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And now..we're linked again :)

sowee

Sometimes i think i am kinda barbaric. When one is in front of me, i don't appreciate. And when one gone, then i start miss it I always think that he or she must be not good enough and they dont deserve me so it's okay for them to leave. But i never think that I myself actually the one making everyone leave. Yes i am bad because I don't appreciate people's care. I always think it's reasonable for one to treat me good. I always think i am being good to everyone thus they must being good to me as well. And i was wrong. It's right for everyone to leave. I am just too bad. I lived in my own world and i can't see the one who being good to me all the time. I deserve to be alone. I am just too bad.

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some random day at snowflakes :D

Such a good weather today. Blue sky and windy. It would be best if you were here with me as well. walking at the park, laughing and chilling..

离别

再见


即使有再多的不舍,人终究会离开
不管我有没有挽留,对你来说都不重要
因为不想看着你的背影离开,所以我选择比你早走
而你..有在找我的背影吗?

有很多话很想要对你说,却又不知怎么说出口. 只要一想到可能这一辈子再也见不到你了, 我的心就揪了一下. 并不是痛, 而是酸酸的. 最讨厌离别了,可是这又偏偏一直发生在我身上. 一想到我们的生活里可能不会再有彼此, 鼻头就酸了. 原谅我就是这么悲观, 但我说的也未免不是事实. 或许这一切看来有点不切实际,但时间已证明一切. 每一分每一秒都那么的实在, 那么真诚, 不是发梦, 也不是幻觉. 可是走了就是走了, 再也不会回来了. 不管你多么不舍, 这都是无法改变的事实. 欢送会办了, 该做的都做了, 该说的都说了, 但那些想说的心里话,却卡在喉咙里,怎么都说不出来, 慢慢变成了遗憾..

fated

People tends to walk into your life then leave their foot steps and walk away. I know no one would be with you forever. Nothing lasts forever. But why now? I know we have to say goodbye. I know i will be alone in the end no matter what. But why now? The hardest word to say is always goodbye. You never know how unwilling i am to see you leave. You never know how i wish that you're not leaving. But it's fact. When i walk in, you're leaving. That's what it happened.

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2:09AM

A thousand and one things going through my mind as i think of you, but at times, i ask myself, did i reveal too much to you before knowing you... But at times, i wonder if the trust is mutual....

posted

accidentally bump into high school friends few days ago. and guess what? they can't recognized me when i waved at them. its true! at that moment i feel like wanna dig a hole and hide myself due to the awkwardness. anyhow, its a good hint i suppose. after so many years, apparently my physical appearance has made a very big chance otherwise there is no way people can't recognize me. according to what they said, i look much younger now which is a bit sarcastic because the last time we met was when i form4 and now i look younger than form4?!  to be frank i didn't do much afford on my outlook. but then people grew up. people tend to learn how to be better, not worse. no one wants to look worse than last time. and i am going to live even better than now :)

FML

Say f to office!

two months to go~ how can i be motivated when i got no salary? how can i be survive when i got no money :'(

whenisaydontimeantit

don't tell me that you are poor, because you never experience the real poor people's feeling
don't tell me that you are defamed, because everything happens for a reason
don't complain to me how sucks the others, because you ain't perfect too
don't think i won't pissed off, i have my own temper as well
don't think i am silence, i just don't like to argue
don't use your thoughts to judge me, i am different from what you think