Been 2 years since my last business trip,
and I am back from one these few days.
This time, alone. First time, alone, luckily in a familiar city.
Felt a little lonely on the streets,
where there are so many things ringing in your head
from what you see on the streets but there's no one to share with.
I start to think if I will grow old this way.
Very scary.
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the ele floats at 10:27 PM.
samedi, septembre 01, 2012
Leaving my first job will make me
大哭很多天。
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the ele floats at 1:52 AM.
vendredi, août 31, 2012
How do you trust someone enough to spend your lives together?
People change, at a rate so fast that you cannot imagine.
Some people doesn't change, no matter how much chances you give.
I wish there will be no heart breakers.
I wish there will be no lies.
I wish for a sweet ending.
Many times, only a myth.
It's hurts more on an important date.
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the ele floats at 12:27 AM.
lundi, août 27, 2012
The first big step,
To dream another dream.
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the ele floats at 8:10 PM.
samedi, août 25, 2012
Fantastic treasure hunt.
Kampong, begonia merry go round,
Merlion in the midst of amk,
And cbd all in one day.
Came in 9th of the 100+ cars.
Wow whee.
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the ele floats at 8:29 PM.
samedi, juillet 07, 2012
can't believe I woke up at 8am
for kite flying.
Now I need to go back to sleep.
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the ele floats at 10:26 AM.
vendredi, juin 01, 2012
I am into day 7 of LS.
how great.
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the ele floats at 12:34 AM.
samedi, mai 26, 2012
concussion on then plane and home.
business trips are always so tiring.
overall, this is so much a better trip
than I initially thought.
wonder what happens next?
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the ele floats at 4:39 PM.
dimanche, mai 20, 2012
today is the day,
a little nervous a little excited.
am glad that at least I am not alone.
I will be back soon.
meanwhile maybe I should plan,
where are we going next?
hmm...
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the ele floats at 10:59 AM.
vendredi, mai 11, 2012
everyone tells me I am having a fever
except my thermometer.
even the doc's thermometer say so.
weird.
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the ele floats at 5:27 PM.
2nd time sick in a month,
is this premature aging?
the travel approvals have been obtained,
now for the visa.
hope that this will be a smooth trip.
one week left, so many things to do and prepare.
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the ele floats at 4:51 PM.
lundi, mai 07, 2012
I think I have morphed into this person
who keeps feeling poor.
probably for the better sake of more holidays..?
and I really need one soon.
should be heading to Chennai in 2 weeks.
not leisure,
and I will be bagging lots of food in preparation.
wish me luck.
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the ele floats at 11:23 PM.
lundi, avril 30, 2012
enjoying every minute of this ultra long weekend :)
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the ele floats at 3:07 PM.
vendredi, avril 20, 2012
there's no point saying alot of things
when I feel that all falls in vain.
shutting up may be the best solution.
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the ele floats at 12:55 AM.
mercredi, avril 18, 2012
sorry but I think
fitfl0ps are very ugly.
it's even worse when people
wear that for work.
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the ele floats at 8:53 AM.
mardi, avril 03, 2012
someone up there is giving me
a wake up call to see myself
in other people's shoes.
upsetting.
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the ele floats at 12:04 AM.
dimanche, avril 01, 2012
some days I forget why on earth
did I go and rebond my hair.
some days I lost count of my age.
some days I forgot important dates.
some days I wish I was born in a place with winter.
some days I wish I am perfect but there's only so much I can do.
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the ele floats at 11:27 PM.
maybe I really need to escape.
run away from responsibilities,
social norms, growing old,
being poor.
Being accountable makes me a devil
whom I can't even recognize.
I don't get married
because I don't believe in it.
i don't earn peanuts
but somehow what I earn doesn't get me
what I need and want and that's sad.
who says growing up is easy?
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the ele floats at 11:21 PM.
samedi, mars 31, 2012
a little disappointed that
i still did not make it for the deadline.
fantastic team work
but sometimes,
we need a little luck,
or maybe alot more luck.
stress drives people to the wall.
some to depression.
for me it's anger.
ROAR.
when Boss says we have done well,
I just feel like tearing on the spot.
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the ele floats at 12:17 AM.
jeudi, mars 22, 2012
2012 resolution.
to be strict yet not fierce.
easier said than done.
it's a growing experience.
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the ele floats at 10:54 PM.
mardi, mars 20, 2012
I miss my primary school.
it's a place where 7 years of memory are built on.
longest 2nd home, still for now.
where willows sway and an aged tree stays.
the school once occupied is now vacant,
but nothing changed.
gone are the carefree days.
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the ele floats at 11:25 PM.
lethargic.
yesterday was the first work day for very long
that I get to see the sunlight when I knock off.
it feels good and it feels great.
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the ele floats at 8:08 AM.
dimanche, mars 11, 2012
the saddest thing about being a team lead is,
seeing the team work their guts out,
yet there's nothing I can do to make things better.
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the ele floats at 2:09 AM.
samedi, septembre 17, 2011
haven't written for so long.
it has been a mad mad year so far.
work has been mad busy.
the only good thing that i enjoy now,
is to drive the loved ones around.
only down is that I have moved to
a senior citizen neighborhood.
still trying to get used with finding lunch solutions.
samedi, juillet 30, 2011
just to mark this date in history. (very duh)
1) I rebonded my hair for the first time in my life.
2) I found someone with the same name & surname as me. Considering that it is very uncommon. The best part of it, her sister's name is what some people will call me too.
peculiar.
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the ele floats at 11:48 PM.
samedi, juillet 09, 2011
decision making is simple. there are only 2 choices most of the time: to be happier? or to remain status quo?
I guess, the answer is clear.
all good things turn bad, whether you want it or not, and that's about how this world is made to be.
an apple will rot. a plant will wilt. a weekend can be spoilt. a moment can be lost.
it is important for everyone to find their own ways, because we only live once.
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the ele floats at 10:18 PM.
lundi, juin 20, 2011
Project A is a success, although we did not plan that very well, and the trip was a little last minute. it's just nice to take our time slowly in this trip.
this is a place that I've been thinking of moving to.
perhaps, perhaps.
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the ele floats at 8:19 PM.
samedi, juin 04, 2011
mad busy. there's always endless things to do.
and when you want to step out for a special lunch at 12.09pm. the boss drops a message and expects you to deliver by 1pm.
then again, I'm glad yesterday is over.
I'm officially out of office now. 2 weeks.
bye.
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the ele floats at 1:06 PM.
samedi, mai 21, 2011
why do i have 101+++ things to do at work?!
"he wants to see how far you can stretch"
x_x
do they know that I am not keen on following their footsteps?
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the ele floats at 10:55 AM.
me: Uncle, eunos got rain or not? bus driver: No lah me: Heng ah! I forgot to close my window.
Bus door closes and heads towards Jurong.
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the ele floats at 12:43 AM.
lundi, mai 09, 2011
random pics.
- it's therapeutic to see how my plant grows, day by day.
- snd i'm happy i'm able to drive to where-ever i want now, almost.
- I keep photos of smiley chilli in my hp, because you'll never know when she's back to her grouchy self. (like the next photo)
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the ele floats at 11:48 PM.
mercredi, avril 27, 2011
把這超感動的一天記下。
大家都留下趕工， 齊心合力， 沒人怨苦。
累但是忙得開心。
這就是當隊長的喜悅。 超愛她們7個。
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the ele floats at 11:16 PM.
lundi, avril 11, 2011
did you update your blog?
no........
why?
because there are so many avenues to update! check me out at fb, twitter and weibo. ;)
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I'm back from a Bangkok trip, which felt like it wasn't as good as expected.
probably we were looking forward to Japan, and in the end we only get a nearby getaway. feels a little different.
where can we go next?
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the ele floats at 12:24 AM.
mercredi, février 23, 2011
i want to blabber and just blabber away, about how my life has been good or bad.
mahjong is bad, been losing money. the same night i must have been cursed, i even dropped my instant camera somewhere that i don't even remember.
next morning i woke up grouchy, and didn't realised my camera was missing till mid-day. feeling very pissed i called the taxi to report the loss.
3 days later, as i sourced high and low for a replacement, i even dreamt that i found the camera, with my frog sticker on it, and me smiling away sharing the joy with p. i woke up to realised it's only a dream.
2 hours later, i started to look into the hp, and saw the cannot believe it's true sms, that my camera was found.
well, i almost wanted to kiss the floor, there and then.
1 week later, today. i drove to the taxi HQ to collect my camera, and now feeling very satisfied with myself.
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the ele floats at 9:24 PM.
mercredi, janvier 26, 2011
I am told not to share my milestones about what that matters alot to me.
Taking years to reach that makes me treasure the significance. The true significance is that I thought that could bring me closer to you and others.
Now I realized I am so wrong.
If you who reads this thinks by any means you are not interested and not keen to follow. Please stop visiting this space. Period. Thank you.
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the ele floats at 7:53 AM.
dimanche, janvier 23, 2011
aiyo! i never update for so long!
- Hebe's Music Showcase
Very good singing, but somehow it does feel different, without Selina and Ella around.
- Mom and I baked pineapple tarts
And they were pretty good ;)
The ingredients, bought ready made pineapple paste.
only egg yolks used. it really does make a difference if you add in egg white.
pineapple rolled into balls.
the crust
before baking
a very bored dog.
after baking
heaps of fortune
we have a very vain dog. she's like extremely happy when we told her it's mei mei, so pretty!
after blowing dry. haven't been brushing her for a long while.
- Random bathing session.
don't like it when she likes to lick off the soap, but that's the way it is..
- Random Weekend
we bought our new phones :)
ate at Kenny Rogers (haven't been there for longest time)
saw some old school photos at the esplanade.
old school play grounds. I had a photo here before in my then favourite red polka dot skirt.
a little walk by the river
and starbucks to make myself happy.
treated ourselves to a good buffet breakfast
and my current favourite picture. p has this amazing talent of getting odd shapes blueblacks.
it was a well spent 2 weeks. :)
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the ele floats at 10:46 PM.
lundi, janvier 10, 2011
i spend too much time thinking about compatability, and why i can't seem to meet anyone truthful.
life.
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the ele floats at 11:55 PM.
jeudi, janvier 06, 2011
my bro posted on fb: it took my sis 50min to drive frm airport back home!!!
bro's friend: why sabo yur sissy! meanie!
cousin: wah!
me: WHAT! COMPLAIN SOMEMORE =(((
=== before that we had an arguement, because I think he doesn't want to let me drive, and I want to drive!
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the ele floats at 10:13 PM.
dimanche, janvier 02, 2011Things to get in 2011.
- Laminator - Sewing Machine - New MJ table - Christmas Star Light
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Random. 2 days back when I was running a day 3 fever..
me: I think I need to see a doctor p: for your temper? me: ...............for my temperATURE.
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the ele floats at 10:02 PM.
How to quit bubble tea
1) Think of the long queue, very long queue. 2) Think of soggy pearls, lousy pearls 3) Think of the calories 4) Think of better, yummier options.
How to love Red Mango 1) No long queues! 2) Generous serving of fresh sweet mango topping 3) Ice Cold frozen yoghurt without the sourness 4) Healthier option
I'm not advertising.
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the ele floats at 8:32 PM.
jeudi, décembre 30, 2010
wanted to blog but tired, you know how it feels?
not much of roller coaster rides recently that makes me want to voice out anything. there are silly moments at work, personal life and such, but that's about it.
I still value Christmas alot, even though it doesn't fall within my religion. This year's Christmas was simple, simple gifts, meet ups.
It wasn't extravagant, as this is not a time to show off what you give/receive, but to share joy and love.
All I want for Christmas is to meet one of my 2010 resolutions, and I've got it, today.
You can say I'm over the moon, but for now, not yet, I am nursing a fever and cold.
life is great. (noticed how I say the same words when I was sick in Sept) -_-
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the ele floats at 11:08 PM.
mercredi, décembre 22, 2010
i have yet to write for so long.
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the ele floats at 8:39 PM.
dimanche, décembre 05, 2010
November has been mad.
December has come, and it's time to go back to work, back to routine, work hard, try hard.
Felt like I could just go on a holiday forever. like really really. what's new anyway?
Are there any tour packages that can bring me away for a month?
== i love snow. i could just roll in them all day long.
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the ele floats at 11:04 PM.
lundi, novembre 01, 2010
this is the birthday month!!! whee!!!
today I turned down a job offer, because I found joy again at work. :)
Thank you all who made it possible, I'm blessed to have really great team mates.
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the ele floats at 8:24 PM.
mercredi, octobre 27, 2010
on another point, i'm terribly upset about selina's burns.
so upset that I feel upset and heart pain, everytime I hear their songs.
ouch. :( praying for her recovery.
(for all you know the SHE concert that we attended, might just be the very last)
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the ele floats at 9:57 PM.
bandung trip in 20 photos out of the 600+ i took.
the purpose of this visit is to attend mel's wedding, but I still love this place lots. wonderful weather, especially at night! 20 degrees only. i could hardly perspire there.
the trip there was more mafan, as we took a cheaper option of flying to jakarta then bandung.
the bus to bandung was bad, there were people smoking in the bus, choking 3.5 hours ride.
later, we realised we aren't as bad, than having the pilots smoking in our friend's plane -_- wo de tian.
they've very chio hotels there. the room of the wedding couple.
this is where they nicely put us up at, a villa of a relative where we stayed, as big as a community centre.
the wedding day, where we were jie meis for the day.
the garden party at night. very pretty.
weddings in Indonesia are mainly buffet style.
they even have sparks when they kiss on stage!
there's more to this wedding cake.
we discover that while we were hungry in the next morning, that these are kueh lapis in disguise! yum.
saturday was excursion day. mel's family brought us to strawberry farm.
to see the volcano crater
a hot spring resort
then dinner to end off the night with very good thai food.
Sunday morning, saying good bye to the room and villa.
the next day was just spent getting the brownies, having lunch at the mall, before we took at 4 hours bus journey back to Jakarta.
i like this yoghurt concept.
people here can smoke freely anywhere, and in malls as well, and their food courts, not used to it for awhile..
