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Saturday, February 21, 2015
sucks to be in th condition ii am in now.
stupid problems makes mi even more sensitive den ii used to be.
how ppl look at mi.
how ppl words affect mi.
how their actions affect mi.
it slowly became a stressing factor on mi.
why do ii haf to go thru so much hiding and make myself suffer is all bcos ii hate ppl commenting abt mi.
call mi over sensitive or wad.
but ur not in my shoes u wun noe hw ii feel.
its all bcos of my stupid skin condition which got worse.
recalling back in sec sch when ii did my part time job after exams.
well it was jus onli over my arms dat time.
one auntie actually commented dat why is my skin liddat, it looks lyk a monster.
had mi running to th toilet crying though.
kept it to myself long enuff until ii confide to one of my closest fren.
dun underestimate ppl with such skin conditions.
u will nvr noe how much it hurts them to swallow their damn bloody pride,
pretending nth happen while listening to u commenting abt it.
so now after joining th workforce.
it became worst.
it flare up lyk nobody's business.
its all over my legs and arms.
ii haf to fcuking wear long pants and shirt to hide myself.
goin thru tis stupid hot weather here is also no joke.
walking on th streets admiring ppl wearing all those nice clothes.
ii used to love swimming and visiting those water theme parks.
but when now my frens came asking mi to join them.
i jus coulden go.
it hurt mi emotionally and physically quite bad.
it jus cant be cure.
ii wish ii could wear shorts and t-shirt.
ii noe ii haf a understanding bf dat dun mind wad problems ii haf.
sumtimes ii could be over demanding in th relationship.
sumtimes ii jus need a lil more attention.
sumtimes ii jus wish he could be more sensitive towards my feelings.
ii noe with all these flaws of mine ii shoulden be asking too much.
he can get a btr looking one den mi.
its not abt accepting who ii am.
its abt how we put in effort in th r/s to make it btr.
ii hate it when its always mi who give in first.
is ur pride or our r/s more impt?
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