the road... was swaying away... sheesh... the doctor suspected i had dengue but he checked my spleen but it wasn't swollen leh then he checked for bruises but also don't have leh he said ok i wanted to send you to TTS but lets wait one more day... ok... i went home took the medicine and slept but couldn't really sleep too cold yet feel like vomitting... so at night relatives came to my house for dinner i ate plain * muay * with chai xim... can't even finish... and it's only a few spoons nia... then after they left i really coudn't sleep so i stayed up to watch EPL with dennis... in case you didn't know beattie scored~ he's good~ then from there i keep taking my temperature... wha... rose up to 40.6 C wha major headache~ he asked me to put ice pack on my head if not my head cannot tahan de... so i took cold water and wet the towel and place it on my head~ voila~ it worked!!! monday... my temperature went down to a normal 37.4 C but after i went to the doctor and he * chou * my blood for blood test, he said... a few things... i suspected it was dengue but there's no bruises no swollen spleen... i also suspect that u might have typhoid but again your spleen is not swollen hmm... i tell you what tmr you come and collect your blood test results and we'll see how... most prob we will have to send you to the hospital... wha... went home and took the medicine and sleep again... woke up took my temperature... rose again to 39.4 C sheesh... the headache is back... i really wonder what's wrong man... prayed to god for healing~ don't know how come didn't work must be i no faith -_-... oh wells, couldn't sleep now so i decided to blog lor~
perd and charl is coming to my house later~ yeah~ must ask them about the service... sobx... might have to miss the christmas services if my fever hasn't gone down yet... wha~~~ anyways... peeps you know when you're sick and you eat your medicine and your breathe stinks? yeah~ that's what i'm feeling now... * HORRR * hohoho and thanks to all who has sms me about my health * thanks peeps *
feeling: bad breathe
audio: the crows are crowing... it's morning~
19 December 2003
finally i can blog le... been busy these few days with the drama thing... wha... eh people it's time for harvest so bring all our friends down ok~ bring them into god's kingdom!!! invite now!!! S-O-W... really excited for the dramas and really pray that the people will be touch by the dramas...
my sister woke me up screaming... i was so groggy i couldn't even make out what she was saying... ooohhh it was... jaime and perd!!! read this!!! MICHELLE ( AH LEH ) RECEIVED CHRIST LAST NIGHT!!! yeah!!!!! wow... all i know was that she went to trinity with her brother and she was so touched by the drama that she practically was in tears throughout the whole drama~ wha... then she raised her arm during alter call~ wha~ god is so awesome man... working in her heart... shall go tanglin and visit her later?~ *yeah*!!!!!
ok peeps... shall log off le... plans for the day...
1230pm - return library book and bring my maid go makan
130pm - scout for drama costumes
330pm - shepherding... yeah man~ really miss it...
530pm - go buy... gifts... muahahahahahaha those who want something... leave a msg on my board... i shall see who's been nice and who's been naughty
730pm - home sweet home
feeling: wha... time flies really fast de
audio: now that you're near
my sister woke me up screaming... i was so groggy i couldn't even make out what she was saying... ooohhh it was... jaime and perd!!! read this!!! MICHELLE ( AH LEH ) RECEIVED CHRIST LAST NIGHT!!! yeah!!!!! wow... all i know was that she went to trinity with her brother and she was so touched by the drama that she practically was in tears throughout the whole drama~ wha... then she raised her arm during alter call~ wha~ god is so awesome man... working in her heart... shall go tanglin and visit her later?~ *yeah*!!!!!
ok peeps... shall log off le... plans for the day...
1230pm - return library book and bring my maid go makan
130pm - scout for drama costumes
330pm - shepherding... yeah man~ really miss it...
530pm - go buy... gifts... muahahahahahaha those who want something... leave a msg on my board... i shall see who's been nice and who's been naughty
730pm - home sweet home
feeling: wha... time flies really fast de
audio: now that you're near
15 December 2003
ahhh~ back to home sweet home~ finally i can shower with hot water and get to sleep with my bolster loh... hahaha well seriously speaking, i learnt to appreciate hot water now and somehow... i kinda missed the cold showers... i mean at home i still can have cold showers but it's a kinda different environment you get what i mean? heh heh really a lot of things to blog... okies... shall blog them by days... hohoho things that i've learnt shall not be post cos they are only known to perd but bascially they are all good amen!
saturday was really a series of unexpected events... my gan ma called me in the morning to ask whether i could help her to look after her 2 kids... i said yes... ok so i brought them down to nexus for prayer meeting... wha... first time having prayer meeting at the reception area... not bad de... but got distracted a lot of times... and they got hungry so i brought them to mac to makan... here's what sean said to me... joe-meh jiejie -_-'... can we go to your house instead? because i wanna see your dog... and... is it necessary to go to church...??? i said... cannot lah... ok he kept quiet... next he said... lets go see toys... ok i agreed... oh boy... i feel so old man... they kept showing me some... toys which i've never see before... and they kept asking me what characters they play or what? ( hmmm i suspect that they are testing my knowledge of toys and cartoons... because i THINK they can tell i don't watch cartoons or happened to know any toy charaters cos of my super sian face... ) but anyways... they kinda add fuel to the fire... by saying... joe meh jie jie... how come you don't know anything one? wha pengs ah... ok never mind... well all I could say was... livi became a mother for a day~ and I think she enjoyed it~ hohoho ok back to camp le
day 1 ( wednesday )
went out with eric to bugis to get my 3/4 berms and also he had to pass me his sleeping bag then he came to my house for dinner hohoho... wells, after that yvonne drove eric home and sent me to winfield and i reached there by 930pm and to even think that i promised the games people i'll be there by 730pm... heh heh okies... from there we had some fellowshipping with one another and i played with lalita and yinyin who were there to reherse for the opening ceromony... and every like 1-2 hours the delegates came~ yeah~ and i got to know more uni people~ tony and chiak wei~ oh man... they are so CORNY~ and then from there, peiru came... hahaha i shared my christmas coloured reese mNms with practically everyone and yes... everyone fell in love with them~ then from there the games committe had a meeting about the wet weather plans... wooo~ all of us were so afraid that it might rain... and then from there we started to pack the logistics for the games... hahaha useless me... fell asleep right there straight away~ peiru woke me up and i went to the ys dorm to sleep by 4am... *snore*
day 2 ( thursday )
wha~ woke up by 645am~ really groggy, first the cold shower really woke me up and oh man, it was so refreshing and secondly, i was getting more and more excited for the ice breakers!!! and something was making my tummy filled with butterflies... the rain... was praying that it won't rain and while both jiayi and i were shifting the logistics for the games, both of us were praying too... wow... by god's grace!!! it didn't rain!!! wha... then as the registration time approaches... i saw my cg~ heh heh... now camp is really starting man~ the vibe was getting higher~ woohoo~ from there, games started~ and i personally think that although the games maybe be a bit boring but no matter what we still can play the games with a spirit of excellence~ and i think some groups missed out on captain fruits because we didn't have enough dirty t-shirts due to some miscommunication... oh man~ it's ok another time then~ heh heh from there the different houses played * i'm loving it * muahahahaha it was fun man... i saw my cg people trying to balance a piece of lunchen meat with their mouths trying super hard to to touch each other but oopsy... they failed... hahaha and also... the last group was the worse man... they have to makan the food... eeewww i saw something that made me kinda * heng * that i'm inside the games com hahaha the raw bittergourds that that they had to eat~ woohoo~ i saw pearline eating the watermelons... wha... something made me cringe a lot... because some of the fruits dropped on the floor, some of the peeps picked it up and ate it... ahem~ ok moving on to night time... then after that was teaching time... oopsy... half the time i was fishing... heh heh... but still i listen to part of the lesson though~ and i heard from junyao that one of my brothers in drama actually drooled~ and also... wha~ after that it was time to have a cold shower again~ woo~ after that~ i went to sleep with jaime... had a good talk with her too~
day 3 ( friday )
woke up by 7am... wha... super tired having headache too... the morning was spent having quiet time and meeting up with my cg~ yeah~ finally can squeeze some time for them... praise and worship and lesson time!!! after that i went for my workshop... after that sarah and i had to brief the 5 houses... wha~ by that time... my voice was already half gone... but still very thankful for the different houses and the members for listening attentively and oopsy... i stepped on the takuetsu's mascot... causing of the bells to break... after that lesson time~ i fished again~ shucks... couldn't keep my eyes open man~ and of cos not forgetting the jubilee night... erms... i was late due to some packing and stuff and jasmine told the people not to jump and because i wasn't there and i didn't know anything about it... i kept jumping... wha i was thinking to myself... how come nobody jumping ah? hmmm so i thought to myself that they might be tired or something... then my perd told me... germs ah i wanted to tell you not to jump but because i can see that you're the only one so i decided not to... :p... at night i had games meeting till 3+... but i slept only at around 4+... got stuck in the toilet... heh heh
day 4 ( saturday )
woke up by 730am... wha this time... my voice is really gone... had a meeting in the morning then it was time for the lesson... then after that it was mega games!!! missed out on lunch and breakfast too~ was super hungry... praying that i won't get any gastric pains... and also my hunger pangs would go away~ yup mega games started... wha... as ben and i were allocated to mark the field... eeewww... my feet got stuck to the mud soo many times... and the feeling of thinking some tadpoles or some worms or some toads which i saw previously... made me squirm even more... but ok never mind... just get on with it man~ mega games!!! i really pitied the chiefs... some of them stink like eeewww... after that we celebrated peiru's birthday~ hahaha we didn't waste some of the flour~ then it was time for global connection hahaha wow~ the northeast was really good man~ even i was taken in by the wails~ and the uni was hilarious and the east people were so cute!!!... heh heh... i didn't get to watch the axis though... the ply/di were behind the stage... our play was super funny man~ kudos for those who acted in it especially jing qi who really took pains ( sniffing on medicated oil so that she would be chi ji to act even more like the girl being raped ) and also to benjamin and donovan who acted as the gay couple... hey brothers you 2 really did well~ really sorry about me trying to tell you both how to act more gayish~ and yup~ thumbs up for jon lee who made me laughed really loud cos... as he fell down his *tummy* bounced and he turn back face up~ hahaha something that made me wonder... how come alvin and abel are always acting as the bad guys? hohoho~ anyways~ the last night was spent fellowshipping with practically everyone~ i played bball with amelia from axis and i played with some people which i've never seen before hohoho and of cos... shufen and pearlyn~ i hit pearlyn on the nose causing her to bleed... felt really bad about it~ '-'... after that... i played bball with a new young brother alex from axis too~ wha~ we had THE common topic BASKETBALL!!! he is really good man~ we played abc and well we learnt a so called logic from bracer from nyp? he taught us how to shoot using the part where the hole to pump the air in~ facing up and needing to bounce 3 times and then bend our legs to shoot ahahah well you cannot say that it's not believeable cos that logic kinda helped him to get the ball into the net a lot of times~ hmmm wonder what logic shall i try to get my lay ups in~ yup then we played till 630am and ashley, mice and i decided to go and shower and we *planned* i say again ah... *planned* to go to the hall there to do qt and have fellowship there... but after we showered... ash was dozing off and jaime climbed to the bed to sleep... seeing them sleeping away... i decided to do the same too... hahaha can u imagine about 715am we then go to sleep when there'e only about 1 hour left for our reveille? hohoho... couldn't help it man... after that we woke up around 9 i think then we did our stuff and then we proceed to the hall for high praise!!! hahaha after that it was time for meeting... oopsy... this time i did the fishing in a rather obvious way... hohoho blech... my head just popped down on the table... heh heh *sheepish look* after that i realise jasmine said something to me when the only expression i could gave her was a blank stare... and then after that... was home sweet home... was supposed to send the delegates off but perd said to me... germs ah. i think you better go home. hohoho~
ps brothers and sisters, my apologies to those whom i had shown a black face to. no excuses to that because simply it's was my fault for not being able to cope with pressure and the lack of sleep. very sorry abou that.
ok peeps that was long. learnt a lot of things but i shall not elaborate... yups... ok peeps. shall leave my mark here and also... see ya all on saturday!!! christmas drama!!!
feeling: woohoo!
audio: the chopper's noise is drowning my music
saturday was really a series of unexpected events... my gan ma called me in the morning to ask whether i could help her to look after her 2 kids... i said yes... ok so i brought them down to nexus for prayer meeting... wha... first time having prayer meeting at the reception area... not bad de... but got distracted a lot of times... and they got hungry so i brought them to mac to makan... here's what sean said to me... joe-meh jiejie -_-'... can we go to your house instead? because i wanna see your dog... and... is it necessary to go to church...??? i said... cannot lah... ok he kept quiet... next he said... lets go see toys... ok i agreed... oh boy... i feel so old man... they kept showing me some... toys which i've never see before... and they kept asking me what characters they play or what? ( hmmm i suspect that they are testing my knowledge of toys and cartoons... because i THINK they can tell i don't watch cartoons or happened to know any toy charaters cos of my super sian face... ) but anyways... they kinda add fuel to the fire... by saying... joe meh jie jie... how come you don't know anything one? wha pengs ah... ok never mind... well all I could say was... livi became a mother for a day~ and I think she enjoyed it~ hohoho ok back to camp le
day 1 ( wednesday )
went out with eric to bugis to get my 3/4 berms and also he had to pass me his sleeping bag then he came to my house for dinner hohoho... wells, after that yvonne drove eric home and sent me to winfield and i reached there by 930pm and to even think that i promised the games people i'll be there by 730pm... heh heh okies... from there we had some fellowshipping with one another and i played with lalita and yinyin who were there to reherse for the opening ceromony... and every like 1-2 hours the delegates came~ yeah~ and i got to know more uni people~ tony and chiak wei~ oh man... they are so CORNY~ and then from there, peiru came... hahaha i shared my christmas coloured reese mNms with practically everyone and yes... everyone fell in love with them~ then from there the games committe had a meeting about the wet weather plans... wooo~ all of us were so afraid that it might rain... and then from there we started to pack the logistics for the games... hahaha useless me... fell asleep right there straight away~ peiru woke me up and i went to the ys dorm to sleep by 4am... *snore*
day 2 ( thursday )
wha~ woke up by 645am~ really groggy, first the cold shower really woke me up and oh man, it was so refreshing and secondly, i was getting more and more excited for the ice breakers!!! and something was making my tummy filled with butterflies... the rain... was praying that it won't rain and while both jiayi and i were shifting the logistics for the games, both of us were praying too... wow... by god's grace!!! it didn't rain!!! wha... then as the registration time approaches... i saw my cg~ heh heh... now camp is really starting man~ the vibe was getting higher~ woohoo~ from there, games started~ and i personally think that although the games maybe be a bit boring but no matter what we still can play the games with a spirit of excellence~ and i think some groups missed out on captain fruits because we didn't have enough dirty t-shirts due to some miscommunication... oh man~ it's ok another time then~ heh heh from there the different houses played * i'm loving it * muahahahaha it was fun man... i saw my cg people trying to balance a piece of lunchen meat with their mouths trying super hard to to touch each other but oopsy... they failed... hahaha and also... the last group was the worse man... they have to makan the food... eeewww i saw something that made me kinda * heng * that i'm inside the games com hahaha the raw bittergourds that that they had to eat~ woohoo~ i saw pearline eating the watermelons... wha... something made me cringe a lot... because some of the fruits dropped on the floor, some of the peeps picked it up and ate it... ahem~ ok moving on to night time... then after that was teaching time... oopsy... half the time i was fishing... heh heh... but still i listen to part of the lesson though~ and i heard from junyao that one of my brothers in drama actually drooled~ and also... wha~ after that it was time to have a cold shower again~ woo~ after that~ i went to sleep with jaime... had a good talk with her too~
day 3 ( friday )
woke up by 7am... wha... super tired having headache too... the morning was spent having quiet time and meeting up with my cg~ yeah~ finally can squeeze some time for them... praise and worship and lesson time!!! after that i went for my workshop... after that sarah and i had to brief the 5 houses... wha~ by that time... my voice was already half gone... but still very thankful for the different houses and the members for listening attentively and oopsy... i stepped on the takuetsu's mascot... causing of the bells to break... after that lesson time~ i fished again~ shucks... couldn't keep my eyes open man~ and of cos not forgetting the jubilee night... erms... i was late due to some packing and stuff and jasmine told the people not to jump and because i wasn't there and i didn't know anything about it... i kept jumping... wha i was thinking to myself... how come nobody jumping ah? hmmm so i thought to myself that they might be tired or something... then my perd told me... germs ah i wanted to tell you not to jump but because i can see that you're the only one so i decided not to... :p... at night i had games meeting till 3+... but i slept only at around 4+... got stuck in the toilet... heh heh
day 4 ( saturday )
woke up by 730am... wha this time... my voice is really gone... had a meeting in the morning then it was time for the lesson... then after that it was mega games!!! missed out on lunch and breakfast too~ was super hungry... praying that i won't get any gastric pains... and also my hunger pangs would go away~ yup mega games started... wha... as ben and i were allocated to mark the field... eeewww... my feet got stuck to the mud soo many times... and the feeling of thinking some tadpoles or some worms or some toads which i saw previously... made me squirm even more... but ok never mind... just get on with it man~ mega games!!! i really pitied the chiefs... some of them stink like eeewww... after that we celebrated peiru's birthday~ hahaha we didn't waste some of the flour~ then it was time for global connection hahaha wow~ the northeast was really good man~ even i was taken in by the wails~ and the uni was hilarious and the east people were so cute!!!... heh heh... i didn't get to watch the axis though... the ply/di were behind the stage... our play was super funny man~ kudos for those who acted in it especially jing qi who really took pains ( sniffing on medicated oil so that she would be chi ji to act even more like the girl being raped ) and also to benjamin and donovan who acted as the gay couple... hey brothers you 2 really did well~ really sorry about me trying to tell you both how to act more gayish~ and yup~ thumbs up for jon lee who made me laughed really loud cos... as he fell down his *tummy* bounced and he turn back face up~ hahaha something that made me wonder... how come alvin and abel are always acting as the bad guys? hohoho~ anyways~ the last night was spent fellowshipping with practically everyone~ i played bball with amelia from axis and i played with some people which i've never seen before hohoho and of cos... shufen and pearlyn~ i hit pearlyn on the nose causing her to bleed... felt really bad about it~ '-'... after that... i played bball with a new young brother alex from axis too~ wha~ we had THE common topic BASKETBALL!!! he is really good man~ we played abc and well we learnt a so called logic from bracer from nyp? he taught us how to shoot using the part where the hole to pump the air in~ facing up and needing to bounce 3 times and then bend our legs to shoot ahahah well you cannot say that it's not believeable cos that logic kinda helped him to get the ball into the net a lot of times~ hmmm wonder what logic shall i try to get my lay ups in~ yup then we played till 630am and ashley, mice and i decided to go and shower and we *planned* i say again ah... *planned* to go to the hall there to do qt and have fellowship there... but after we showered... ash was dozing off and jaime climbed to the bed to sleep... seeing them sleeping away... i decided to do the same too... hahaha can u imagine about 715am we then go to sleep when there'e only about 1 hour left for our reveille? hohoho... couldn't help it man... after that we woke up around 9 i think then we did our stuff and then we proceed to the hall for high praise!!! hahaha after that it was time for meeting... oopsy... this time i did the fishing in a rather obvious way... hohoho blech... my head just popped down on the table... heh heh *sheepish look* after that i realise jasmine said something to me when the only expression i could gave her was a blank stare... and then after that... was home sweet home... was supposed to send the delegates off but perd said to me... germs ah. i think you better go home. hohoho~
ps brothers and sisters, my apologies to those whom i had shown a black face to. no excuses to that because simply it's was my fault for not being able to cope with pressure and the lack of sleep. very sorry abou that.
ok peeps that was long. learnt a lot of things but i shall not elaborate... yups... ok peeps. shall leave my mark here and also... see ya all on saturday!!! christmas drama!!!
feeling: woohoo!
audio: the chopper's noise is drowning my music
9 December 2003
chiong ah~camp coming le!!!ni you chu ma? ( *obvious hinting to you know who* )kuai dian register ru guo ni mei you chu!!!zhui zhong yao jiu shi... yao dai ni de... BIBLE...ru guo mei you dai... erm hai shi bie shuo le... ni zhui hao dai jiu shi le... -_-' ok... my chinese is not exactly those A or B but... i think it's still readable lah...
okok... camp is only tmr!!! oopsy... for some priviledge few... no lah... kidding... hohoho... gotta bring a lot of stuff lor... yeah~ a lot of things to prepare man... shall play bball at night... hohoho with shufen and maybe some other people who wanna play... hahaha ahem... those who loves bball... are your fingers itching yet? heh heh...
yesterday... we had a game facilitators briefing at istanan park... wha... quite fun de... if you read puay's blog you might have a small inkling what they played... i didn't play... i watched them from a far... hahaha... okok anyways... i'm itching to tell you all what the games are about... shucks... man...
coughs *maybejustbribemeandimighttell*
ahem * clears throat * sorry please pretend that you never read anything...
kk i'm here to type some stuff to destress myself... hohoho last night qiufang and nel told me the same things and in the same form of sentences too... haha... kk got the hint le... shall... POOT *letoutafart* ha~~~ so shuang...
feeling: yeah~ later got drama rehersal loh
audio: all around the world - raze
okok... camp is only tmr!!! oopsy... for some priviledge few... no lah... kidding... hohoho... gotta bring a lot of stuff lor... yeah~ a lot of things to prepare man... shall play bball at night... hohoho with shufen and maybe some other people who wanna play... hahaha ahem... those who loves bball... are your fingers itching yet? heh heh...
yesterday... we had a game facilitators briefing at istanan park... wha... quite fun de... if you read puay's blog you might have a small inkling what they played... i didn't play... i watched them from a far... hahaha... okok anyways... i'm itching to tell you all what the games are about... shucks... man...
coughs *maybejustbribemeandimighttell*
ahem * clears throat * sorry please pretend that you never read anything...
kk i'm here to type some stuff to destress myself... hohoho last night qiufang and nel told me the same things and in the same form of sentences too... haha... kk got the hint le... shall... POOT *letoutafart* ha~~~ so shuang...
feeling: yeah~ later got drama rehersal loh
audio: all around the world - raze
4 December 2003
waking i thought to myself. though flood my mind. uh uh im not feeling melocholy now... pensive reflection is not what i'm doing right now... hahaha corny~ thinking about how on earth can i raise my cbf... ooohhh... alrights... anyways... i've a feeling to type a really long entry today... should i or shouldn't i... that is is the question... that has yet to reveal the answer...
wore a red top that spells marijuana *meh - ra - wa - na * repeat after me... hahaha okok... i'm not trying to advertise some illegal drugs here... just trying to improve some pronounciation * pro - nun - c - a - tion * not the norm * pro- noun - c - a - tion * okok... i think i'm getting really irritating here... okok... last one... salmon * sair - men * okok all those ** are my own spellings kk... alrights... back to business...
meeting perd later at bugis... wha... my favourite chix rice stall... yums... the dark black sauce there is the ultimate man... the chix skin... fatty tissues and oily feel gliding down your throat... oh man!!! wouldn't miss it for nothing man... went for image meeting last night... brainstorm about the hosts, musicians, singers and choir singer's dressing... wha pengs... the way abel said... nel and i nearly fell off the chair... simply because... of Yy's suggestion of... adding some... erm... ok not revealing le... sheesh so anti climax de...
anyways... all i can say is that... i'm a polka dots and stripes person and winnie!!! stop saying that i'm living in the 60s ok~ muahahaha... showed her a multi coloured small polka dots tube dress... wha so kawaii~ but... but... she and nel only SHOOT me a look that says... *germaine, put the dress back and stop hallucinating about your a-go-go 60s revival* alrights... i'm a build-in CHICHI tai - tai living in a 19 yr old body... well as least i don't dress like hotel heirness and socialite paris hilton eh... ooohhh alrights... enough about those image thing le...
oh man... made another promise to god~ heh heh shall not reveal... muahahah *shhh* anyways... in the midst of the multitude of things/work/stuff whatever you called it that we have to accomplish... are you relishing in god's word like you were a new believer? are you savouring every word that you read or how about this... PUT IT TO ACTION? a lot of times, we put off qt and say things like... ok tmr i will do it. god i promise you. but the next day... it seems like tmr never comes... you know why? because tmr became yesterday. how many tmrs and yesterdays are you going to keep on wasting and doing meaningless things when you could just set aside a little time for god. do you know how much god loves to hear us speak to him? make use of every free time you have... my ex sheep mate used to to do her qt in the toilet... i do my pnw in the shower, another do it when she's on the bus travelling to work or school... do you bring your bible out with you always? come on... if you haven't do it man~ how much can a bible weigh? we all need spiritual food to grow and without reading and understanding the word, and yet trying to live a life being a christian yet goes by own knowledge is useless de...
to a couple of peeps there... things been happening and people perceive you as what they see or even worse... on your notorious past maybe... no problem as long as you are clear conscious with god. everything is fine, god knows. *winks*
something happened last night... for a mere 1 - 2 seconds... made my goosebumps and hair raise like forever? as i walked back home... i felt something sticking to my face... eeewww... you know those worms that hang from the tree de? ya... that was the thing that got stuck to my face... eeewww... got texture de... pui pui somemore... wha leow... my actions were fast man... chatting with ah jia on the phone... and at the same time... slapping my face... sheesh luckily it was late at night so no one saw... but there's this man who walked passed me and gave me funny looks hahaha... then the moment i got home... i kept thinking that the worm is somewhere hiding somewhere in my clothes or on my body... sheesh... i kept slapping myself all over... only to realise... wo xiang tai duo le... but to think about it again... my hair is raising le... that *stupi** worm... iyah must be loving... god's creation... but... but... hard de...
feeling: mao mao chong...
audio: all around the world - raze
wore a red top that spells marijuana *meh - ra - wa - na * repeat after me... hahaha okok... i'm not trying to advertise some illegal drugs here... just trying to improve some pronounciation * pro - nun - c - a - tion * not the norm * pro- noun - c - a - tion * okok... i think i'm getting really irritating here... okok... last one... salmon * sair - men * okok all those ** are my own spellings kk... alrights... back to business...
meeting perd later at bugis... wha... my favourite chix rice stall... yums... the dark black sauce there is the ultimate man... the chix skin... fatty tissues and oily feel gliding down your throat... oh man!!! wouldn't miss it for nothing man... went for image meeting last night... brainstorm about the hosts, musicians, singers and choir singer's dressing... wha pengs... the way abel said... nel and i nearly fell off the chair... simply because... of Yy's suggestion of... adding some... erm... ok not revealing le... sheesh so anti climax de...
anyways... all i can say is that... i'm a polka dots and stripes person and winnie!!! stop saying that i'm living in the 60s ok~ muahahaha... showed her a multi coloured small polka dots tube dress... wha so kawaii~ but... but... she and nel only SHOOT me a look that says... *germaine, put the dress back and stop hallucinating about your a-go-go 60s revival* alrights... i'm a build-in CHICHI tai - tai living in a 19 yr old body... well as least i don't dress like hotel heirness and socialite paris hilton eh... ooohhh alrights... enough about those image thing le...
oh man... made another promise to god~ heh heh shall not reveal... muahahah *shhh* anyways... in the midst of the multitude of things/work/stuff whatever you called it that we have to accomplish... are you relishing in god's word like you were a new believer? are you savouring every word that you read or how about this... PUT IT TO ACTION? a lot of times, we put off qt and say things like... ok tmr i will do it. god i promise you. but the next day... it seems like tmr never comes... you know why? because tmr became yesterday. how many tmrs and yesterdays are you going to keep on wasting and doing meaningless things when you could just set aside a little time for god. do you know how much god loves to hear us speak to him? make use of every free time you have... my ex sheep mate used to to do her qt in the toilet... i do my pnw in the shower, another do it when she's on the bus travelling to work or school... do you bring your bible out with you always? come on... if you haven't do it man~ how much can a bible weigh? we all need spiritual food to grow and without reading and understanding the word, and yet trying to live a life being a christian yet goes by own knowledge is useless de...
to a couple of peeps there... things been happening and people perceive you as what they see or even worse... on your notorious past maybe... no problem as long as you are clear conscious with god. everything is fine, god knows. *winks*
something happened last night... for a mere 1 - 2 seconds... made my goosebumps and hair raise like forever? as i walked back home... i felt something sticking to my face... eeewww... you know those worms that hang from the tree de? ya... that was the thing that got stuck to my face... eeewww... got texture de... pui pui somemore... wha leow... my actions were fast man... chatting with ah jia on the phone... and at the same time... slapping my face... sheesh luckily it was late at night so no one saw... but there's this man who walked passed me and gave me funny looks hahaha... then the moment i got home... i kept thinking that the worm is somewhere hiding somewhere in my clothes or on my body... sheesh... i kept slapping myself all over... only to realise... wo xiang tai duo le... but to think about it again... my hair is raising le... that *stupi** worm... iyah must be loving... god's creation... but... but... hard de...
feeling: mao mao chong...
audio: all around the world - raze
yeah heh heh peeps time to update my blog...havent been finding time to update... busy with camp games and drama wha... really busy man... good good can serve god too~ amen~ really happy these few days~ first... perd came back!!! oh man~ someone told me that im rather sticky to my perd... of cos lah i love her mah~ and someone said that i very mushy... of cos mah... i love her what... heh heh... sent pearls and jasmine off and from there i really sensed that god's kingdom is gonna grow in ireland and sweden man~ amen~ and also... as i reflect on how my life has been changes ever since i came to know christ jan 2002, i am convicted that the people in ireland and sweden, their life will too be change!!! amen!!!
just had cg and we had to write things postcard... wha... funny man... the way perd wrote about me... muahahah shall keep it a secret... and yup... some things had been boggin me down with some injustice... wells... keep it to that yup... maybe... oh wells... hahaha erm got something to share... read on...
about my crush~ muahahahah he acted as... wan² crushee... muahahahahah... shall not reveal... in case perd clobber me muahahaah okok
feeling: keeping a promise to god amen!
audio: that corrs song lah~ do do do do do
just had cg and we had to write things postcard... wha... funny man... the way perd wrote about me... muahahah shall keep it a secret... and yup... some things had been boggin me down with some injustice... wells... keep it to that yup... maybe... oh wells... hahaha erm got something to share... read on...
about my crush~ muahahahah he acted as... wan² crushee... muahahahahah... shall not reveal... in case perd clobber me muahahaah okok
feeling: keeping a promise to god amen!
audio: that corrs song lah~ do do do do do
28 November 2003
oh yeah!!! very much excited for tmr's ess man~ my girl fang wo fei ji... but it's ok~ next week ok~ anyways... winnie and i just came back form the l'oreal warehouse sale... wha i tell you... the spirit of kiasuism can been seen everywhere!!! the pushing, the shoving... wha pengs... im so being squashed by some aunties trying to get their hands on those make up items... so what if the l'oreal products are flying off the shleves (3 for $10 ) maybelline ( 4 for $10 ) still... there's no need to push mah... and i saw some aunties buying 8 lipsticks all at one go!!! wha... maybe she's buying for her friends... but her friends all are around her leh and all also buying 8 lipsticks... wha... but... BUT... tmr winnie, yinyin and me are going down again... heh heh i bought some stuff today too!!! my lipstick broke into 1 month ago... and i really wanted to buy the maybelline's lipstick... wha... $ 15.50... didn't dare to take a second look... but guess what???!!! they were selling for... 3 for $10!!! wow!!! tmr see me with new lip colour ah... heh heh... * muacks* really a fruitful trip cos we bought quite some stuff for the image ministry yeah~ and winnie bought 5 boxes of hair dye!!! costing only $10 bucks... heh heh cheap right... heh heh winnie choose 1 colour, ditto for me and the other 3 for the image team~ wow~ tmr the winsland house will be my battlefield again~ muahahahah
anyways... really tired now... gotta rush for drama's image drawing... alrights people... gotta go liao... see ya all alrights~ and oh yes people... one of the things for my christmas list is *hints jaime*... a kerokerokeroppi toy or anything!!! muahahahahahaha * hyak hyak hyak *
feeling: woohoohoo~
audio: do do do do do
anyways... really tired now... gotta rush for drama's image drawing... alrights people... gotta go liao... see ya all alrights~ and oh yes people... one of the things for my christmas list is *hints jaime*... a kerokerokeroppi toy or anything!!! muahahahahahaha * hyak hyak hyak *
feeling: woohoohoo~
audio: do do do do do
today i learnt a lot of things. counselling others... basically a lot of things even though i came for the second part of the lesson nia... heh heh... shows the poly people something about the lengthening of the arm... heh heh...
miss a couple of people... perd, ma, kexin, na etc... miss going to dan ryan to makan my favourite potato skins!!! caesar salad!!! yums... remembered my birthday this year... mice gave me such a wonderful surprise!!! she called jaslin * my ex shepherd *, my cg, mardhia, mandy, shufen, joey, eric, irene and of cos... leh leh!!! wow people... especially to micey... lets go there one of these days ok~ and lets eat till we bao bao ah... eh micey... lets go have a makaning session too!!! lets go makan my favourite bak kut teh opp zouk and we go makan geylang/rochor tao huay, geylang for dim sum... basically go makan!!!
after clc2 lalita and i went down to meritus mandarin to help ronsy and puay to help out with their hair... wow... loli and i were saying... wha... so fun... they were all wearing gowns and high heel shoes and all of them look like so tai tai... loli and i were kinda like the servants muahahah kidding... winnie, puay and ronsy look so different man... wha... mei nu wor... muahahaha no lah kidding~ anyways~ after helping them with the hair and such, and after they left, loli and i sat there talking about some stuff... hahaha really had fun explaining issues like the leg hair thingy * only micey, perd, jaslin and maybe ash * will understand why this leg hair thingy always perk me up... muahahahah *shhhhh*
went for cg at jasmine's house... wha... really enjoyed chatting to her mother using my perfect teochew... * wa si teo chew ah nia... xiang kiang jiu si wa * muahahahaha... anyways... during cg, we had a open talk with each other... ash babee... let's do our best amen! we may be small but we'll never stop at being small amen!!! wow... really thankful to jasmine for pointing out the things to us... yup...
got home... and i wrote a letter to my dad... really appreciate him... heh heh and for my bong... she asked me... hows everything in church? i told her how come i've been so busy with everything... she kinda understood... yup... my bro in law sent me an email again... this time... longer than the 1st but... can see that he's very concern about me... and ooohhh... from the email... learnt something about na that i didn't know...
yup... i really miss perd a lot... really miss her sms(s)... her smile... her accent... most of all... her genuine love and care and concern... to me and everyone else... she's coming back on mon!!! shall have a mini countdown... heh heh... gotta account a lot of things to her... amen! we all should love our shephedrs don't you all agree?
hahaha god blessed me with many things everyday~ the sun, the world, the people around us, oscar * who never fails to make me smile * micey, charls, everyone...
feeling: blessed
audio: * that thing you do soundtrack *
miss a couple of people... perd, ma, kexin, na etc... miss going to dan ryan to makan my favourite potato skins!!! caesar salad!!! yums... remembered my birthday this year... mice gave me such a wonderful surprise!!! she called jaslin * my ex shepherd *, my cg, mardhia, mandy, shufen, joey, eric, irene and of cos... leh leh!!! wow people... especially to micey... lets go there one of these days ok~ and lets eat till we bao bao ah... eh micey... lets go have a makaning session too!!! lets go makan my favourite bak kut teh opp zouk and we go makan geylang/rochor tao huay, geylang for dim sum... basically go makan!!!
after clc2 lalita and i went down to meritus mandarin to help ronsy and puay to help out with their hair... wow... loli and i were saying... wha... so fun... they were all wearing gowns and high heel shoes and all of them look like so tai tai... loli and i were kinda like the servants muahahah kidding... winnie, puay and ronsy look so different man... wha... mei nu wor... muahahaha no lah kidding~ anyways~ after helping them with the hair and such, and after they left, loli and i sat there talking about some stuff... hahaha really had fun explaining issues like the leg hair thingy * only micey, perd, jaslin and maybe ash * will understand why this leg hair thingy always perk me up... muahahahah *shhhhh*
went for cg at jasmine's house... wha... really enjoyed chatting to her mother using my perfect teochew... * wa si teo chew ah nia... xiang kiang jiu si wa * muahahahaha... anyways... during cg, we had a open talk with each other... ash babee... let's do our best amen! we may be small but we'll never stop at being small amen!!! wow... really thankful to jasmine for pointing out the things to us... yup...
got home... and i wrote a letter to my dad... really appreciate him... heh heh and for my bong... she asked me... hows everything in church? i told her how come i've been so busy with everything... she kinda understood... yup... my bro in law sent me an email again... this time... longer than the 1st but... can see that he's very concern about me... and ooohhh... from the email... learnt something about na that i didn't know...
yup... i really miss perd a lot... really miss her sms(s)... her smile... her accent... most of all... her genuine love and care and concern... to me and everyone else... she's coming back on mon!!! shall have a mini countdown... heh heh... gotta account a lot of things to her... amen! we all should love our shephedrs don't you all agree?
hahaha god blessed me with many things everyday~ the sun, the world, the people around us, oscar * who never fails to make me smile * micey, charls, everyone...
feeling: blessed
audio: * that thing you do soundtrack *
27 November 2003
missed clc2, instead went for camp games... muahahahah shall keep the games a secret~ woohoo~ saw puay puay... wha pengs... so different!!! heh heh but we love you all the same darling~ wow... a really big thing is gonna happened in the kingdom of god! this saturday is ess...so what does that mean? bring all your friends down!!!
receive an email from my bro-in-law... wha... typed a lot of things... yup... reminded me a lot of things concerning my mother... oh wells... shall not elaborate... :)
mission night was hilarious man... first we had some * do do do do do * you know... the corrs song... i don't know which one... but the one that starts with lotsa * do do do do do * okok back to business... funny man... when i saw our westlife... wha pengs... especially when i saw kehan... muahahaha sorry brother... and to pearls... whahahahaha really denied yourself man... even andy enjoyed himself thoroughly AMEN!!! and the sp people... wha a tape man!!! muahahahahahahah i even saw a dwib... guowei... wha peeps... you all should have watched it man... the high waist berms... wha... that face... pengs... then the tp peeps... muahahahah another one... especially the donald... cos...he... took... off... his... outer shirt... muahahahah we ( the whole district ) all laugh like crazy...
* in case you're wondering why i kept mentioning the brothers its because they really did all the things they have to do in a spirit of excellance and also i think they really denied themselves for the things they have to do... note to sisters... lets do it even better next time amen? * yeah~ and we ended it off with a song~ yeah~ stand by me!!!
feeling: excited
audio: do do do do do do do do
receive an email from my bro-in-law... wha... typed a lot of things... yup... reminded me a lot of things concerning my mother... oh wells... shall not elaborate... :)
mission night was hilarious man... first we had some * do do do do do * you know... the corrs song... i don't know which one... but the one that starts with lotsa * do do do do do * okok back to business... funny man... when i saw our westlife... wha pengs... especially when i saw kehan... muahahaha sorry brother... and to pearls... whahahahaha really denied yourself man... even andy enjoyed himself thoroughly AMEN!!! and the sp people... wha a tape man!!! muahahahahahahah i even saw a dwib... guowei... wha peeps... you all should have watched it man... the high waist berms... wha... that face... pengs... then the tp peeps... muahahahah another one... especially the donald... cos...he... took... off... his... outer shirt... muahahahah we ( the whole district ) all laugh like crazy...
* in case you're wondering why i kept mentioning the brothers its because they really did all the things they have to do in a spirit of excellance and also i think they really denied themselves for the things they have to do... note to sisters... lets do it even better next time amen? * yeah~ and we ended it off with a song~ yeah~ stand by me!!!
feeling: excited
audio: do do do do do do do do
25 November 2003
clc class really taught me a lot... really a lot of things that i should be learning... and puttin them to usage... amen! as i reflect on myself and as the things around me happen and i heard of... well... it's true... it takes 2 hands to clap... yup... really thankful for one of my sister who warned me and amen girl... thank you so much...
things happened... and i'm trying to solve them myself and also without god's help... i think i'm a goner... god thank you so much!!! and to the people around me... wha... thank god for putting you all by my side man... pearls for listening to me and ashley helping me and jaime too... my best bud who gave me advises all the time... only you know me so well cos heh heh we started off the rough patch and now we're vacumming the smooth carpet eh heh heh
meet up with andy!!! * drum rolls* wha... really had fun talking to him along with jasmine, pearls, yy and joanne!!! we talked about lizards, cockroaches, ants, rabbits, dogs, cats, luo han yus etc... muahahaha if you're interested... ask me...
tmr's we're having mission night... oh boy... it's gonna be fun man... and i'm going!!! firstly, hopefully andy can come!!! and bring desmond along too!!! secondly, hopefully i can come on time... yeah~ something about andy... please remember to take a look at his hair on saturday ok... it's something new... and purple too...
had a good talk with one sister... amen!!! you're very funny and boy i am surprised by how the way we see things... im talking about yin yin... amen for this sister... shhhh she shared some secrets with me... muahahahahah if you happened to read this... well well well... show's last finger and points it to the head... muahahahaha... shhh only you and me knows about this... muahahahahah
oh man... tmr's gotta be a busy day man... muahahahah camp games... misison night... hohoho...
ok peeps... shall keep this short... gotta talk to god liao... byee
feeling: smelly
audio: do do DO
things happened... and i'm trying to solve them myself and also without god's help... i think i'm a goner... god thank you so much!!! and to the people around me... wha... thank god for putting you all by my side man... pearls for listening to me and ashley helping me and jaime too... my best bud who gave me advises all the time... only you know me so well cos heh heh we started off the rough patch and now we're vacumming the smooth carpet eh heh heh
meet up with andy!!! * drum rolls* wha... really had fun talking to him along with jasmine, pearls, yy and joanne!!! we talked about lizards, cockroaches, ants, rabbits, dogs, cats, luo han yus etc... muahahaha if you're interested... ask me...
tmr's we're having mission night... oh boy... it's gonna be fun man... and i'm going!!! firstly, hopefully andy can come!!! and bring desmond along too!!! secondly, hopefully i can come on time... yeah~ something about andy... please remember to take a look at his hair on saturday ok... it's something new... and purple too...
had a good talk with one sister... amen!!! you're very funny and boy i am surprised by how the way we see things... im talking about yin yin... amen for this sister... shhhh she shared some secrets with me... muahahahahah if you happened to read this... well well well... show's last finger and points it to the head... muahahahaha... shhh only you and me knows about this... muahahahahah
oh man... tmr's gotta be a busy day man... muahahahah camp games... misison night... hohoho...
ok peeps... shall keep this short... gotta talk to god liao... byee
feeling: smelly
audio: do do DO
went for clc2. went to thames. went for cg404. got home.
had a great time fellowshipping with ash mei today... wha... so many things that we shared about; our opinion about some stuff... good good good... ash we shall do that soon yeah~
went for cg404 meeting... was really great cos we learnt how to SOW by having QnA... amen~
heard some news before i went home. got mix feelings. felt... disappointed about the way this person is doing and how this person is leading life with god but at the same time... doing something or rather... secretly doing that something behind closed doors. felt really disappointed. i used to see this person as a person quite high up there cos... what i see is what i get mah... learnt never judge a book by it's cover...
played bball... wha... the awam people power from the way they play... wha... the ywam not bad too... but i think joanne and me were like warming the cement floor by waiting for like ages to play... oh wells... next time if there's a games it shall be the girls playing only.
feeling: sleepy
audio: ****
had a great time fellowshipping with ash mei today... wha... so many things that we shared about; our opinion about some stuff... good good good... ash we shall do that soon yeah~
went for cg404 meeting... was really great cos we learnt how to SOW by having QnA... amen~
heard some news before i went home. got mix feelings. felt... disappointed about the way this person is doing and how this person is leading life with god but at the same time... doing something or rather... secretly doing that something behind closed doors. felt really disappointed. i used to see this person as a person quite high up there cos... what i see is what i get mah... learnt never judge a book by it's cover...
played bball... wha... the awam people power from the way they play... wha... the ywam not bad too... but i think joanne and me were like warming the cement floor by waiting for like ages to play... oh wells... next time if there's a games it shall be the girls playing only.
feeling: sleepy
audio: ****
18 November 2003
As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday. But I noticed you were too busy, trying to find the right outfit to wear.
When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were to busy. At one point you had to wait fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. With all our activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me.
I noticed that before lunch you looked around, maybe you felt embarrassed to talk to me,that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet.
You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and you spend a lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.
Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said goodnight to your family you plopped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you.. I've got patience, more than you will ever know.... I even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well.
I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought, or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation.
Well, you are getting up once again. Once again I will wait, with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some time. Have a nice day!
Your friend,
GOD
When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were to busy. At one point you had to wait fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. With all our activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me.
I noticed that before lunch you looked around, maybe you felt embarrassed to talk to me,that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet.
You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and you spend a lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.
Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said goodnight to your family you plopped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you.. I've got patience, more than you will ever know.... I even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well.
I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought, or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation.
Well, you are getting up once again. Once again I will wait, with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some time. Have a nice day!
Your friend,
GOD
17 November 2003
wha...it's been a long time ever since i stepped into this webbie... since last wed... hahaha... well well well... a lot of things have been happening... yup... on thurs and friday... nothing happened i think or is it that i forgotten... hohoho... paiseh neh... sat... wow... andy came!!! woohoohoo!!! prayer answered!!! yeah!!! best thing man... my very first convert too!!! yeah!!! i still couldn't believe it man... andy chua yew ping... must pray for retainment... woa... AMEN! i told perd what i was doing when we were all praying for the converts... i peeped at him... wha when i saw his hand raising... wha... i was so happy!!! lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala yeah!!!
sunday... we played basketball and wow...
jamie surprised me man... by being able to catch the ball without dropping them... wha... never seen her play any ball games in my whole sec school life till yesterday man... mice! you surprise me man!!! you even scored 2 goals even though they were not counted... heh heh... good work!!! donovan!!! great job man!!! wha... can't keep up with him man... he's fast!!!though he complained that mice and me tackle him like siao but he still got away... still say he can't play that well... humble spirit...joanne... heh heh don't see her cute cute ah... wha... very hiong one... she's always ready to catch and pass the ball wha... a good helper indeed man...meihua played with a netball spirit... cos she used to be part of the netball team mah... she surprised and shocked me with one of her sudden tatic of slapping the ball away suddenly... wha... one sister i will not want to get near to... sam... wha... got a spirit of eagerness... is there such a spirit? to control the ball and not wanting to let the ball go... just kidding man... muahahahaha... but in all... he's good cos he tried since he said that he never played basketball before...kehan ah... wha... my team's kong qiu shou... good good... but like me, he's shooting all tai gor one... but never go in lah... got lah...some... good job!!! ben ah... wha... he a bit the diao one... anyhow chiong inside the red area and can still get the ball in despite the tall people... but a bit funny... don't know what he's thinking... wear shirt to play...pearls!!! my partner in crime!!! you played well man!!! wow... a great defender man... one slam from you and off the opposition team flies... *sounds like some pap thingy* yeah!!! really like the way she plays... wha... really will show you what she's capable of...bryan...wha... he nearly drove me nuts man... with his arms flinging around... but wha... he can really drive any player nuts while defending man... good good...shiong, is that he's name or? he can play... really play...junyao... i didn't really play with him though but i reckon that he's good... ok junyao i think you have to show me your skills next week again yeah?ray ah... brother... sorry for scratching you... i think you're not the only one... i think gerald received more from me man... gerald... very funny man this brother... play until leg cramp...hahaha... ooops... laughing at someone's pain... xin zhai le huo... but he's good too... dewen... didn't play much with him too... but maybe next week hopefully i can tell from the skills if they play... hmmm i sounded so conceited hahaha
i think everyone did a good job in whichever position he/she played... whether is it qian feng or hou feng... we all put in our best man...
basketball rawks!!! woohoo!!! next week shufen will be joining us!!! yeah!!! heard form perd and donovan that gerald from ywam is a star player man... wha...erm... my shooting skills... erm... kinda... dropped... a lot of air balls... *blames on the rain causing the ball to become slippery* hohoho...
feeling: body aching wha...
audio: nothing compares to you - sinead o connor
sunday... we played basketball and wow...
jamie surprised me man... by being able to catch the ball without dropping them... wha... never seen her play any ball games in my whole sec school life till yesterday man... mice! you surprise me man!!! you even scored 2 goals even though they were not counted... heh heh... good work!!! donovan!!! great job man!!! wha... can't keep up with him man... he's fast!!!though he complained that mice and me tackle him like siao but he still got away... still say he can't play that well... humble spirit...joanne... heh heh don't see her cute cute ah... wha... very hiong one... she's always ready to catch and pass the ball wha... a good helper indeed man...meihua played with a netball spirit... cos she used to be part of the netball team mah... she surprised and shocked me with one of her sudden tatic of slapping the ball away suddenly... wha... one sister i will not want to get near to... sam... wha... got a spirit of eagerness... is there such a spirit? to control the ball and not wanting to let the ball go... just kidding man... muahahahaha... but in all... he's good cos he tried since he said that he never played basketball before...kehan ah... wha... my team's kong qiu shou... good good... but like me, he's shooting all tai gor one... but never go in lah... got lah...some... good job!!! ben ah... wha... he a bit the diao one... anyhow chiong inside the red area and can still get the ball in despite the tall people... but a bit funny... don't know what he's thinking... wear shirt to play...pearls!!! my partner in crime!!! you played well man!!! wow... a great defender man... one slam from you and off the opposition team flies... *sounds like some pap thingy* yeah!!! really like the way she plays... wha... really will show you what she's capable of...bryan...wha... he nearly drove me nuts man... with his arms flinging around... but wha... he can really drive any player nuts while defending man... good good...shiong, is that he's name or? he can play... really play...junyao... i didn't really play with him though but i reckon that he's good... ok junyao i think you have to show me your skills next week again yeah?ray ah... brother... sorry for scratching you... i think you're not the only one... i think gerald received more from me man... gerald... very funny man this brother... play until leg cramp...hahaha... ooops... laughing at someone's pain... xin zhai le huo... but he's good too... dewen... didn't play much with him too... but maybe next week hopefully i can tell from the skills if they play... hmmm i sounded so conceited hahaha
i think everyone did a good job in whichever position he/she played... whether is it qian feng or hou feng... we all put in our best man...
basketball rawks!!! woohoo!!! next week shufen will be joining us!!! yeah!!! heard form perd and donovan that gerald from ywam is a star player man... wha...erm... my shooting skills... erm... kinda... dropped... a lot of air balls... *blames on the rain causing the ball to become slippery* hohoho...
feeling: body aching wha...
audio: nothing compares to you - sinead o connor
12 November 2003
wow... boy am i surprised at the things that have been happening man... first... i stayed up till morning to finish up my work and at the same time did some fellowshipping with micey... hahaha she's having her last paper today!!! yeah~ another thing was... wha... my classmate asked what am i doing this saturday? i said as usual, going for service... then asked him... you leh? he say nothing lor... then i said eh... andy... you wanna come for service? he said ok i don't mind, can i bring another friend along? yeah!!! ahem... in any case... i hope i don't jinx myself... hahaha ( unbiblical )
yeah~ another thing worth to celebrate man!!! my assessment day was due today and i did all my projects nicely except my 20 coloured full dressed and maked-up illustrations... wha... i really cannot finish it because i was busy doing my fashion details book... wha... so i decided to forgo the illustrations and be prepared to face the music * lalala * so... as my sister drove me to school... i was thinking of my lecturer's ( mr thomas wee ) reaction if he discover that i didn't hand up my project... sure kenna suan till i dissolve into the ground... haiz... but guess what? they didn't check whether i did my illustrations or not!!! they checked the usual important projects like mock skirt and actual skirt and pattern making book... wha... heng ah... ( unbiblical again ) muahahahahaha~ thank god man... then there's something that made me sooo happy!!! my colours and graphic final project was sooo ugly that my sister just burst into laughter saying, wha what's that? you're in fashion school and this kinda work you dare to hand up... yup... completely flattened... hahaha i was like wha pengs... this time the project if i don't do well... haiz... then i saw my teacher... she just said... erm... germaine... go home and paste some more things inside... wha... best...
( paragraph it in case some of my peeps cannot read... hahaha )
got home kinda dejected... so i bought 2 boxes of meiji again ( sorry junyao... should have shared them with you ) so that the contennts inside could be devour by great greedy me and the box for the project... wha... this time i did it very nicely - i think - so today... muahahaha during the presentation... my teacher said... ok leave your technical projects ( colours and graphic ) here... ok so i did just that... i went out of the classroom... my friends asked me... eh germs how??? i said ok lor nothing much and also how come she took my things ah? they all said don't know leh... so 1 hr passed and i realised i didn't present my dots and lines mounting board to her!!! si lah... this time die lor... so i went to her class and asked... erm teacher... my dots and lines... not with me... she said... oh, it's with me... and can i keep it? the other projects too... for exhibition... wha... my heart sank... finally my effort was paid off... those countless sleepless nights and those supa deep eye bags and eye rings... those ARE worth it man... yeah!!! just one thing about mr wee.... he kept saying that my drawings are like a catalogue... na li you... luan luan jiang... * denial * hahaha but heck lah... i don't care liao!!! school's over!!!
rushed down for the foundation studies at sp hq... was late cos of school so well... attened the presentation of coke... hahaha when i saw sam gan dancing and the others... wha... so funny man... yup... then after that perd, ash, jon wong and me, we all went down to makan... wha pengs... my pineapple rice like... overdosed with MSG and sugar * ajinomoto anyone * wha sooo nan chi but can't help cos i was super hungry... yeah~ learn something... how not to let our cg become dry... yeah~ we must be creative ok because our god is a creative one amen?! yeah~ after that we went to central hq... wha by the time i reach there i buay tong liao... shirls was watching the manga... wha now this time i think im hooked... shall borrow from junyao liao... really very funny!!! * inui juice anyone * but while i was watching... i feel asleep hohoho... paiseh ah... then after that cg started... wha... our sermon was very interesting!!! we took a lot of fruits!!! and soft boiled eggs... and plain water... hahaha especially the part on fruits... wha... that one really made me puke man... i dont' like guava without that peppery thingy, i don't like papaya, pineapple... and there's honey dew... ( just not my type ) whahahaha... i really had a hard time digesting the guava... thank god for clarence who helped me... and thank ashley for not buying durian!!! wha... if she buys... perd and me will go hide some corner... muahahahah... in all a good day man...
feeling: yeah!!! no school!!! try explaining that kinda feeling
audio: xie yi shou ge - shunzi * yeah my fav song!!! *
yeah~ another thing worth to celebrate man!!! my assessment day was due today and i did all my projects nicely except my 20 coloured full dressed and maked-up illustrations... wha... i really cannot finish it because i was busy doing my fashion details book... wha... so i decided to forgo the illustrations and be prepared to face the music * lalala * so... as my sister drove me to school... i was thinking of my lecturer's ( mr thomas wee ) reaction if he discover that i didn't hand up my project... sure kenna suan till i dissolve into the ground... haiz... but guess what? they didn't check whether i did my illustrations or not!!! they checked the usual important projects like mock skirt and actual skirt and pattern making book... wha... heng ah... ( unbiblical again ) muahahahahaha~ thank god man... then there's something that made me sooo happy!!! my colours and graphic final project was sooo ugly that my sister just burst into laughter saying, wha what's that? you're in fashion school and this kinda work you dare to hand up... yup... completely flattened... hahaha i was like wha pengs... this time the project if i don't do well... haiz... then i saw my teacher... she just said... erm... germaine... go home and paste some more things inside... wha... best...
( paragraph it in case some of my peeps cannot read... hahaha )
got home kinda dejected... so i bought 2 boxes of meiji again ( sorry junyao... should have shared them with you ) so that the contennts inside could be devour by great greedy me and the box for the project... wha... this time i did it very nicely - i think - so today... muahahaha during the presentation... my teacher said... ok leave your technical projects ( colours and graphic ) here... ok so i did just that... i went out of the classroom... my friends asked me... eh germs how??? i said ok lor nothing much and also how come she took my things ah? they all said don't know leh... so 1 hr passed and i realised i didn't present my dots and lines mounting board to her!!! si lah... this time die lor... so i went to her class and asked... erm teacher... my dots and lines... not with me... she said... oh, it's with me... and can i keep it? the other projects too... for exhibition... wha... my heart sank... finally my effort was paid off... those countless sleepless nights and those supa deep eye bags and eye rings... those ARE worth it man... yeah!!! just one thing about mr wee.... he kept saying that my drawings are like a catalogue... na li you... luan luan jiang... * denial * hahaha but heck lah... i don't care liao!!! school's over!!!
rushed down for the foundation studies at sp hq... was late cos of school so well... attened the presentation of coke... hahaha when i saw sam gan dancing and the others... wha... so funny man... yup... then after that perd, ash, jon wong and me, we all went down to makan... wha pengs... my pineapple rice like... overdosed with MSG and sugar * ajinomoto anyone * wha sooo nan chi but can't help cos i was super hungry... yeah~ learn something... how not to let our cg become dry... yeah~ we must be creative ok because our god is a creative one amen?! yeah~ after that we went to central hq... wha by the time i reach there i buay tong liao... shirls was watching the manga... wha now this time i think im hooked... shall borrow from junyao liao... really very funny!!! * inui juice anyone * but while i was watching... i feel asleep hohoho... paiseh ah... then after that cg started... wha... our sermon was very interesting!!! we took a lot of fruits!!! and soft boiled eggs... and plain water... hahaha especially the part on fruits... wha... that one really made me puke man... i dont' like guava without that peppery thingy, i don't like papaya, pineapple... and there's honey dew... ( just not my type ) whahahaha... i really had a hard time digesting the guava... thank god for clarence who helped me... and thank ashley for not buying durian!!! wha... if she buys... perd and me will go hide some corner... muahahahah... in all a good day man...
feeling: yeah!!! no school!!! try explaining that kinda feeling
audio: xie yi shou ge - shunzi * yeah my fav song!!! *
10 November 2003
hi peeps... good morning!!! what a wonderful day~ sunday - went to my pa's fish stall yesterday... finally after trying to run away from helping him... -_- well... i should say my skills are still there... if you consider grabbing and weighing prawns a skill... hmmm after that i had an extremely looooonnnnng talk with my sister fiona... then it's off to sun love home!!! wha... the journey to S.L.H was a bit scary cos it's quite ooloo but when we reach here... the place look quite run down but at the same tim cosy - to me lah... our people were busy preparing for their song presentation and dance... yeah~ as some of the patients talked...( but half the time i don't understand cantonese ) some of them started tearing... made me realise how fortunate i am to be able to function my body, speech and mind well... can tell that some of them were quite frustrated with themselves for not being to talk and sing along as lynn from rp told me this because she asked one of them to sing along but she made some gestures that she can't speak like some others who can... one funny incident and that's about the male patient who wanna sing non stop... wha... the song *long shu xia* rocks man... if only he'll start singing *wu yuan de jie ju* (^o^) yup... in all i would say that this is a good excercise to (1) learn how to be more compassionate and loving (2) to see whether we are willing to help others out all the way... something that let me frown a wee bit... some of our people just walk around and sit there doing nothing after the introduction... 3 months later we're going there again ok... so this time don't warm your butts instead, help... serve... :) yup yup yup... in all... my perd said to me... i think we all can take our spiritual giftings test again and maybe this time our compassion and mercy might go a bit ...up hahaha... fellow spiritual and giftings classmates :)
get to know a new friend lynn from rp... wha... she's quite enthu and i asked her 3 months later you coming back? she said yes! and i want to learn more cantonese too!!! wha... i also want to learn... cantonese ( yat yi sam say um lork chap but kao chup ) correct? any cantonese out there? i remembered being quite blown away when yy started saying cantonese really fast to one ah por... wha... the only cantonese i kept saying to her was... nei zhor , hou, kong tong wa... i think she also doesn't know what i was saying too... actually... me too... must brush up on cantonese liao!!!
best... last night liverpool and man u match... though i didn't watch but i can hear my block people having some loud reaction to the match and that include my brotha in law... dennis, fiona, yvonne and my pa... wha... all having a good time outside whereas i was like going to ZZzzz soon and morever they were eating durians outside!!! wha pengs... the pungent smell... then best part... the leftovers... a plate of durian was placed inside the fridge... now the plain water inside smells of it too... si eh pang...thanks ah...
something to remind myself of... sleeping with my mouth wide open... wha pengs... after perd went down... i was alone upstairs so i thought to myself... wha what a good day to sleep... then... best part... i couldn't sleep but when the bus passed my house i started to sleep until it reaches to interchange *diao* then from there i quickly woke up only to find a guy staring at me like i've got drool all over my face... eh so paiseh... maybe i did drool... did i? oh wells... after that i came home... so tired sia... cannot tahan... was supposed to be online for a while to check emails and chat with micey... wha... really buay tong already... so hungry and tired... so i just went offline... makan... and then sleep...
later going to lido for project... after that dmm... tmr is a time of celebration cos it's susilawati birthday!!! late celebration lah... heh heh... wed is my finale~ woohoohoo~ holidays starting soon... supposed to be at sp for the class but... as usual... got project meeting...
feeling: energectic
audio: aeroplane flying over
get to know a new friend lynn from rp... wha... she's quite enthu and i asked her 3 months later you coming back? she said yes! and i want to learn more cantonese too!!! wha... i also want to learn... cantonese ( yat yi sam say um lork chap but kao chup ) correct? any cantonese out there? i remembered being quite blown away when yy started saying cantonese really fast to one ah por... wha... the only cantonese i kept saying to her was... nei zhor , hou, kong tong wa... i think she also doesn't know what i was saying too... actually... me too... must brush up on cantonese liao!!!
best... last night liverpool and man u match... though i didn't watch but i can hear my block people having some loud reaction to the match and that include my brotha in law... dennis, fiona, yvonne and my pa... wha... all having a good time outside whereas i was like going to ZZzzz soon and morever they were eating durians outside!!! wha pengs... the pungent smell... then best part... the leftovers... a plate of durian was placed inside the fridge... now the plain water inside smells of it too... si eh pang...thanks ah...
something to remind myself of... sleeping with my mouth wide open... wha pengs... after perd went down... i was alone upstairs so i thought to myself... wha what a good day to sleep... then... best part... i couldn't sleep but when the bus passed my house i started to sleep until it reaches to interchange *diao* then from there i quickly woke up only to find a guy staring at me like i've got drool all over my face... eh so paiseh... maybe i did drool... did i? oh wells... after that i came home... so tired sia... cannot tahan... was supposed to be online for a while to check emails and chat with micey... wha... really buay tong already... so hungry and tired... so i just went offline... makan... and then sleep...
later going to lido for project... after that dmm... tmr is a time of celebration cos it's susilawati birthday!!! late celebration lah... heh heh... wed is my finale~ woohoohoo~ holidays starting soon... supposed to be at sp for the class but... as usual... got project meeting...
feeling: energectic
audio: aeroplane flying over
7 November 2003
hi. that major project is somehow done. but my teacher called my piece a catalogue and said... so ugly... wha... simply because my illustrations are too small to be seen and aiyah... cannot make it lah... have to redo again... wha pengs... some stuff on my mind and my nick on my msn wasn't very nice so i decided not to be online at all... remembered my promise to god about saving money and not buying things for myself etc... saw a couple of things that i always wanted and they're even on a huge sale 50%-70% now... alrights... temptation island is always there but god's rewards are the best ever amen?
sometimes as i read blogs.... are there some things that we rather not say or we simply just conceal it? or sometimes... we tell a bit of white lies here and there to cover up for something that we've done... or even add something simply to let people see the better side of us which actually at the end of the day... it's a mask they're wearing... i wonder how long can people can wear the masks... people forgive but can they forget? we forgave countless people in our lives but can we forget about it? well... we are in the world but that doesn't mean that we must be the world... lets make a difference alrights? stand out from the crowd ok...
sick. i hate being sick ( fever+flu+headache ) and to think that tmr is sat * yeah!!! * and im gonna face ** again... that gives me the creeps and butterflies in my tummy... woo~ especially the creeps... last night as i did my qt... something that i read hit me... galatians 5:22 ( But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness ) it hit me about the fact and i knew it all along... was that i am a person with very little compassion * deep awareness of the suffering of another coupled with the wish to relieve it *, doesn't shows the emotions but only to perd and * only god knows why * i prayed to yearn for more love towards the people around me... haiz... just don't come tmr and say something to me about compassion cos i might hit ya in the tooth man... gosh shouldn't even blog today...
realise that my class people somehow or another, dislikes one another... even those social butterflies and pretty well known and seem like they're moderately popular kind are being disliked too... so tense... scary to be around my class at times... macham like walking on broken glass... alrights... gotta do my *catalogue* liao...
all the best to ronsy/wynnie/charls/micey/ whoever is taking the exams...
feeling: a wee bit just a wee wee bit... emotional am i kidding myself?
audio: *****
sometimes as i read blogs.... are there some things that we rather not say or we simply just conceal it? or sometimes... we tell a bit of white lies here and there to cover up for something that we've done... or even add something simply to let people see the better side of us which actually at the end of the day... it's a mask they're wearing... i wonder how long can people can wear the masks... people forgive but can they forget? we forgave countless people in our lives but can we forget about it? well... we are in the world but that doesn't mean that we must be the world... lets make a difference alrights? stand out from the crowd ok...
sick. i hate being sick ( fever+flu+headache ) and to think that tmr is sat * yeah!!! * and im gonna face ** again... that gives me the creeps and butterflies in my tummy... woo~ especially the creeps... last night as i did my qt... something that i read hit me... galatians 5:22 ( But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness ) it hit me about the fact and i knew it all along... was that i am a person with very little compassion * deep awareness of the suffering of another coupled with the wish to relieve it *, doesn't shows the emotions but only to perd and * only god knows why * i prayed to yearn for more love towards the people around me... haiz... just don't come tmr and say something to me about compassion cos i might hit ya in the tooth man... gosh shouldn't even blog today...
realise that my class people somehow or another, dislikes one another... even those social butterflies and pretty well known and seem like they're moderately popular kind are being disliked too... so tense... scary to be around my class at times... macham like walking on broken glass... alrights... gotta do my *catalogue* liao...
all the best to ronsy/wynnie/charls/micey/ whoever is taking the exams...
feeling: a wee bit just a wee wee bit... emotional am i kidding myself?
audio: *****
just to keep myself awake...
No Enter
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alrighto... im norm... anyways... projects deadline is actually tmr... and im done with 2... doing the third now... not sleeping... hohoho happening sia... yeah man... see lah the consequence of delaying... hahaha anyways people... those having exams ( ronsy, micey etc ) after our papers... lets all chiong for god amen?! yeah!!! meetings... come to momma~
feeling: if i say im not stressed... im lying...
audio: my burps with an occasional pang ba wu...
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alrighto... im norm... anyways... projects deadline is actually tmr... and im done with 2... doing the third now... not sleeping... hohoho happening sia... yeah man... see lah the consequence of delaying... hahaha anyways people... those having exams ( ronsy, micey etc ) after our papers... lets all chiong for god amen?! yeah!!! meetings... come to momma~
feeling: if i say im not stressed... im lying...
audio: my burps with an occasional pang ba wu...
3 November 2003
hmmm... just finished my math papar 1... alrights... don't wanna jinx myself... can't finish a few questions cos i've spent too much time on the first few questions... argh better still... my compass fail me at the very time i need to use it ( that last question )!!!... *ah bish myself* anyways... there's paper 2 so i shall do my very best for it and this time... make sure i plan my time properly... yy coming my house to stay... wha... before the paper started... got dramarama in my dad's car... cos we thought that first toa payoh is still at the same place... my dad was ranting at me... well i can only say that i deserve it... hohoho...
received quite a few sms from babees ( micey and monkey ) perd, zhenyan etc... thanks for your encouragements!!! but ah jia sent the wrong sms to me... addressed to seafood ( wyn i think ) but i received it instead...
anyways... to cherie, zhenyan, deborah and xueting... after my exams and projects then i add your blog addressed ok... micey, ronsy... hows the papers? anyways... gotta do my projects liao... later going back to school to hand up homework... alrights... a lot of thing in my head...
one of them is about that incident that made me so mad that i wanna clobber that person but come to think about... did i do something that... must reflect on myself before i get my hands on ** but again... i think no... hands off policey... hahaha and also... IGNORANCE IS A BLISS!!! wha...
drama meetings/camp meetings... hasn't been going for the past week... been real busy... really... once i'm out of my exams and my projects... wha... free man... will chiong all the way man~
my dad told me," stop going to your church, unless you do/plan your things properly first and i won't even breathe." wha... pengz... that made me think that... i'm not managing my time well!!! boohoo... alrights... plan plan plan...
feeling: garlicky... ( ate a lot of garlic yesterday due to my maid's yummy aglio olio *hOOOr* can smell my breathe? wha si eh pang ah/ tior pang nor )
audio: touching heaven changing earth - hillsong
received quite a few sms from babees ( micey and monkey ) perd, zhenyan etc... thanks for your encouragements!!! but ah jia sent the wrong sms to me... addressed to seafood ( wyn i think ) but i received it instead...
anyways... to cherie, zhenyan, deborah and xueting... after my exams and projects then i add your blog addressed ok... micey, ronsy... hows the papers? anyways... gotta do my projects liao... later going back to school to hand up homework... alrights... a lot of thing in my head...
one of them is about that incident that made me so mad that i wanna clobber that person but come to think about... did i do something that... must reflect on myself before i get my hands on ** but again... i think no... hands off policey... hahaha and also... IGNORANCE IS A BLISS!!! wha...
drama meetings/camp meetings... hasn't been going for the past week... been real busy... really... once i'm out of my exams and my projects... wha... free man... will chiong all the way man~
my dad told me," stop going to your church, unless you do/plan your things properly first and i won't even breathe." wha... pengz... that made me think that... i'm not managing my time well!!! boohoo... alrights... plan plan plan...
feeling: garlicky... ( ate a lot of garlic yesterday due to my maid's yummy aglio olio *hOOOr* can smell my breathe? wha si eh pang ah/ tior pang nor )
audio: touching heaven changing earth - hillsong
31 October 2003
\(^o^)/ POLY AND DI 35 DAYS OF FASTING AND PRAYING \(^o^)/
Day 4 - 30 October
Philippians 4:4-9
Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-think about such things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me-put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.
*how has my attitude been in times of pressure and stress
*what reason do i have to rejoice always? how does rejoicing lead to peace
*pray for peace to be amongst those going through examinations
amen lord!!! testings and trials everyday~ search me through and through till my heart becomes a home for you... got a rather ahem... erm... should i put it as a 'nasty' or a ' i should have guessed it ' surprise last night~ well... not elaborating but well... if i don't know god... i will kill that person right away... yups... hahaha now it's solved... through perd who talked sense into me and prevented any killings happening~ hahaha now come to think of it... i should have see that stupid problem as a small and insignificant one and in god's view instead of getting all really angry about it and wanting to *AH BISH* that person right away... phew... thank god for perd and grand perd... and yup... their decisions too~ see lah... so contradicting to the first question * how has my attitude been in times of pressure and stress? * alrights... shall not leave my blogs in any more drips and draps... in case the surprise is making peeps go hmmm...
understood something that came out of that surprise... everyone has their own weaknesses... we all have weaknesses and if we encounter anyone or any close friends who need our help... we should help instead of... getting angry especially if the problem concerns us... i think i'm starting to leak some info liao... okok stop... anyways... prior to this... i seek god immediately to help me to gain experience and at the same time learn from the problem... god spoke to me about really having to rely on him and not allow the problem to get into our head and in the end... we will tend to inch god away as we try to solve the problem ourselves... tsk tsk no no no... bu hao wor... yup...
school's been getting all really tensed up... my class is kinda split into 2 major group... alrights... too many things to say liao... i think it's all about being able to compromise and oh yeah~ a lot of homework and exams coming up~ ok peeps... must all really pray and fast for converts...
god shaped hole - plumb
Every point of view has another angle
And every angle has its merit
But it all comes down to faith
That's the way I see it
You can say that love is not divine and
You can say that life is not eternal
"All we have is now"
But I don't believe it
There's a God-shaped hole in all of us
And the restless soul is searching
There's a God-shaped hole in all of us
And it's a void only He can fill
Does the world seem grey with empty longing
Wearing every shade of cynical
And do you ever feel that
There is something missing?
That's my point of view...
some of the lyrics of this song made me reflect on how, the way i think and force my ideas on people who doesn't agree with me... and yup... cannot do that wor... germs ah... repent!!!
saw a verse and yup... wanna apply that woohoohoo~
Psalm 33
In him our hearts rejoice,
for we trust in his holy name
feeling: relieved, thankful, happy and relaxed
audio: still - hillsong
Day 4 - 30 October
Philippians 4:4-9
Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-think about such things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me-put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.
*how has my attitude been in times of pressure and stress
*what reason do i have to rejoice always? how does rejoicing lead to peace
*pray for peace to be amongst those going through examinations
amen lord!!! testings and trials everyday~ search me through and through till my heart becomes a home for you... got a rather ahem... erm... should i put it as a 'nasty' or a ' i should have guessed it ' surprise last night~ well... not elaborating but well... if i don't know god... i will kill that person right away... yups... hahaha now it's solved... through perd who talked sense into me and prevented any killings happening~ hahaha now come to think of it... i should have see that stupid problem as a small and insignificant one and in god's view instead of getting all really angry about it and wanting to *AH BISH* that person right away... phew... thank god for perd and grand perd... and yup... their decisions too~ see lah... so contradicting to the first question * how has my attitude been in times of pressure and stress? * alrights... shall not leave my blogs in any more drips and draps... in case the surprise is making peeps go hmmm...
understood something that came out of that surprise... everyone has their own weaknesses... we all have weaknesses and if we encounter anyone or any close friends who need our help... we should help instead of... getting angry especially if the problem concerns us... i think i'm starting to leak some info liao... okok stop... anyways... prior to this... i seek god immediately to help me to gain experience and at the same time learn from the problem... god spoke to me about really having to rely on him and not allow the problem to get into our head and in the end... we will tend to inch god away as we try to solve the problem ourselves... tsk tsk no no no... bu hao wor... yup...
school's been getting all really tensed up... my class is kinda split into 2 major group... alrights... too many things to say liao... i think it's all about being able to compromise and oh yeah~ a lot of homework and exams coming up~ ok peeps... must all really pray and fast for converts...
god shaped hole - plumb
Every point of view has another angle
And every angle has its merit
But it all comes down to faith
That's the way I see it
You can say that love is not divine and
You can say that life is not eternal
"All we have is now"
But I don't believe it
There's a God-shaped hole in all of us
And the restless soul is searching
There's a God-shaped hole in all of us
And it's a void only He can fill
Does the world seem grey with empty longing
Wearing every shade of cynical
And do you ever feel that
There is something missing?
That's my point of view...
some of the lyrics of this song made me reflect on how, the way i think and force my ideas on people who doesn't agree with me... and yup... cannot do that wor... germs ah... repent!!!
saw a verse and yup... wanna apply that woohoohoo~
Psalm 33
In him our hearts rejoice,
for we trust in his holy name
feeling: relieved, thankful, happy and relaxed
audio: still - hillsong
28 October 2003
yeah~ what a wonderful god~ amen!!! a lot of things to do... but i'm confident that i'm able to finish them and in the most excellant way too!!! yeah yeah yeah!!! thank you to all those who helped me one way or another~
hey people... the weather or rather the air out there has been rather dirty lately or maybe i should put it as... dusty... whatever... quite of few people that i know has fallen sick... one of them is my sheep mate - ashley... she's got high fever and although she's getting better but let's pray for her health ok cos she's got to take care of her sheeps, church filming, school project deadlines to meet and of cos... her ministry security ( *ahem* first female security OK - but first she's has to be strong - )... bascially, everything~ yup...
really getting ready and roaring to go for.... christmas drama!!!!! i heard from some peeps that usually only during christmas there's a great harvest... how come people's heart becomes soft usually during christmas???... hmmm... alrights... anyways people another thing that's making me really itchy all over and that is... oh my goodness me... i'm really itching to tell all of you...the games for camp!!! hahaha can't wait man... ah jia are you reading this???hohoho~ mai guan zhi... hahaha~ bribe me lor... with marks and spencer biscuit curls or meiji pucca or melty kiss ( sold once a year and only during december ) hohoho... unbiblical... hahahahahahahahahahahahah \(^o^)/
heb 4:12
For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart
feeling: yeah~ meeting perd later at wheelock~ can buy biscuit curls liao~
audio: hillsong - touching heaven changing earth
hey people... the weather or rather the air out there has been rather dirty lately or maybe i should put it as... dusty... whatever... quite of few people that i know has fallen sick... one of them is my sheep mate - ashley... she's got high fever and although she's getting better but let's pray for her health ok cos she's got to take care of her sheeps, church filming, school project deadlines to meet and of cos... her ministry security ( *ahem* first female security OK - but first she's has to be strong - )... bascially, everything~ yup...
really getting ready and roaring to go for.... christmas drama!!!!! i heard from some peeps that usually only during christmas there's a great harvest... how come people's heart becomes soft usually during christmas???... hmmm... alrights... anyways people another thing that's making me really itchy all over and that is... oh my goodness me... i'm really itching to tell all of you...the games for camp!!! hahaha can't wait man... ah jia are you reading this???hohoho~ mai guan zhi... hahaha~ bribe me lor... with marks and spencer biscuit curls or meiji pucca or melty kiss ( sold once a year and only during december ) hohoho... unbiblical... hahahahahahahahahahahahah \(^o^)/
heb 4:12
For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart
feeling: yeah~ meeting perd later at wheelock~ can buy biscuit curls liao~
audio: hillsong - touching heaven changing earth
27 October 2003
25 October 2003
busy day.... wha~ i'm amazed by my ownself... point form cos now... i'm really scared of the ESC...
from last night till today...
7pm : met jiajia at wheelock
745pm : reached clementi for games!!! woohoohoo!!!
1130pm : games finished
1215am : reached home
1230am - 130am : called up a lot of my miss calls people and perd
145am : shower
200am : preparing to go to fiona's house
230am : reached her house
315am : watched infernal affairs the prequal
500am : watched some indian movie and the full monty
600am : sleep
700am : woke up got ready
730am : reached park mall for filming
915am : left for toa payoh
930am : reached interchange and saw yee sien!!!
1000am : 1100am : waited for the latecomers *you know who you are right*...
1115am : reached my house
100pm: susi left
130pm : amy left
420pm : shepherding starts
500pm dinner starts with suaning... hmmms...
520pm : finished dinner
525pm : took out japanese snacks *all niam niam one*
540pm : they all left
600pm : dozed off...
1000pm : woke up
1100pm : online now~ hohoho
last night was really tough man... think for the games like siao... jiajia shares with me her hello panda!!! yeah! meiji mah!!! jiajia~ our hard work will be paid off soon!!! with people enjoying them!!! yeah!!! then when i went to my sisiter's house... they were swimming at the wee hours... so cold somemore... but i ate this marvelous maple syrup japanese kuay~ wha~~~~~ so nice!!! yum yum yum!!! watched infernal affairs~ wah~ shawn yue and tony leung *beams* heh heh... oh yah... the size of oscars is about one arm's length... my sister's dogs are one is about the height of jiajia when standing up the other is up to my waist... wha... my heart was thumping really hard when max ( the labroader retriever ) barked... he is massive... i was really scared out of my pants man... whereas wangwang ( cockel spaniel ) very buaya~ *goosebumps*
anyways... learnt a lot from the drama people hahaha had a great time man... especially when oscar urinated on junyao's pants... ooohhh... hmmm... i realise amy was using my pillow to shield herself form oscar but at the same time wanna play with him... hmmm... confused... hahaha then someone mentioned that my pillow smells of lemon...??? i'm like? how come? then i thought hard... maybe my maid used lemon scented detergent to wash? maybe... but when i took my pillow to smell... i smell... myself... hahaha oopsy... anyways... great time squeezing our brains dry about the scripts... hahaha we came out with a couple of them!!! yeah!!! and i found out that vivien is in my school!!!
shepherding was very good~ but because of my lack of sleep... perd has to keep her feet near me to kep me awake cos i was literally dozing off... hahaha oopsy... talked to perd about how some stuff can led people away from god... mine would be the... _ _ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _ hahaha perd's would be... shall not reveal but i would say that mine would have nothing to do with bgr. yup. confident of that but come again... if the testing comes.... ooohhh prays in tongues...******************
anyways... my dad was having a fever and i think i caught it from him... am having a sore throat ( maybe too much meiji liao ) and sweating really profusely now... hmmm *chu han* maybe?
arights... gotta go liao... jiajia waiting for me to upload her page... hahaha
feeling: a bit seh~
audio: ***
from last night till today...
7pm : met jiajia at wheelock
745pm : reached clementi for games!!! woohoohoo!!!
1130pm : games finished
1215am : reached home
1230am - 130am : called up a lot of my miss calls people and perd
145am : shower
200am : preparing to go to fiona's house
230am : reached her house
315am : watched infernal affairs the prequal
500am : watched some indian movie and the full monty
600am : sleep
700am : woke up got ready
730am : reached park mall for filming
915am : left for toa payoh
930am : reached interchange and saw yee sien!!!
1000am : 1100am : waited for the latecomers *you know who you are right*...
1115am : reached my house
100pm: susi left
130pm : amy left
420pm : shepherding starts
500pm dinner starts with suaning... hmmms...
520pm : finished dinner
525pm : took out japanese snacks *all niam niam one*
540pm : they all left
600pm : dozed off...
1000pm : woke up
1100pm : online now~ hohoho
last night was really tough man... think for the games like siao... jiajia shares with me her hello panda!!! yeah! meiji mah!!! jiajia~ our hard work will be paid off soon!!! with people enjoying them!!! yeah!!! then when i went to my sisiter's house... they were swimming at the wee hours... so cold somemore... but i ate this marvelous maple syrup japanese kuay~ wha~~~~~ so nice!!! yum yum yum!!! watched infernal affairs~ wah~ shawn yue and tony leung *beams* heh heh... oh yah... the size of oscars is about one arm's length... my sister's dogs are one is about the height of jiajia when standing up the other is up to my waist... wha... my heart was thumping really hard when max ( the labroader retriever ) barked... he is massive... i was really scared out of my pants man... whereas wangwang ( cockel spaniel ) very buaya~ *goosebumps*
anyways... learnt a lot from the drama people hahaha had a great time man... especially when oscar urinated on junyao's pants... ooohhh... hmmm... i realise amy was using my pillow to shield herself form oscar but at the same time wanna play with him... hmmm... confused... hahaha then someone mentioned that my pillow smells of lemon...??? i'm like? how come? then i thought hard... maybe my maid used lemon scented detergent to wash? maybe... but when i took my pillow to smell... i smell... myself... hahaha oopsy... anyways... great time squeezing our brains dry about the scripts... hahaha we came out with a couple of them!!! yeah!!! and i found out that vivien is in my school!!!
shepherding was very good~ but because of my lack of sleep... perd has to keep her feet near me to kep me awake cos i was literally dozing off... hahaha oopsy... talked to perd about how some stuff can led people away from god... mine would be the... _ _ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _ hahaha perd's would be... shall not reveal but i would say that mine would have nothing to do with bgr. yup. confident of that but come again... if the testing comes.... ooohhh prays in tongues...******************
anyways... my dad was having a fever and i think i caught it from him... am having a sore throat ( maybe too much meiji liao ) and sweating really profusely now... hmmm *chu han* maybe?
arights... gotta go liao... jiajia waiting for me to upload her page... hahaha
feeling: a bit seh~
audio: ***
22 October 2003
argh!!!!! enough enough it's enough!!!!! how can i take away that ESC on my keyboard??? argh!!!!! my blog has been argh!!!!!
ok anyways... hahaha ok shall keep it short and * sweet *
holidays will start on 13th nov... but i think there's still a lot of things to be done from 13th nov * hyak hyak hyak * all you people are in for something really BIG wor~ right jia and ray? heh heh anyways... bought a couple of meiji proucts... yum yum... ok short and sweet. bye
feeling: yeah~
audio: lenny leblanc - above all ( yeah my fast from icq and msn is over!!! can download songs liao!!! )
ok anyways... hahaha ok shall keep it short and * sweet *
holidays will start on 13th nov... but i think there's still a lot of things to be done from 13th nov * hyak hyak hyak * all you people are in for something really BIG wor~ right jia and ray? heh heh anyways... bought a couple of meiji proucts... yum yum... ok short and sweet. bye
feeling: yeah~
audio: lenny leblanc - above all ( yeah my fast from icq and msn is over!!! can download songs liao!!! )
20 October 2003
a hmmified day... full of things that surprised me... and a self control was needed... hahaha made a pact with god about my new fasting plan~ yeah!!!
fast from
1. tv * this time really official *
2. this sentence to get by... if you've got nothing to say, then don't say anything.
3. not buying anything for myself until i saved enough for the camp and mission fund.
yups... that's all... busy day tmr... yups... see ya all~ byeee
fast from
1. tv * this time really official *
2. this sentence to get by... if you've got nothing to say, then don't say anything.
3. not buying anything for myself until i saved enough for the camp and mission fund.
yups... that's all... busy day tmr... yups... see ya all~ byeee
wha lau~ just typed a lot of things that happened today then ESC again. shucks.
ok point form.
1. woke up. didn't sell fish. went to meeting with jasmine.
2. went for drama meeting.
3. went home. finished half of illustrations.
4. typing and realise that one of the big luo han just knocked itself against the tank and now it's like going to die soon...
5. ok gotta go liao
feeling: what's with me huh? how come always type a lot then will accidently press ESC one???
audio: my sister's breathing...
ok point form.
1. woke up. didn't sell fish. went to meeting with jasmine.
2. went for drama meeting.
3. went home. finished half of illustrations.
4. typing and realise that one of the big luo han just knocked itself against the tank and now it's like going to die soon...
5. ok gotta go liao
feeling: what's with me huh? how come always type a lot then will accidently press ESC one???
audio: my sister's breathing...
18 October 2003
alrights. this is making me kinda mad. typed 2 blogs. one super long and original. typed esc. kena. then second one... typed super short. kena again. ok here's the third one.
point form.
1.
woke up, received a letter, it got settled but was unable to attend pm.
2.
reached nexus and got a huge surprise. aroon!!!
3.
service! started to get drowsy spells but during PnW still can jump like siao~ yeah amen~
4.
during sermon i got the answers to my question. during altar call, asked aroon but shall leave him to hope bangkok instead. saw danny responding~ amen!
5.
went to starhub. developed fever and fainting spells. ashley was having fever too and her face got really red. chengcheng blessed and touched me with his simple gesture of getting me my favourite dessert ( black glutinous rice )
6.
went home by taking a cab.
7.
watched the last 15 mins of man u vs leeds. agree that leeds goalie is good. made 2 superb save. score 1-0. mr i'm so fierce roy keane scored. alan smith kena yellow card. after he kena the yellow card he still action here and there ( wait till he kena the fist from keane ) ronaldo replaced by nicky butt... nicky butt??? forlan can become full time juggler. his area of playing or rather pushing the ball with his feet is 1/2 m.
8.
chelsea match going on now. wants chelsea to win ( nothing against arsenal ) so that i can watch a chelsea vs man u match instead of arsenal vs manu cos that'll be a repeated soap opera.
9.
going to sleep liao.
10.
bye all.
anyways... peps poly hoppies are playing soccer tmr at farrer park~ woo~ anyone wanna join??? before that there's rounders~ yeah~
feeling: hungry and craving for steak
audio: fan
point form.
1.
woke up, received a letter, it got settled but was unable to attend pm.
2.
reached nexus and got a huge surprise. aroon!!!
3.
service! started to get drowsy spells but during PnW still can jump like siao~ yeah amen~
4.
during sermon i got the answers to my question. during altar call, asked aroon but shall leave him to hope bangkok instead. saw danny responding~ amen!
5.
went to starhub. developed fever and fainting spells. ashley was having fever too and her face got really red. chengcheng blessed and touched me with his simple gesture of getting me my favourite dessert ( black glutinous rice )
6.
went home by taking a cab.
7.
watched the last 15 mins of man u vs leeds. agree that leeds goalie is good. made 2 superb save. score 1-0. mr i'm so fierce roy keane scored. alan smith kena yellow card. after he kena the yellow card he still action here and there ( wait till he kena the fist from keane ) ronaldo replaced by nicky butt... nicky butt??? forlan can become full time juggler. his area of playing or rather pushing the ball with his feet is 1/2 m.
8.
chelsea match going on now. wants chelsea to win ( nothing against arsenal ) so that i can watch a chelsea vs man u match instead of arsenal vs manu cos that'll be a repeated soap opera.
9.
going to sleep liao.
10.
bye all.
anyways... peps poly hoppies are playing soccer tmr at farrer park~ woo~ anyone wanna join??? before that there's rounders~ yeah~
feeling: hungry and craving for steak
audio: fan
16 October 2003
hi. broke fast from icq and msn for a while cos emergency lah, have to do homework then printer spoil so i have to go online and send to other people to help me print out... yup...
about my dad's accident, the guy who bumped into my dad's lorry behind was drunk and he asked my dad not to report to the police cos his license would be suspended...my dad agreed... today ntuc called and it was said that the guy turn the tables on my dad instead... i just prayed that my dad won't kenna anything. then when i came home just now, it turned out to be... the drunkard didn't only bumped into my pa's lorry, he bumped into another person's vehicle too. alrights...
lesson 1: don't drink and drive ( you endanger other lives - if you don't wanna live, don't involve others )
lesson 2: when you are in the wrong, don't push the blame to others ( spirit of adam )
ok must go and do my homework liao... see ya all...
feeling: alrights
audio: ----------
about my dad's accident, the guy who bumped into my dad's lorry behind was drunk and he asked my dad not to report to the police cos his license would be suspended...my dad agreed... today ntuc called and it was said that the guy turn the tables on my dad instead... i just prayed that my dad won't kenna anything. then when i came home just now, it turned out to be... the drunkard didn't only bumped into my pa's lorry, he bumped into another person's vehicle too. alrights...
lesson 1: don't drink and drive ( you endanger other lives - if you don't wanna live, don't involve others )
lesson 2: when you are in the wrong, don't push the blame to others ( spirit of adam )
ok must go and do my homework liao... see ya all...
feeling: alrights
audio: ----------
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alrights... a couple of things that happened... last night my father's lorry collide with another lorry... thank god he wasn't hurt. when he called me in the morning, i was quite scared that he might end up in the hospital...then on my bed, i found a dark brown baby chewed up lizard on my bed... haiz... the culprit is pretty obvious right? then just now... the same culprit vomited... haiz... whats wrong boy... ate too much 'kong long dan' or apples eh? in the afternoon, i spent 4 hrs just trying to thread a thread on the sewing machine only to find that the bobbin case and the bobbin parts are faulty... god was certainly testing my patience, testing whether i will flare up or not... well... i grumbled a lot... so yup...
care group was great man~ it was kinda an eye opener... cos our theme was giving and for holy comm, someone said this: give all your time, talents, love and money to god cos everything belongs to him in the first place. we only need to live on basic things. for everything belongs to god. if you are planning to save your money for some material needs; lets say, a new handphone, a t-shirt, a bag, mp player, files etc... why not use the money to give to the church fund or mission fund? it's more important then getting new stuff... and when the bags are being passed to you during service, don't always just take your loose coins just because it's so called left over ( you know what i'm talking about lah ) from lets say maybe your lunch. instead, surprise yourself by giving a note. it may not have to be a huge amount but as long as it comes from the heart. god knows your heart.
giving time to the lord:
sacrificing time to talk to him ( no matter how busy ), read his word, worship him, dwell in his presence,
giving love:
giving love to the people around you ( friends/family ) or to animals ( but the way i treat oscar... erm... skip... )
giving talents:
give your talents to him:
if you're good at cooking, then COOK and bless people with your dishes, good at talking? invite people to church, good at being lame? well, it's kind of a usage by making new friends~, good at eating? help your smaller size friends/ bros and sis in christ to finish their food ( cannot waste food mah ), good at drawing? help in deco.
giving money:
give your tithe faithfully, give more if you can, cheerfully, willingly, eagarly... ( everything boils down to giving from the bottom of the heart. don't just give because you know that god will bless you. nono... that's wrong. give until it hurts. that's true giving.
my cg shared a couple of testimonies... it was wonderful to see how lord had help us with our struggles especially when we're in financial dire state. perd, charls and me screamed when we saw a nymph xiao qiang surried across the room. hahaha i thought it was a lizard that's why i screamed until i realise how come lizard so plumpish and don't have waist one... hahaha... if one of my drama bro were there... i'm scared to think how terrifying his screams will be... and to think guys are supposed to protect us girls... but oh wells... when i recalled how he screamed and so called huddle with our contact ( aroon ) oh boy... MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA mice you remembered the flying ( a bit the big sized ) mosquitos?
saw someone doing something that is wrong and the person knows it yet the person still did it. told perd. she sounded disappointed. me too. why. if you're reading this ( i will sms you to read it ), please don't do it again. please.
feeling: sleepy... my lids are drooping...
audio: - - - - - - - - - -
care group was great man~ it was kinda an eye opener... cos our theme was giving and for holy comm, someone said this: give all your time, talents, love and money to god cos everything belongs to him in the first place. we only need to live on basic things. for everything belongs to god. if you are planning to save your money for some material needs; lets say, a new handphone, a t-shirt, a bag, mp player, files etc... why not use the money to give to the church fund or mission fund? it's more important then getting new stuff... and when the bags are being passed to you during service, don't always just take your loose coins just because it's so called left over ( you know what i'm talking about lah ) from lets say maybe your lunch. instead, surprise yourself by giving a note. it may not have to be a huge amount but as long as it comes from the heart. god knows your heart.
giving time to the lord:
sacrificing time to talk to him ( no matter how busy ), read his word, worship him, dwell in his presence,
giving love:
giving love to the people around you ( friends/family ) or to animals ( but the way i treat oscar... erm... skip... )
giving talents:
give your talents to him:
if you're good at cooking, then COOK and bless people with your dishes, good at talking? invite people to church, good at being lame? well, it's kind of a usage by making new friends~, good at eating? help your smaller size friends/ bros and sis in christ to finish their food ( cannot waste food mah ), good at drawing? help in deco.
giving money:
give your tithe faithfully, give more if you can, cheerfully, willingly, eagarly... ( everything boils down to giving from the bottom of the heart. don't just give because you know that god will bless you. nono... that's wrong. give until it hurts. that's true giving.
my cg shared a couple of testimonies... it was wonderful to see how lord had help us with our struggles especially when we're in financial dire state. perd, charls and me screamed when we saw a nymph xiao qiang surried across the room. hahaha i thought it was a lizard that's why i screamed until i realise how come lizard so plumpish and don't have waist one... hahaha... if one of my drama bro were there... i'm scared to think how terrifying his screams will be... and to think guys are supposed to protect us girls... but oh wells... when i recalled how he screamed and so called huddle with our contact ( aroon ) oh boy... MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA mice you remembered the flying ( a bit the big sized ) mosquitos?
saw someone doing something that is wrong and the person knows it yet the person still did it. told perd. she sounded disappointed. me too. why. if you're reading this ( i will sms you to read it ), please don't do it again. please.
feeling: sleepy... my lids are drooping...
audio: - - - - - - - - - -
14 October 2003
Romans 12:2
Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will.
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD , "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
all you have to do is to let god take control and lean not on your own understanding.
really thankful for god's word. what if... i read an email that mice sent to me... so many different types of what if...
what if there's no bible because you did not read his word?
what if god did not sent jesus to die on the cross for us?
what if...
we love you because you love us first. god always takes the first step and initiates everything. what a wonderful god.
feeling: calm, good, happy, grateful and most of all thankful... (^,^)
audio: garang guni's pipu pipu pipu
Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will.
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD , "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
all you have to do is to let god take control and lean not on your own understanding.
really thankful for god's word. what if... i read an email that mice sent to me... so many different types of what if...
what if there's no bible because you did not read his word?
what if god did not sent jesus to die on the cross for us?
what if...
we love you because you love us first. god always takes the first step and initiates everything. what a wonderful god.
feeling: calm, good, happy, grateful and most of all thankful... (^,^)
audio: garang guni's pipu pipu pipu
13 October 2003
busy day... busy night... busy week... oh yeah...
1) 60 drawings of designs ( chinese dragon robes )
2) 30 figure drawings ( tearsheets )
3) cuff drawings and cuff tearsheets
4) sewing ( 7 seams, 2 pintucks, 3 zips )
5) victorian step by step dresses ( those victorian women wore up to 7 layers of clothings~ )
6) essay on famous photographers( david bailey, mario testino, helmut newton, bruce webber )
7) miniature skirts ( 7 kinds )
8) mock circular skirt and real circular skirt
9) proposal to korean company ( comm skills )
1 to be done by tomorrow
2 - 4 to be done by wednesday
5 - 6 to be done by thursday
7 - 9 to be done by friday
hmmm... gotta plan my time properly liao... and i've got my science and my maths too... argh... stress ah... was feeling superb cos i sang my heart out ( off pitch ) to the lord~ come and make my heart your home~ yup... ok can't tag for long... am fasting from watching tv programmes... people who knows me well... know that i can't survive without tv... oh wells... gotta sacrific some stuff... for the benefit of my pastoral/school work... yup yup yup...
this verse kept popping up in my head... and this verse appears 3 times in the bible
Matthew 5:29
If your right eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell
Matthew 18:9
And if your eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to enter life with one eye than to have two eyes and be thrown into the fire of hell.
Mark 9:47
And if your eye causes you to sin, pluck it out. It is better for you to enter the kingdom of God with one eye than to have two eyes and be thrown into hell.
and this too... look carefully at verse 23
Proverbs 4:1-27
Wisdom Is Supreme
1 Listen, my sons, to a father's instruction;
pay attention and gain understanding.
2 I give you sound learning,
so do not forsake my teaching.
3 When I was a boy in my father's house,
still tender, and an only child of my mother,
4 he taught me and said,
"Lay hold of my words with all your heart;
keep my commands and you will live.
5 Get wisdom, get understanding;
do not forget my words or swerve from them.
6 Do not forsake wisdom, and she will protect you;
love her, and she will watch over you.
7 Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom.
Though it cost all you have, [1] get understanding.
8 Esteem her, and she will exalt you;
embrace her, and she will honor you.
9 She will set a garland of grace on your head
and present you with a crown of splendor."
10 Listen, my son, accept what I say,
and the years of your life will be many.
11 I guide you in the way of wisdom
and lead you along straight paths.
12 When you walk, your steps will not be hampered;
when you run, you will not stumble.
13 Hold on to instruction, do not let it go;
guard it well, for it is your life.
14 Do not set foot on the path of the wicked
or walk in the way of evil men.
15 Avoid it, do not travel on it;
turn from it and go on your way.
16 For they cannot sleep till they do evil;
they are robbed of slumber till they make someone fall.
17 They eat the bread of wickedness
and drink the wine of violence.
18 The path of the righteous is like the first gleam of dawn,
shining ever brighter till the full light of day.
19 But the way of the wicked is like deep darkness;
they do not know what makes them stumble.
20 My son, pay attention to what I say;
listen closely to my words.
21 Do not let them out of your sight,
keep them within your heart;
22 for they are life to those who find them
and health to a man's whole body.
* 23 Above all else, guard your heart,
for it is the wellspring of life. *
24 Put away perversity from your mouth;
keep corrupt talk far from your lips.
25 Let your eyes look straight ahead,
fix your gaze directly before you.
26 Make level [2] paths for your feet
and take only ways that are firm.
27 Do not swerve to the right or the left;
keep your foot from evil.
yup... was thinking about how some people can live, adapt to a worldly or earthly; temporal: the carnal world. christian or non christian... well... the christians first. how come they backslide one? i mean they DO know that god loves them but how come they just rather live a life they know that in the very first place it's not quite right after all and when you ask them how come you're not attending church or even go back to where they left in the first place they can only mumble... i don't like my church people OR i'm too busy OR i never backslide what~ i still do qt you know OR whatever their reasons are... i have nothing to say. non christians... you people got me really stumped. is the world out there happier and more... fun? those are short term pleasures~ it's not fulfilling~ the things you've think, said and done... why say such things? why think such thoughts? why do such actions that even you know that it's not nice??? puzzled...
yup... thoughts of cutting my hair came again... this time the inspiration came from sun yanzi... yeah... punk... i asked my ministry leader - nel, my perd... they said... NO!!! BU KE YI!!! haiz... i can't stand the duration of hair growing at snail's pace just around your neck.... ooohhh i hate it!!! but... but... something to cheer myself up... hahaha gotta spend money on snacks liao!!! meiji come to momma~
feeling: sleepy
audio: news theme...
1) 60 drawings of designs ( chinese dragon robes )
2) 30 figure drawings ( tearsheets )
3) cuff drawings and cuff tearsheets
4) sewing ( 7 seams, 2 pintucks, 3 zips )
5) victorian step by step dresses ( those victorian women wore up to 7 layers of clothings~ )
6) essay on famous photographers( david bailey, mario testino, helmut newton, bruce webber )
7) miniature skirts ( 7 kinds )
8) mock circular skirt and real circular skirt
9) proposal to korean company ( comm skills )
1 to be done by tomorrow
2 - 4 to be done by wednesday
5 - 6 to be done by thursday
7 - 9 to be done by friday
hmmm... gotta plan my time properly liao... and i've got my science and my maths too... argh... stress ah... was feeling superb cos i sang my heart out ( off pitch ) to the lord~ come and make my heart your home~ yup... ok can't tag for long... am fasting from watching tv programmes... people who knows me well... know that i can't survive without tv... oh wells... gotta sacrific some stuff... for the benefit of my pastoral/school work... yup yup yup...
this verse kept popping up in my head... and this verse appears 3 times in the bible
Matthew 5:29
If your right eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell
Matthew 18:9
And if your eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to enter life with one eye than to have two eyes and be thrown into the fire of hell.
Mark 9:47
And if your eye causes you to sin, pluck it out. It is better for you to enter the kingdom of God with one eye than to have two eyes and be thrown into hell.
and this too... look carefully at verse 23
Proverbs 4:1-27
Wisdom Is Supreme
1 Listen, my sons, to a father's instruction;
pay attention and gain understanding.
2 I give you sound learning,
so do not forsake my teaching.
3 When I was a boy in my father's house,
still tender, and an only child of my mother,
4 he taught me and said,
"Lay hold of my words with all your heart;
keep my commands and you will live.
5 Get wisdom, get understanding;
do not forget my words or swerve from them.
6 Do not forsake wisdom, and she will protect you;
love her, and she will watch over you.
7 Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom.
Though it cost all you have, [1] get understanding.
8 Esteem her, and she will exalt you;
embrace her, and she will honor you.
9 She will set a garland of grace on your head
and present you with a crown of splendor."
10 Listen, my son, accept what I say,
and the years of your life will be many.
11 I guide you in the way of wisdom
and lead you along straight paths.
12 When you walk, your steps will not be hampered;
when you run, you will not stumble.
13 Hold on to instruction, do not let it go;
guard it well, for it is your life.
14 Do not set foot on the path of the wicked
or walk in the way of evil men.
15 Avoid it, do not travel on it;
turn from it and go on your way.
16 For they cannot sleep till they do evil;
they are robbed of slumber till they make someone fall.
17 They eat the bread of wickedness
and drink the wine of violence.
18 The path of the righteous is like the first gleam of dawn,
shining ever brighter till the full light of day.
19 But the way of the wicked is like deep darkness;
they do not know what makes them stumble.
20 My son, pay attention to what I say;
listen closely to my words.
21 Do not let them out of your sight,
keep them within your heart;
22 for they are life to those who find them
and health to a man's whole body.
* 23 Above all else, guard your heart,
for it is the wellspring of life. *
24 Put away perversity from your mouth;
keep corrupt talk far from your lips.
25 Let your eyes look straight ahead,
fix your gaze directly before you.
26 Make level [2] paths for your feet
and take only ways that are firm.
27 Do not swerve to the right or the left;
keep your foot from evil.
yup... was thinking about how some people can live, adapt to a worldly or earthly; temporal: the carnal world. christian or non christian... well... the christians first. how come they backslide one? i mean they DO know that god loves them but how come they just rather live a life they know that in the very first place it's not quite right after all and when you ask them how come you're not attending church or even go back to where they left in the first place they can only mumble... i don't like my church people OR i'm too busy OR i never backslide what~ i still do qt you know OR whatever their reasons are... i have nothing to say. non christians... you people got me really stumped. is the world out there happier and more... fun? those are short term pleasures~ it's not fulfilling~ the things you've think, said and done... why say such things? why think such thoughts? why do such actions that even you know that it's not nice??? puzzled...
yup... thoughts of cutting my hair came again... this time the inspiration came from sun yanzi... yeah... punk... i asked my ministry leader - nel, my perd... they said... NO!!! BU KE YI!!! haiz... i can't stand the duration of hair growing at snail's pace just around your neck.... ooohhh i hate it!!! but... but... something to cheer myself up... hahaha gotta spend money on snacks liao!!! meiji come to momma~
feeling: sleepy
audio: news theme...
11 October 2003
Christian Pickup Lines (-_-) boy is this super funny!!!
1) Nice bible.
2) I would like to pray with you.
3) You know Jesus? Me too.
4) God told me to come talk to you.
5) I know a church where we could go and talk.
6) How about a hug, sister?
7) Do you need help carrying your bible? It looks heavy.
8) Christians don't shake hands, Christians gotta hug.
9) Oh you are cold, Ecclesiastes 4:11.
10) Did it hurt when you fell from Heaven?
11) What are your plans for tonight? Feel like a bible study?
12) I am here for you.
13) The word says "Give drink to those who are thirsty, and feed the hungry." How about dinner?
14) You don't have an accountability partner? Me neither.
15) Do you want to come over and watch the Ten Commandments tonight?
16) Is it a sin that you stole my heart?
17) Would you happen to know a Christian woman (man) that I could love with all my heart and wait on hand and foot?
18) Nice bracelet. (WWJD) What would Jesus date? I mean "do."
19) Do you believe in Divine appointment?
20) Have you ever tried praying at a drive-in movie before?
21) Excuse me, I believe one of your ribs belongs to me.
22) My friend told me to come and meet you, he said that you are a really nice person. I think you know him. Jesus, yeah, that's hisname.
23) You know they say that you have never really dated, until you have dated a Christian.
wha... did anyone tried any of these or did this happened to anyone out there before???
1) Nice bible.
2) I would like to pray with you.
3) You know Jesus? Me too.
4) God told me to come talk to you.
5) I know a church where we could go and talk.
6) How about a hug, sister?
7) Do you need help carrying your bible? It looks heavy.
8) Christians don't shake hands, Christians gotta hug.
9) Oh you are cold, Ecclesiastes 4:11.
10) Did it hurt when you fell from Heaven?
11) What are your plans for tonight? Feel like a bible study?
12) I am here for you.
13) The word says "Give drink to those who are thirsty, and feed the hungry." How about dinner?
14) You don't have an accountability partner? Me neither.
15) Do you want to come over and watch the Ten Commandments tonight?
16) Is it a sin that you stole my heart?
17) Would you happen to know a Christian woman (man) that I could love with all my heart and wait on hand and foot?
18) Nice bracelet. (WWJD) What would Jesus date? I mean "do."
19) Do you believe in Divine appointment?
20) Have you ever tried praying at a drive-in movie before?
21) Excuse me, I believe one of your ribs belongs to me.
22) My friend told me to come and meet you, he said that you are a really nice person. I think you know him. Jesus, yeah, that's hisname.
23) You know they say that you have never really dated, until you have dated a Christian.
wha... did anyone tried any of these or did this happened to anyone out there before???
- i'm loving it - i'm loving it - i'm loving it - i'm loving it - i'm loving it - i'm loving it -
hmmm... i wore a not so " i'm loving it " t-shirt... anyways... really had a great time with perd and of cos... service.. especially prayer meeting... hahaha could relate to some of the things that were being said yup yup yup... did some stuff today... ate with perd twice... wha... very full... then had a super short meeting with jiayi mei mei... some plans were being changed... sarah and peiru was at cuppage but i didn't see them... got to know my follow-uppee better... her name is jessica and i got to know another 2 person... one is something xuan... and jess... must do something about my hearing and my ability to remember names liao... colin ( np ) was very funny when he was giving his testimony... hahaha gabriel beside me kept laughing so loudly... he literally laugh like HA HA HA... you know... those HA-s that comes out three by three that kind??? ya... and i thought junyao was the worst i've ever heard...
hmmm... did something not very nice to micey... ya... keep it to that... but no... will not do that again... p(*,*)q
and one of my friend is kinda shocked to see me saying hi... hmmm... this friend reacted like this... hi. ( looked at me like i've got some booger stuck at the ball of my nose ) hahaha understandable... oei... you better smile i tell ya... if not... hyak hyak hyak
alrights... a couple of stuff for you peps out there
Gardens For God
- Janet Hayes
PLANT YOUR GARDENS...
It's time to plant our gardens. As you plant, may I suggest the following
rules for your garden planting:
PLANT three rows of squash:
1. Squash gossip
2. Squash criticism
3. Squash indifference
PLANT three rows of peas:
1. Purity
2. Patience
3. Perseverance
PLANT six rows of lettuce:
1. Let us be unselfish and loyal
2. Let us be faithful to duty
3. Let us search the scriptures
4. Let us not be weary in well-doing
5. Let us be obedient in all things
6. Let us Love one another
NO GARDEN is complete without turnips:
1. Turn up for church,prayer service, and Bible study ( or cg )
2. Turn up with a smile, even when things are difficult
3. Turn up with determination to do your best for God's cause.
After planting, may you "Grow in Grace and in the knowledge of our Lord
and Savior Jesus Christ". 2 Peter 3:18
feeling: stuffed
audio: it ain't over till it's over - lenny kravitz ( when can i download all my PnW songs??? )
hmmm... i wore a not so " i'm loving it " t-shirt... anyways... really had a great time with perd and of cos... service.. especially prayer meeting... hahaha could relate to some of the things that were being said yup yup yup... did some stuff today... ate with perd twice... wha... very full... then had a super short meeting with jiayi mei mei... some plans were being changed... sarah and peiru was at cuppage but i didn't see them... got to know my follow-uppee better... her name is jessica and i got to know another 2 person... one is something xuan... and jess... must do something about my hearing and my ability to remember names liao... colin ( np ) was very funny when he was giving his testimony... hahaha gabriel beside me kept laughing so loudly... he literally laugh like HA HA HA... you know... those HA-s that comes out three by three that kind??? ya... and i thought junyao was the worst i've ever heard...
hmmm... did something not very nice to micey... ya... keep it to that... but no... will not do that again... p(*,*)q
and one of my friend is kinda shocked to see me saying hi... hmmm... this friend reacted like this... hi. ( looked at me like i've got some booger stuck at the ball of my nose ) hahaha understandable... oei... you better smile i tell ya... if not... hyak hyak hyak
alrights... a couple of stuff for you peps out there
Gardens For God
- Janet Hayes
PLANT YOUR GARDENS...
It's time to plant our gardens. As you plant, may I suggest the following
rules for your garden planting:
PLANT three rows of squash:
1. Squash gossip
2. Squash criticism
3. Squash indifference
PLANT three rows of peas:
1. Purity
2. Patience
3. Perseverance
PLANT six rows of lettuce:
1. Let us be unselfish and loyal
2. Let us be faithful to duty
3. Let us search the scriptures
4. Let us not be weary in well-doing
5. Let us be obedient in all things
6. Let us Love one another
NO GARDEN is complete without turnips:
1. Turn up for church,prayer service, and Bible study ( or cg )
2. Turn up with a smile, even when things are difficult
3. Turn up with determination to do your best for God's cause.
After planting, may you "Grow in Grace and in the knowledge of our Lord
and Savior Jesus Christ". 2 Peter 3:18
feeling: stuffed
audio: it ain't over till it's over - lenny kravitz ( when can i download all my PnW songs??? )
9 October 2003
amidst of all projects and exams... a time set aside for god is a must...He deserve our everything... put god in the first priority and our everything ( family, studies etc ) behind.
matthew 6
but seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
ooohhh... yes yes yes~ aren't we glad that we have a wonderful and living god?! wow~ again, amidst all bad happenings and some circumstances, god is always there for us... waiting for us to turn to him, sometimes, when problems starts to snowball, we feel so vulnerable and useless... instead, lets see the problem with god's vision...
nothing is too big for god to solve amen?
Psalm 40
many, O LORD my God,
are the wonders you have done.
the things you planned for us
no one can recount to you;
were i to speak and tell of them,
they would be too many to declare.
oh yeah~ last night 230am. a couple of shoutings were happening within my house... i'm afraid of my own temper. the kindS of damage they can cause. but as i thought of god. i'm ashamed. ooohhh gotta repent!!!
feeling: kinda hungry
audio: i don't wanna talk about it ( so qiao ah the title ) - rod stewart
matthew 6
but seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
ooohhh... yes yes yes~ aren't we glad that we have a wonderful and living god?! wow~ again, amidst all bad happenings and some circumstances, god is always there for us... waiting for us to turn to him, sometimes, when problems starts to snowball, we feel so vulnerable and useless... instead, lets see the problem with god's vision...
nothing is too big for god to solve amen?
Psalm 40
many, O LORD my God,
are the wonders you have done.
the things you planned for us
no one can recount to you;
were i to speak and tell of them,
they would be too many to declare.
oh yeah~ last night 230am. a couple of shoutings were happening within my house... i'm afraid of my own temper. the kindS of damage they can cause. but as i thought of god. i'm ashamed. ooohhh gotta repent!!!
feeling: kinda hungry
audio: i don't wanna talk about it ( so qiao ah the title ) - rod stewart
8 October 2003
alrights people... new day and new things and new... everything... hahaha went for meeting with jiayi... my nickname is pokk pokk... how come ah jiayi mei mei... and we did have a hard time thinking about how to let the people have great fun together... ooohhh... so many things... ya... hahaha jiayi... i kept thinking about that green colour thingy... you know... that one... hahaha
anyways people... not blogging much tonight but last night cos a series of stuff that happened... 2 verses that came popping up...
proverbs 3:5
trust in the lord
matthew 6:34
therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself
wha... yup... rely on god!!! more squeezing of the brain for the homework set by susi!!!
feeling: tired but die die also must finish homework
audio: ~
anyways people... not blogging much tonight but last night cos a series of stuff that happened... 2 verses that came popping up...
proverbs 3:5
trust in the lord
matthew 6:34
therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself
wha... yup... rely on god!!! more squeezing of the brain for the homework set by susi!!!
feeling: tired but die die also must finish homework
audio: ~
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