last day of 2004..

i ended it by slacking in front of a computer..

well done..

my shortest entry..

byebye..

been out with lena for the past few days.. coz mainly she had no computer,no msn, and is bored so we went out.. anyway,i am also bored at home.. hehe.. should have been studying for my mock exams which are coming soon in two months time.. i am so dead.. haha.. anyway,this week is my holiday week.. so it shouldnt be too bad if i take a short break.. haha.. :X

27th decemeber
went shopping with my mum and lena.. my mum had another erm,daughter.. haha..then meet her brother while eating.. i guess her brother must be thinking what is she doing with me and my mum and my brother.. maybe he thinks we are lesbians.. even meet the parents liao.. perhaps can start meet the fockers soon.. ;P haha... hope she dun feel super weird.. anyway,it's my mum's birthday.. so went to the giordano there to buy my new year clothes.. got offer mah.. haha.. erm, got myself a hot pink v-neck shirt and a pair of milky jeans.. well, wanted to get another sort of hipster jeans but damn ex.. and lena said it was not worth it.. cost around 70 bucks.. she asked me might as well go queenstown or far east to get it.. haha.. yeah.. and i think i agree with her.. though now a bit regret not getting the jeans.. haha.. anyway,i am always like that.. aint i? fickle minded cant make up my mind.. regret immediately after making a decision.. forever making rash decision.. hai~ then we shopped around and went to coffeebean to eat cake.. got a craving for cake.. hehe..sudden craving of cakes.. hehe.. dun ask me why.. i am supposed to lose weight.. :X hehe.. then meet joseph to eat dinner.. abit erm.. weird la.. but anyway ate the low fat(supposedly) chicken wrap.. haha.. then went to watch kungfu hustle..


kung fu hustle..

nice show.. quite funny.. pretty lame.. but funny anyway...no more reviews.. getting abit too long winded and i doubt anyone read.. haha.. funny lame.. will be on air on channel 8,perhaps 2 years later?? yeah.. haha.. be sure to catch it then.. if you miss it now!!!!

yesterday,we actually decided to go suntec one.. but decided against it.. went to esplanade and raffles place in the end.. just wandered about as lena chatted on the phone with yeeling and weiting they all about the count down i think.. haha.. anyway,yeah,just wandered about.. headed to the coffee express wanting to have a piece of cake.. but in the end,we decided to go to mrs fields (not aunty fields,ms lena) to eat the muffin and tea.. having the life of those who are wealthy.. tai tai lifestyle.. doubt i will ever have that kind of life.. then after eating we headed to esplanade.. lena's favourite hang out.. just sat there let the wind blow our face watch the tide.. and chatted about some private stuff.. hehe.. so since it is private, shall not say it here.. :P

and today i made another rash decision after monday's event.. i could have stayed home and saved money.. but in the end.. i went out again.. yesh,once again with lena.. i am starting to wonder.. being out with her so many times, is it possible that i would fall for her as well? her cheerfulness? her easiness to suan her? we being so cliqued and i know exactly what she thinking and what i am thinking.. that mo qi.. haha.. i guess we are only good friends ba.. i like him and she likes him.. so we are straight!!!!!!wahaha.. but if i am a guy, i cant be sure.. haha.. just kidding.. anyway, go out with lena sure eat one.. i got the craving to eat cake.. dunnoe why.. recently sudden craving for pastry.. haha.. so we headed to coffeebean to eat the chocolate delight thing.. not very nice.. still prefer cafe cartel one.. then waited for her NTU bus card to be settled.. hai~ finally shopped awhile then chatted abit.. then headed home as she had to rush for a dinner..

merry christmas to all.. just got home.. haha... yeah.. and i think i broke the records for my past few years.. my last 19 years... i reached home at around 3.30pm.. that was the latest man.. and there's a kind hearted er ge who send me home leh.. imagine if noone send me home, what time will i be home? 6.30 the next morning?? haha.. perhaps.. i was cashless... so gotta take MRT.. which erm,opens at 6?

haha.. anyway,had fun la.. went to lena's house to do some make-up.. haha.. i think i look erm.. mature wearing that dress and with the make up which didnt look obvious at all, i guess... at orchard.. ate thai express.. my first time.. quite nice.. it would have been better if i can take spicy food.. think the spicy food not bad.. yumyum... haha.. had a few sips from those eating curry.. hehe.. nice nice... go try it.. i think if my blog can start collect advertisement fees from what i said, i will be rich by now... haha.. recommending so many things.. ranging from food.. to movies.. haha.. yeah,i didnt earn any money loh.. haha.. sad ar..

after eating we decided to exchange present.. and guess whose i got?? lena's one.. hai~~ i got a huge cup (yeah,cup!! with erm.. half naked man and women with bikinis.. nice huh? lena??) while kaijing got mine.. hope she likes it.. haha.. then went to the takashimaya toy shop there to shop.. haha.. we still kids.. wanna shop for toys.. hehe.. feels great to be surrounded by many many many toys.. cool isnt it? i wanna open a comics shop.. can read all the comics.. and also meet friends who read comics.. cool isnt it? would have been so cool and nice.. love it sia.. *start dreaming*

*snaps* back to reality.. stop dreaming.. while waiting for time to pass,we went to coffeebean to sit down.. haha.. saw christine and her boyfriend.. then ate cake.. chocolate cake.. yumyum..then we went to buy the foam thing.. and we ended up being attacked by people.. i wonder why.. hmm.. ended up a mess.. hai~~ but seems that they liked to bully kaijing and lena.. hmm.. haha.. weird.. anyway,went to esplanade to stone.. wonders why we went there.. haha.. but anyway,i think i kena touched by the stupid bangladesh people.. asshole.. may their hands be a home for the bees.. and may their face be stung by millions of bees.. haha.. i am being bad here.. perhaps should just wish that satan will chop off their hands.. :X opps.. haha.. then finally managed to take to esplanade.. hehe.. sit there and simply refused to move anymore.. almost dozed off.. zZZzzZZz.. then meet joseph and his friend there.. hmm.. qiao he? anyway,yeah,he send us all home after that.. so good hor? haha.. thank er ge..

anyway here are some of the pics we took....

us at bugis mrt station.. alot of eyes staring at us while we took this photo.. all thanks to diana la.. haha.. no la.. loads of thanks to mr horng jiunn who took this pic for us.. haha.. note how short my dress is.. so mighty uncomfortable in it.. haha..


we at esplanade...haha.. got the wet look.. haha.. just cleared ourselves of the foam...


zhijia,yeeling,huixin,me kaijing and lena.. haha.. kena attacked by others... the after-effects..


lena and me in front of the christmas tree...


funny faces.. 1 of my favourite!!!!! haha


a nicer group photo.. opps.. i blocked rong's head... ;P i am sorry rong... anyway,loads of thanks to mr camera man who had took such a nice photos of us.. haha..

meet janice at aljunied to go and buy her beads.. haha.. waited for her for almost half an hour!!! haha.. yeah,she was that late.. luckily,i had my mp3 to accompany me.. so at least not so bad.. haha.. then headed to the place to buy the beads.. haha.. and she finally found the beads that she wanted and hence we left the place,shopping around.. almost forgot that we still had lessons later!! haha.. and we were late so we decided to go to Q bread at chinatown (yeah,we went to chinatown) to get us some bread to eat...

a wrong choice!!

i embarassed ourselves (yes,only me embarass the 2 of us.. no grammar mistake here..) by......

being kay kiang and holding the bread the way a waitress will do and thus topple the bread the other way round.. haha... ok,a normal bread will be having all the ingredients upwards.. but mine turned downwards.. haha.. and all the ingredients fell out... cool huh?? yeah,it will not be cool if you are at the scene with chefs looking out at you like that.. neither will it be cool if the cashier tells you,"aiyoh,how come like that?" while thinking that you are so clumsy and so erm.. stupid.. cant even take a piece of bread properly.. haha... then anyway, it is only a thinking on my part... haha.. definitely not what the person had mentioned or said.. hehe.. but i guess i am pretty accurate about this sort of things this sort of thinkings... haha.. maybe i reallie think too much about stuff.. perhaps.. haha.. the chefs did a good job in saving the bread.. soon the bread look exactly like the one i took from the tray.. haha.. was reallie paiseh about it.. haha.. so sia suay..

reached school late for almost half an hour.. was like super attract attention when i went into the class late and with the pink halter that i wore to waiyue's birthday... super attract attention.. could feel that the whole class was like looking at me when i entered the class.. and i am pretty sure it is the kind of attention that noone would want.. haha.. anyway,i got it and i guess alot of people are bored by the presentation of which i could hear any sound from the speakers who are mumbling to themselves.. was glad that i dun have to present.. haha.. anyway, sharon gave me a present--- a cup with lots of sweets.. yumyum.. hehe.. so sweet of her.. but i didnt get her any thing.. kinda guilty.. :X

then after school, xiaojia and janice plus weiloon they all waited for me.. haha...so strange that weiloon waited with them.. coz he wasnt coming with us anyway.. haha.. but hmm.. perhaps.. haha.. ok.. haha.. i also not that sure so better dun anyhow say... :P bleah.. then went to orchard to celebrate christmas with janice and xiaojia.. actually decided to go to jack's place to eat one.. but then decided not to as it is very very expensive and all of us are broke.. haha.. anyway, we went to yoshinoya (dun be so bad to kailin la.. ) to eat.. meet yuming to see his church aka cheryl's church performance...title of the show: peace baby.. haha.. not a very bad show.. in fact it was GREAT!!!!! haha.. about jesus being born.. some parts are pretty lame.. but overall funny.. if you have missed it,it's such a pity... :X went home as it was pretty late and i had to get ready my cards for them.. haha.. i got nothing for them... i am so bad.. :X

back to today.. was pretty naughty today.. pon the remaining half of my statistics lecture to go shopping with xiaojia janice they all.. haha.. naughty me.. was in a holiday mood anyway.. haha.. gave alan they all the cards.. then alan gave us the present he had got for us.. haha.. a cute small bear.. but only xiaojia's box was heart shaped.. hmm... got the hint?? haha.. opps.. am i too obvious?? haha.. anyway,it is what he did i am just stating the fact.. kill me if you want to alan.. haha.. i dun mind.. :P yeah,gave weiloon and alan the condoms me and jan got for them.. no meanings behind it.. was meant to be erm a joke? i also not very sure.. haha.. anyway,yeah.. just shopped around tm.. xiaojia rushed home as her friends are coming to her house..

then janice came to my house.. haha.. coz we went to block 201 there to get dried flowers for her to do the wreath for christmas things.. and also she waiting for lionel.. dunnoe her also.. haha.. i mean their thing,better dun go and know too much.. sometimes it is not good to know too much.. then went online play neopets,showed her my blog etc etc and chatted with sinlay on msn.. haha.. quite fun.. then around 8, send her off to the bus stop as she headed to lionel's house for dinner.. hehe..

nice to be a host some of the time.. not often that people come to my house.. haha.. :X

class gathering yesterday.. actually plus today.. coz went to watch a 12 midnight show..cool.. it is my first time going to watch a midnight movie.. hehe.. watched erm.. national treasure.. a nice show.. very smart.. very clever of the actor.. li hai leh.. i would never thought of those smart things to do.. perhaps i am just plain stupid and thank you for not rubbing it in..

anyway,we went to marina south there to eat ba.. the seafood restaurant.. haha.. we reached there pretty early as joseph send us there.. haha.. yeah.. haha.. er ge came to fetch me first.. then i sat behind.. he chao bu shuang.. haha.. coz he felt like he is erm.. taxi driver? haha.. so went to sit in the front loh.. haha.. then we went to fetch caryn .. almost lost our way while getting in.. haha.. caryn was so pretty.. as usual.. i am not surprised at all.. haha.. then we went to fetch kaijing.. haha.. forever so sweet looking.. haha..

and we headed to the marina south there to book a table.. and saw yongkang they all there.. anyway,there was ricky, mengwei, joseph, hongkang, jason, tianfa (kena pangsei by weilong), caryn, kaijing and me.. ate quite alot and had fun erm.. chatting and crapping as well.. then suddenly the aluminium foil caught fire and jason went tried to put out the fire by pouring his drink (ice lemon tea) into the foil thinking that it will help stop the fire..

but...

the lemon tea didnt help to stop the fire..

instead..

it caused the fire to become even bigger..

a great show that the camera cant catch.. we panicked.. but ming wei (meng wei) was zhen ding.. he just blew at the fire and.. the fire stopped.. hero of the night!!!haha... and jason was kena teased for the rest of the night.. seems that the lemon tea contained something that helped the fire to be even bigger.. hmm.. i dunnoe wad loh.. but anyway, yeah.. the fire stopped and we asked the person there to change the foil for us.. and the person expertly changed it for us.. as if he doesnt feel the heat.. pei fu..pei fu.. zhen shi li hai~~

then went to watch national treasure.. been watching a lot of movies recently.. but i dun mind as this is one of the movie i wanted to watch when we watched the sneak preview of these shows when we went to watch the incredibles that time.. haha.. or issit shutter that time?? hmm, pretty confused.. wahaha..

national treasure.. a cool movie...

That the movie's hero, named Benjamin Franklin Gates and played by Nicolas Cage, is able to intuitively sense the occult meanings of ancient riddles and puzzles is less a tribute to his intelligence than to the screenplay supplying him with half a dozen bonus A-ha! Moments. An A-Ha! Moment, you will recall, is that moment at which a movie character suddenly understands something which, if he did not understand it, would bring the entire enterprise to a halt.

Benjamin Franklin Gates is named, of course, after the famous software millionaire. His family of historians has been scorned for generations because of its belief that a vast treasure was brought back from the Crusades by the Knights Templar and has been hidden by the Masons -- in this case, Masons who were the Founding Fathers of America. Benjamin's father, Patrick Henry Gates (played by Jon Voight and named after O. Henry), scoffs at the family legend, but his grandfather John Adams Gates (played by Christopher Plummer and named after the inventor of the toilet) gives Benjamin a clue handed down through the generations from Charles Carroll, the last surviving signer of the Declaration of Independence.

This clue, which involves the word "Charlotte," seems baffling until Benjamin has an A-Ha! and leads an expedition north of the Arctic Circle in search of a 19th century sailing ship which, he calculates, must have frozen in the ice and then been shifted miles inland by the gradual movement of the floes. To say the expedition finds the ship without much trouble is putting it mildly; Benjamin digs about a foot down into the permafrost, and then bends over and wipes clean a brass nameplate that helpfully says "Charlotte."

Clues on the ship lead him to believe the map to the treasure may be written in invisible ink on the back of the Declaration of Independence -- a safe place for it, because such a document would be guarded down through the ages. Of course there is the problem of convincing the National Archives to allow you to remove the Declaration from its vacuum-sealed vault and molest it with lemon juice and a hair dryer. Luckily the National Archivist, Dr. Abigail Chase (Diane Kruger), named after her scenes in the movie, is convinced by Benjamin, and together they team up to steal the Declaration before the villain (Sean Bean) can steal it first.

After many chases and close calls and quick thinking and fast footwork and hanging from swinging doors and leaping chasms, etc., the heroes find themselves in a collapsing mine shaft beneath a church tomb -- a shaft that must have been created secretly, although it seems roughly the size of Boston's Big Dig. Whether they're on a wild goose chase or find the fortune of the ages, I will leave for you to discover. I understand why it is necessary, in The Da Vinci Code, to conceal information associated with the Holy Grail, but I am less convinced, in "National Treasure," that the treasure had to be hidden because it was so vast that if all that wealth came suddenly into the world it would, I dunno, capsize the economy or cause the brains of accountants to explode.

haha.. a great show that is not to be missed!!!!!go watch it!!!!!

was late for econs today.. haha.. waited too long for janice already.. :X anyway,xiaojia, if you were reading this,i am sorry that i asked you to go first.. coz it is reallie hard to squeeze in the train at aljunied.. and furthermore,it is easier for you to meet us at dover,isn't it? i am sorry i made you confused with my smses.. haha.. hope you dun mind..=)

erm,then headed to school taking bus number 74 and i was late!!! but then beth saved a seat for me so i sat down.. beside weiloon also.. luckily i didnt miss much coz the lecturer just started also.. haha.. then listened to the lecture loh.. that weiloon super funny one.. first,he was sneezing.. ok,not sneezing but like got difficulty breathing like that.. so i offered him tissue.. then he acted like a kid like that.. searched his bag then said i also have.. (-.0'") ok, i was shaking my highlighter coz no ink already.. then he said something like,"walau dun act got highlighter la..(he is the act sey king--everything also he said must add an 'act' one.. haha..) i got more highlighters than u lo (haolian la..) [then he took out all his highlighters and started to arrange them in order] you see i got so many colors.."

i was like diao.. "so what if you have so many colors?"

"use mine la.." and hence i just took one and wanted to use already.. then he gave me the stupid stare saying why you touching my highlighter? haha.. so i returned him without using loh.. then he said,"aiyah use la use la.." haha.. walau as if i forced him to lend me like that.. but anyway,since he offered and he has colors that i dun have,why not use his?? haha.. i used his then he was like shocked coz i use ruler to highlight mah.. then he look at the highlighter that i just used.. "eh how come the highlighter not dirty one.. and so once again.. i offered his tissue to clean his ruler which causes the highlighter to be dirty.. then he said,"how come you keep offering me tissue.. i also have.." and once again he took out all the tissue papers he have.. hao lian la.. got tissue.. i was like erm.. (-_-)''' then he said," i sick mah.. so need a lot of tissue.. i have a lot la.. no need to worry for me.."lalala.. then he weirdo leh.. he started to see all the highlighters he got then said he got one extra orange highlighter.. then he pushed it to me,"nah,i got extra i give you.." then i also have that highlighter color liao,so i returned to him.. then he pushed to me again.. super diao loh.. haha.. push here push there.. haha.. sian.. like kid like that.. and imagine,i did the same as him.. haha.. didn't i also act like a kid? well i guess i am.. :P haha.. i mean i still shrugged my shoulders like a kid,that's what my supervisor said of me.. i am child like.. haha.. i cant help it.. *shrugs again* haha.. hai~!

eh,then break time woohoo~~ xiaojia and janice came over to look for me.. haha.. always must trouble them to come look for me.. hehe.. so paiseh.. haha.. hehe.. then ate the chocolate cream cake.. yumyum.. very nice,luckily got chernyee and dawn they all to help me take.. haha.. such nice friends i have.. *felt so blessed* haha.. then chatted about alot of things loh.. haha.. as usual some super lame stuff.. haha.. then break over so gotta head back to class.. sian.. hai~~

haha.. i dropped the can tabs on the floor then i picked it up then that stupid weiloon was like "ee..shen me lai de(what is that)?" i was like diao.. didnt you have eyes to see?? it is a can tab.. haha.. then told him that i collect that.. haha.. surprised that he actually knew that the collection was to help sponsor the wheelchairs for the disabled.. i was helping one of my aunt to collect but apparently i forgot to pass to her.. wahaha.. i think she had already stopped the collection liao.. hehe.. so i boliao loh.. can throw all away liao.. haha.. then he keep giving the stupid "ee" look.. so childish.. haha.. :X then when i copied the notes,super slowly.. then he said,"walau,ni you bing ar?chao zhen me man(copy so slow)" walau..lihai la... copy slow cannot meh? you zui ar(break the laws)? hai~

then this crazy guy for the rest of the time kept saying i got bing.. haha.. coz as i copied,i said something to myself to make myself understand what the lecturer was explaining and how to do the steps as well as to remember the steps.. easier to remember when you read out to yourself.. then once again,i kena scolded "you bing(meaning i am sick la..in the mind) ar" by that weiloon.. thanks ar weiloon,mei you bing duo ge ni shuo dao you bing qu le.. haha.. then i said something like, "ok,sorrie la..i disturb u" then he said,"walau,dun act alan la.." (you see,he everything also act.. act seh king.. haha..) well, i didnt loh and so i said," i didn't act alan lo.."

guess what he reply?

"orh,i know you are alan.." ok, give me that diao face.. thank you.. \(-.-''')/ i surrender..with both my hands up.. haha.. i lose already,ok?

lessons ended.. xiaojia and janice came in.. haha.. i didnt realised that actually.. :X then xiaojia asked him to show us what he wore last night at the china black (aka SIM pegeant) haha.. guess what he wear? huixin and yeeling,dun come bluff me la.. say what he wear white shirt,black pants.. haha.. even call me to say that huh? huixin,ni hao.. haha.. anyway,he wore a check shirt ba.. not sure if he wore jeans or pants.. haha..

and guess what he told xiaojia and janice when they came in? "wah,zhe ge ren [pointing at me] you bing de leh.." walau.. then he started telling them what i did,how i talked to myself.. haha.. thanks alot ar,weiloon.. thanks for announcing to everyone i got bing and likes to talk and mumble to myself.. well done,man..

hmm,then we went to eat lunch.. ate the wanton mee i think.. haha..i also forgot wad i eat already.. haha.. i got dory's memory.. people who knows me well should know that.. =P haha.. then weiloon after putting his bag in the class, came to join us.. he ate some mee as well.. haha.. some weird weird got black color thing mee.. some specialty.. then he told us that alan who had no lesson on that day will be coming to join us afterwards.. then go his house to wait to go to the chalet.. haha.. coz someone sendin weiloon and alan together to the chalet and the mee for chalet is at weiloon's house there.. then i was like thinking how come alan so bo liao.. haha.. but then later i realised something--he is bored at home.. and he wanted to see that somebody.. (this is said by weilun) wahaha.. :X

anyway,we managed to study abit without alan around.. haha.. and then he came and look for us.. accompanied him to eat.. haha.. then he treated us drinks as xiaojia wasnt late on that day..surprisingly.. haha.. then weilun came to look us during his break.. haha.. then we went to play pool after eating.. well,wasnt in the mood to play.. but not in the mood to study also.. just listened to my MP3 and stoned.. haha.. stony mood.. :(

haha.. then after that we left for basketball.. yeah.. went to the toilet.. then we pulled alan in and he reallie did went into the girls toilet.. pervertic rite?? haha.. :X anyway,janice was so super duper excited.. coz she will be racing against hady,our indonesia friends in basketball to running.. 9 rounds.. i think she is mad.. but it was raining.. all thanks to alan's bad mouth say what it will rain etc.. haha..

anyway,we waited for quite some time.. then the rain gradually stopped.. run for some distances to accompany janice..but she ran too fast liao.. so went jog abit then walk.. haha.. super slack.. :X saw rainbow while running... cool hor?? haha.. then headed to play basketball when the rain gradually stopped.. haha.. was smashed on the face and kena hit by the ball twice loh.. sian... haha.. then sinlay's spec kena smashed.. and janice got hurt below the ankle there.. poor ger.. then we stopped the pain for her.. luckily hady got the painkiller cream i think.. so haha.. i think it helped to reduce her pain.. and we ended it.. coz it was pretty late liao.. haha.. and headed home individually loh..

went to the mac at 201 there.. ate the chicken wrap meal.. not bad.. quite nice.. yum yum.. haha.. quite big.. but i managed to finish it all by myself.. surprisingly.. hehe ok la,not surprisingly la,ok? fine? haha.. then talk about some private stuff loh.. about alan weiloon.. they super childish sia.. haha.. i shall not say more.. dun interrogate me.. i shall not say anything.. :X *mouth sealed* erm,actually to say the truth i forgot wad we talked about liao..wahaha.. then headed back home to end this long day....zzZZzzZ

did this tests..got from diana..true??

B:Your Beauty lies in Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl next door. People tend to overlook you as you are the "normal girl", but you're actually very beautiful. And you have plenty about you to set you apart, but more that lets you blend. People love the stability you have because as others may come and go, you will always be there and you may always be the same. You like simple things and that's what people like about you. You most likely enjoy things most consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort of thing and are very friendly and probably have many friends. You are sweet and kind and that shows on you,but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a rather well-rounded individual. Even though some people pass you off as just another girl, shrug it off because they don't know what they're missing.

Some ThingsThat Represent You:
Element:Earth, Light
Animal: Cat
Color: Pinks, Blues, Browns
Song:Girl Next Door by Pilot
Expression: Simple Smile
Gemstone:Alexandrite
Mythological Creature: Fox Demon, Hobbit
Planet: Jupiter
Hair Color: Light Brown
Eye Color:Brown
Quote:"To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world."

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happy birthday siuling!!!! haha.. sorrie never celebrate with you.. i think she change her hp leh..she never replie me when i message her.. lalala.. but never mind..

went to cartel after our tuition.. hehe.. showed rong our pictures of the past few years.. and when i was young.. sorry i no scanner,so too bad for the rest of you.. haha.. eh,then guess we all changed alot.. i have become thinner?? haha.. okok,i kidding.. lalalala.. ben xiao jie jin tian xin qing hao,bu geng ni men ji jiao.. haha.. ok,anyway,i guess all of us had changed.. some prettier, some thinner others remained as pretty.. haha..but one thing for certain,our thinking matured.. no longer believing in fairy tales like stories.. no longer believe that all man are born good.. haha.. sounds abit pessimistic? abit la.. i am like that one.. perhaps sometimes over realistic already.. make myself sad only.. but also no point la.. dunnoe why i still do that at times.. haha..

anyway,meet the rest of the people at mac.. haha.. as usual,not surprisingly,rong was the first to reach,followed by me,lena,jac then waiyue.. haha.. 3 blacks and 2 pinks.. i meant the colors of our shirts.. just realised that i dun have much decent clothes to wear.. haha.. no money also cant get those decent clothes.. haha.. my definition of decent clothes are those clothes that can be worn out to meet people one.. haha.. and i guess i have very few clothes as in this picture you can see i wear this shirt.. another picture taken years later,i am still wearing the same clothes.. haha..

erm,then we went to cartel.. had loads of fun.. would have so much more fun if lena werent worried about her electives.. haha.. then we kept disturbin jac and lena..but somehow,it would turn to me.. how come?? ordered the set B of the lunch set.. perhaps we reached there late hence the set A which was somthing like chicken chop was already sold out.. =( so we ordered the set B which is some kind of pasta.. pretty erm,spicy to me.. haha.. and that stupid jac kept stepping on my toes and say wad i look at the cute guys like shy shy one... hmph.. :S haha.. then we dropped a coin and hence we got him to pick it up for us.. but since opposite him,are two woman wearing skirts so he cant reallie bend down and pick it up.. haha.. so he gotta feel his way around..with the help of me and waiyue asking him to shift around.. to get the coin.. haha.. so comical.. haha.. but in the end didnt managed to get the coin coz it was stuck and was under the comfortable red sofa already.. haha...

here come the paiseh part for lena.. must blame jac ok? and sorrie i wrote it here lena.. haha.. :X anyway,lena and jac were guessing the age of the guy who all of us find cute.. haha..then lena believed that the guy was younger than us.. haha.. and so...in order to find out... jac did something..

guess what?

jac went to ask the waiter and said,"my friend here (pointing at lena) would like to know how old are you?"

guess the reaction of the waiter?

waiter,looking shocked and stunned,replied,"17," and was like quite surprised that we asked.. haha..then lena was like damn paiseh.. haha.. coz the waiter was like looking (more like staring at her) wondering why this woman wants to know his age.. haha... so lena just feel very embarassed.. haha.. eh, then we ordered some chocolate cake.. yumyum.. very nice.. i simply love chocolate.. (it is happy food according to janice and sad food according to alan.. so see who you believe ba.. haha..) we spent around erm,2-3 hours there? then we decided that it was pretty sian there and hence we left the place..

to...

another place..

where we can sit down...

and chat..

so we ended up at gelare.. ended up eating again.. waffle plus ice-cream.. yumyum.. super nice.. hehe.. got chocolate.. again!!!! yumyum.. not the icecream la.. but the toppings.. hehe.. anyway,as it is half-price for the waffles... hehe.. and we paid around $8+ to eat a waffle.. yumyum.. then finally,we went to toys'rus to shop.. to look for kites,so that next time we go east coast or anywhere else,we can go fly kite.. yeah~~ haha.. as lena had to rushed home,the rest of us also decided to went home..

then headed to take 81 chatting with jac and waiyue.. haha.. jac gave me some sound advices to look erm.. better? haha.. okok,i will take into consideration.. hehe.. dye hair.. change parting.. change clothes (??) make hair less dry.. lalala.. then the funny thing is that since he say must change the clothes,then must see all my clothes rite? so i offered to ask him to go my house loh.. then u noe wad he said?????" i need to go 7-eleven." i was like no link.. haha.. then i even said my house there got.. haha.. and u know wad they are thinking??? condoms.. i was like erm.. (-.-)''' haha.. look like mashimaro.. anyway, reallie loh.. hai~~ i reallie dun get it when he said 7-eleven leh.. i guess i am that stupid.. haha.. sad ar..

*hehe..sorry for the very very very late update..hehe..*

first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIXIN!!!!(by the time,u read this should be belated birthday le.. i update so slow.. :( ) haha.. anyway,hope you had enjoyed your birthday and sorrie i forgot to msg you.. and wishing you all the best.. :D update your blog more often.. haha..

okok,let me tell you a little bit about yesterday first before i talk about the class outing which is a total failure whereby only 12 turn up.. expected ba.. at least better than what i have expected.. and i am pretty touched by what wen chao had done.. he came all the way from somewhere far stayed for a few minutes (ok,around 30 minutes) to chat and have a small gathering before heading back to his home (bishan) which is a far away place as well.. can imagine how tiring it is for him.. sorrie that the gathering is at tamp..which is so inconvenient for him.. so paiseh.. hai~

wanted to study in the end but didn't ended up looking at my photos to show janice, xiaojia and alan.. actually it wasnt meant to give to alan to see one loh.. hai~ but anyway,never mind la.. haha.. had fun loh.. then go and play pool.. guess we are super duper noisy and so,we ended up playing pool when there is no other people playing.. haha.. the other pool table so lousy one the balls are all stuck in the middle and we had to even carry up the table in order to get all the ball out.. and the white ball which is supposed to row out by itself also get stuck inside.. haha.. jamed already.. hai~ was pretty erm,fickle-minded about going to play basketball as it was drizzling.. then we waited for weiloon's friend to send us to basketball court as it was his first time going.. we only shun bian long pang.. since weiloon asked.. hehe.. then stayed around to do some economics.. haha.. very funny loh,i was doing the repetition of all the questions,then he asked me what i doin.. so kay-po.. =X and our second time on mr john's car.. didnt miss the basketball court but this time round,we missed the empty parking lots and we just go round in circles.. haha..

as usual basketball on friday.. hmm,not a reallie good start.. i saw ming yan,but i didnt go and say hi to her.. anyway,they are already playing game so didnt joined in.. went to run.. xiaojia and janice siao already run 7 rounds.. haha.. i only run about 3-4 rounds,the rest of the time i am walking.. hehe.. super slacker.. wahaha.. hehe.. someone gotta say i nua already.. hai~

then joined in the game while they are resting..tried shooting the way emily they all taught me.. but i am not sure if i did the correct way.. and in some way i like very foolish lei.. haha.. not natural enough.. perhaps it means that i gotta practise more.. hmm..yeah.. then guess what? the ball kena stuck at the edge of the board again.. all thanks to me.. wahaha.. luckily,daniel helped to hit it down with another ball.. haha.. this is not the first time i met this problem,the other time was horrible and i have no wish to mention it again.. anyway,we played team after that--full court.. was damn tiring.. saw someone (i dunnoe his name but he is from DE) who look like malcolm,or perhaps only i think so.. anyway, i am out of point.. haha.. but reallie i think he look so alike,i dun dare to talk much to him.. haha.. anyway,he is a good player i guess.. hehe.. hope he is joining the team.. :) the more the merrier rite? hehe..i think i pretty pia in today's basketball already leh.. haha.. i also dunnoe why loh.. but still not in the mood to get the ball into the net.. coz i suck at it.. haha.. anyway,fell down..and i think i got leg cramp as i kay kiang go and climb up the wall to sit.. haha.. then stuck up there..leg very pain.. haha.. almost stuck up there.. haha.. luckily feel better le,able to jump down.. hehe.. and can see one of the vein popping out.. scary.. must be because i never do warm-up ba.. haha.. :P

then went to paya lebar mac there to eat.. chatted with xiaojia.. haha.. about alot of things.. shall not say it here.. but mainly about me loh.. my moodswing.. still trying to control it.. wish me luck.. people changed for the better rite?so i also want to change for better de lor.. haha.. wait for me.. i will change.. will,for sure..

class gathering today.. went to meet eileen slightly earlier after her work..went shopping for stuff for her xmas present.. haha.. as well her skirts.. haha.. she wants those kind of mini skirts that is cream color.. haha.. only a tall and thin model-like person will go look for such skirts.. haha.. :P anyway,met the rest of the guys at around 6+.. hehe.. guess who went? weiyong, cheongchuan, alvin, jianyang, norman, daohao, chinteck and deborah... wenchao and simin joined us soon after that.. hehe..

then went to watch...


BLADE:TRINITY

...proudly suggested by jianyang.. nice show.. like it coz it is about vampires.. and i love stories of that kind.. lalalala.. haha.. scared myself abit this time round,though not as much as shutter but there are some scenes which are horrifying and i now understand why is it NC 16.. haha.. i love the humor.. it is so funny.. but alot of f*cking words coming out from the mouth of the actors.. hai~ haha.. but nice show overall--just love it.. and it is not as bad as what the critics had said la.. just that some parts the effects are blur and confusing.. but i am such a blur person.. haha.. perhaps that's why it is blur to me.. haha.. overall nice show.. hehe..nicenicenice..go watch it.. lalala

let me update you guys what happened back to yesterday first okok?? haha.. hehe.. wednesday, went to school for international relations.. haha.. anyway, the lesson was pretty fun.. haha.. shou zi was back with chewing gums from thailand.. wahaha.. and of course we finished 2-3 packets of it.. wahaha.. hehe.. thanks shou zi.. haha.. then sharon asked me what i think of him.. eh.. weird huh? haha.. hmm, i can only think of him as funny lame joker.. though sometimes i dun understand his jokes.. haha.. anyway, stayed for consultation and took 151 and changed bus at the hougang there to take 81.. pretty fast.. hehe... :P i think the teacher is stressing us.. got a test again next week and now his pace is much much faster.. and i am lagging behind by too many chapters.. gotta start preparing and write notes.. my poor hand gotta suffer again... hai~

hmmm, today.. super long day.. sharon's bf sent us to school again.. thanks,sharon and bf.. haha.. reached there pretty early as we erm, go and have breakfast..haha.. i didnt take in anything la.. haha.. pretty full with one bread and a cup of milo.. haha.. and then it was freezing cold at the place i sat.. brr.. then after break,we decided to shift down as we couldnt see what the lecturer was writing.. the handwriting was so small and she use red on transparency somemore.. very very hard to read.. haha.. anyway,janice showed us the jacket that lionel gave her.. very big but nice as well.. haha.. hehe.. i also wanna get a new jacket!!!! xiaojia also had a new one.. from fox's.. pretty nice as well.. like the one we want to get for huixin that type... hehe.. i like that too.. *hint hint* wahaha.. passed my POB file to shou zi.. super duper heavy sia.. then actuallie wanted to sit with ethan and him one.. but then not enough seats so sat in front with beth.. haha.. the class was super noisy.. hai~ haha then i was pretty much paying attention..hehe.. then went to break found jan,xiaojia sinlay they all.. haha.. then jan was complaining that weiloon was super noisy.. talking in front behind,left,right.. haha.. sounds pretty bad huh? then somemore,the lecturer for her class was damn lousy according to janice.. she jumped here and there to write and talk as if everything was so easy when it wasnt... haha

then after lesson,i went to xiaojia's class there.. saw weiloon sitting outside the class,saying that he is waiting for his friends so i joined him then talk to him loh.. hmm,then emily passed by and we chatted as well.. then emily telled him that he is a flirt.. haha.. and i agreed... by guts feelings.. hehe.. hmm,then i told him not to think of what people think of him,but what he think of himself.. (i am also facing this problem,but anyway,i cant console myself..hehe.. bei fa xian le..i am only consoling him..) haha.. he say he not flirt because he only have 1 girlfriend.. eh.. like no link hor? haha.. anyway, i dun think the number of girlfriends determine how flirt you are ba.. does it? if so,then i super not flirt loh.. wahaha..

then,we went to the library to photocopy stuffs.. haha.. POB notes.. hmm, was a bit lost at times so hope that some of the notes could be brought into good use.. :) hehe.. then weiloon waited for us as well,saying that his friend,john (or jonathan) is going to bring him to somewhere to eat ang gu kuay..then will dong pang us to dover MRT control station..

then in the end..

we drove over dover MRT and ended up at commonwealth.. coz they missed the dover mrt station that stop.. haha.. anyway,thanks alot for the ride.. haha.. and as we are parking at the bus lane and there is a bus coming..so in a hurry to get down the car,i left my jacket on the car.. haha.. if you guys had realised,this is not the first time i left my jacket around.. haha.. in fact this is the third time.. haha.. first time i left it at the library with my file,luckily still can find after going back to search.. second time i left it at the basketball court..luckily jan helped me take as she went home late..(we went back early to catch ren wo ao you..haha..) and now this..

call weiloon.. to check if my jacket is around.. haha.. then he teased me.. say what ding qing zi wu.. eh,what like his friend.. i was like -_-|||(diao).. haha.. nothing to say loh.. haha.. hai~ anyway,he said he will help me to keep so.. haha.. thanks to him.. haha.. yeah.. i am hoping to get a new jacket.. haha.. but never mind i still like this jacket anyway.. :)

in the end the final result is:
joanna:not confirm
kailian:ok
winnie:with xiaojia,perhaps joinin us later
eileen:ok
deborah:ok
simin:ok
jacqueline: cannot go,coz watchin jolin concert with nono
peisi:cannot go
sally:with xiaojia
xiaojia:shopping,might be joinin us later
wenning: cannot coz working
isabel:not going

ok...and for the guys..

cheongchuan:ok
weiyong:ok
alvin:not confirm
daohao:not confirm
wenchao:ok
aaron:cannot go
jianyang:not confirm
norman:not confirm
weitowe:not confirm
ziqiang:cannot go
lionel:most prob not going

how about the rest?

they didnt replied.

end of report.

went to huixin's birthday celebration today..before meeting the rest of the guys,we (lena,kaijing and me) went to watch shutters.. super duper scary even though i already know the storyline before watching the movie.. haha.. the horrifying face of the female ghost haunts me.. and guess how i watched the movie? half my eyes were covered.. i can only see the top half and not the bottom half (dun think dirty ar.. this is nto RA show..) so i couldnt see the subtitles.. but eh, when there are subtitles, i dun feel scared and hence i dun reallie cover myself with the jacket.. haha.. only when there are no subtitles,but with the eerie music,then it is scary..especially when there are flashes,that part is pretty scary...

actually wanted to write the story here.. but i was too frightened to rewrite the whole entire horror story,especially now i am alone at home and i had just visited the website of some ghostly scenes when i wanted to find out more about the movie.. just scared myself again.. help.... hai~ i am such a timid person.. haha.. anyway,the show was horrifying and i guess it had a side-effect on me.. no more going to watch scary movie to scare myself.. no no..

but actually,in most scary movies,in some way or another there is vengeance.. and why? because in some way or another their wishes are not fulfilled or they are betrayed by some one.. *hands trembling while typing this.. noone is at home and noone is online chatting with me.. shivers* anyway,so in this case,the main actor betrayed the girl.. she likes him very much and yet,he took pictures of her being raped by his other brothers.. but that was after they broke out coz the guy doesn't like her.. eh,but even if that is so,he shouldn't have done that.. hai~ being young and stupid is not an excuse to do so much harm to another person.. he ruined her life.. how could they??? hai~

to all rapists out there,what does it benefit you when u rape a girl and brings her to hell just for the fulfillment of your few minutes of lust?? i dun understand.. fun to have people running away and struggling to have sex meh?? then why not go to those who are willing and asked them to act unwilling and force yourself on them?? but you have to pay la.. rape no need to pay meh? you still have to pay a price.. perhaps even death.. but what good have you done to the poor innocent girl??so why bother thosse who are innocent and unwilling parties? i dun get it,i reallie dun.. it's against the law so why are you guys doing it??? pervertic or wad???

anyway,back to the story.. the ghost had forced all of them to commit suicide by jumping down,the way she died.. including the lead actor but... the lead actor couldnt die and the ghost sat on his shoulders even after her body is cremated.. hai~ then it was super scary when the ghost turned to face him when she was actually jane (the ger who is the main lead actor's girlfriend..) hai~~ very scary..

aint gonna scare myself more by writing... neither am i going to watch a second horror movie.. may this be the first and last.. wahaha..

then headed to bedok to meet the rest of the people (guirong, waiyue,kailin and huixin) while lena went home to change coz she thought going to east coast( our initial plan to go there and cycle..) and hence wear very very casual.. haha... and then we took bus 14 to suntec.. hehe.. then i think we were super noisy on the bus.. haha.. saying which guys are nice then wanna intro to who.. interrogating people etc.. wahaha.. luckily i wasn't very much being interrogated.. coz i was the one who intiated it..wahaha.. reached suntec.. was walking around aimlessly but then gradually we started to visit shops and get things for huixin.. saw one pretty nice jacket at fox.. think it is quite nice.. yesh,the one that guirong wanted to get for huixin initially.. quite nice.. like it now.. perhaps i should go get it..wahaha.. then also went to carrefour to walk about.. haha..

after that we headed to sakae sushi to eat.. wahaha... yummy.. then we continued our crap again.. wahaha.. and this time,it came to me.. :( haha.. wad say me and jac very pei coz we are both as cold.. wahaha.. eh,ok loh.. i nothing to say.. i am not his type.. and i dun think he is my type.. wahaha.. then while drinking the green tea,i saw a hair in it.. it scares me coz i was reminded of shutters (again!!!) coz there is a scene whereby there is hair in the sink and then slowly... a head came out and there,the ghost appears.. scary rite?? haha.. but i guess it is my hair that falls in,so i am actually scaring myself.. wahaha.. anyway, had a great time,fun time gathering with friends.. woohoo~~ hehe..

then we went to find huixin's present again.. while heading towards esplanade there to go to bakerz in for dessert.. wahaha.. we reallie eat all the way.. wahaha.. just like on waiyue's birthday.. eat walk eat walk.. haha.. anyway,got huixin a cardigan while all of them except me got a U2 t-shirt which was well sleeveless and i dun think i like it very much.. very seldom wear sleeveless.. anyway, was pretty annoyed somehow.. shall not say out.. hai~ guess i can only keep to myself.. nono,dun ask me coz i am not going to say.. the desserts was nice.. i was busy sms-ing to enjoy the food there.. haha.. and i tot we ordered 3 types of cakes,we only ordered 2.. but i think quite nice and the service like not bad.. hehe.. and the waiter is pretty cute.. wahaha.. then went home.. quite a surprising day as we didn't take much pictures.. haha.. a rare event especially when we had around 2-3 cameras.. haha.. hmm,weird huh? guess the shutter effect is still there.. wahaha..

pretty frustrated by the class outing thing.. i guess next time there will be no class outing.. since the response not good, the organisers are tired of organising.. so be it,our last gathering.. no more class gathering.. no more.. i am sick and tired of asking people and getting responses like not confirm,see first, who is going etc.. i noe i am being unreasonable,insensitive,erm whatever you guys say.. but reallie i am pretty irritated and farked up when i get such responses.. who is going? i reallie not sure and as i said,most people are not confirmed so how am i to say who is going?? and if i do say that that person is going,what if she/he last minute back up? then how do i explain??

i am tired..

very tired..

dun ask me why,you guys should know the reason...

met xiaojia at the MRT station.. one rare event that she is early,or should i say that i was late? i guess i was pretty late.. hehe.. other times i would have reached the MRT station at around 7.50am.. haha.. anyway,today i reached around 8am.. haha.. and so janice was much faster and earlier than we are and reached school much earlier than us.. haha..

anyway,went to the econs class late.. luckily chern yee and dawn helped me to save a seat.. haha.. and chernyee bought the SGH E600C handphone.. very nice leh.. yesh,the sliding one.. super nice loh.. wahaha.. like it very much.. and the taking of picture is super clear,just that when u take picture,there is this sound,yeah to prevent people from secretly taking other pictures at the wrong time and the wrong place? haha.. but anyway,i was thinking what is the use of knowing it when there is no way of getting it back? haha.. okok,stupid logic,i noe.. :P

anyway, econs was tough.. very hard to understand.. arGh.. haha.. actually mainly i was distracted.. playing with chernyee's handphone..haha.. then anyway,i managed to get what he is saying.. catching bits and pieces of what he said,especially the key points.. hehe.. lihai ba??

then meet the others,janice,xiaojia and sinlay.. and also to meet alan.. haha.. coz jan wanted to go and play pool.. and alan got hao jie shao.. reminds me of sharon au.. hao yi hao jie shao.. haha.. okok,anyway, we was talking about booking of court but it seems like the timeslots are not good.. so we decided not to book the court,instead we planned to go ngee ann poly to play.. haha.. anyway,we have only like erm, 8 people? haha..then weiloon joined us as well and we went to megabites to eat as it seems much much emptier there.. ate chicken rice.. was busy watching tv--gan gan zuo ge kai xin ren IV haha.. quite stupid la,i was like stupidly staring at the screen and cant get wad they are showing.. haha.. only understand one part where by jeff acted as jay to woo some girl.. haha.. quite ke ai.. haha.. anyway ate chicken rice.. found that it was pretty ok,but dunnoe why, weiloon didnt find it nice.. guess i am not that fussy about food.. haha..

then decided to go check see if there is any one using the basketball court.. erm,quite stupid la,coz we are not playing then u see.. haha.. but anyway,it is scorching hot and we couldnt decide where to go and what to do.. we have several options.. play mahjong at alan's house, play pool, go study, go sing KTV (this is out coz no matter what janice wont go sing one..) anyway,we ended up goin to alan's house to play mahjong (wad u thinking??) haha.. quite fun la going to his house.. still must go pass one "garden" one,and xiaojia blur blur thought reallie got garden.. haha..

then before we enter his house,he must check inside his house see whether there is anybody home.. frankly speakin,i think there is someone at home??i think so leh.. haha.. coz when we went in,one of the door of the room was close.. but when we left the door of the room was open.. unless.. haha.. then we go into his room to play mahjong..haha.. can imagine how big the room is right? haha.. anyway,had fun playing mahjong..at first i was only watching.. haha.. then also watched shreak 2,proudly suggested by janice.. haha.. she ar,very funny one leh.. haha..always take the wrong tiles.. haha... then xiaojia let me play coz she lazy to play..haha.. i mistook the bird as one of the flower.. haha.. then i realised how cum no number on top of it one? haha.. blur me.. haha.. :P anyway,it is fun playing coz i think alan fang shui,so we all got the chance to win.. wahaha.. but i still dunnoe how to see all those weird weird things.. wahaha.. as in how many tais and what 13 yao,wadever things la.. haha..

then.. came the funny part.. haha.. i think weiloon call him,then xiaojia answered the phone.. haha.. she said that he is in the toilet.. haha.. think:in toilet, ger answer phone call.. hmm... what u think of?? haha.. if that is what u think of,then it should be what the caller is thinking of as well.. haha.. anyway,alan got the phone... haha.. when he was talking,i accidentally hit my hand on the mahjong table then i said hao tong (very pain) ar...hahaha...then the person who call him tot tt he is doing that thing..... wahaha... anyway,just to clarify,in case you all think Y-Y.. haha.. we just went to his house to play mahjong.. haha.. and had loads of fun playing.. coz got janice and xiaojia who are there to lame with me.... haha.. so super comical one,the both of them.. haha.. oh yah,another RA thing to say.. haha.. alan mistook xiaojia's pink socks for her underwears.. haha... very gao xiao loh.. wahaha.. loads of laughters.. haha..

then when we leaving, janice mistook the washing machine as the rubbish bin.. haha.. actually reallie look like at one glance especially if you didnt go and notice,then you will think that it is a rubbish bin.. haha.. reallie leh.. hehe.. alan is goin to scold me already.. haha.. then we left his house to go play basketball.. at ngee ann poly there the half court.. weird.. why didnt we go to the full court?? but anyway,we already played there.. haha..

dunno why suddenly,i just got into very sian mood.. haha.. dun ask me why.. never ask me why to this question.. coz i never understand why.. i think the darkness overtook me.. i am controlled by a devil i guess that makes me so stony and miserable.. hai~ sad aR.. dun wanna talk about this sad thing already.. wahaha.. okok so we played some games and practised shooting.. i guess i was rather stoned that when janice came to me,i didn't even heard what she said.. deep in thoughts i guess, or perhaps like wad weiloon said, i am possessed.. haha.. reallie i didnt get wad she said leh.. haha... sian.. i must have been possessed.. anyway, was pretty stony.. and my mood was just like the weather,i guess, intially bright sunny day then suddenly dark clouds.. haha.. i am such a weirdo,in other words freak rite alan? haha.. just knew you will think of that..

then went to mac to eat..proudly suggested by janice.. haha.. then we ate the fish burger again.. and sad to say.. no jack jack.. =( i wanna buy the jack jack pillow.. but never mind la.. dun have also no big deal.. perhaps that was when i became myself again.. haha.. more noisy and bubbly at the mac.. haha.. i am sure all can see the difference in me.. i mean leny,janice,alan and weiloon.. i am a totally different person as i was in the basketball court... haha.. had loads of fun at mac anyway.. haha.. most of the time teasing janice as well as alan.. haha.. overall had fun laughing and saying each others low iq etc.. haha.. then said that janice is a weirdo etc.. haha.. and erm,how am i to defend her?? haha.. and the sad thing was that we were all talking in chinese and poor leny had difficulties understanding.. hai~~ but mother tongue.. i also will speak in chinese one.. so sorry leny.. erm.. yah,then discussed about econs with weilun.. so tough.. haha.. lend him my notes loh.. haha.. then he asked me a few erm,questions.. but some i not too sure either.. haha.. sorry i didnt help much.. :P haha..

i remembered something emily told me: "never bring your troubles into the court" perhaps i should do that.. but i guess i couldnt.. if i could,i wont be the way i am today when playing.. i know i sux.. but i just couldnt help it.. if i could,i wont be sulking.. i wont be moody.. i would be able to control my feelings and not let it take over me.. my moodswing is back.. i would try to change it.. if i could in the past,i would be able to do it now... but i need time.. could you guys spare me some time? i think i reallie need to bi guan xiu lian...haha..

time is all i need..

i need time to change..

wait for the new me, actually is the old me, the once bubbly and joker me!!!

yesh,be sure to wait for the new me and welcome me then.. =)

the singapore idol is out!!!!!

just a recap.. this are the two final competitors...

sylvester and taufik


after the performances..


sylvester praying hard to be the first??!!

*note:this is made believed.. if there is any simliarity,it's purely coincidence..

and the winner is TAUFIK BATISAH!!!!!!!!!!


the new Singapore Idol....


kinda disappointed that he didnt sing as well as the previous singapore idol.. hmm.. abit sad that sylvester who had sang pretty well didnt managed to get it.. but i guess taufik should reallie win..yeah~~i support taufik!!!!!!! but i like sylvester.. contradicting huh?

hehe.. i loved the song they both sang together.. the reason by hoobastank.. nice.. got this song from waiyue long long time ago.. but i just loved it.. love you,sylvester and taufik!!!!!! :D