Thursday, September 21, 2006
realli considering the idea of closing down the blog liao. if u dont see this blog anytime, u noe wat happened. might be attempting a shift of addresses.
bye. thnx for visiting
bye. thnx for visiting
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
something inside me tells me that i shouldnt bother anymore, that its time to give up. the other part of me is questioning as to why i have a darn lil grape sitting on the side of my table. it prolly dropped out of the bunch of grapes i was eating juz now and sat there unnoticed. for tt matter.... random things on my table:
charlie and the choc factory dvd, 2 dvd movies+cases which im using to prop up my lappie, lappie+mouse, a piece of paper as my 'mousepad', a burnt dvd, a case of dvd rw, a fork, a bowl with the lil grape now thrown in, my moo cup, anti-static cleaning wipes, my phone, 2 vcds, church bulletin, printer ink cartridge, my jc c math tys, earphones, 2 pens+1 pencil, a ruler cover, a plastic bag, guest registration card, bro vic's wedding invitation, hair tie, used tissue, burnt cd with the webbie inside, 2 rulers, my graphic calculater, antiseptic, a paperbag. and i was wondering y my table feels so cluttered.
english lessons make me real tired. todaes one was no exception. cept i was sitting rite in front coz annie ang forgot her specs, and i realised its much easier to give an opinion frm the front as compared to when im sitting rite behind. we had to form grps of 3s to discuss a qn, so we told the guy in our row to present. somehow he was gd enough such tt nth he presented was wat we discussed, and basicalli he had the whole class bawling with laughter over the irrelevant things he was saying. me and annie ang were like... : oh.my.goodness. so in the end we had to talk as well but it was a realli gd laugh.
we were saying tt if not for the heavy workload this class would actualli be quite fun. for now its stressful. and we had to arrange for a make up lesson coz of the hari raya holiday. and the teacher told us tt we had to sacrifice our other modules to come down (in simple terms... pon lessons)
and my internet is super slow coz my torrents r running super fast. test on thurs but gd thing tmr i got a dae off. so can spend the dae mugging. oh ya! darn i btta get my tutorials done todae so tt i can concentrate on my test tmr.
i dunno wats the hype abt arts fac food being nice. its ok wat.... aiyar. as long as pple frm other facs dont come and flood the science canteen like they do arts im fine with it.
i feel like a pig todae. i feel like a pig everyday coz all i do is sit on the bus for 3 hrs daily and make my butt even fatter than it is. then i come home and sit ard which furthermore makes me a big fat lazy bum. ARGGGGHHHHHH. i hfta write a critique over the hols..... ....SAVE MEEEEE!!!! speaking of which i have a big craving for instant mee nowadaes. its nth like my choc cravings. sugar cravings last for ard 2 daes but salty cravings rarely go away
i like serving. i miss serving :( and i miss yas when i used to attend it with my old cell last yr too :( somehow theyre mostly not ard anymore. charmaine, zeehui, siauyun, xue chen...... ah well... cant ask for too much can i?
oh ya the other dae me and grace met kevin goh at habourfront mrt station. hes still the same as before la! the man of few words... with his 'kevin only' smile. annie was commenting tt he was mumbling and i told her tt the amt he spoke was alreadi a lot considering the way he is. hahaha. i think by far he is the most decent looking guy of the s04 bunch. then again.... cant realli compare when s04 was made up of mostly clowns! *coughcough*
lets see. blog is ard 2 1/2 yrs old liao. think its more or less time to close it. its getting big and i feel like getting a new blog instead.
charlie and the choc factory dvd, 2 dvd movies+cases which im using to prop up my lappie, lappie+mouse, a piece of paper as my 'mousepad', a burnt dvd, a case of dvd rw, a fork, a bowl with the lil grape now thrown in, my moo cup, anti-static cleaning wipes, my phone, 2 vcds, church bulletin, printer ink cartridge, my jc c math tys, earphones, 2 pens+1 pencil, a ruler cover, a plastic bag, guest registration card, bro vic's wedding invitation, hair tie, used tissue, burnt cd with the webbie inside, 2 rulers, my graphic calculater, antiseptic, a paperbag. and i was wondering y my table feels so cluttered.
english lessons make me real tired. todaes one was no exception. cept i was sitting rite in front coz annie ang forgot her specs, and i realised its much easier to give an opinion frm the front as compared to when im sitting rite behind. we had to form grps of 3s to discuss a qn, so we told the guy in our row to present. somehow he was gd enough such tt nth he presented was wat we discussed, and basicalli he had the whole class bawling with laughter over the irrelevant things he was saying. me and annie ang were like... : oh.my.goodness. so in the end we had to talk as well but it was a realli gd laugh.
we were saying tt if not for the heavy workload this class would actualli be quite fun. for now its stressful. and we had to arrange for a make up lesson coz of the hari raya holiday. and the teacher told us tt we had to sacrifice our other modules to come down (in simple terms... pon lessons)
and my internet is super slow coz my torrents r running super fast. test on thurs but gd thing tmr i got a dae off. so can spend the dae mugging. oh ya! darn i btta get my tutorials done todae so tt i can concentrate on my test tmr.
i dunno wats the hype abt arts fac food being nice. its ok wat.... aiyar. as long as pple frm other facs dont come and flood the science canteen like they do arts im fine with it.
i feel like a pig todae. i feel like a pig everyday coz all i do is sit on the bus for 3 hrs daily and make my butt even fatter than it is. then i come home and sit ard which furthermore makes me a big fat lazy bum. ARGGGGHHHHHH. i hfta write a critique over the hols..... ....SAVE MEEEEE!!!! speaking of which i have a big craving for instant mee nowadaes. its nth like my choc cravings. sugar cravings last for ard 2 daes but salty cravings rarely go away
i like serving. i miss serving :( and i miss yas when i used to attend it with my old cell last yr too :( somehow theyre mostly not ard anymore. charmaine, zeehui, siauyun, xue chen...... ah well... cant ask for too much can i?
oh ya the other dae me and grace met kevin goh at habourfront mrt station. hes still the same as before la! the man of few words... with his 'kevin only' smile. annie was commenting tt he was mumbling and i told her tt the amt he spoke was alreadi a lot considering the way he is. hahaha. i think by far he is the most decent looking guy of the s04 bunch. then again.... cant realli compare when s04 was made up of mostly clowns! *coughcough*
lets see. blog is ard 2 1/2 yrs old liao. think its more or less time to close it. its getting big and i feel like getting a new blog instead.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
ive had the song 'here with you' by scott krippayne for the longest time eva. but somehow it nc made veri much an impression on me till last fridae when i actualli sat down and heard the words. its a simple song, yet it was touching and it realli made me feel for the person in the story.
ah well. nth much to blog todae. nth much tt i wanna blog for tt matter.
ah well. nth much to blog todae. nth much tt i wanna blog for tt matter.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
its the end of the wk. im glad this horrible wk is over. im now assignment-free, cept ive got a nice and fat test sitting ard nxt wk to torment me.
raining daes r yucky when ur wearing sneakers and socks. i was trying to air my feet over lunch at macs and during lectures and cell. covered feet coz i had a bio lab session todae. which was funny coz we were juz supposed to learn how to use the microscope and the bunch of us who didnt noe anything abt bio were like... har??? how come??? where got such thing? and the funny thing was tt i was sitting with 2 other people in a row, the 3 of us were alone in the class. so we keep asking each other qns abt the practical which we had no idea wat to do abt it, talked some, and left without introducing our names. actualli to admit i forgot their faces already. and we got disposable labcoats. i felt like a mental patient wearing it.
then went to the adm building to hand in my english assignment. i have this morbid fear of placing it in the wrong file. ah well. i did put in a lot of effort in doing the assignment. it had betta gimme a gd grade :s i need to accumulate as many marks as i can in the practices coz the final paper is not open bk watsoeva.
lecture was plain boring and as usual i was sleeping. tmr i need to start doing my work for nxt wk coz i reckon tt sundae id be both busy and tired. meeting. plus my body will try and recuperate frm this wk, of which i nv eva will get enough sleep. im a 13-hr sleep per dae person. of coz my normal hrs r not enough.
cell was ok. had a gd time digressing and laughing too. we seem to talk abt everything but the main thing. left with a lot more thoughts than i entered with. i realised tt when i get married, the other person must be someone with whom im able to freely and openly cry in front of. then again, IF i eva get married in the first place. lotsa things on my mind. for tt matter ive had lotsa things on my mind for the longest time but there juz aint a suitable place to express them. so somehow everything juz accumulates and i feel overwhelmed. and wat i need i think is a gd cry to release all the pent-up energy. unfortunately somehow ive stopped crying and even though how sad/happy/depressed i feel, my head throbs but my eyes remain dry.
ah well. wateva mood im in now, a gd sleep will always make it betta. and tts wat im gonna do now.
then again. how much of this post is true. ha.ha.ha. ive learnt not to blog real things on public blogs. its an utterly stoopid thing to do
raining daes r yucky when ur wearing sneakers and socks. i was trying to air my feet over lunch at macs and during lectures and cell. covered feet coz i had a bio lab session todae. which was funny coz we were juz supposed to learn how to use the microscope and the bunch of us who didnt noe anything abt bio were like... har??? how come??? where got such thing? and the funny thing was tt i was sitting with 2 other people in a row, the 3 of us were alone in the class. so we keep asking each other qns abt the practical which we had no idea wat to do abt it, talked some, and left without introducing our names. actualli to admit i forgot their faces already. and we got disposable labcoats. i felt like a mental patient wearing it.
then went to the adm building to hand in my english assignment. i have this morbid fear of placing it in the wrong file. ah well. i did put in a lot of effort in doing the assignment. it had betta gimme a gd grade :s i need to accumulate as many marks as i can in the practices coz the final paper is not open bk watsoeva.
lecture was plain boring and as usual i was sleeping. tmr i need to start doing my work for nxt wk coz i reckon tt sundae id be both busy and tired. meeting. plus my body will try and recuperate frm this wk, of which i nv eva will get enough sleep. im a 13-hr sleep per dae person. of coz my normal hrs r not enough.
cell was ok. had a gd time digressing and laughing too. we seem to talk abt everything but the main thing. left with a lot more thoughts than i entered with. i realised tt when i get married, the other person must be someone with whom im able to freely and openly cry in front of. then again, IF i eva get married in the first place. lotsa things on my mind. for tt matter ive had lotsa things on my mind for the longest time but there juz aint a suitable place to express them. so somehow everything juz accumulates and i feel overwhelmed. and wat i need i think is a gd cry to release all the pent-up energy. unfortunately somehow ive stopped crying and even though how sad/happy/depressed i feel, my head throbs but my eyes remain dry.
ah well. wateva mood im in now, a gd sleep will always make it betta. and tts wat im gonna do now.
then again. how much of this post is true. ha.ha.ha. ive learnt not to blog real things on public blogs. its an utterly stoopid thing to do
Thursday, September 14, 2006
*whew* i feel like im being crushed under the pressures of sch. got another 6/10 for ANOTHER maths assignment. how wonderfulli encouraging.
did u eva look fwd to someone to sms u, that u wait eagerly for ur phone to sound
but the gd news is tt i finished my lab report, did my assignments. so wat im left with is one more assignment due tmr. at the adm building which is.......... far frm science fac. or rather i need to find a break tmr to go over and hand it in. bah! oh ya. i was surprised i finished my lab report todae. i spent onli 4 hrs on it (yes i ponned another maths lecture) as compared to the last time where i spent 7. butthen again i did stay up pretty late last nite to do it. so..... ya. and i overslept this morning coz i was so tired frm burning the midnight oil and i missed my morning lectures. wah. wonderful ive got lots to catch up on coz tt maths module i missed was the veri one i nv dont turn up for coz its the hardest to understand.
.
so i will end up veri veri veri tired this wkend. AHHHHHHHH ive a busy weekend too. k i wont complain. wkends r fun though tiring. sch is tiring and stressful. so its much much much worse
juz found out tt jasmine and jon frm the sg idol finalists (now 2 left i think) r frm nus. jasmine being frm the life sci yr 1! erm....... i didnt expect such a thing? i tot we were more sensible than to go for a competition which sucks up time and energy?
and u receive a lot of msgs, and each time the ringtone sounds u immediately snatch ur phone and open it
oh ya and assignment for tmr! oh my gdness im so gonna die for it. juz got told tt my conclusion for the assignment is hopelessly wrong and i have no heck of an idea of wat it should be instead. and it is graded . darn. i hate english. i hate sch.
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and i feel royally stupid in sch. once i used to easily get high marks, but i find tt as i progressed on to higher levels of education the people ard me get smarter and i get stupider. and of coz, now reaching the highest lvl i plan to go (for now) i find myself royally stupid. no longer am i near the top or above average, rather i find myself just plain, average. which is a new idea to me :s
and so wat is a uni education for? i realise that its actualli quite useless unless u wan to become aprofessor, or specialise in an elite profession which requires much more than just your normal a lvl degree. most office jobs dont realli need a degree. wat a job needs is a person with a reasonable amt of education, and an aptitude to continue learning and fitting into the job. so y study? in wat way will i be able to apply wat i learn into wat i work as? besides being able to draw a slightly better pay?
but yet each time u read ur msg, u sigh in disappointment coz its not the one u were waiting for
and i used to think quite well abt a certain jc. but todae in the bus, there were like a classful of them, taking the bus frm orchard back to sch and going home hrs. and while standing they didnt bother to move right to the back of the bus, leaving the poor people at the front all squashed up like strawberries in strawberry jam (yes random i noe) and after like 15 mins 3 guys finalli moved to the back. BUT the bunch of girls and a guy (who was happily abt to cuddle one girl) didnt bother and choked up the area. they saw that the front was packed, they saw that the back was empty, but they chose to ignore. one incident and my gd impression of tt sch is gone. haasty generalisation i noe, but by mad's reasoning it aint a fallacy.
and i hate being wat i am now. its demoralising. im tired. realli.
i got scratches on my lappie. i dunno how but its there:( i dont even put it tgt with stapled papers unless they r in a file. so.... :(
did u eva look fwd to someone to sms u, that u wait eagerly for ur phone to sound
but the gd news is tt i finished my lab report, did my assignments. so wat im left with is one more assignment due tmr. at the adm building which is.......... far frm science fac. or rather i need to find a break tmr to go over and hand it in. bah! oh ya. i was surprised i finished my lab report todae. i spent onli 4 hrs on it (yes i ponned another maths lecture) as compared to the last time where i spent 7. butthen again i did stay up pretty late last nite to do it. so..... ya. and i overslept this morning coz i was so tired frm burning the midnight oil and i missed my morning lectures. wah. wonderful ive got lots to catch up on coz tt maths module i missed was the veri one i nv dont turn up for coz its the hardest to understand.
.
so i will end up veri veri veri tired this wkend. AHHHHHHHH ive a busy weekend too. k i wont complain. wkends r fun though tiring. sch is tiring and stressful. so its much much much worse
juz found out tt jasmine and jon frm the sg idol finalists (now 2 left i think) r frm nus. jasmine being frm the life sci yr 1! erm....... i didnt expect such a thing? i tot we were more sensible than to go for a competition which sucks up time and energy?
and u receive a lot of msgs, and each time the ringtone sounds u immediately snatch ur phone and open it
oh ya and assignment for tmr! oh my gdness im so gonna die for it. juz got told tt my conclusion for the assignment is hopelessly wrong and i have no heck of an idea of wat it should be instead. and it is graded . darn. i hate english. i hate sch.
.
and i feel royally stupid in sch. once i used to easily get high marks, but i find tt as i progressed on to higher levels of education the people ard me get smarter and i get stupider. and of coz, now reaching the highest lvl i plan to go (for now) i find myself royally stupid. no longer am i near the top or above average, rather i find myself just plain, average. which is a new idea to me :s
and so wat is a uni education for? i realise that its actualli quite useless unless u wan to become aprofessor, or specialise in an elite profession which requires much more than just your normal a lvl degree. most office jobs dont realli need a degree. wat a job needs is a person with a reasonable amt of education, and an aptitude to continue learning and fitting into the job. so y study? in wat way will i be able to apply wat i learn into wat i work as? besides being able to draw a slightly better pay?
but yet each time u read ur msg, u sigh in disappointment coz its not the one u were waiting for
and i used to think quite well abt a certain jc. but todae in the bus, there were like a classful of them, taking the bus frm orchard back to sch and going home hrs. and while standing they didnt bother to move right to the back of the bus, leaving the poor people at the front all squashed up like strawberries in strawberry jam (yes random i noe) and after like 15 mins 3 guys finalli moved to the back. BUT the bunch of girls and a guy (who was happily abt to cuddle one girl) didnt bother and choked up the area. they saw that the front was packed, they saw that the back was empty, but they chose to ignore. one incident and my gd impression of tt sch is gone. haasty generalisation i noe, but by mad's reasoning it aint a fallacy.
and i hate being wat i am now. its demoralising. im tired. realli.
i got scratches on my lappie. i dunno how but its there:( i dont even put it tgt with stapled papers unless they r in a file. so.... :(
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
ARGHHH ive got so much work for the nxt 3 daes i dunno how to complete
1. english assignment which im not even halfway thru. its due on fridae but considering my schedule and the location at which im supposed to hand up....
2. maths assignment of which i dunno how to do
3. maths tutorial which has so many qns
4. lab report which i cant start doing yet. coz the results will be taken tmr and then i will need an additional 6-7 hrs to do the report.
and i dont have time till thurs nite to do everything. im not free tmr nite and i cant stay up late to do coz i have early lecture on thurs.
how??? i feel like crying. so many things to do and all save for the tutorial r graded.
1. english assignment which im not even halfway thru. its due on fridae but considering my schedule and the location at which im supposed to hand up....
2. maths assignment of which i dunno how to do
3. maths tutorial which has so many qns
4. lab report which i cant start doing yet. coz the results will be taken tmr and then i will need an additional 6-7 hrs to do the report.
and i dont have time till thurs nite to do everything. im not free tmr nite and i cant stay up late to do coz i have early lecture on thurs.
how??? i feel like crying. so many things to do and all save for the tutorial r graded.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
rite now im feeling jaded. as in, tired of things but yet im juz standing by the side watching unaffected. somehow things occur over and over again to evoke the same feelings in me. and suddenly i realise that i react the same way everytime, and its getting tiring to keep going back to square one. its prolly betta for me on my part to just ensure that nths gonna happen that will cause the cycle to happen again. rite. who am i kidding?
been doing work the whole dae. not mugging, but doing hw. how wonderfulli fun *rolls eyes* project grp is supposed to meet online at 10pm. its 10.16 on my clock and no one save for me is online. nice.
been doing work the whole dae. not mugging, but doing hw. how wonderfulli fun *rolls eyes* project grp is supposed to meet online at 10pm. its 10.16 on my clock and no one save for me is online. nice.
