KL Sightings

Yao Ming

Who would have thought
that his back profile would look like this...?

movie's okay but it's TV audience's lame

If I hadn't seen the Millenium Stadium at the beginning I would've continue flipping through the TV channels...predictable plot, stunts seemed suspiciously perfect, alex is too surreal (makes me jealous)...nevertheless - no obvious gruesome, inhumane killing scenes (which would make me feel bummed for a week...) - the fight between Jack Starbright & Missi Pyle? ROFL~! really stupid laR hahaa...

the thing is - nobody's home except me tonight = control panel's in my hands bwahahaa~

(really can slap myself)

ARRRRRGH T.T

the last time i snapped was in the end of my sister's birthday party - when a toddler almost got injured by a heavy stone furniture...

brought my sister to her primary school's family day event. i wasn't so up for it but didn't wanna disappoint her... Family day = cheerfulness. i try to put that on.
i tried...

noises that went way over healthy decibels (MC screaming over the microphone, trying to outbeat the Lion Dance troop and children songs played at a SCARY volume... - I AM AMAZED I AM STILL HEARING THINGS NOW!), people with their eyes on stalls instead of watching where they're walking, over-overcrowdedness...
@.@

my sister gave up her queue for a dart game, said she wanna go home, suddenly disappeared into the midst and reappeared.
I was astonished, "Where's the remaining RM 8 coupon?"
She shrugged: "I gave it to my friend."
I glared at her.
That just ticked me off.
" What - you think this is charity??"
I could have used up that RM 8 for cabbage or something for tomorrow's dinner!! Anything - RM8!!!!! I wanted to cry - she could have asked me before doing that!!! OMG - she don't understand the VALUE of RM8, she don't know...I keep telling myself that she is innocent......T.T
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Money keeps slipping off my fingers...

[Meditating hard now... *chill chill~]
It's just RM8....come on, it's just RM8....right?


[...both events are collectively a test of patience and endurance of psychological buoyance in a pandemoniac state - 'sigh'
about the near accident? thanks to the negligence of the child's caretaker (whilst the parent watching TV in another room) I mean- I don't have a dozen pairs of eyes & hands! its not like i can watch so many kids & clean up their mess simultaneously! Can they be helpful enough to at least keep an eye of their baby please!? 'haiz (breathe~~~~~!)]

13 december

one of my cousin bro. asked me over dinner just now:" Why is your msn name 'man:'?"
i just threw back my head and laughed
honestly... i don't know!
'man' came about without me even giving a second thought! i mean, who cares? i like it - for now till the next name strikes me...

was soaking in Hillsong United's album (United We Stand) shared by Hollie since last a.m.
i'm left breatheless! ThanX pal!

'Thats What YOu Get" (Riot!) is still rocking man~ Li Hui- LIFE'S ROCKING HARD!!!
(its a matter of perception. a plain blue wall can be electrifying too!!!!!)

anyway - discovered a new singles by UK band Stiff Dylans... in sync tonight's mood~yay!! swingin'36o degrees.!!

Stiff Dylans - Ultraviolet
She is a wave and she’s breaking
She’s a problem to solve
and in that circle she’s making
I will always revolve

And on her sight
These eyes depend
Invisible and Indivisible

That fire you ignited
Good, bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
Travel unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet
Ultraviolet

Now is a phase and it’s changing
It’s rotating us all
thought we’re safe but we’re dangling
and it’s too far to survive the fall

And this I know
It will not bend
Invisible and indivisible

That fire you ignited
Good, Bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet,

Visions so insane
Travel unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet,

That fire you ignited
Good, Bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
Travel unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet,

Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
Travel unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet
Ultraviolet

11th december's song

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Around this time last year, I wanted an iPod nano.

I sulked :( for a few nights, unable to swallow the fact that it will be quite an investment (Quicktime downloads, accessories etc.). But I, somehow & duno-how, nullified that gadget crave, instead I focused on getting a laptop -functional and practical, at least- instead... [which was when I got myself introduced to foreign (computer) languages...heheh, okay- (admit) I was really a hopeless NOob.]

This song PARTLY (don't listen to the whole lyric) striked a chord with my lifeless state of mind these days... I WANT my holiday!! It feels so EMPTY... (it feels though it doesn't appear to be) With my parents at the US now, I had been playing substitude parent for my siblings. Really salute my mom now, you know? HOw the hell she managed all the grocery, WORK (especially), tuitions, camps, ballets, family days blablaablah? STill, I can't wait for her to come back so I can throw half of the chores back to her and go out lepak...(hands raised up)I'm still a kid!

WHY DO I FIND MYSELF IN THESE SITUATIONS, AGAIN & AGAIN!?

SESAT!!!!!!!

20th December evening= PJYSO concert AND 5S5 gathering.

I WANA GO TO BOTH!!!!!

(moping here..) Wondering how to split myself into 2...

TTTTTTTTTT-TTTTTTTTTTTTT

One blog post is too weak to express this overpowering feeling...

Architecture

is

HYPERVENTILATING

Sunway Pyramid

A pyramid is a TOMB in Egyptians' term;
The Pyramid is the "pyramid laRR!" in Klang Valley.
They replaced the no-nose Sphinx with a shiny-eyed lion;
the Egyptian figures carved on walls carry shopping bags.

pyramid pyramid pyramid~!
ARGH!
So S.Pyramid is the nearest arcade between so many colleges,
so so many people lives near S.Pyramid,
so S.Pyramid has a S.Lagoon,
so - so what!?

My brother went to S.Pyramid for class gathering yesterday
& for gang's excursion in its stupid lagoon today

and i fetch him
TO-AND-FRO;
TO-AND-FRO

tired of that stupid traffic jam
tired of that stupid highway
tired of those stupid bunch of kids who cross the roads as if cars would emergency break for them
tired of those tasteless (why did they bother spending anyway!?) x'mas deco.s at the exterior
tired of that careless, GRATUITOUS facade and column "details"
tired of the delusive floor plans or extensions (hey- customer circulation & spatial organization please?? *knock knock @^#$*)
tired of the low ceilings and that confinement (claustrophobia indirectly induced by the muddled, untidy spaces and hostile lack of directions at some points)
tired of that FAKE, defiling "representation" (ARGH!!) of the honorable monuments of the archaic refinement
tired of how roads overlap & swoop up down left right 180degrees 360degrees around that building and its tired neighbours
tired of how superficial that building is

i can't say it made Klang Valley's stressed out college-kids' and adolescent's life unimaginative
its unfair - it has an ice-skating ring in the hot, stuffy, flooding and land-sliding Malaysia, it runs an artificial surfing tide and big plastic slides and brightly-painted roller coasters, it has loads of nite-hangouts, bowling arcade, movies and popcorns, archery, ice-creams, TGI Friday......
i can't say it doesn't meet entertainment and leisure demands
i can't say S.Pyramid shouldn't exist

The contents are desserts, beers, a place for kids to yell: "EXAM'S OVER!!!"/"RECESS!!!!"
Its just the sight
that urban planning
that maintenance and "upgrading"
the frivolous act of building
the rubbish
...that makes me wana puke

MONEY MONEY MONEY

$$$
Windows Vista corruption reformat- service charges: RM 50 (ka-chink!)
External Hard Disk (for backup)- 160GB Pendrive Sense: RM190 (cheapest & safest bet)
Keyboard Protector: RM10
Screen filter: RM30
Karpersky: RM55 (T.T)

Illegal Parking Saman: RM100 (no freakin' parkin space kay~)

(faint~~~~~)

pushed over my saved-up allowance for the past months, *gulp!* and I haven't paid up my share for the IBS toilet project materials!!

I M DRY.
can only afford window shopping now...T.T
hohoho...merry x'mas~~~~ (*sob!)

this is ridiculous

wondering what this blog represents...
it seldom speaks of the realities of my days
it seldom tells you the outright meanings of the bits & chunks of nonsenses i wrote
it seldom reports
it seldom critiques
it is NEVER consistent

it wants to tell you something, but wouldn't tell you everything.
it wants to carry a theme, to be characteristic, specific...it wants to be ONE blog
...but couldn't help being a messy blog jammed with all(not) the random sesat-ness & what-nots by a dreamer & wallflower of a writer.
So..
"What does this blog wants to be?"

[my laptop broke down!!! how am I gonna function now? darn worried that my downloads and assignments and PHOTOS will be gone with it- argh! save me T.T]

What am I doing!?

" Are you scared?" I asked my brother, as we crawled across the Federal Highway towards KL Sentral. [urgh! bloody jam kay~ ARGH!! (can still feel that 2 hour frustration after 2 days!)]
" EYa..." he mumbled, then continued complaining, "HURRY UP LA jie~! Overtake la!! Faster la!!! After miss the train then how!?" [wth... as if my car can squeeze pass the lorry and bus which were already kissing ass infront of me!!!]
btw...[back to topic]
He is scared: It is the first time he goes beyond Malaysian borders (eventhough it's just Singapore) without our parents... [and maybe he don't trust me enough to feel secure =.=' ]
I am scared TOO: Not because of going, BUT of the PURPOSE we were going!

I can't believe what a FREAK I was!
WTH! I was going to run 21.1km in the friggin' Std. Chartered S'pore (*puke*!) MARATHON!!! [fainting as she speaks]
21.1km wouldn't had been a big deal IF (note: punctuation on "IF"), if I hadn't stop training since May [7 MONTHS!!!!!!]!!!!!!!!
The last time I ran a 20km was February, and was supposed to run another 20km (KL International Marathon) before my friggin' finger broke before college orientation (but didn't to prevent any friggin' infection)... and THATS ALL for the past friggin' YEAR!
I wouldn't be freaking out as much if I was SMART enough to register the 10km back on March ["WTH WAS I THINKING!!?????"]
HOw in the WORLD am I gonna hop back into a half-marathon after so many months not running at all!?

This is pure-friggin'-INSANITY!!!!!

[Just a re-cap...(Q) Why hadn't I been running these 7 months? (A) 1st: I CAN'T SEEM TO WAKE UP EARLY enough to jog in the morning (as I used to) nowadays!! 2nd: the usual excuse... LAZY & BUSY. ]

5 Dec (Friday nite):
ALL the crazy imaginations start flooding on the way down South...
[btw, the KTM to S'pore sux- fat points deducted for punctuality & hygiene & ergonomics (can I sue for backaches?), & can the civilised ppl bother closing the door after they enter or exit?? & maybe the gov. would bother making the train sound & shake proof!?]
... maybe I'd faint half-way thru'...maybe I'd end up the last or miss the qualifying time... maybe I'd get muscle cramps...maybe....maybe I couldn't make it......

Why in the world...? 21km [nothing compared to 42.2km or the ultra-marathon's 72km ('eeep!'), but still, for stupid amateurs like me...]? Had started 21km since last year... wanted to improve my race-time (my previous record of 21.1k was 02:27:04.. it was okay for a beginner- not okay for a seasoned runner), wanted to challenged my stamina.....and I ended up stressing myself out now.
What to do? I guess I am just gonna take it REALLY EASY this round (as in WALK WHEN I NEED TO).

6 Dec (Sat):
S'pore Exhibition Centre
what gave me the chills wasn't the building scale (all the double volume spaces magnified by ruggedness/emptiness of the spaces) and the aerobatic steel structures overhead - but all the runners carrying blue gym bags (not to mentioned their athletic build)! [My Burger King seemed tasteless - not because of the stupid FLU i had been having since tuesday but the PEOPLE all around the place!]

7 Dec 2008 (Sunday), 4.30am:
[hit the snooz button of my handphone alarm for the gazillionth time, woke finally no thanks to the morning call]
I resigned: FINE!! I am gonna go!

6.15am:
It was dizzying~ 50,000 participants!!! imagine seeing waves of energetic-looking people in vest & shorts converging towards the Esplanade under the dim street lights and underpasses. For the half-marathon category itself, the queue stretched at least 1000 x 10metres from the Starting Point...
[btw(again)...the Singapore Flyer looks dazzling at this hour- violet lights against golden blue sky!! I wish I brought my camera... >.< ]
the rest is history [lazy to bore you with details of my LOUSY run..or rather, walk]. Ending point: the Padang (muddy, very! tempted but can't sit on the grass), sludged all the way to the Japanese War Memorial to collect my bag, refill on 100+ ...blablah.
I didn't feel the endophins! (okay~ I wasn't running, so what to expect?)

Well, at least I finished 21.1 km- no matter how I did it XP

...urm, so I came home this morning? er...no idea how to end this gradually boring post.

I still can't believe what a FREAK I was!!

; )

idiocy
1. Extreme folly or stupidity.
2. A foolish or stupid utterance or deed.
3. Psychology The state or condition of being an idiot; profound mental retardation.
(noun) foolishness, insanity, lunacy, tomfoolery, inanity, imbecility, senselessness, cretinism, fatuity, abject stupidity, insanity, fatuosness

just to keep stock of the variety of expressions i can use when blogging in the future..

y m i blogging this anyway?

3.27 a.m. Friday
this is crazy
to be awake when I have the allowance to be pigging off right now
yet it seems so perfectly natural

and the bonus is... I don't have to count down to __:__a.m. (assignment or whatever datelines) by minutes XD

Girls-Territory

"They managed the make trees the next most romantic spot!", Michelle exclaimed in her blog ('Twilight', Nov 28).

Well, i never heard of that book and didn't know what the whole flutter and giggly hype was about... till too many girlfriends mentioned it and Hollie ask me out to catch it, and I WATCHED IT... I M IN!! Eventhough his initial glares and chalky face give me the chills..nevermind his looks kay~ I just love the part where he saved her from the car accident and yea... the tree sonata. XD
OMg! Can romance be any more heartthrobbing? (in reality - no, sadly...according to experienced sources, at least)
Then a guyfriend asked me over the net:" What's about Edward Cullen?"
"A dreamy vampire from Twilight......XDXD "
"...Thats it!?"
" You guys will never geddit!"
"I thought he got in an accident n pass away sth like dat.."
-.-
??
" XD So many ppl putting Edward Cullen so I wondered la."

Keep wondering, guys. With the fictions setting standards, and u see, all the response these charming dudes get (hey, dismiss it as fantasy at your risk hahaa)- u've gona hv a tough job pleasing girls...hahaa, KEEP IT UP GUYS!
All girls want him.
Hollie:" If Edward Cullen is my boyfriend, I don't mind being a vampire.... Come suck my blood!!"

Woot!
Even a hard fella like me melted...
(this is serious)

(chomping down Lok Loks before showtime)
(Yoghurberry after the *swell** show..)

(Pat, Hol & I...

can't get over the whole thing )

hahaa~

xoxo

oops~ inevitable edition..(4dec): read part of the book online, the movie edward is too cheesy! didn't do the paper-version Edward justice leh~ the original Edward is hotter. wth?(knock knock)

2008's November

I couldn't move...

I woke, but couldn't shift, from underneath the messy, yet perfectly piled comforts of my pillows.

I don't want to move...

I woke, but still childishly clutch onto the vague fantasies and fleeting dreams.
I woke, but want to lie in that gentle pool of sun, and ignore the growing morning bustle and rush around me. (pretending to be dead asleep...I don't wana leave!! T.T)

I woke, and savoured the moment before I wake...

I wonder what I could have been, if I get that impossible chance to rewind 11 years and start all over again.

emoticons

@.@
>.<
=.=
:)
:(

kay~that describes me this week
bye XD

normal

had been chaffeuring my siblings around... (i really salute them la, i CAN'T STAND tuitions honestly- u guys know la, how i used to go one class then skip the rest)
sort of happy to do so 'coz i never really talked to them since sem2 started - it'll be exchange of animal grunts between me+my bro.(cabal & dota-ing & smiling at the computer screen 24hrs);
or just screams from my sis ["OFF THE LIGHTS LARR!!!"] & me-her ["SHUDDUP I M TRYIN' 2 CONCENTRATE!!!"]...okay maybe that means i exchanged more syllables, or 10-year-old sentences & snorts with my sis , but still......
oh- he yaks sitting at the passenger seat... talk. about. almost. everything. & duno y... but i am just really happy listening to my brother speak.
so- yesterday, i picked her up from ss17 to ss3, i asked (in mandarin):
" Are you late?"
my sis, (snootily):" yea I m, but i can tell teacher that I've got English tuition."
"You know the way rite?"
"ya, of 'coz i know la..go everyday."
"ok, u show me the way ar~." (grinning)
she point left right etc. till we came to a junction where we should turn into, but she kept insisting:"Go straight! go straight!"
"U sure? u remember going straight pass that kentucky over there!?" (grinning lyk hyena already)
she hesitated, then stubbornly:" i remember! Go straight!"

okay, straight, straight...pass all the houses, pass all the traffic lights, all the way to taman paramount LRT station (end road).
"your tuition nearby?" i almost gona laugh man.
then she gasp:" Ei!? I thought..I thought...!" & give me that big sheepish grin, "eh-heheh..."
I scolded her & laugh laugh laughed laa..
I knew this would happen, 'coz she was so like me: blur-case when got other ppl teman.
I am mean to play along like that, but at least I got her to tuition still grinning(sheepishly).

XD because of...

Reading. Built Forms & Philosophies.

Singapore ArchiFest'08: Man & Environment

Egypt

...& that debate.

Piquant discoveries. Crazy decisions

(or actions without thinking).

Random ideas.

Shopfront design & Sick friends (hahaa)

That Solid Construction:

...and Nights in the Carpentry Workshop

Opportunities.

A Guys' Toilet in a Mountain.

Rimbun Dahan.

Blunt Cooking.

Managing to Wake up.

("don't be so stressed up," friends tell me.
i don't want to be,
i never want to. i can't say i am forced to either. what is it?)

i deleted the whole verse i just typed

and cried.

i m so sorry - for this melancholic entree; to type in such dreadful tone; to kill joy.

nevertheless...enjoy your holidays!! XDxD

a bad habit called "blogging-while-studying"

"studying" sux..
when it is reduced to flat memorizing.

!! ..gota spur things up or else i'll b zzzzzzzzzzzzzz-ing again


monday, 7pm: had been rainin' heavily these afternoons (& my windscreen wiper is useless)
p/s: i love u all so pls drive safely.

Sunday, 5pm: a HORRIBLE news-
our classmate, Hujai (Ujai) got involved in a car accident yesterday. His car whammed into a 'tiang' and 'terbalik' into a 'longkang' - head fractured, blood clot. COMMA.
Admitted into General Hospital.

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
OMG
i can't blif that actually happened.
dumbfounded - just all the [......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]-s inside me..
scared.

UJAI YOU CAN DO IT!! Get well soon!

praying hard & crossing our hearts,

2008 AT March-intakes

P/S: EVERYONE PLEASE PLS PLS (x10000000000)

DRIVE SAFELY!!! (>.<)

Sunday, 4.53pm: downloaded notes...ok, urm..erm.. this that.....(FOCUS LA wei!!)
STARTING IS A BIT HARD.

D-R-E-A-M

all of the sudden, the spelling and its definition(s) seem so remote.

"I have a dream..."
(I came across an article about Tun Dr. Mahathir's conviction that in our country, "race-based politics would stay..", and how Obama appeals across all sorts of frontiers and delineation, although there is no connection, i suddenly inclined to listen again to that historical speech...)
...Let us not wallow in the valley of despair, I say to you today, my friends.
And so even though we face the difficulties of today and tomorrow, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream.
I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal."
I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia, the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slave owners will be able to sit down together at the table of brotherhood.
I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a state sweltering with the heat of injustice, sweltering with the heat of oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice.
I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character. ..

I have a dream today!
...And if America is to be a great nation, this must become true.
- Martin Luther King, "I have a Dream", delivered 28 August 1963, at the Lincoln Memorial, Washington D.C

It was an inspiration.
But from where & when I am - a faraway one.The generation-Y-ers around my circle appears to had given up(!) on our "tanah air"...
It doesn't look like we (again, the majority within small crowd I know) dream for the country,
we dream individualistically - our success, our safety, our life...(life, liberty and the pursuit for happiness)
dreams for ourselves on our own...
(ok. I Really don't wana go into this right now =Zip!)

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels - Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels - When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream;
I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality...
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile

I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
- Westlife, "I have a Dream", 1999 (originally by ABBA, 1979)

deja-vu?

Mine is simple:" I have a dream...that I realize all my dreams."

Which had been bugging me for a while (..though I was too preoccupied to meander in this these days) - from where I am standing now, some seem out-of-the-way, whilst some seem so close but still untouchable, and collectively it seem hazed...
"So much to do, so little time." - Familiar?
yesterday, it seems there are so much I pine for to the point that
I don't know what it is anymore...
but I realized today -
all of the sudden - that I should take it one step at a time.

5.05am

Fll aslp 4 d'no how long..

that essay is so fake

The Finishing Line

141108: Submission of Design Theory Research Essay
" Critical Regionalism: Architecture, Nature and Man"
[I reduced the title of my essay to the three basic nouns out of frustration, and also, as I come to think of it, the ache of simplicity out of all the jargon, vice and complexity we had been juggling with, like dazed clowns... This is an assignment that bears a hefty percentage of this semester's CGPA, and believe it or not, I am way behind all my peers. As much as I am oratorically passionated about these theories and philosophies earlier on in class...as much as I (critically, and then...naively) LOVED everything I had learned, I find it difficult to compose the details into a formally structured research essay. I had been freely soaking up theorists' ideas, but coming to the point of infiltrating and translating, in an organized way - I feel, suddenly, desperate. But I'll survive - Nothing can make me feel inferior without my consent]
181108: Final Exam
9.30am Building Construction 1
[Had not started studying (of course), but will try to over the weekends. I do not know how hard the 50% paper would be...who cares, I'll just let it test me XD]
2.30am Technical English 2
[Really don't know what to expect - just wish I'll have that vocabulary drive - which rarely ever happen (=.=) - in me that day...hahaa]

Then, it will be...OMG OMG OMG!!! (-.-" gosh I gotta stop dreaming & get back to work now!!)
OMG O.O -suddenly high.
Kay~speak soon!! XD

introversion

Words Held Back.
-seem like a song title...
yea, maybe I should get myself a diary
...and spill all the unexpressed lyrics.

(oldies at the background- "the Winner Takes It All" by ABBA & 'Hero' by Mariah Carey -& am a li' sleepy...)
Ok gona snooz now. Hasta la Vista! XD

11pm

11hours count down till i head to col. Submission is 11am 111108, and i m stuck in this till then.

101108

I DARN LOVE WORKING WITH U GUYS!!!!!

- U GUYS R INDISPENSABLE!

XDxDxDXP, your Sang (i M NOT) Bro.

Everybody seems to be awfully busy these days.

I. SCREWED. UP. MY. TECHNICAL. ENGLISH. 2. ORAL.TASK. 3.
BAAAAAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a li' pensive...

my pulse was at a dull pace yesterday, yesterday's yesterday, and yesterday's yesterday's recent days...
i was just a li' too random lately - i was just a li' interested in too many subjects at once (my head is a li' messed up now), but why why now when i have to give a li' more focus on my assignments?
so much arbitrary stuff and nothings pelting into my head i found that i wasn't breathing.
("inhale..")
OK. Back to work.

the TAG syndrome - (haiz)

I am really not suppose to do this now (considering the assignments hanging around...) but haiz~ give me a break.

TAG (doing this just b'coz Hern Ee "eagerly awaits my comments"...)
The last person to tag you is: Hollie & Hern Ee (asyik kaCAu kacau sahaja... =.= hahaa..)
What relationship of you with...
-her: confidante (on the some of my stupidest issues), super (x100)-close-friend, bandmate
-him: fellow saxophonist (5 years! XD) - he was always the angel, and me the devil (=.=), confidante (on... I forgot what exactly now all the random crap I share with you during last years - but now (heheh> we talk philosophy.

Your 5 impression towards
-her: (5 only!?)
a) Lively & Sociable.
b) yea, quoting many ppl...... Crazy!!
c) Sensitive & extremely thoughtful (though sometimes you are too cruel hahaha...)
d) Faithful.
e) One of her personalities that strikes me most: Her STRENGTH.
-him:
a) Sweet & Attentive...often pensive (ahaha).
b) Talented. (logically & musically)...Intelligent.
c) Just too kind (& sometimes...soft -you make people's heart melt kay~)
d) Unexpectedly sentimental.
e) In him I perceived one of the most important qualities: The will to change & improve.

The most memorable thing that he/she had done for/with you.
-she: (heheh) Telling me the TRUTHs.
-he: Saxophone Ensembles !!! & going through many things together during high school.

The most memorable thing that he/she has say to you.
-she: 1. "You stupid girl!"
2. (Whenever I bug her to come out) "Dress up like a girl kay~"
etc.etc.etc.etc............... XD
-he: He seldom crap - so every words count.

If he/she becomes your lover, you will..:
Thats quite unlikely to happen(hahaa...) - but i warn his & her future lover: "TREASURE them with all your heart I tell u!!! "

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..:
Unless the friendship is absolutely irretrievable (yea~ impossible) - "Can we be friends again?"

If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on..:
lolx~ its probably up to their lovers' preference on the area in which they have to work on.
And HernEe, (as Hol had said) don't talk maths or too much logic when you go dating - kills the mood. hahaahaa...

If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason is..:
I seriously can't imagine. They are too nice to be 'enemies'.

The most desirable things to you to do to him/her:
Giving them all the unreserved support I can give...forever.

The overall impression to
-her: An indispensable, and rare friend. One of the greatest friends you could get.
-him: "Give him a minute to speak!" (hahaa..) 'coz he is an interesting person.
Lolx~ again, another One of the greatest mates.
ARGH! I JUST LOVE THEM kay~ Don't be so hard on me!!

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Hahaa~ YOU GUYS TELL ME.

The character for you for yourself is?
lolx...I am just volatile I can't say for myself what am I exactly.

On the contrary , the thing you hate about yourself is?
At this very minute I am quite happy being myself...

The most ideal person you want to be is?
I am not so sure about idealism - I just want to live my life.

For the person who cares and likes you, say something about/to them.
LOV3 U TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD [hugxoxo!!]
I tag:
1 Hollie (revenge!)
2 Hern Ee (XD)
3 Sie Lein
4 Pat (i know i m torturing u but..)
5 Keng Onn (say something dude~)
6 Gabriel (update laR u!!)
7 Li Hui (i think i haven't do your tag yet...heheh)

writer's BLOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

29 Oct 6.45pm.: ('Carmina Burana' screaming at the background)AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
I FEEL A SENSE OF DOOM...
the draft is tomorrow, and I am still stuck here - at ZERO.
T.T

breathe it in...

Egypt study trip (Oct 2008): heaven.
How often had we seen images of the dramatic rays of the heavens? Yet we are always gripped by how the sun lights stroke the sky...

(T.T) (>__<) (O.O)

current state of mind (& soul) =

OMGawsh + Haiz + oooh..+ waliaoweh + syiok* + argh(tensed) + argh(darn lovin'it) + heart attack(!!)+ SHOOT!(argh) + sleep + kopi + @.@ ...

-have to TOTALLY rewrite all that research stuff (shoot T.T)...... fallin' in love with alvar aalto(which 2 months ago i unfairly thought he slightly lacks lustre compared to many other architects.. (& most recently...) the S'pore Archifest speakers...)......IBS p/toilet (lets make it worth a million!)......still feel the tremor of the recent debates with 3 groups of seniors (on country monuments)......suddenly feel that lack of time... a bit irritated by TE2 oral task3......really wished can go out with u guys (...the gang) & ice lemon T-ing gurls(u dua orang)...... stuck in a murky ambivalence...missing my tenor sax & ensembles with my old mates...(yea hernee, saxophone rox)......wat the hell are we suppose to document in our IBS journal!?......wanting do so much things (!!)- which hv 2 wait till end november......& simultaneously, happy & grateful & Hyperventilated.

(from the FLIKker's blog - CHSB Form5/2007 :)

brief note

One of the many raw, tactile fenestrations in the Qaitbey Fortress (built 1480), Alexandria (10 Oct 2008). (Bibliotheca Alexandria - will be presenting arguments -'debate'? - based on how this building can represent the country this Friday)
Hey people~ sorry for lagging here... Promise to fill you guys till you all bulge on the Egypt study trip pictures and my odd "conversations" (hahaa..) after..

1. Design Theory Research Paper: Critical Regionalism

2. IBS Human Phenomenology: Public Toilet

3. Interior Behavorial Studies: analytic journal

4. Technical English 2 Oral Task 3

5. Final Examz..zzz

(ignore the crap I wrote up here...was just mental listing)

ALOHA!

A child selling cotton candy at the courtyard of Mosque Al-Mursie Abu Al-Abbas, Alexandria (10 Oct 2008). The less fortunate folks would usually hang around the courtyard of the mosques on fridays hoping to receive donations from wealthier Muslim devotees. I did not buy his candy but gave him a pound for smiling for my camera (although I am not sure whether its enough for him to buy himself a pita bread) :I am BACK! (kissin' our moist soil and inhalin' our tropical air...the airplane & time-zone difference were darned sickenin' -belch~ ) OmgOsh - Cairo was like a NOSTALGIC dream! The people, the houses, the palm trees, the dust seemed so familiar but so foreign! Too bad I was down with bouts of flu and fever since my 4th 'Egyptian' night (recovering now XD yay!) Didn't buy much of - (now to think of it...) nothing, compared to fellow travellers (let me answer once and for all why I don't get myself souvenirs...ss: I just can't force myself to buy stuff that I don't find necessary or really valuable...lolx don't scratch your head over it - it's just me*shrugs) Seen, touched, stepped onto and breathed in some of the most magnificent buildings in my life - especially the Bibliotheca (>.<) !!! Fill u all with pics later this weekend... XD

09/OCT/08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOLLIE!!!

P/S: lolx~if u r wonderin' - i m not bloggin' from egypt..just made sure both of you get these ON TIME b4 i hop on2 the sickenin'plane XD
HAVE FUN being 18!!

cheers :)

08/OCT/08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICIA!





(...& All D BEST in mocks+xternals!!)

cheers XD