I love this bitch here effing much ):

Its been so long since I've blog. And ya, Ikr nowadays where got people blog already.
Lol. Either fb or twitter etc. Who will even got the time to blog or read blogs.
Anw, I'm bll/ogging to kill my boredness and since no one will be reading it. Who cares? Lol.

Well, I dont know how update in those in between period.
Just one thing, Suay-ness eversince February Bkk's trip :(
Kkkkk. Dont ponder over it.

Now, at this moment. I fucking miss this bitch above. ):
I miss my girlfriend effing much and I cant sleep even I'm hell fucking sleepy. Fm

It's not goodbye

Kid- Teung Mak Mak !

It's 6.34am now. 

My loverboy go back Thailand leaw ToT 

It's only the first day he not in Singapore, I gor miss him till I want die leaw.

Gor think of him everytime ):

I'm happy that ytd we gor spend time together. & just you and me (:

But eventually, someone really spoil my mood & wasted the precious time for us.

Aow, 

Mai phen rai na~

Haiiii, this week we have been seeing each other everyday.

Gor Monday, Mukatar.

Tuesday Sensation.

Wednesday D8, your last day.

Thursday Goldenmile, Clarke quay then airport.

And now you're a distance away. Chan gor mai roo when I can see you again.

gor mai roo if you are coming back.

gor mai roo you want make me wait how long lor. 

Chan gor roo na. I will wait for you jingjing. 

& I wish lor, you gor remember what you tell me before.

We gor know just only 2 months lor. Together 1 month.

1 month only short time. But, I really think far. I gor mai mee play play lor.

Somehow, Chan mai roo tammai na, gor ruk ter tee sud na.

mai roo tammai I think of you everyday, everynight lor.

mai roo tammai I think of seeing you everyday lor.

I think lor, I gor jing jing love youuuu leaw

I know i gor mai dee na. I'm not with you when you are sad. 

I gor make you sad. But I hope you know, I don't mean it.

I want you to know. I gor will wait for you. You got to take care of yourself. & I hope you will not butterfly me. 

If gor mee new pooying you love, gor tell me. I will understand. Just for you. (:

Now, I going to sleep leaw. Going to be 2 days you in Thailand. I don't knw I have to work how long na.

I miss you so much teeruk ):

ฉันใช้เพื่อที่จะเห็นคุณหลังจากที่ทำงาน

และตอนนี้ฉันไม่ได้รับที่จะเห็นคุณ ):

♥

ที่รัก,

ฉันรู้ว่ามันเป็นเรื่องยากสำหรับคุณที่จะเชื่อว่าสิ่งที่ฉันพูด

แต่ฉันต้องการให้คุณรู้ว่าฉันไม่เคยอยู่กับคุณ

ความรักของฉันสำหรับคุณเป็นจริง

ฉันมีความสุขมากที่รู้ว่าคุณ 

ผมมีความสุขมากที่ผมได้คุณกับฉัน

ผมจะรอคุณ

ฉันจะไม่ปล่อยให้คุณจนกว่าคุณจะทิ้งฉัน

ฉันจะไม่ลืมคุณ ผมรักคุณเสมอ

ผมไม่ทราบว่าสิ่งที่ฉันจะทำเมื่อคุณกลับไปประเทศไทย

ฉันจะเป็นอย่างมากและเศร้ามากคิดถึงคุณทุกวัน

บางครั้งผมไม่ทราบวิธีที่จะแสดงความรู้สึกของฉันกับคุณ na

ที่สำคัญที่สุดคือ

ผมหวังว่าเราจริงๆจะร่วมกันเป็นเวลานาน na

เพราะผมรักคุณและฉันยินดีที่จะอยู่กับคุณ

ทุกครั้งก่อนที่ผมจะนอนหลับฉันจะคิดของคุณและทุกครั้งที่ผมตื่นขึ้นมาฉันคิดถึงคุณทุก

ฉันต้องการที่จะใช้จ่ายในชีวิตประจำวันกับคุณ

ฉันต้องการที่จะเห็นคุณในชีวิตประจำวัน

ที่เราเห็นในแต่ละครั้งที่อื่น ๆ อีกมากมาย แต่ฉันไม่ทราบว่าทำไมฉันคิดถึงคุณทุกวัน

ที่คุณต้องดูแลที่ดีของตัวคุณเองเมื่อคุณอยู่ในประเทศไทย เราจะไม่ได้เห็นเป็นเวลา 1 เดือนและฉันหวังว่าคุณจะไม่หักหลังผมเพราะผมจะไม่ทรยศต่อคุณมากเกินไป

ฉันต้องการคุณจะไม่ลืมฉันเมื่อคุณกลับไปประเทศไทย

ฉันขอให้เราจะยังคงร่วมกันหลังจากเวลา 1 เดือน

ขอขอบคุณสำหรับเสียงหัวเราะที่คุณให้ฉัน I LOVE YOU!

I miss you so much right now..................................................................... !

The Happy Moment  

JUST YOU & ME

Ruk diow jai diow.

Gor ruk khun tee sud na. <3

TEERUK'JOKE  ♥

^^

Hi. Stay over at Silly's house last night. Had a great night, unglam pictures taken. Without makeup. The rest is in Facebook.com :D

Had been so many years since we got in contact back, and close like before.

No matter how long we have lost contact or how far we have drifted, once we got back as one, our love remain the same.

Though we have a lot of conflicts, misunderstand, hatred in the past. But, I can't deny that you really dote me a lot hur :D

Though what happened in the past really make me dislike you for quite a long time. But, deep down you know ya' Wanwan understands you the most.

Hehe.

We really went thru so much of ups & downs, thick & thin. Back to square 1, you're still calling me wanwan, and we were still the old Silly. (:

Thanks for sayangsayang me ah. Luv you makmak. ^^

Okay, I go smoke already, than come in 2pm, call you this floating bitch to wake up loh!

kick that kicck that bassssss damn lowww.

10 DAYS never blog loh.

Firstly, I didn't do as what I promised and say so loud loud loud.

I sumpa la, swear la, 7th months I won't be going out. Will reach home before 11pm.

But, I like everyday very late go home la sia ):

I will not anyhow swear already =x

Have been party a lot recently. Till, I got terminated :/ To serve a week notice till 19th, and say byebye to Annie Hau :)

Requested to serve one more week notice till end of the month, so I don't need to compensate that 1.4k. She said, shall see how. But I guess, is impossible luh. Nvm........

Sometime, I really think I very power. No money already, still I can go out play for like 5days out 7days.. Teehee. But srsly, am in deep debts. I wonder the next month how am I going to survive.

Kkkkkkk. This few weeks, got good and bad things happened. Most of it is from my problematic brother, and than him, friendship & Monehh issue. Alah. Sian T.T

Bo pi bo pi I can strike 4D. Not too greedy. A small $2ooo I also happy. Lolllll.

Well, the rest. Don't need to say so much. Picture do the talking. Chaoos ~

Srsly, I really got no heart to work. Last night didn't rest well and I really go emotional breakdown.

thinking what happened within these few months....

Not to worry, becoz everything gonna end now.

Move on.

He told me to stop contact.

I'll respect his decision.

He told me learn to be strong.

& I'm being one now.

luv'ngyou,ToomuchSomuchVerymuch.

From Lavender train to Pasir Ris. Pass-by Tampines, my heart sank...

I don't dare to look up, I dont't dare to see around,

bcoz, it's hurts.........

Speechless.

Is not that I'still love. Is not that I miss you.

Is just that, I don't want to remember those memories. Kthxbye.

Life is an uncertainty

it's like a play that changes in every scene

Happiness doesnt last long

Soon there is also sorrows, there are smiles, cries and pain

I lost him but I must live on

He doesnt even acknowledge me

It doesnt matter

It's just someone who doesnt love sincerely

Who threw me away, right?

Why should I care for him?

I dont see why we blame ourselves

No one deserves that

Today, we're shedding tears

But eventually it will stop

At least if we're hurting

It means that we are still breathing

We still have everyday to start again

This life still belongs to me

And no one can take it away

For those that do not love us

dont be afraid, dont worry

Tomorrow we will smile to ourserlves