seriously i've no idea how com everyone know tt there's sth between me & him? is like, besides tt bloody sha** who commented tt i sounded like him, together wit my 2 bitches, there aint any more ppl who suspected or know sth abt it? isnt tt strange or amazing how sensitive girls are? is like, they kept putting me & him together!! dotz loh! so nw, im sumhow at the advance stage of to-ignore-wadeva-ppl-say-abt-him-or-me kinda thing! seriously, there was a period of time when he is completely nt in my mind, serious! i dun tink abt him but tt bastard jus hav to do sth to make me have de oh-he-is-still-arnd feeling.. WTH! & i dun need him, but is jus, there's sth somewhere in there which jus kept registering and refuse to delete his entry..

can someone be kind & create some devices which can "delete" someone from de list or choose the ppl u like to be in? i noe ortega is in the mids of inventing the machine! "continue to work hard ORTEGA!!" okay! oh! & i feel its such an insult to be chosen by 2 malay-ugly guys to flirt wit? WTH! is they jus wanna talk, as friens is still fine, like the other guys in the shop.. but these 2 guys are UGLY & DESPERATE!! so its such an insult TO ME!! ME!!!!! -anger fills the eyes- dun they understand wad is "GET A LIFE!!!"

& to save my LIFE!! im gg to have a plan! -evil laughter- is a good plan for myself! =)

[Chorus]We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow

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So tell me, what was in his mind when he sent me this song? Seriously i dun wish to have anything with him now.. is not the inflatuation kinda thing between us, definitely! & Now, i only wish to treat him as a classmate/friend & nth else.. really sick of this kinda thing! and the irritating part is everytime when u're with your frien, u treat me like a bypasser and u did nth, so why mus i do sth?

Found kiat's picture online =) was super high aft i found the pic, he still look like him! mayb.. i mean Maybe i's just tryin to find a substitute for someone..

Oh! & two Malay guys tried to hit on me yday! so irritating! both frm merlion shop.. i mean, isnt it obvious tt i dun wish to tok to u? & they're super ultra desperate.. dey even tried askin me whether am i attached, so of cos, i said Yes! =9

Ortega wanted me to send him a song to "test water"..

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What hurts the most [Rascal Flatts]

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It It’s hard to force that smile
when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

Happy birthday!!! im like in the last phase of my "teen" years.... 19!! but NVM!! i still love celebrating my birthday!! =) Love the presents i gotten this year, almost all wad i wanted.. adiddas jacket & a bag =) actually another adiddas jacket, luckily didnt buy.. no worries, shall save it up first & mayb in a few months time, shall buy another one -evil laughter- ALso, wanna thank my mom, dad, sis, aunties & all my friends!!

went for steamboat yday nite & de uncle was so nice, gave us discounts! watched de firework by France, nt veh nice, even though i didnt see other countries'.. went kbox till 1plus, & as usual 3, er i mean 2 siao charbor in de room.. i veh high no idea why..

today, went escape!! my first time.. many cheap thrills arnd & im like having slight sore throat! Guess wad, de shiokest "ride" is actually the haunted mansion.. stupid to a certain extend! cos its like people inside scaring you but u'll jus scream.. we went twice.. during the second one, i jus anyhow grabbed a guy's arm & carry on started screaming & running.. omg!! touched a stranger's arm! so paiseh!! =p seriously, i didnt mean it okay!! -promise- i mean ortega was scared and if i've a boyfrien, of cos grabb his & not some strangers.. but, de guy's arm was quite strong so *ahrmm* yah..

aite! tmr last day deployment, gonna miss de people there.. & poh's execution day! cross my fingers fer her..