not anymore

Tears should be hold and some words are meant to keep inside heart. I never thought that you would leave me someday and yes it happens now. Once i was a very shy person who don't really like to talk. I used to life alone without dealing much with any friends and i am always alone. But not until i met this fellow. The dark thin small tiny size girl who i never thought that would affect so much in my life. She is an poetry person who likes to send me long long essay when she pissed off. A patient person who willing to listen to my craps at 3am when she suppose to sleep. An annoying person who always ask me to eat on time and worry about me. A lovely person who always give me gift and bring me out for meal. An annoying person who always interrupt in my life and talk to me non stop all day long. A secretive person who always give me her password regardless of what accounts then next step is change her password again. A girl who is so important in my life. But suddenly, some day, this fellow gone. I am back to all alone again. I have no one to talk anymore when i emo in the midnite. No one is sending me long long essay anymore. No more nagging messages, no more yam cha session, no more mamak, no more car pool, no more hanging accessories in her car, no more dating with ah ma, no more rawang, no more..there is nothing left. no more..no more..