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Saturday, March 26, 2016


Th day ii am afraid it will come has finally come.
you took away th pain ii had before and now ur returning it to mi twice.
ii dun blame u for it.
we used to be madly in love with each other.
but as our love gets stronger th more ii dun wish to lose u,
th more paranoid ii got,
th more unreasonable ii got.
you thot ii wasnt th same as before,
but wad ii can promise is ii nvr once nvr got hurt wen ii do those hurtful tins to u.
all you did was remain silence.
how would ii know how u feel?
did u gave mi a chance to change.
we were all fine dat week,
den u jus disappeared.
anger first comes to mi,
den ii got worried,
ii got scared.
nvr did ii noe u will jus drop a bomb on mi.
u told mi to give you time to think abt it,
ii agreed,
but,
do you noe when u nit time to think ii am suffering inside?
waiting for things to return to whr it was.
as ii cried and beg u not to leave,
u didnt turn back,
ii jus laid dere cried and watch u leave.
ii nvr felt such pain before other den my love ones leaving mi.
yes ii am jealous of every single tin,
but ii swear ii nvr been jealous of ur sister before,
how could u guys accused mi lyk tis infront of my mum?
telling mi ur sick of doing small lil tins for mi,
taking water or towels for mi.
u do those tins out of love,
not a burden.
love is not measured by whether u do or do not do tins for others,
its about whether ur willing or not.
when u finally enrolled into degree.
ii supported u.
ii asked u to go for it since u got dat interest.
ii noe its hard to work and had to go to sch at th same time.
whenever ii can knock off early ii will buy u dinner bcos ii am afraid u cant get to eat cos u got no time before classes.
ii hate walking in th hot sun,
perspiration,
but ii noe buying dinner is more impt for u.
when u dun do well for ur exams.
ii brought u out,
to eat brownie and ice cream,
bcos ii like th way u smile when ur eating dessert.
seeing u happy makes mi happy.
at work ii always looked out for u too.
how about mi doin all those tins to u,
ii dun feel burdened bcos ii gladly did it for u.
u said u sacrificed alot for mi,
letting mi do tins th way ii wan,
but did ii asked u?
ii asked u all u did was jus let mi have my own way.
u dun voice out wads unhappy and wads ur opinion.
how about th sacrifices ii made?
ii dun make a big fuss at ii did tis or dat more for u.
dat day when ii was mad at u,
ii ran away,
it was past midnight,
u didnt even give chase.
ii was so scare,
afraid being alone and th darkness,
ii waited for u to come but u didnt.
at dat point of time,
ii felt ii am not important at all alrdy,
ii wanted to leave,
u didnt let me to.
why is it now when ii cant do without u,
and u wan to leave mi.
u didnt give mi a chance to change,
u charged mi with th death penalty.
what did ii do to deserved these?
ii am not a necessity,
u used mi when u nit mi,
u put mi aside when u dunnit mi.
u cant jus leave lyk dat if u say u wanna leave,
tis relationship is not abt u,
its abt us.
its not up to u to make th decision,
you haf to respect mine too.

ii jus wish all these are jus nightmares and ii can wake up from it soon.
ii really dun wanna lose you.
ii miss those happy times we had tgt.
pls come back to me soon.