today is a rainy day.. went to work at abt 11plus and it's raining pretty heavily.. was listening to SHE's 我們怎麼了 at that point of time.. felt so sad!! wasnt tinking of anyone in particular, jus that de rainy weather together with the sad song and alone on the cold train, looking out... jus sad la.. haha!

but i was smiling when there's dis bunch of lil'girls and boys.. they're screaming and luffing so loudly outside my shop cos their teacher was blowing lotsa bubbles from 2nd floor. haha! jus... happy to look at their excited, worry-free and happy faces! =)

today was also my slackest day at work.. no boss arnd, was standing arnd bitching about things, eating and slacking!! woow! no more of slacky job, so booorrringg!!

camp is tmr, am excited. been such a long time since i get to scold someone.. shall see whether is my power back again la -wink-

超级星光大道... 劉明峰

he attended 棒棒堂 to 交流。。thought he's pretty talented and his voice is 超赞的！！

they have been twitchin since afternoon.. but its de good side so im not worried.. but it's been constantly twitchin and tts scary!!

today is a good day, sunny yet breezy.. and the sceneries today are awesome!! haha! no idea why, jus happy to see those views... everythg are so clear and i can see whats on de other side of the sea.. and the nightview at siloso beach is nice too!

working tmr again....

went back to sjc for camp meeting today, the girls are HORRENDOUS!!
omg.. dey barely did any roll call before and next week is camp.. how to survive in camp without a proper roll call?? the seniors' attitude is worse, not all, but there's like 1of them who is BAD BAD BAD!! no idea what words to describe.. jus gotta pray hard tt everythg goes well for the camp next week... -crossing fingers-

oh ho! went back to sjc right, how can i miss the lor mee?! omg! not wonderful but at least the good old days kept flashing back as u slurp in the noodlessssss.... hmmmm.. pictures can be found on xuan's blog! (ps. sjc girls dun bash us up cos u'r jealous aite?! haha!) oh! and UPDATE!! the fried noodles/fried rice uncle retired alrdy! cos his son gotten married, i tink his son married yan, tts why the uncle can hav a good life! muahah! rem the uncle loves yan so so much?!?!?! so yan, hows uncle now?!?! -looks concerned- did he give u more nuggets?

went for sakae sushi with joch, sam and mx. nicole saw us and thot its a double-date. (so dumb!?) am late for 1hour 45mins -looks guilty- but of a good course, was still in sjc sorting out things for the girls.. they're problematic kids okay! hahah! food is so-so oni, but the outing was fun! =) tok alot and all.. so full till we cant walk.. so dis taught us a lesson, dun so gianperng, eat till so full during a buffet!!!

tmr is competition, lets pray and wish the girls luck though their chances of winning is not verh high..

just watched 康熙来了, andy lau's episode.. seriously, he's forever my idol!!! he's so so charming...
his lips are so sexy la! hahah! and his voice so deep, features so sharp... one word, SHUAI!!! haha!

work is fun today, cos i worked full shift, which is 12hours!! and i heard alot of gossips from other ppl.. sigh! the real world is ugly!

tmr gg for sakae buffet wit joch, christina, mx and sam!! =) -am excited-

working is fun :)) and i thot im pretty observant about my surroundings. cheerios to me!! lol

started work at 1230 today and at about 2plus, a phone call came in looking for my incharged.
from the bits of their conversation (YES! i 偷听!!) and my intuition, it suddenly occur to me that they're intending to transfer me over to the other shop at images of singapore. i started to panick cos i've nv work there b4 neither am i familiar with the ppl there. and YES! after they put down the phone i heard "magdeleine! can u go IOS to relief them, they're short of people" tadddaaaa!! 晴天霹雳！！！without much choice, i went "okay lo, but i scared leh".. hah

aint tt bad, jus tt i went 4hrs w/o water and food.. and constant shouting out "hello, welcome!" made a few friends there and there's dis malay guy tt's quite funny. haha people there are nice! :))

oh!! hrmm.. i jus found out that.. (okay, initially i thot its jus wit him) i like guys who hav broad shoulders and... er no idea how to explain... bigger area of back!?! haha! get what i mean, like... it makes me feel weak and so so badly want to rely on THAT BACK!!! yes, i need to fall in love soon!! (shuddup xuan! i noe what u wanna say!! and thanks yan & nana, i noe what u gonna say too!!) when i said bigger back area, not fat okay (although i noe im fat), is the musculine (but nt too much muscle-kind).. haha IM NOT SHOPPING FOR GROCERIES la.. FINE! shall nt tok about guys anymore, in case any1 tinks im desperate! bleah!

anw, i tink im really over him.. to me, he's like a better guyfriend i've made and its pretty and seriously impossible between us.. he's nt the kind of guy im looking for and i seriously cant expect him to do those things which i expect my guy to do for me.. he cant and he wont.. so.. shall drop tt evil plan of mine (stupid xuan, stop scolding me, yes i noe de plan is dumb!) so we're back to good friends :)


okay, i sincerely apologize.. tts a conversation between my dumb angel and devil.. they're stupid!! anw, de song 是你决定我的伤心 by 张玉华 & 李圣杰 reminds me of me & him ;))

another interesting facts i've discovered today!! haha! i cant tahan people moving to the groove on the train/bus.. haha!! its hysterial okay! saw a guy on the LRT today.. thot he's pretty man cos his arms are nice and he's tall BUT!! he started to move to the groove with the earpiece plucked into his ear!! he looks funny! cant tahan, i's covering my mouth and smiling to myself la -smack my mouth!!!- fine! no more bitching of others...

haha. seriously i tink i need my comp with me, ALWAYS!!
so much things were gg thru my mind during the day which i very much wanna write it down..

anw, felt really dumb today! work is supposed to start at 10 so i made it a point to always reach 30mins earlier so tt i can gelak-gelak my way into the island. today i's panicking at abt 915, tinking tt "shit! im late! dowan to break de record leh".... 925am, the bus refuses to leave!! damn, im even more kanchiong... "WAIT!! i start at 10 today leh" wad the hell!! ahhhh~ dis is when i started to relax myself alittle and gets comfy in de chair of mine.. phew~

oh! and i saw a white peahen today!! =) pretty amazed though! being on the island for so so long, didnt know there's such thing as a WHITE peahen!!

and i tink im getting the hang of the job, everything is smooth and i get things done without having to be told.. more new people are starting to work in the shop and im now, supposedly, to be the "senior" of the shops.. ahah! a senior who knows nothing.. but it gives me a sense of achievement whenever i teach the newgirl something.. i's once like them.. haha!!

and a list of items to look forward to:
- sjab competition
- sjc sj annual camp
- work on 28th together with my friends
- my PAY $$, cheeching, coming in on the 4th!!
- my new timetable
- more ktv outings
- more suntanning outings
- swimming exercises
- PACE main comm selection
- lastly, more shuai ge on the beach =)

yippe!!
finally the new skin is done.. hahaha.. did tt bit by bit, tried to ask others (mr cheekui and mr kinyang) for help, but to no avail. anw, its done now :))

ahhhh~ fine at ease!~

everytime when im out, away from my computer, i wanted so badly to be infront of it to type out my feelings at that exact moment.. but its impossible! and when i reach home infront of my computer, i've no idea what to type and all those thoughts during the day of event.

been working hard for the past few days.. alil tired! yearn for a day to sleep till 12plus in the afternoon, wakin up to watch my favourite tv programs and munching on my favorite food or even exercising (dance) :)) But!! working brings me a different type of happiness.. i love it everytime after i serve a guest and they say "thank you" or even a smile from a lil'kid :))

but de other day was my worse working day EVER!!! we actually SMASHED A BLACK LIZARD!!! and i encountered 2 TROUBLESOME GUESTS!!

troublesome guest #1: 2 ABNN came in and jus take the clothes w/o lookin at the size, they gotten 1 kid shirt ( i thot is fer a kid) THEN!! they came back and wanna exchange cos its too small for the girlfrien.. at tt point, i's STUNNED! tinking: u bought a kids size-small for your big girlfriend!?! wth! so tell me.. is ABNN dumb or stupid??!

troublesome guest #2: came in 4times!! ran sacked through all the clothes, asked her big daughter to try on a baby top and refused to buy any. asked me to pump up the float and rejected it after its pumped finish.

that's my worse day ever!!

oh! i wanted to write sth jus nw, but 4gotten.. anw, i met a cute lil'boy today :)) he offered my hotdog cos i smiled to him. hahaha and he's handsome!

oh! and actually i tried to change my blogskin but failed cos the entries doesnt connect to my blogskin ;( nvm, shall try again next time.

very tired now..
from the continuous working schedule on the beach, luckily its all in the main shop and not de rest which is like without aircons. but when i work, i dun feel tired eh. prolly cos i enjoyed what im doing =)

oh! dis few days been living in stress... awaiting results frm exams, from pace interview, from OSIP interview and stepping down frm IG.. its been a really exciting year for me indeed, learnt alot on everythg, including FRIENDS..

anw, dis morning my left eyelid was twitchin tts why i kept tellin myself "no jiamin! its okay, its jus tt u'r lacking of sleep!!" then i received a sms frm rahayu tt im shortlisted fer pace main comms, hrmm.. but nt really cfm which post and all. but still, i got in! =)

EXAM RESULT!! seriously dis is de first time im working so hard fer my exams.. mx sms me in de afternoon tt kinyang saw de result online .. so i's getting excited.. AIYh! long story. the main point is tt.. whenever my cellphone beeps, my heart beats faster till its coming out frm my MOUTH!! then beepbeep!! hahah! i got a


BUT! after i got home and checked my gpa, its jus 2.38! and im sad!!!! its impossible to hit 3 by de time i reach year3.. sigh! who ask me to play during 1.2, cant take back whats been lost.. anw, sam FAILED HIS ACCT!! muahahahhaha! still wanna form a supp paper study grp with me, bLEAH!!!

okay, so nw, jus gotta worry abt OSIP interview!!? crossing my fingers to be shortlisted!! oh! and im tinkin of changing to wretch cos it can modify certain entries to private and in tt case, i can let my other friends noe abt my blog =)

ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My boyfriend LATEST MV!!
meng xiang hao...


no idea why, xiaoyu looks extremely cheeky and happy in this MV! haha
and ahwei cant help it but the way he mouths the words is super fake cos its big.. haha!
but they are still cute.. had been startin to watch all their episodes frm the very beginning (audition) 14th august 2006 till now bleah

okay i dreamt of a SPIDER last night, and i always know there is a meaning to every dream
so after i woke up, i went to ask everyone i met what does it mean to dream of spider!
but... no1 can answer me, seriously it bothered me the whole morning...

nan dao is TAO HUA YUN!!! muahaha!
okay i wish so, like good tao-hua.. kezkez but after researchin online for it..
NOPE!!

Spiders

To see a spider in your dream, indicates that you are feeling like an outsider in some situation. Or that you may want to keep your distance and stay away from an alluring and tempting situation. The spider is also symbolic of feminine power. Alternatively, a spider may refer to a powerful force protecting you against your self-destructive behavior. If you kill a spider, it symbolizes misfortune and general bad luck.

To see a spider spinning a web in your dream, signifies that you will be rewarded for your hard work. You will soon find yourself promoted in your job or recognized for your achievement in a difficult task. Spiders are a symbol of creativity due to the intricate webs they spin. On a negative note, spiders may indicate a feeling of being entangled or trapped in a sticky or clingy relationship. It represents some ensnaring and controlling force. You may feel that someone or some situation is sucking the life right out of you.

To see a spider climbing up a wall in your dream, denotes that your desires will be soon be realized.

To dream that you are bitten by a spider, represents a conflict with your mother or some dominant female figure in your life. The dream may be a metaphor for a devouring mother or the feminine power to possess and entrap. Perhaps you are feeling trapped by some relationship.

yeaahhh!! exams ended
tink dis is de first time im so hardworking, studying fer my exams..
more hardworking then Olevel/Nlevel..
prolly is bcos of my future/osip/sip/gpa.
i tink its impt to hav good grades and tts why im panickin to get it increased..
-pushing de loads above me higher-

Summary of these 5papers
lodging was crap *please moderate to higher scores*
accting was... interesting.. damn! regretted nt studying during my tests to score a B
F&B Operation was GOOD!! didnt noe shawntripp was tt nice 2give us a copy of revision lect and all de answers can be found frm de lect notes, aiyah say earlier then i study tt oni ma.. but i can answer everythg =) *pls dun moderate to lower grade*
Facilities Mgt is de worse subj to learn, nth goes in.. seems lk when i enter de data in fer FM, data reject!!!! wth!! was panickin yday nite... then tis afternoon, panicked again cos there's a lil confusion wit our rooms, strangely, 10of us were level5 de rest level4.. so panic lo.. but!! still managed to finish earlier and came out wit him =)
Meeting Incentive Conference Exhibition (MICE) although there's oni 3 topics... but 3MAIN topics!! wth! like crs lo... club spa resort oni ma... but 3alotalot notes.. anw, finished early also..

i'll have to say, im aimless and started to miss school de moment i ended my paper.. u noe, de emptiness u feel.. cos everytime when i reached home.. ahhah study! now.. oh no.. wad to do... and i dowanna change class =( i like dis class......


ohoh!! i concluded 3things fer dis vacation:
1) earn money by workin 4-5day/week
2) lose weight although i noe im too lazy to lose since its been my frien since i's young -pat my tummy-
3) watch finish all my vcds/dvds/shows in computer
*4) wanted to learn dance frm haidei, but 200plus for 1 dance eh, bo hua eh

okok.. shall play some games, tok online watch some videos and catch my sleep.... TMR is KBOX TIME!! ahhhhh such a long time since i went singing buuuttt... im coughinggg =(