why is it that when i am looking forward to certain events or certain outcome, that certain thing will be removed from me?

however,sometimes i wonder if it was a blessing in disguise coz in return,i got something that was more "fortunate" to me and yet i lose the "bitterness" i should have gotten.. but i just dont like the feeling of losing that something that i almost got.. hai~

remember previously i was working with janice at ubi crescent and i had so called "completed" my assignment there even though i havent really completed it as yet.. haha.. i was actually complaint to be doin too slowly.. well,so be it.. haha... i ended my "contract" there and worked at bonia seiyu,parkway isetan and iora.. and i gained a lot of friendship as well as experience.. and i enjoyed my work at parkway isetan as well as seiyu bugis.. =) iora was ok to me though.. was much better working at wisma as compared to my first time workin there..

and now,i was rather looking forward to working under apple ipod (though i noe not a thing about the product.. in fact i am more familiar with its opponent's product coz i owned one.. bleah..) anyway,i am not working under apple ipod le.. but would be working under DBS bank as admin assistant as introduced as diana at the comex roadshow.. dun really like apple ipod people who pangsey me halfway.. i mean what the fuck? u asked me to go for trainin and wad the shit??!! just a phone call and you dun wan me to work?!! okie,fine.. dun ask me to work on sat and sun.. i will be workin under another company.. with better prospects than yours.. hmph!

didnt feel really good.. i mean who would feel good after being rejected for a job.. though i almost got another job lobang immediately (in one way i am helping diana,but she is also helping me to get income.. so ger,thanks and definitely if in future,you need my service,call me.. though i may not always be available.. we could help each other.. hehe..) okie,back to the job rejection,i mean what the hell? you feel cutting cost then reject people de ar? got think of the person's feelin or not? how about my confidence? i mean how could you??? just dashed my hope,my confidence when i did nothing wrong???

hai~! whatever.. perhaps it is just a sin to them that i am not pretty enough,not able to put on make up to make myself pretty,a sin to have so many pimples when the others dont have any,and perhaps a big sin of not knowing how to dress up?

i had already tried my best.. i too wanna look good and feel confident about myself.. but time and time again i faced this kind of shit.. just when i was feeling good about myself.. i mean it is ok i faced this .. at least i will learn to be stronger each time.. and perhaps i will change for the better.. yes,i will change for the better.. definitely..

to the new me,cheers!

happy birthday to mr jac dean and sinlay (tomorrow)!!!

was super duper tired coz was rather busy yesterday packing all the goods from the wagon.. packed until midnight leh.. then we took cab home.. (gonna claim from the company) and yup,the wagon sale in the middle of bugis seiyu is finally over! so it is back to the counter again.. and yes, my help at bonia is then no longer needed anymore.. and tomorrow will be my last day working there perhaps for this month.. haha.. they will get back to me if they need my help... actually i was supposed to work today as well.. but then since it was mr jac's BIG day.. i forgo it.. see how many people can actually forgo work for someone's else birthday??!!

furthemore, i also needed to attend the apple ipod briefing for the comex exhibition... and accompany kailin for the job interviews.. haha.. and so i decided not to work and let it be my off day.. the briefing was ok la.. perhaps they said i was too quiet.. am i? i even asked the ipod pple about the questions of the ipod leh.. like that quiet ar? perhaps i look quiet.. but i am not.. i look quiet coz i am tired.. hey! it rhymes!! lol.. anyway,out of 6 girls,5 of us are from SIM.. maybe because we are asked by jon jon's friend who is also in SIM,that's why ba..

went to toa payoh with janice,since there was a direct bus 8 towards ubi where she is working.. there was nothing to shop there!!! we ended up going to eat at delifrance eating the potato couttique (?) i am not sure.. very potatoy.. a lot of potatoes.. duh? and everything was nice.. creamy and filling.. yummy.. hehe..

then went to the job interview with kailin,waited super duper long and hence was late for jac jac's birthday.. by the time i reached,they already finished the food at cafe cartel.. :( haha.. then i coped a bit from here and there.. and saved a lump sum.. but then i still owe lena money for jac jac's present.. hehe.. hmmm,they spent so much time and effort to go find his present.. didnt see them doin the same to me.. *envy* perhaps except lena who baked the edible cake.. note: it is edible!!! haha.. anyway,no point being envious or wad,i didnt put in much effort in any of theirs birthday as well,but neither did jac.. haha.. whatever la.. dun so ji jiao.. i already am.. :X *please ignore wadever i said..lol..

anyway,here are some of the pictures we took..


jac with a suprise face when he opened the present and there was white powder in it..


the drinks we had at tcc-the coffee connoiseur...


rong and jac sticking tongues out..


jac jac 抢镜头!!


jac and lena acting cute,requested by the birthday boy


victory!!!!!


waiyue and i


acting cute with our tongue out


oh my god... wad did rong see???????


a murder case: waiyue strangling jac jac the birthday boy..

why did waiyue do that?

coz it is his birthday!! haha.. a strangle as a present for his birthday.. guess he would never forget it.. lolz..


finally the four of us who celebrated jac's birthday...=)


and within a twinkle of an eye we started boxing each other?? all because of jac..

anyway,after stoning (*only applicable to me) and taking loads of pictures at the coffee connoiseur (tcc),we went to his house.. and we treated his house like chalet.. was feeling pretty bad that we didnt go and join his friends with the steamboating.. but then again,it was pretty weird that we joined in.. we didnt reallie help out in the kitchen or wad coz it was too crowded.. waiyue,rong,yi xi and lena were busy playing bluff.. i was busy sleeping,after removing my contacts.. haha..

hopefully,jac enjoyed his birthday.. and that our "unfriendliness" didnt affect his mood.. happy birthday once again!=)

happy birthday winnie!!! hope you had enjoyed your birthday ger..=)

had been really tired to even come online recently to blog and msn.. reason being:i am working at bugis seiyu once again as there was this wagon sale at the middle of seiyu (according to jiawei) and i could be attacked at all directions.. haha.. funny hor? it was near the lift there and the entrance towards seiyu from the 2nd floor.. haha.. met a lot of funny customers.. haha.. some are friendly and nice.. some are pretty bad..

one of the funny customer i met was a taiwanese graduate who came to singapore for an exchange.. he was from a university in australia,if i didnt remember wrongly and he was supposed to attend a course at NUS.. haha.. i not sure attend course as lecturer or what.. but i guess it is for research.. and so he wanted me to help him look for a comfortable pair of leather shoes.. haha.. asked me tons of questions somemore.. haha.. about why some of the shoes were shinier.. i thought it was because of the polish and the machineries stuff.. but after that i realised that i told him the wrong thing (customer are not very clever at times coz i think he actually believed me,perhaps i sounded convincing): it is actually because the leather of the shoes was made up of different parts of the calf.. haha..

anyway,he walked around and came to my section for 3 times when i was there!!! wonder if he came take a look when my colleague took over me.. haha.. for most of the male customers i met,most of them wont take long to consider.. some even tried on one pair and they would get it immediately.. but this taiwanese graduate actually took more than 2 hours to consider!!! (including his dinner as well as my dinner) hmmmm,but at least he finally did get the pair of shoes.. and he kept asking me if real leather will be more comfortable.. that was definitely coz leather does expand a little.. and thus will be more comfortable.. haha.. he said i am a good sales person.. haha.. *blush* means i gotta do sales for the rest of my life??!!!

another one was the one who bought bag.. a nice person coz my records on the pricings were wrong.. there werent any more colors left and yet i pasted on that,saying that there are other colors.. hmmm,luckily the person was nice not to scold me or say what i tried to hide new bags from him..a super nice person,he got 3 bags from me.. and i guess the bag was really worth it.. at 50% off leh!!! and after this promotion,all the prices will be sold once again back at their usual price!! but to me,i dun like the design of the bags and i had no use for them,mainly briefcase-like..

there was a lady with 2 children who was also very nice.. on the first day when i was working,she got the shirts for her husbands.. and i recommended her some clothes la.. but then i wasnt really familiar with the stock there,thus i couldnt find the size of the clothes which was supposed to be on display on the racks and yet there was stock in the computer system.. quite embarrassing to like have the customer coming back to the counter and yet i couldnt get the stuff ready for her.. but thankfully,she wasnt angry and even asked me to serve another customer,while she bring her 2 children to the toy department and will come back later.. if she was the bad-tempered one,like my female boss,i am sure i will kena complain and stuff.. she even asked me to find slowly.. haha..

so those were the nice one and interesting people i met while working for 5 days,2 full shifts on saturday and sunday.. almost killed me.. but luckily jiawei came and accompanied for dinner on sat and yeeling came over on sunday.. haha.. thanks for visiting!! haha..

then work morning for today.. tired sia.. today was actually my rest day de.. but then since they need a person to be at the wagon in the morning,i had to go and work loh.. half day only..

and today went out again to watch movie--valiant.. never knew of the existence of this movie until jiawei suggested watching it.. haha..and so we went to cineleisure to watch.. had yoshinoya (see kailin,i am so good,i never made fun of you..) and had the student meal!! hehe.. the show was alright,but the things was that at the funny part noone was laughing!! which spoils the movie.. haha.. i am amazed by the intelligence of the pigeon.. a part why aint the pigeons at my neighbourhood there be clever and make themselves useful??? do you know that pigeons actually helped save our lives during the world war 2??? about 32 of them were given medal of something.. *will update more later..after my research*

then went to find diana after work.. she ar,only work one month le,said wanna quit liao.. hai~ my job lobangs are gone.. but then hearing what she gotta for her job,i believe that she was underpaid.. haha.. but so am i.. haha.. but i quite like my job,at least the one at bonia,though things are getting more complicated as there were more people joining in... but only 3 so not as bad as iora.. i am worried that since i cant work for iora anymore,will my 2 days of work there be forfeited??!!

went to see the doc at my mum's work place.. haha.. yup once again i went to see the doc for my cough.. been coughing for 1 months and 3 weeks.. haha.. wow.. coming to 2nd anniversay soon on the 26th august.. haha.. took a jab.. and had to take medicine as well as antibiotics.. dun think it will be good coughing long term.. and so hopefully i will recover soon!!!

*wee~ finally my blog is updated once again!!

new job again!!!

haha.. in case you guys had been wondering,how many jobs had i hold for the last few months..

1st: admin at honeywell pte ltd (kelly services)
2nd: admin at menel pte ltd (janice)
3rd: promoter at bonia seiyu bugis (kaijing)
4th: scanning,prep and reassembling at holiday inn (lena)
5th: promoter at parkway for carlo rino and sembonia shoes (jenny and steven)
6th: admin assistant at suntec for DBS roadshow (diana from recruit strategy)
7th: promoter at iora (zee)

yeah,and at the iora the place i was working.. the place wasnt as good as i thought..there are quite alot of politics there.. hmmmm,and all i did was ironing and packing of the clothes.. never really got the chance to serve the customers.. coz i also dunnoe how all the clothes are placed.. it was pretty confusing.. i guess i am not really up to the standard.. sometimes i feel that some of the staff there may find it easier to do the stuff for me than helping me up.. hai~ i guess this kind of things cant be avoided ba.. perhaps i wont be working there anymore..coz the pay was rather low.. and what i did was pretty taxing.. may not be working there again ba.. but then again,see when they need me loh

will still be workin at bonia from this friday onwards.. so if you drop by bugis,come visit me wor.. haha.. seiyu 2nd floor..

went for POA lessons and meet yeeling on the train.. haha.. i was late.. i became the late queen le!!! haha.. meet jerlene at dover.. and she was in the same class as me.. keke..then saw jingyoong on the way to the class.. after that sat alone while waiting for mr jon to come and join me.. haha.. he quite funny la.. but he looked a bit beng.. and yeeling was scared of him.. haha.. like 黑社会老大...opps..

anyway,after school,we went to meet diana and we also meet up with lena.. haha.. and we went to diana's working place,recruit strategy.. then we went up the wrong way.. and hence cant find the place.. and the funny thing was the address that diana tell us,we went to the wrong building.. haha.. and there was a notice there:"to all job applicants of recruit strategy,please proceed to the shaw house to register for job.. this is not shaw house but is shaw tower.." obviously,there were a lot of blur blocks like us who went to the wrong lift and went to the wrong building,press the door bells and asked for job interviews when they obviously arent any recruit agencies.. haha

anyway,we managed to find the building that diana was working at.. hehe and headed for an interview.. haha.. and got a job!!! as dbs admin assistant.. mainly gotta tick the number of envelopes that the other colleagues,the promoters had made.. sort of to count their commission for them ba.. haha..should be quite boring.. better get a book to read or what.. haha..

then went to eat at some japanese restaurant.. quite nice.. but they served mainly beef.. and the chicken terriyaki they served was too ex for my lunch and so i had salad instead which was also nice.. perhaps everything taste nice when one was hungry ba.. haha..after that we just shopped around,looking for lena's levis product coz she havent used the voucher that we got her for her birthday.. and that was like how many months ago huh??? haha.. anyway,she got a shirt that she was satisfied at HMV.. and i saw one cake like denim skirts.. very nice.. but cost around $100!!! haha.. too ex le la.. anyway i also got a belt at iora.. i got the white one,while lena got the yellow one.. hehe..

after that we went home for dinner.. while yeeling rushed for her guitar lessons.. haha.. by the way,lena was not supposed to be shopping one loh,she should be studying.. but we ended up wasting quite a lot of time to get her "present".. haha..

happy national day!!!

today was abit sad coz it is the last day of work.. had to clear everything and was super busy coz we just had to try clearing all the stocks we had.. and we sold almost everything cheaply.. the shoes left at the price of only $5 for those that was initially sold at $9.90 and some of the shoes from the $19.90 were sold at $9.90..

anyway,around 8 plus,we started packing after the huge crowd had left.. amanda and i tried to help but it got worst..as in we 越帮越忙.. coz we dunno how to tie the shoesboxes together properly.. really cannot make it hai~! haha.. and i accidentally banged into amanda's eye.. oh my god... i am so "violent"!!! and so the both of us ended up not helping kelvin.. i tried to help by tying all the small ropes together while amanda helped me to make payment for the shoes we wanted to get.. haha.. the both of us bought 7 shoes altogether!!! haha.. siao liao ar.. i got 3 pairs,she got 4.. and she also bought one yesterday.. so all together she got 5 pairs!!! haha.. got it coz we had a "promotional price"..

since it was our last time working together,we went to play pool at katong there as a celebration and katong was kelvin's 地盘 so kelvin brought us to a place to play pool.. haha.. although amanda was "younger" than me (as in age),she behaved in a more mature way that made me think if we are really of the same age.. perhaps work makes someone aged matured ba.. though she brought her camera,she forgot that there was no memory card in the picture and so we cant take any pictures together.. which was a bit sad.. haha.. thought lena would be coming,but she didnt.. so no pictures taken.. =( why didnt i have a camera??? hai~ no money la.. even coloring of hair also need to be sponsored.. haha..what more a digital camera??!!

enjoyed playing pool,though i was the lousiest among them.. sobsob.. haha.. no skills at all de.. haha..but then at least i didnt managed to get the black ball in before i should get it in.. haha.. but got a few times when the white ball got in.. haha..straight.. lolz.. i am that lousy.. sobsob.. shall find some time to learn.. shall get someone to teach.. muahaha..

then after that kelvin and i took bus 12 home from there.. chatted quite a while with kelvin coz he also took the same bus as me.. haha.. he was working at carlo rino at the airport.. terminal 2 if i didnt remember wrongly..he also sell contact lenses and perhaps would be an optician soon if he quit his current job.. haha.. amanda was working at bugis bonia selling ladies shoes while i just worked at the man's department upstairs.. haha..

had a nice time working with them..=)

by the way,yesterday,lena yeeling and i went to the esplanade (lena's favourite hangout place) to watch the fireworks which was actually put at marina south.. heard that there was a FIR "concert" at marina south.. blur blur lena actually thought that marina south was close to marina square.. but it was quite a distant away and we didnt even know how to go over.. haha.. however,there was a also a "mini concert" by our local band in front of the esplanade there.. singing some of the pop songs.. and we were pretty high.. all thanks to the youngsters who are also high in front of them.. haha.. we joined them in waving hands and all the actions.. if only the 3 of us,i am sure we will just stand there and stone.. lolz..


lena and i... is the hair color more obvious here?


me and yeeling wearing pink (by the way,if you realise something,that shirt belonged to lena,i got the blue version) yup,she bought me shirt to change,if not i will be wearing pretty formal.. haha..


yeeling and lena are lesbians??? oh my god.. huggin each other in public.. no wonder there is the weird look on the guy's face..

and soon it was 12 midnight and we took pictures of the fireworks.. which was mainly blocked by the trees.. was pretty amazed by the beautiful scenes of the fireworks.. but at the same time just cant help clicking on the camera to capture the views of the fireworks.. so ended up watching the fireworks via the camera.. haha..


the fireworks


is that a bird?? or a plane? no.. it is the fireworks!!!


my masterpiece

after that we went to the esplanade.. and there were a lot of people there.. haha.. there was this exhibition there.. more of a graffiti display there.. complicated.. i like!!! haha.. i think lena dont like.. some of the pictures are really scary.. haha.. and somemore now it is the 7th month...


i am not a peadophile but since the ger is there and she is so cute why not take her pic as well.. but the main thing is the background..


exhibitions at the esplanade

since we are leaving soon,we decided to have a picture with the wall,acting like very 依依不舍.. haha..


me and lena


lena and yeeling~

okie,just in case you guys are wondering what i had been working.. i am a sales promoter at parkway parade isetan selling ladies shoes at $9.90-$19.90.. the brand i am promoting is carlorino and sembonia.. both brands are part of the bonia company,jetbest if i didnt remember wrongly.. haha.. that's why steven called me coz i used to work as bonia staff (remember seiyu bugis bonia man's department?) yup,i am working there as well.. perhaps 2 weeks later.. on the 19th august..

anyway,my colleagues are nice people.. they are ke(l)vin and amanda.. both of them were working under the jetbest selling carlo rino ladies shoes.. so of course they are both more familiar with the stuff there.. eg.the initial selling price of the shoes and the "code" of the the shoes,etc.. haha.. but then for me,it took me some time to get used to it... other than tat,i also got to know the two other promoters who are working at the other promotion area,promoting iora.. quite nice and friendly people.. i love my job there.. even though it is only short term...

left work at 3 to go to lena's house for rong rong's birthday!! hehe.. i even bought a green color khaki skirt from iora to go rong's bday celebration!!! haha.. a bit exaggerating.. no la.. actually i already targetted the skirts since day one.. haha.. and hence no regret buying it.. somemore the comments from the gers were great!! hehe... and so this skirts become my next favourite skirts.. so i better take good care of my legs.. they are so scarred.. haha.. i should be more careful.. perhaps no more cycling.. or if i cycled,i need to borrow the protection kit from lena.. lolz..

but then i felt abit bad.. that the rest of the staff had to work like mad.. but then i was going out to "play".. hehe i told them i was going to make an offering to my grandpa.. i was so bad.. :P anyway,they also got another person in replacement of me.. so at least i dun feel that bad.. haha..

anyway,i changed out from my "uniform" which is a white shirt and black pants.. to a black "i only fall in love with the best" tanktop from fox and the green khaki skirts i just bought at lena's place.. hehe... i like the combination so much.. but i guess i should get a white belt to make it look brighter.. hehe..

went to pizzahut.. and the both of us were late.. why? ask lena.. haha.. the rest of the girls said i slimmed down!!! did i??? i guess i did coz when measuring my weight at lena's place,my weight had dropped by around 1-2 kg.. oh my god.. haha.. how can??? by the way,we ordered the super haiwaiian with the cheesy layering and chicken supreme.. haha.. weird,we didnt take the pictures of the pizza,i guessed we are all hungry..

anyway,here are some of the photos we took..


kailin,rong,me and lena


kaijing,yeeling,kailin,huixin and maykuan

and there was a huge surprise for rong.. yixi came with a birthday cake.. and we sang a birthday song for her.. the entire pizza hut was lookin at us..


the birthday cake yi xi bought for rong rong


the sweet couple--yixi and rong


waiyue and unhappy jac..why is jac face so sour???? 难道,莫非...


oh wait.. i think we caught jac and someone else in action at the later part of the night.... who is that mysterious ger??


orh... he is more interested in another ger... no wonder his face was so sour when he took pic with waiyue.. but.. who is that ger?


oh my god...it is...... LENA?????!!!!!!!!


oh my gosh.. see she is so happy taking his pic when he was eating... so 恩爱.. hai~ waiyue dun be sad.. i am sure you can find a better person.. lolz..

*note:the above mentioned are ficticious,any resemblances or similiarities are purely coincidental.. the captions are humor purposes..it had no underlying meaning and it is purely for fun.. please do not sue me or hate me for that.. thank you..=)


me and waiyue.. guess whose mysterious hand is that???


me and lena.. can see the new hair color we have?


i like this pic.. we are very happy.. haha.. i stole jac's fries to eat.. heh heh


at the airport:me,huixin,yeeling,lena and waiyue

it took us a long time to finally come to the decision to going to the airport,mainly coz we didnt wanna go home so early but rong's mum was worried as it was just the beginning of the 7th month and hence she gotta go off early.. and wad we do at the airport? play hide and seek with jac and lena who just suddenly "disappeared" without calling us.. what kind of friend is this???? hai~ then we went to play pool after jac finished his dinner.. hmmmm,they even shared drinks.. dun tell me that there is nothing wrong/suspicious with it.. haha.. friends also can share drinks de mah.. rite?

excuses...

*credits to waiyue and lena's camera.. thanks to photographers,namely me and waiyue for talking those "suspicious" pictures.. and thanks to huixin and yeeling for trying to act as the models for us to take pictures without arousing their suspicion [actually,they already knew we are taking pictures of them,such a failure..:(]