haha! i like mY titLe! =)


hmm.. bEen really lazy to blog recently, though quite alot of things happened... ok, i'll jus write wadeva things i rem...


so far dis week, we went for 2movies!! haha.. went to watch hide n seek n million dollar babies.. both were back up movies cos de initial one was WHITE NOISE!! Haha! either it’s not out yet or we’re late for de movie.. but still, next week.. we’ll go watch it.. haha! though sum of dem said it wasn’t tt nice.. to me, as long as de movie is alittle creepy, its nice.. cos it’ll usually succeed in freakin mE out! Haha! it has got de “BOO!!” effect.. lol Hide n seek were alright but aint tt good… million dollar baby were borin xcept for de broken nose n neck scene.. haha! we’re tokin in de cinema throughout xcept tt part.. cos we’re too disgusted by it.. hahah! U broke ur nose n yet, u can fix it back by sum push!! EWW~


oh yea.. im startin to 4get abt wayNe cos sch is cumin to an end n I’ve got a new CRUSH!! Hahah! His name is……. Hrmph~ im not gg to say.. but I’ve got de few photos of him thanks to maria! Haha! he’s cute la! N de more u see him, de cuter u tink he’s, unlike timothy! Haha! [oops~ ltr sum1 arbish me ah!] ok.. n I’ve been really siao in sch.. haha! actually I jus tink he’s really cute.. not really like him.. but still.. he’s cute!!!!


Tmr is de result!.. but yet, I feel nth.. dunnoe whether izit good or bad?! Dun care abt de top scorer thing but wad if I cant make it to jc? N if I can.. do I really wanna go jc? Damn~!


Wadeva! Tmr is not gg sch.. cos mommy say I’ll b too bo liao to go.. n for de next whole week, we dun hav to go back le… xcept for de week after.. is our choice whether to go anot.. but wendy’s pouch is still with me! Haha! tt day I borrowed from her to save my face!! [long story!] ok.. I miss MI! especially de PEOPLE! De friends I made.. memories I had.. miss dem all~

im feeLin tired & alittle pissed with every1.. i really mean alittle.. supposed to go cyclin tmr at east coast.. but apparently, sum1 sumhow PS us bcos of sum1.. its like fine lo! askin me whether am i ngry? of cos i'll say No! then stupidly say Yes meh? oh come on lo! okok, but really... im not veh veh ngry.. jus alittle..hmm~ dunnoe how to xplain de feelin... n marianne n joy has sum kinda "gatherin" for 05B1 tmr.. i didnt wan dem to feel confused whether which to go.. so me n ruth jus told dem tt its cancelled n we'll go on wed.. when all PU1 students pon'in sch together!! cool huh?


n i got PS by amy too! supposed to go kbox tmr cos she's havin leave.. but she suddenly call me at only 10plus n say her leave is cancelled... is like "WTH!".. ok.. i kinda veh bua song her on de phone... veh bua song!!!!


yea, mayb im jus sufferin frm PMS!! goodness! i hate dis.... i jus starts to feel depressed n sad n easily pissed durin dis period of time!! wadeva la..

oh.. dis afternOon jus receive ma'am shufAng's msg tellin me de datE n timE tO collect mY chiEf com badge.. haha! so scared! cos gotta wear sj uniform again.. n its a Prestigious thing to receive tt k.. is like how many ppl in my corp can actually receive tt? haiz.. really missed de days in st john.. esp durin sec3... my most wonderful years in secondary life~ attending NCO trainings.. DMs.. stuPid meetiNgs with my members.. Com trainings!! really missed everything.. but still, its st john tt changed me so much! n of cos, my fellow members.. haha! n.. i feel kinda guilty to not accept ma'am sf to b an officer.. sumtimes, i really feel lk being.. but, i didnt wan to b tied down by all de HQ stuffs.. i dun mind gg back to sjc n help me girls.. i jus dun like to go back HQ n kpo abt everythg.. tt really bores ppl off~


dis yr com is cumin soon, 5march.. n its like 2more weeks!! goodness.. n i doubt their standards r there yet.. im not looking down on dem.. but is jus tt i noe these girls' standard too well..dey'll jus freak out on de day itself no matter how well dey r durin trainings.. n i tink dey tink too highly of demselves ever since last yr dey took...2nd or 3rd? hmm.. ya.. cos we [seniors] noe dtheir standard arent there yet.. so when we heard their placin, we're all like "WAD?!" haha.. but still, im really prayin real hard for dem man.. pray tt dey can overcum everything! abt de NC teams, dey'r worse i tink.. dey said dey'r stressed! come on! do dey really noe wads stress? i doubt so! little girls~ haiz.. nvm! wait till dey take over... ha! ha! ha! then we'll see.. n i shall takan dem durin camp man.. [oops! shldnt say it now.. haha!]


oh! n recently, sum NIE letters had been sent arnd to certain ppl.. gosh! i didnt receive.. n aft cfm'in frm xiang chao, ppl's whose L1R5 is btwn 15-20.. i RATHER HAV DE LETTER!!! at least i noe tt im within tt range n aft deductin 2pts n sort frm cca, i can get lesser... im like so grr~ hard to xplain.. is like, i gotta xperience tt AGAIN!! ah~~ i dowan!


oh ya, n after result... POLY vs JC?? which one? [oh god! pls dun gimme a result which is neither here or there! pls~] if i go jc... can i make it for my A'lvl.. im like havin problem wit my econs n maths now.. cant imagine if i really go for it... gg poly might be a better choice!.. cos im really interested in TP hospitality.. damn! im confused!! JC? POLY? gosh~ please.... cant de results be out earlier or sth? my cousin is oso waitin for results [same batch, a yr younger].. wad if he beats me? i sure no face!! okok.. dun care abt de "face" thingg.. i jus wanna prove to de ppl over tt side, tt GIRLS r still smarter than guys, though dey dote on de GUYS alot.. who cares? i dun like it when dey'r sex-ist!


was watchin shutter with my sis yday n today.. haha! n half of de time, my sis was screamin n i's like usin a blanket to cover half de screen, so tt i still get to see de other half.. haha! i noe its lame, but im scared.. wads with watchin dis kinda show, makin ur adernal gland active? hahah! but still, i wanna watch but...yea! tts why i always nid sum1 who's not scared to watch with me.. n if i cover my face, de person can still tell me wads gg on.. haha! okok..its not funny k!


wadeva~hmm.. ruth will b back tmr.. haha! miss her! [like real..] yea, gg to watch hide n seek with her too.. yea.. fine! im like payin 6.50 to scare a livin daylight from myself.. wadeva!! haha!

ok.. actually didn’t wanted to go sch at all! But I tink I’ll feel guilty if I dun present n leave max n kat doin by themselves.. though I went to sch, I’s late! But not my fault dis time.. its xiao wei! 6.45, she called sayin she jus woke up.. haha! I’s like “WAD!?” .. so me n aloy waited at de busstop n took de super late bus n saw kok chun on de bus again.. n kok chun noe songda.. dey’r frm de same sch, wad u xpect rite? Haha! actually wanted to wait at de kopi tiam till a later time.. but me n wei realized tt we noe none of dem xcept aloy n kok chun.. so 4get it! In de end, me wei n huiting gelek our way in.. haha! n sumhow, went to de toilet near de library to hide.. n de sch cleaner is super KPO! She’s like “late rite? Mus go gym ah!” n she came to de toilet twice to check on us aft lockin de gate.. aft tt, we so scared she might bao-to us, we hurry took our bag n wanted to go to another toilet n hide.. hah! But in de end, didn’t.. cos every1 was released frM de gym.. yea..


GP ppt was horrible! Tts like de worst ppt I ever did.. im always praised aft presentg ppt, esP my geog ppt but dis time rnd.. grr~ 4get it! Aft 2 GP tutorial n break, me n rach went off.. so we took 28 outside sch n went to de side bus stop to wait for amy.. serene came along too.. haha!


Ok, took 80 all de way to harbour front, makan at de market.. though initially wanted to eat subway.. hahah! We’re so bo liao! We took monorail all de way to palawan.. saw cruise VIRGO.. so ngry! Rem all those plans we made but didn’t do it.. haiye!

So we got changed n sort by 3plus.. n were rotting there already.. n we saw a small fish at de coast swimming.. me n amy were like “sumhow” screamg!.. haha! de fish were like tryin to find its way round.. n there’r 2 ah bengs catchin CRABS at de stone area.. Crap lo! Lol n I tink dey caught tt fish too.. haha! dey’re funny.. while tanning, I really fall asleep, totally ear shut! Haha.. cool rite? Hmm.. after tt, we’re like 2 hungry ghosts! Bought a sandwich, 1 nachos, 1 slurpee n 1 pckt potato chips..ate our nachos on de monorail n we actually wanted to sit 1 more round of monorail.. but it’ll take abt 30mins! Hmm.. in de end, went to take bus back to mainland.. haha! n took 80 back to SENGKANG! Haha.. one end to another le!! Hmm.. im damn tired now.. wanna slp le..

de whole gang of us left sch b4 1.30 to go tp.. haha! its fuN! Me, ruth, xiao wei, Marianne, Maria, Joy, Daniel n Max.. we’re actually walkg out slowly, then yanwan suddenly came out n asked us to run instead.. yea, we did run! But sum “D” person were slowly driNkin his miLo.. piang! Big shot ah?! Haha! but while de whole gang of us were on de bridge, I tink sum teacher saw us.. haha! but who cares.. yea, we boarded 28 with other marist little boys.. hmm.. I cant imagine those Marists from MI to wear those small size short uniforms.. haha! yea.. when to meet meng at toa payoh interchange then took bus 8 to tp.. goodness! De bus rite was horrible, excluding those fun n laughters we had.. its so long, can sit till butt hot those kind! Gosh!


Finally reached there.. haha.. tp ppl so cute! I mean.. character.. dey’re like welcumin us at de bridge there by clappin n cheerin.. its like “huh?!” haha! yea.. so quite a lot of ppl there too.. saw sjc girls, yongtian, MI ppl like wanLing, alloy, marcus, n even Kenrick.. n even ma’am puiching.. hmm.. she rem me but not meng.. mayb bcos she’s oso one of dem who voted for me? Haha!


now iM really interested in hospitality.. tts why iM now in a worse state! JC or poly? Grr~ too many choices, I dunnoe wad.. results will b out next Friday.. I hate tt feelin.. now, even if I cant make it for jc, at least let me make it to hospitality… *crossin fingers!


There’s oso a rumors gg rnd now.. sayin if u receive de NIE letter, it means tt ur L1R5 is btwn 15-20.. goodness! I didn’t receive! So izit good or bad? Piang! Im really panickIn now.. ah~~~

haha.. last min went kBox today with huiyi, marianne, ruth, xiaowei, daniel n wanLing.. hmm~ weird combi of ppl? alright la... n i hav to b "kok chun" for de day.. wad de~ haha! cos we borrowed from him de card.. n me n ruth jus found out tt kok chun is same age as us.. another one added on my list of 18yr old ppl.. lol


kBox started pretty well but soon... every1 started to tok abt their crushes in sch.. hmm~ n dunnoe why, all de songs we clicked r sad love songs.. haha! n sum1 cried! [obviously not me!cry over wayne? hmm.. i'll tink abt it..]


anyway, tmr ponin sch cos gg temples.. n now doin last touch ups on GP ppt.. *cossing my fingers* nth goes wrong.. =)


oh.. today is weichong's bday too!! haha!

[psst. huiyi! see! i updated my blog..]

hmm.. new yr 3rd day.. sum ppl started sch/work, but not all.. MI gave us xtended hols today.. ahah! went pasir ris with meng today.. n ruth dey all went sentosa.. aiyah! regretted man! cos de kiosk at pasir ris park was closed so we gotta walk to downtown east n de sun was damn good for sun tannin.. haha! but still, i managed to get alittle burnt on my back n face.. yea..

n im damn pissed now!! [12.01am] so wad if i agreed in de first place, my mom dun allow me to go wad.. is like, wad u wan me to do?.. i tried to xplain but failed!.. wadeva la.. n sum1 is jus so insensitive.. cant he feel de tension n say sth nice? WADEVA la... im jus freakin pissed now!!!

WADEVA!!!

seriousLy i dunnoE wad tO wRite now.. hmm.. today went back sch for new year celebration [not SJC eh!].. thot he's perforMin but in de end, nah~ kinda fun.. de sch is havoc! though not much ppl went to sch today, like 1/4 of our class turn up onLy.. mR Hijker [is tt how u spell? hmm] n his baNd were pLayin.. so shiOk! de atMosphere were gReat.. haha! unLike SJC.. cos if havoc, das dey all sure scoLd.. n counsillours sure cum n ask u diam.. haha~

today xiao wei was late, veh veh late! so we took de 7am bus instead n aloy met his frien, kok chun on de bus.. i didnt noe he existed cos dun rem see'in him in sch.. hmm.. i enVy huiyi dey all!! almost all of dem got sun burnt!! haha! i oso wan.. mayb dis friday go with meng meng! haha..

celebrated merissa's bday in de sch too.. a chocolate cake n all.. me ruth xiao wei bought mer eye liner.. cos tts wad she wan.. hmm... then after tt, went kovan market makan with dem.. actually i was veh hungry but dunnoe why, reach there already then no mood to eat.. n suddenly, i's veh tired!! [ps. sorry mer!] n i waited for bus 136 for like almost 30mins.. jo huiyi n dan waited with me.. haiye, felt so guilty.. cos i tink dan was late then dey took a cab.. in de end, i didnt take 136.. took 82 n change 27.. tts wad bus concession is for rite.. max bus ride+min walkin dist.. haha!

was tokin to kiat jus now.. de feeLin wasnt there already.. nth much to tok abt too, though he's still so talkative.. i like de time tokin to him still but i always dunoe how to reply him.. haiz~ i guess de feeLin Long faded.. hmm.. he's now botak! haha! too bad, always no chance to get to see him.. haha! but still i tink he's still as cute as b4.. de last time i saw him was durin sec3, after i returned him de Geogs tourism notes, dun really rem how he look like.. i guess now, de face i rem is probably only wayne~

wassuP with bLoggin whEn u cant wRite wad u really feel n happened here? its like.. b4 i wRite anything, i gottA tiNk b4 typiN.. hmm.. wad if he happens to read my blog n suspect....*toot* OMG! wad if he misinterpreted wad im tryin to say?.. wad if she read dis n noe tt we dun like her? goodNess~ isnt BloggiN like wRitin a diary, but it's pubLished onLine...? hrmmm~ wadeva.. i tink mayb i shld write my "diary" sumwhere else, like writin in microsoft words n savin it into my own computer? haha~ wadeva! i'll tiNk abt it first..

yday when shoppin amy, cassandra n ruth [is nat n cheryl counted?] iN town.. we're reaL bad shoPPers man.. [yea~ so tt xplains why all de 4 of us r unattached!] we cant shop, walk abit.. Legs tired! see a few shop, sian already... onLy those gu Niang girls can shoP.. haha! so we stopped a few times jus to sit n tok.. sat in PS foodcourt -> Mac -> wheeLock [dis quiEt place].. yea.. hmm~ arnd 7+, huiyi msged me sayiN she's with aLoysius at PS.. [huiyi+aloy=huh? haha!] so me n ruth went there to look for dem... n as usual, wif huiyi arnd, tonns of stupid things happened.. haha! me n ruth were so malu, aloy oso la! went chomp chomP with dem aft tt.. shared stingray n carrot cakes, tts all! Lousy huh? haha! but i doubt ruth noe how to eat "lala" so didnt bother to order n aloy n huiyi ate dinner already.. so cant order much too n i's still full bcos of de ice-cream n twister fries.. next time gg with amy n co. haha! i wan to eat more!! hiakhiak!

tmr feel lk pon'in sch but ma dun allow =( so i guess i jus gotta illegally pon econs.. bcos TMR HAVIN ECONS TEST AGAIN!! essay lo.. is like, wad u wan me to write when i noe nth abt it.. i only noe demand curves, cos tt was de day when mrs ng asked for my name.. haha! [malu neh~] okko.. gtg slp le~

[pssst. Vday cumin.. de few of us gg to b Losers again! haha! losers outing?]

i didnt dare to swtich on my hp today! im afraid tt wad if he didnt even bother to reply my msg.. but still, i switched it on at arnd 9+ durin GP... i received a sms!! but true enuff, its not from him but from aloysius... at tt moment, i's totally shattered.. but it jus shows tt im nth in wayne's heart, jus a passer-by, i guess... ... went for blood donation today too! he didnt donate n i dunnoe why... i had a really good view of him today with ruth's help, but so wad? he did turn n glance over at times afterall... but...so? tts de confusin part... mayb he's jus lookin arnd for other ppl... daniel was there with us durin our turn.. wad a nice guy he is.. keep tellin us its okay n dun b scared... me n ruth's blood flows real fast man... we're like faster than de others.. haha! im healthy man! hmm... im veh ngry with sum1 today... veh ngry! he shouted at me infront of his friens...i's shocked so i jus walked away w/o sayin much... i mean, wad do u wan me to say rite?.. rubbish la! went shoppin with my mom sis n auntie today.. went to look for amy while dey shoped.. was tokin for awhile then went off.. n i saw aloy huiyi n gang there... at first dey didnt see me, xcept dis marist guy whom i dunnoe de name..then aloy n huiyi came to look for me, crap abit then went off.. n while i's in dis shop, saw cheryl from st john... she;s workin in dis shop [which i dunnoe de name]...in PS, i saw Robin from OG2, he's with his other friens.. i guess he didnt go for Jason's bday thingg oso bah... then saw Melanie, said "hi" then went off lo... after tt, saw wan Ying in samuel n kevin workin there.. poor girl, so tired already still must work.. ahah! i oso wan but too bad, no1 wanna employ me...haha! hmm... my mom keep sayin tt i've friens everywhere...haha! indeed huh!! =)

n yea.. my cupid seriousLy is pLayin a prank on me.. *sigh* iM so confused, not jus wayne n him.. but like wad i said [repeatin again!] i wont give up on wayne unless i noe tt he likes sum1 else, though i noe he wont like me.. me n ruth were analyzin jus now on de way back to class.. wayne [or shld i jus say GUYS] would go for girls who r like serene.. good complexion, long silky hair, pretty, adorable, soft, gentle n not violent or rough..! but de few of us fit none of de above.. n tts really sad.. we'r turnin 18 n still unattached.. hmm.. at least im alittle betta than ruth.. ahah! i dun like ppl to say im pretty.. if i really am, how cum i always dun get de guy i like? tts always de case.. im sad!! n Mr amos koh say we girls Lousy, no bf.. haha! oh! we're tokin crap thru out de Maths lesson today.. Best maths tutorial i ever attended man, nv luffed so much in tutorial b4.. lol


tmr is de donation of blood..alittle scared but still alright.. unlike daniel..haha! sch is alittle boring for me already.. i dun listen durin econs, not to say Maths, now i dun even copy ans.. durin maths today, i's jus stonin there n listenin to music.. sian.. wonder how long am i gg to stay there for.. haha! god bless me! =)


[psst. feel like bladin, cyclin, sun-tannin recently!]

i feLt so bad! i did sth nASty tO max bcos of sum1.. gosh! durin GP, mrs woNg din cum today so we went to de library n supposedly do proj.. But no1 did... every1 is either playin board games or tokin like us.. then huiyi called, she told me abt wAyne.. he made sum girl cries n asked huiyi how to make a girl happy... when i heard, i's like.... "..............................ok............................." after tt was siLence.. i dunnoe wads de feeLin i's experienciN at tt moment... so i kinda diam after tt n showed attitude.. i couldnt stand it anymore, so called amy!! i really felt like cryin...but i cant.. im in sch!! oh man! i HATE HIM!!! after GP, whiLe waLkin to class.. i saw wayne.. haiz... he said "hello!!!!" ahah! so imagine de drastic mood difference? ahha! i's laughin my way to class lo!! N while in class, i's still laughin n, sumhow, blushin.. ahha! gosh! aiyah.. wadeva la... ahah!

my GP n econs test r still not done yet!! econs due dis week, GP... er... i dunnoe... ahah! every1 in my econs grp seems to b 4gettin to bring everythin every time for proj.. hai.. i doubt we can do it..n tmr im havin econs test! pray hard man!!!

oh man! econs test is duE dis week n we'r not even down to de part to paste everything down! n i tiNk there'r too many ppl iN out econs grp... 7 le!! rachel aka boss, max, charlene, ruth, serene, yanwan n me!! other grp oni like 5 or even 1... haha! cos there'r too many ppl, i kinda tink im a little usless there.... serious! one computer, 7 ppl use? a little crowded rite? so u'll always see me n ruth tokin or crappin at de back... haha! mayb we'r of sum use when we'r designin de vanguard sheets??? *pray hard* hmm... tmr gotta continue with de econs proj after sch... gosh! n i tink mrs ng noe my name le!! damn! cos i was stonin in class n when she asked us to draw de PPC, i copied sum1's work n was a little not according to de steps.. ahah! i dowan b like kenrick.. always kana called in de audi by her... hmm... we really tink tt mrs ng like kenrick... ahah! every time durin lect will call his name...

on 3Feb is ECONS TEST!! if i ever noe tt there'll b test in first 3mths, i wont hav come.. haha! how come dis 2 things will crash? i didnt wanna come on tt day le... is like wad u wan me to write on my folskept? she say min 4 pages... siao eh! for me, 2 full pages already got problem le... my ang mor bad, cannot blame.... chay! hAiye! WADEVA!!!!

really tired from sch now.... wakin up so early, no food in sch... so sad huh! hmm... No roti prata oso... actually wanted to eat tt durin break, cao out...but gotta do project, cannot ah! sad =(