i feel like blogging.
although .. there really is nothing to blog about.

I LOST MY KH PROJECT!
my form1 project! brrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.
and i have to pass it up before the exam starts. RAWR. i can't believe it!
i spent a whole night finishing it!

okay chilll ... *breathes in and out a few times*
exam ..............

i dunno what to say lahh.
i thought i was in two weeks time when really .. its next week. bilibalabilibala .. T.T
i can only depend on God to help me out now. *sigh*

i .. am going to leave the computer .. in a few minutes ..
take my books upstairs .. and study in my brother's room ..

...........

*laughs freeeeaking loud*
who on earth was i kidding?

Sweet Escape- Gwen Stefani ft. Akon

i give it up with a smile. =)

some very very awesome lyrical dances that've caught my eye in the past two days;

Blake Mcgrath videos from SYTYCD xD sorry that i can't get enough of him la kay?
Lyrical dance with Ashle' and
Lyrical dance with Melody

Martin Sierra
i have no idea who this person is.
but he's gay.
and he's awesome.

Eddie Euhera
this fella is awesome man.
so it looked abit like breakdance. BUT IT IS LYRICAL.

You Should Be Dancing- Bee Gees

off to Miss Kong's open house. toodles!
waaaat. i was only allowed to go coz my bro is going.

handphone's taken away.
computer's taken away.
permission to go out; taken away.

until the coming exam only thank God. *phew*

okay la so my mom found out bout me sneaking out and i got the perfect punishment after fighting for a quite long time .. i cried so much i got a headache. O.O but i'm happy that i finally got to get some things of my chest. and also happy i was given the grounding, since its my PMR year and its time i started studying for the blardee coming exam.

so, byebye for-a-while blog!
will miss u! *gives the screen a hug*

Miss You Love- Maria Mena

i'm feeling really lazy and sleepy .... *yawns*
but i still am going to blog anyway.

so, yesterday.
time of crisis; whether to go or not.
problem;

• mom didn't allow me to go this was the biggest prob btw
• it is all the way in Petaling Jaya
• afraid there would be no transport back
• afraid that i come home too late and cover kena blown
• i will have to sneak out like duhh
  

why should i go?

• its my PAPA, not some random person.
• everyone else there will be willing to help me with transport/anyway possible. coz i'm very famously known as his lui. ^^
• he is an important person
• i am important to him

masterplan;

• come home from school
• take the lrt to Bangsar and have Se-Ken fetch me to his house. x)
• tell my mother i went to Divya's house and will be going to pasar mlm with her.
• will be back before 11 as usual every Thursday ..
• find transport back and must be home by 10.30.
  

master plan berjaya. *self claps*

then mummy came to help out with decorating the house with balloons and stuff.

SUPRISE banner!
made by my mummy!

before 7, everyone arrived. Ollie, Kane, Christine, Jennifer, AdrianLee, Adrian Chew, Andrea, Julie, Ben, Joel, Salby, Daniel and Barry. talk bout crooowd.

and at 7.30; SURPRISE! it was so cool coz he really didn't know anything bout the party for him .. and i think he cried. awwww~

after dinner, everyone went to doing their own thing. u can see people ..

on the computer ..

card games that never fail us ..

haven't tried playing Uno cards with ten to twelve people have u? its sick and crazy.

spinning pillows .. O.o

and the essential sms-ing/mag reading;

Aunty Andrea and Julie.

lol. fistfighting ..

here is some very happy pictures of my daddy. =)

eew Chelsea .. boo sama dia! *booooooo*~

and here are the weird/random pictures ..

eew u, Ollie.

one thing i learnt; Ollie and Kane are huge posers.

lastly, the family; 2007.

=)

Pantech- Bi Rain

btw, my masterplan has been only half a sucess.

my mom is suspecting me coz she went to Divya's house and asked her mother. O.O

PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE don't know. or i'm gonna be locked in this cage house forever.

happy 21st birthday, JOSHUA CHEAH CHING YONG!
aka .. my papa. =)

although it was ermm .. three days ago ..
although i looked horrid in the above pictures these were taken two years back! talk bout antique
although he also didn't look nice ..

but his party was held today. =)
but these are the only pictures i have with him now.

after all these times ..
thank you so so much for being an awesome blessing. someone who was more than a brother .. someone who cared for me more than a sister .. someone who was always a call away .. someone whom i can share my problems with .. and someone who was willing to lend me his shoulder whenever possible .. someone who gives the best advice. someone who has guided me to learning and gaining trust in my God.

i love u daddy! =) *big hug*
very late now. *yawns*
story and pictures will be uploaded tomorrow. =)

Starlight- Muse

i am currently .. in Divya's house blogging. =D like duhh
i ate like a pig.
and now .. i'm taking over her com.

after this, Jaya Jusco!
toodles!

Ordinary People- John Legend

so .. pictures!
i was feeling very crazy, and i don't mean just taking pictures of myself.


Kuhan treating himself hooome.


and Suzanne treating herself to my handphone.
and times when Kuhan got over self-obsessed and bothered by all kinds of people's hands.




Kuhan come la we take picture. ;)

now doesn't he look the best when I am snapping the photo?

as expected, i will obviously take the most pictures with Divya.
and we she looked awesome in all the photos. woot woot! she's a model fyi

there were obviously ones with ..
me looking absolutely wrong.

only me looking retarded ..

me going absolute; mad.

to be absolutely fair ..

two very pretty random pictures of us. =)

then i wanted to camwhore with other people.
Daddy wasn't posing, seriously.

Adrian. =)

resulting with me camwhoring aaaaaaaaaall to myself. =D

then, some quite random pictures.

Ranjali was wearing a bareback. people, gasp with me.

would u just look at her hourglass body? pfft.

Mahjong.

Mahjong; under levelled.

yes that is DASWEEN right there playing mahjong.

my matching-with-skirt-color nails. =D

good time girlfriends. =)

Kuhan was the photographer. thats alll i have to say.

i solemnly swear, i have no idea what the hell we were looking at.

there was nothing there. i promise you.

and lastly, the feet. =)

Touch Ya- Bi Rain ft C-Luv

this was one heck of a day maan.

have lots of pix to show off. ;)

but later first kay?

Dasween, Ranjali, YeeLyn, Edna, Suzanne and Kuhan came over at 2-3. my mom said that no one was going to come so i obviously asked my friends to come today la rite? den suddenly Adrian's family is also here .. like, wth? my friends felt sesat so i tried my best to entertain them.

note; i'm not a good entertainer.

so we went to the playground. *thunderstorm went bolting straight away*

we haven't even lepaked for a minute and it started to rain. =________=

so walked back to my house like dungus.

we gambled a bit then all of us started doing our own thing.

Yee Lyn and i were gambling.

Dhi, Ranjali and Edna on the computer.

Kuhan and Suzanne pak-toring as expected.

ouh before i forget ya .. Kuhan wore black to my open house.

what a bright color.

at around 5, the rain stopped so we went out to jln-jln.

everyone went home before 7.

then i went for dinner with Adrian's family and two other families.

then came home to find more than 20 people of my brother's friends ready to gamble.

my house i tell u .. seriously like some lepak lounge.

but i wouldn't want to miss out on the fun also rite?

from cards .. i jumped to mahjong .. losing like crap, ending up with me having to drink a full can of Carlsberg. these things i tell you .. its like they're filled with fuelled up oil. body and face went really hot. went half drunk too.

and here i am blogging now. =D

Fergalicious- Fergie

I shouldn't love you
but I want to,
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop

Just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let her win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go, of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to, be around you
There's so much I can't say
and do you want me to hide the feelings?
and look the other way

And I don't know
how to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop

Just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let her win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go, of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

Happy Chinese New Year!

there is really nothing interesting to blog about.
except the fact that CRAP there is another rat in my room.
thank God so so much its smaller than the 1st one .. but this one was extremely noisy.

and after one month of terrifying nights without sleep, i.finally.know.wth.the.rats.are.after.
my bottle of facial powder that is made out of rice water.
this small one this morning early early early this morning was making a lot of noise from scratching the bedpoles/plasticbags/my wooden table. at first, i really can't be bothered coz i was really really tired but not sleepy which was really really annoying. until when i was staring at the blank space of my room, i saw something black moving around my makeup shelf and i just went into blank shock.

it kept on climbing onto my bottle of facial powder which then made me realize OMG that was what they were after all this time. it wouldn't budge so i woke my sister up and she saw it and she also went into blank shock.

and of all best timings ..
my sis and i were in a big urge of wanting to use the toilet.
so, as u guessed, neither dared to even step out of bed.

sounds totally kiddy and chickeny?
u try it.

after an hour of kiddy planning on how to scare the rat away, we finally took the guts to run out of the room together, turning on the room light. rats are scared of the bright light btw.

our master plan?
off the light; pretend to sleep while waiting for the rat to show up with my sis holding the water spray in her hands. i was really really really tired coz i did not sleep at all from .. well, from 12-5 so i ter-snooze off. there were a few reminscent times where my sis woke up screaming 'jie its climbing onto your bottle again!' and the last one was most shocking;

jie it opened your powder bottle!
it took the cover away and dropped it somewhere else!

this one really woke me up.
the cover wasn't on.
the rat was no longer there.
there were no more rat noises.

a tiny rat .. managed to open my bottle of powder?
it was screwed on very tightly btw. and the bottle cover was quite big for rat paws to open.
later at noon when i woke up, i checked around my bottle area and there were alot of red-scratched-off bits from my bottle cover.

proved that it really was not a dream.

Just So You Know- Jesse Mccartney

here's a full confession that i cannot tahan keeping to myself only.
sorry la was very the lazy to write it in my diary.
maybe another time i suppose.

A stil likes B.
C likes B.
B did like C until he found out C liked him coz C wanted to forget K.
so now, B thinks C is a total biatch.
A just found out that B still likes A.
which is quite unfair coz if B didn't find out that C liked him for that biatch reason, B might still like C. because he only confessed bout his feelings about A to A's besh fweenn after he found out.

so if B didn't find out bout C liking B for that reason ..
would he still fall for C?
would he still say that he has feelings for A?

on the other side of the world,
A cannot like B.
coz A is afraid of repeating her same mistakes as her haunting past reminds her.
coz C will hate A.
no wait .. C already hates A. buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

and A doesn't like people hating her for stupid reasons.
wth, its C samo.

and later A's going to talk face to face with B.
people go gasping with me! *gives a huge facial expression*

Bad Guy Tango Version- Bi Rain

my nails are currently painted dark red! exotica ..
i dunno why and how i got so interested in nail polish. i usually only use clear nail varnish or a very very very very light pink that is barely seen.

dark red.
talk bout sudden change.

and just because i put black color, doesn't mean i'm gothic.
i think black's very in, stylish and matches almost everything u wear. even my mom says that.

ahaks. my mom:- my main nail polish resource.

omggg i neeeeeeed to talk to youuuuu.
but i admit to myself, i'm a huge chicken.

i don't care what they say bout me.
we'll just see who gets him in the end.

like .. wtf!?
sounds like total world war four wei.
and i'm definitely no fan of war.

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mens under 18 basketball team of seksyen 5.

biar kalah, asalkan bergaya.
and that was exactly what they did. =)

Starlight- Muse

soonyii: what's up
£yrical:hmm ..
£yrical:a very effing valentines.
£yrical:do not wish to talk bout it.
soonyii:ahahahaa
soonyii:valentine's cannot be more screwed than mine. i spent the day being sick.
i threw up four times since three am yesterday
£yrical:better than finding out your valentine likes someone else ..
soonyii:oh man.
£yrical:maaan.
soonyii: they're all assholes. don't fret honey. you don't need him =D

no matter how bitchy this girl can get, she's one rocking babe.
i love SoonYi. =)

It Ends Tonight- All American Rejects

the only thing that made me happy today was getting 4th placing for lontar peluru.

seriously unbelievable wei. seriously.
and also when Pn Ratna wished me congrats and good luck for tomoro's 4x100 meter race. =) thats what i love so much bout her. x3x3

i hate all this shitty stuff happening to me.
btw, thank you Edna darling for your lending shoulders.

and to Nadeem for .. omgoodness i can't believe i'm gonna say this but .. for making me feel better after all that crap that happened. thank uuu!

and thank you Ian for that beautiful necklace. totally appreciated.

so Samuel followed me back home then we went to YaKaCan for a valentines feast with mangkoks YeanYean and D. i tell you these people. there were moments where all of them were communicating in mandarin and i just sat there eating my chicken rice, trying not to bother .. trying not to bother ..

later on, Jer joined and we went to jj but without D.
with an addition of Ah Yip Chai! xD
it was raining .. and i was the only carrying an umbrella thank GOD it was a big umbrella so .. u guessed what happened lahh.

met Foofy and her loupoh chai paktoh-ing so we all walk together la.
Siu Wern .. her name's Siew Wen. same pronounciation. xD
so anyway .. with three jokers around me, i laughed so much i couldn't breath properly. literally.
came home at 7 with a smiling face and in a poser mood. =D

did i tell you i went to Elianto to buy nailpolish so i tested a few and ended up buying non?

then i took a few shots of yours truly.

1st picture turn out so nice .. ish ish ...

then i thought of pulling my sister into the story.and she obviously can't pose as good as me.

neither was she in the huge poser mood as me.

we can see the weirdo in this picture. =)

and sometimes .. the camera has its faults too.

Its Still Love- Shin Seung Hoon

I live with this love that hurts like death.