if someone's heart and soul can sing to the one they love

sometimes being silent is the only way to speak the truth

today's advice which i found interesting:

Sometimes words simply cannot capture the subtle nuances of your feelings. 

In such times, avoid being verbally misunderstood, by letting the silence speak 

through your eyes, your breathing, your posture. 

Seriously?

You do realise I don't actually need you, right? All I tried to do was be your friend and you hafta go all bitchy about it. Sayonara asshole.

the world does not stop

if you've watched 'strangers again' by wongfu productions on youtube, you can recall these lines they had:

our lives will continue on in different directions

becoming strangers again

and everything we shared will just become fragmented memories

from so long ago we'll question if it even really happened

setting aside the dating plot attached to it, you will most probably find yourself having been/being in a similar situation. be it the group of friends you sat with at recess throughout highschool, the rendezvous you had in college, or those persons you used to call your best buddies. would you have expected to no longer hear from the people who meant so much to you at some point of your life? 

the sense of contentment you had just wasting time with people you adored. those stupid things you did with people you liked. that feeling of safety-ness being in the company of people you trusted. who also happened to be the poor souls who had to sit through you gushing about the person everyone seemed to know you can't have. the situations in which you wished real hard time had stopped. how ever did they end up being a mere 'once upon a time ago'?

you could've put in more effort. how bout making the first moves. reciprocate and encourage others' initiations. maybe stop and actually listen. only after you've done what you could, can you be sure the future you will be less likely to regret and accept that people drift away. probably then, a post like this won't exist.

After all is said and done

now that you've been pushing me

i'm close to the edge

indecisions

when it comes to decisions, being able to match them up with your principles makes making them so much easier. something you're confident in will always be a yes in your books and a thing against your values will always be a no. here being stubborn helps to avoid all those hair-pulling indecisive moments.

then one day you wake up and realise you've been such a pussy. what ever happened to those things that used to be so clear cut? in addition to yes and no you now have maybe, possibly, could be, probably not, let me sit on it.. you're actually stopping and having to think! what is that at the back of your mind? that feeling in your stomach? that fear creeping inside of you. you're scared you'll muck up your plans. you're afraid of failures. you're afraid of guilt. then there's the external factor. like carefully balancing on a fine thread up on air, you want to please everyone. why?

will one day, that fear eat you inside out?

why cant i stop

I saw her today

I saw her face

It was a face I love

And I knew

I had to run away

And get down on my knees and pray

That they'd go away

But still it begin

Needles and pins

Because of all my pride

The tears I gotta hide
Needles and pins

just one of those nights

writewritheright

how do you pick up that pen

was such a good day

but was also a nonnicepeople day. not really keen on having some people in my life atm. makes me feel like adding em on fb then delete them. and gloat in an imaginary cloud of satisfaction believing i made a strong enough statement.

Where did all the innocence go?

It used to be so simple

Gluttony
Greed
Lust
Pride

Is there no one who cares anymore?

Nobbys beach

thepolice

thepolice

cute boys

memories.. ever since hidell i've had this crush on one of the boys (bass player). come to think of it tho, he's part of the triplet bros so why him? i really duno lolss

im only human

what you are - broken. and i completely understand your need to break somebody else. but i can't be that person. i wish i could. but there's just so much that i could do.

Friends?

You try your best to be as understanding as you can and make sure the other person knows that you are there when he/she needs someone. But for some reason they keep trying to hurt you and push you away.

I've been trying to hold on but enough is enough. For now:

If you don't want me in your life, just say it and I'll be as if you never existed. Too easy.

a paradox of sorts

i say..i wanna save money and watch my budget. but i splurge on shopping.
i say..i wanna be fit. but i lose motivation at the earliest attempt.
i say..i wanna learn new skills. but i give up at the slightest sight of dwindling interest.
i say..i wanna go out and have fun. but i decide to stay home instead.
i say..i wanna try out. but i turn back and hurt you instead.
i say..you no longer mean anything to me. but i still acknowledge you.
i say..i dislike lies. but i play along with yours.
i say..i don't have the same feelings. but i let you keep hoping.
i say..i wanna go away. but i can't seem to leave.
i say..keep in touch. but i can't give people enough attention.
i say..i should study harder. but i procrastinate till i couldn't anymore.
i say..i'm not a feminist. but my opinions get too strong.
i say..i can do it myself. but your help delights me.
i say..i don't need anyone. but i feel incomplete.
i say..i should wait. but i get impatient.
i say..i should forget. but my mind keeps pulling me back.

can a woman who looks so strong beg for her heart?

charades

so how do you

A thought

What makes anyone think they're any more special than others?
In the end we're all gonna die and go to the same hell anyways.