Unexpected.

i didn't expect myself:-

• not doin any homework/revision today
• to go jogging today. yeahh, i'm amazed myself. x)
• to not go out of my house at all.
• to not go to pasar mlm.
• being stuck at home and not watching a single merdeka programme.

this year's merdeka has been the worst. previously it was aired live on 2-3 Malaysia-wide channels and yesterday i only saw it on channel 1.

then at twelve midnight, i only received one merdeka sms. i received like what .. 20 last year?

and i really didn't feel so excited bout this year's merdeka.

• petrol price increase.
• goverment is not doing much change with their stupidity, arrogance and selfish-ness.

best of all bests;

• there was a fight at the Dataran Merdeka during the festival.

when E told me i was like 'wth ??' coz .. its independence day for goodness sake! the day where u celebrate your freedom among each other together.

and i'm changing my blogskin over and over again.

but i specifically like big spaces, so i re-edited and mixed two blogskins together. seriously.

and i'm loving my space babe! its sooo huge, and i can write whatever i want, as big or as small as i want.

Pussycat Dolls live interview right after the production of StickWithYou.
beef cake ?? toasty caramel chocolate brown princess? roflmao. and still laughing.

and that funny toenail thingy with Jessica's goofy laughing.

happy belated birthday Mel. =)

song of the moment:- StickWithYou- Pussycat Dolls

I Love Myself!

yea do i love myself man! ;)
so i'm having lots of free time at the moment before i kill my brain later.

so as usual, browsing the web for more latest news of the Pussycat Dolls.
then there was this website, Metacore.com. which was talking bout the Don't Cha vid.

1/10 were nice comments.
and knowing the easily-pissed me, i got pissed.
coz these people really don't know what they're talking bout!

knowing the suuuuuuuuuuuuuuper-angry-fied me, i couldn't just do nothing bout that.

u guessed it.
i slammed each and every one of them back. here's the web.
wow do i feel proud of myself.
i shud give myself a tap on the shoulder. x)

Pussycat Dolls hav done more than a lot in my life.
so if u have anything bad to say, go thru me.
live with it.

song of the moment:- I Don't Need A Man- Pussycat Dolls

If I'm Ugly Then So Are You.

so i didn't want to come to school. but my two darlings begged me to come. and i missed them anyway so i come oni la.

oooo but noooooo. ppl fong fei kei. ( saying that you'll be there when you won't a.k.a promise breakers. ) i mean .. i needed to do homework coz i'm missing out on alot in school the past few days.

and i seriously HONESTLY; hate hate hate fong fei kei-ers. shud hav seen how emo and angry i got at E for promising to show up when he didn't when he actually had good reasons.

back to the topic.
then the stupid stupid aerobic thingy took around an hour to get ready. and we all had to stand in the padang. like dumb dumbs.

boy was i furious!

then fong fei kei-er showed up with the other SU members.
then things went bad. like .. baaaaaaaad.
i shud've been really angry but nahh .. don think i keep grudges at heart.

and how does this sound to u?
C :- huh. dowan talk to u. JuYi! merajuk!
Me:- huh? owhh. huh!
Fong fei kei-er:- *walks away with EMO*

playful or serious ??
obviously its playful dumbass!

then Fong fei kei-er took it seriously and went emo-fying herself as usual.
then suddenly the SU members got angry. for no reason!
what they so perasan about? i wasn't talking bout them at 1st until they kept lookin at us so my itchy mouth decided to gossip it out to E and L.

if fong fei kei-er can tell the world, so can i!
so if u wanna show ur ego, so can i! thou i seriously dunno what ego means.
so if u can bitch bout me, so can i!

SU1:- i wanna go where i go my business la! my life rite? whats their problem?
my brain:- i wanna gossip bout u my business la! my mouth rite? whats their problem? no one ask their ears to hear or their eyes to notice rite!?

and btw, my brain was saying the same line as SU1 always says.

urghh. hyprocrite; my second least fav kind of ppl.

what i have to say?
friendship is a big thing; its not our fault if we care too much.
and personally, thats my proof of showing that i care bout ya'll more than him.
yet ya'll don agree and understand. so how else am i going to prove it?

to move on in life, u have to let go your mistakes.
instead, take them as lessons in future which will help u along your way.

relationships can go to an end; but pls not now.

u wouldn’t know how it felt like to be in our shoes; u would feel worse if u did.

song of the moment:- Ugly- Sugababes.

Everybody talks bad about somebody and
they don't realize how it affects somebody but ..

People are all the same
We only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
So if i'm ugly then so are you.

5TH OFFICIAL VID IS OUT!

the day i've been waiting for.

Pussycat Doll's 5th, official and latest video; I Don't Need A Man!
whooooooooooooooooo am i excited weeei!
ooooooooooooooomg i thought it would only be released on the 18th of September!

Ashley, u are to be blamed. x)

i absolutely love the vid concept. the hair blow-drying, the nail polish, leg shave, lipstick, clothes, bubble bath, salon, perfume .. hmmm; reminds me a lot of Gossip Girls.

yes i love all the Pussycat Doll vids but this has been so far the least attracting one. and with all kinds of scenes which totally freaked me.

• Kimberly and Ashley are dressed WAAAY TOO SEXY
• the bloody cam is moving too fast
• too much illusions/cam tricks added to the vid
• Nicole can't stop touching herself and her boobs
• one part Jessica was putting on her pants. in an overly-sexy way
• one part Melody looked like she was stripping

and whats sad for me, Carmit was not showed much thru out the whole vid. =( i want to see all the dolls. but i'm also happy coz this time they showed a lot of Kimberly and Ashley.

i love love loved the last scene. yeah i don't need a man!

song of the moment:- I Don't Need A Man- Pussycat Dolls ( what else cud it've been ?? )

'Free!'

yes i'm 'free!' i'm freeeeeeeeeeeee~~
no no no. whoever said bout free from hw ?? no i mean .. free at the mean time la duhh. i've been spending hours doing ..

art hw.
geo project.
eng hw.
maths hw.
pj project.

and i still hav sej and geo notes to do. and they're bloody freaking long. and i've only got another 36 hours to finish it. o.m.g.

and i'm stuck at art! i'm not done yet! shyt shyt shyt la .. i'm so tired. my back's aching. not to mention my poor pitiful butt.

why must Art be a compulsory subject ?? T.T
this is soo not a good hol for me.

song of the moment:- Buttons-Pussycat Dolls feat Snoop Dogg ( for the 17th time in a row. )

oooh i didn't post the pics that we vainly took when painting the class the pass two days!

there are TONS of stupid pics and butt pics ( photographer unidentified. ) which i shall not display. 18 sx.

so I managed to come up with a storyline with the pics.

we were all busy painting the walls

then we stopped for lunch.

when suddenly ..

L started choking on his food.

and B was suddenly shivering and made akward positions.

F and I noticed ..

there was an ALIEN SHIP! ( sorry, couldn’t get a pic of it. )

it was small thou; and rather cute.

wonder why it had the initials ‘PCD’ written on the center of the ship.

I wanted to run but noooo; R stopped me

and said ‘if one dies; we all die!’

so okay my rescue plan terosak.

then K remembered reading ‘The Guide When You See Aliens For Dummies’ book that if u flash a dragon picture at the alien, it will immediately poof into dust.

we’re out of time! the aliens were already bording the area!

R comes to the rescue and flashes her dragon tattoo at them.

they immediately poofed into dust. and afraid of further danger, the un-poofed aliens borded back on their ship and vanished.

The End. =D

song of the moment:- Belaian Jiwa- Innuendo

Annoyism; Part Two.

i can't type too much. fingers badly sore.
well lets see why.

i've been scrubbing the ter-painted part on the window grills. sooo freakin hard to get those stains off. i mean H-A-R-D.
and ..

• i was having a migrain in the morning. and i had to rush coz dad was late to work. and he was my only transport to school. he was nice enuff to get me nasi lemak to eat for lunch.
• then some idiot calls me and starts showing some bad-ass attitude at me; when i seriously dunno wth i did.
• when i really didn't do anything wrong. which was the idiot who misunderstood.
• idiot did not say sorry and pretended like nothin happen.

*JuYi. chill. no biggie. continue working.*

• then idiot starts throwing the leftover tubes from scotchtape at me. and laughs.
• and Miss Nice me just didn't say anything.
• idiot looks at me and just walks away.

*JuYi. chiiiiill.*

• idiot 2 came. i was not too angry at idiot 2 as much as to the first one.
• idiotS are talented artists. so they can definitely draw well.
• Miss DumbDumb me asks them 1001 times ( nicely ) if they could just HELP DRAW THE PAPER SKETCH ON THE WALL. and i know 101% they had ideas.

what they do u know ..

idiot:- dunno. *shows me that ass face.* ask idiot2 la.

idiot2:- dunno. *shows me that ass face.* ask idiot la.

idiot:- dunno lokk. u do la. *shows me that oh-so-cute(not) face.

*JuYi. its okay. other ppl can draw too. *breathes in and out.**

then i just realized that idiots got angry coz they told their ideas to K and L but K and L rejected it.

so fine. u WERE rejected. face it for #(*!)$*)($*$)(@($+_ sake!

• idiotS go to 7E without having the intention to tell any of us.
• idiots eat without the intention to tell any of us. knowing that C is STARVING.
• idiots lepak around the school compound doin nothing.
• idiots complain bout the graffiti work that ONLY WE are doing.
• idiots say its ugly.
• idiots show attitude.

so what is pissing me off is that .. idiots had ideas that they really didn't bother to voice out to everyone, which were then rejected which made them angry ( wth everyone faces rejection in life. face it. ) and didn't bother to help draw the sketchings on the wall; and then they say our painting was ugly.

and. them doing all that shit ( as was written above. ) did i show attitude !?!?!? did i take it to consideration!?!?! NO!

and. they do not appreciate. even worse; showing all the attitude.

wat.the.!)#()(@)#$()#(!!!)*#!.

now they're pretending like nothing happened. so okay ha! ha! ha! like normal.

too bad what they did was over the edge. and i solemnly swear i didn't feel like laughing.

yet thank God J was there. with all her perasanism getting my mood hyped up. and C's always smiling n.n and R getting me dancin!

and K too. we shud really appreciate him helping coz like .. he's not our class. and he helped out alot really.

den when i come home my bro asks me why i'm not going to tuition. and shows me his ass face. such right time for him to ask me.

*shows him THE face*

well, i've been scrubbing window grills. sore fingers. my migrain's back. i didn't hav a proper lunch. i had to face ass shit probs. i'm too tired i can't even chew. what else do u want?

'then get off the com and rest la!'

'fine. *slams the door*'

why u know .. so he can use the com. fugg.

and all that in front of my dad and sis. at least they knew i was wiped out and left me to un-stress myself.

thank God he's at a sleepover. ( yes. a guy. sleepover. ) i can't live without my blog. and my housephone to call certain ppl when i really need to. =) <3

song of the moment:- Maneater- Nelly Furtado.

Annoyism.

i'm sooooo annoyed.
how come my bro gets to go out anytime and anywhere of the day and all he has to do is make sure his ass is back home for bed ??

yes. he gets to come home anytime. ANYTIME for bed.

he gets to use the com until 1 or sometimes 2.
its a school holiday for who-knows sake!
give me a break will you!?

and i did not use the com today at all!
and they know too well that i can't live without my com.
omg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he doesn't even get pushed to study as much as me. not much lecturing as me.
AND .. right now! his ass is at Ikea working for a part time job!
and he's coming back tommorow morning!

so what if he's a male and 2 years older than me?
i know the meaning of freedom. and how much one gets.
i have feelings too.

song of the moment:- Promiscuous Girl- Nelly Furtado ft. Timbaland

Whoooo!

i'm too tired. extreeeeemely tired.
its the weekday start of the hol and i hav to go to school. help out with merdeka deco.

painting the class was so fun! lets do it again! xD thou white was a definite hard colour to paint on ugly, scruffy, green walls with foot marks on it.

and thou I did the least work, honestly i couldn't help it.
stupid low antibody.
but its funny how i managed to keep up some energy for dancing! =D
and being the provider for food. again. =s

but i'm happy with the result. =)
the class is beautifully painted. the black sugar paper is stuck on the tables already.
its so merdeka-ish! n.n

now all i'm NOT expecting is .. the drama that i'm involved in. *shrugs*

my fingers are aching. and i'm getting a huge headache.
and i have to go to school tomoro to continue the graffiti works.

song of the moment:- A Little Too Late- Jojo

New One Again!

wheeee a new one again!
Beauty Glamourous. ;)

its so gorgeous i just had to have it!

song of the moment:- Miss You Like Crazy- Christina Milian

No Perfect One.

i'm trying to look for more skins but they're all soooo not up to my taste.
the colourful splatters are nice but the blogbox is grey.
how retarded is that ?? it makes it look so dull. sheez.

tried looking for more messy splatters.
or orchids, maybe.
hmmmm ..

i'm so fussy.

i pity u O. i'm as sad for u as u are for yourself. 4 years! be strong! i'll pray for uu!

omg i'm very much annoyed by the fact that i can't find the right skin at the moment. and these two people online are bugging my life.

one's too free. not going anywhere for the hols so he/she HAS to ask me stupid questions.

eat alredi?
how was your dinner?
y just ok ok?
not very good mehh?
wat time going to school tomoro ?? ( not like you're going. )
wat ya'll eating for lunch ??

one more's like telling me all his/her probs which is totally bugging me.
coz i ain't a good advicer.
and i'm trying to pretend like i care.

song of the moment:- Supermassive Black Hole- Muse

Nicole Cries

i just realized that the rose smell on my fingernails is still there. after applying some rose-smelled nail varnish hours ago; wow.

so anyway; browsing thru youtube for more pussycat doll vids to watch.
i must be crazy coz my status says i've watched more than 300 vids. =s gosh. with all the live Pussycat Doll songs, vids, remixes, live performances, interviews, such an such. then there were at least 30 live Pussycat Doll performances in Manila. so i just watched a few.

then there was one with title 'Nicole Cries'. wow i thought.
den i checked it out.
omg she cried! she actually did !?!?!?
i was beginning to NOT believe the title.
but she cried!

awww it nearly made me cry too.
she was too touched by her fellow phillipinos well .. since coz she's also a half phillipino.
i love u girls. =) <3

song of the moment:- Nicole Crying ?? ( live in Manila ) -Pussycat Dolls

New Taste.

wheeee! ~~
i changed my blogskin!

colourful splatters. =)
i think its pretty. exactly what i was looking for.
except some kecacatan here and there. trying to ask the creator to fix it.

i was trying to search for a Pussycat Doll skin but they're all so ugly. =s
and i dunno how to get a chatbox!

**** **** **** ****

my mom is m.e.a.n.

i was just asking her whether she's buying breakfast this morning and she said she was going out to town with her friends to eat.

what about us ?? *pouts*

ya'll ah ... hmmmm .. actually i never thought bout ya'll. hah! *leaves*

song of the moment:- Buttons Live at T4- Pussycat Dolls

Project Runway.

i've been sooooooo addicted to Project Runway.

its a series show where each season ( there has been two already, recently. ) the judge panel, Tim Gunn and a few others, go on a trip around a few areas in America to find some professional designers. winner gets their own fashion label and a spread in Elle Mag.

hosted by Heidi Klum, international model. ( circled in green )

i didn'y watch the 1st season but i managed to watch all the series episodes of ther 2nd season.

and my fav girl won!
Chloe Dao, 33-year old from Houston, Texas. aww look at how Daniel Vosovic is being absolutely supportive. =)

her designs are fantastic.
i love her i love her i love her.
its amazing that a girl won when there were soooo many other talented gay-looking-and-sounding designers she competed with.

i did hav my favs like ..

Daniel Vosovic. ( circled in black )
he designs gorgeous BAGS TOO! how talented is that ?? i wud 100% buy his bags.
i really didn't know who to choose; either him or chloe coz they're both GREAT. i'd buy both if it was possible.


Santino ( circled in pink ) has great fashions sense, but i don't think i'll buy it.

i have to really pity Daniel Franco. ( circled in yellow ) he was the 1st to be kicked out from the 1st season and he attempted to audition again for the 2nd season. his designs can get over the edge, but i can live with that.

thou i thought Nick Verreos ( circled in brown ) would have won. he's got pure talent and boy do i love his evening dresses!

how great wud it be if i myself had imagination and talent like any of them. too bad i'm as boring as nothing. blaaah.

Project Runway 3, anyone ?? =D

song of the moment:- I'm Not Missing You- Stacie Orrico

Death Predictions.

HAHAH!
this funny thiny made me LOL like mad everytime.
The Death Predictor.
the name itself made me laugh already.

kononnya, it can predict when and how one will die. which is soooo not true because i tried my name a few times and all the results were different. =.=

me:-

At age 67 you will take a near lethal dose of mescaline, wander the desert for six months, and eventually be eaten by coyotes. ( coyotes ?? )

At age 55 you will have a heart attack while eating a deep-fried peanut butter and banana sandwich, Elvis style. ( yuck much.)

At age 44 you will realize that you actually died three years earlier, and have been dreaming all the events since then.

ABSOLUTE funny crap.

so i tried it for my other friendzy friends! ( no offence. )

SiuWern:-

At age 26 you will be gunned down in the street by hippies after enacting a bill that grants the WTO even more power.

Ranjali:-

At age 59 you will become involved in revolutionary activities in Ecuador, and be killed

Suzanne:-

At age 42 you will be shanked in prison, becoming fatally wounded.

Edna:-

At age 64 you will die fighting the Global War on Terrorism in Mexico. how nice of u.

Foofy:-

At age 28 you will be eaten by birds in Manhattan's Central Park. thats painful.

Ines:-

At age 59 your head will explode after being exposed to Britney Spears for thirty-six consecutive hours!

BoonAun:-

At age 27 you will start sleeping more and more. After six months of this you will be sleeping 19 hours a day. By month seven, you do not wake up anymore. You cease breathing during month nine.

Logan:-

At age 20 you will start playing an online game and become so addicted that you starve to death. veeeeeeeeery believable. xD

Jaja:-

At age 24 a truly fanatic fan of your spoken word works will stalk you and torture you for a period of weeks. After refusing to sign any more autographs, the fan will kill you. i dunno why but it seems believable. =s

Liyana:-

At age 40 you will die from an equipment malfunction in an exciting, fear based reality game show. Your death will receive the highest ratings of any episode of any reality show, ever.

no offence, seriously. xD

song of the moment:- Breaking Free- Asian Version ( Vince Chong, Alicia Pan and Nikki Gil )

Furiousity.

so i can't go to church today. mom's busy.
and i couldn't sleep any longer. nose was itching.
so i followed my daddy to the market.

he is such a pain.
he would drive aaaall the way to AyerPanas for the sake of getting some noodles.
it was a 20 mintute drive.

but i can't fully blame him la. it was YUMMY.

there was once he drived us all the way to genting for dinner.
and then came all the way back down.

so anyways ..
i was browsing on hitz.fm until i heard some song called Smile.
i.am.absolutely.furious.

i am sick of all this ppl who keep on dissing the Pussycat Dolls!
i mean .. what is their problem ??
for instance:-

Danity Kane.
the new found talented girl group of 5 from the series show; Making The Band, by P.Diddy.

i totally respect these girls.
they're hot. they're sexy. and they've definitely got absolutely great talent.
i saw one of their vids and it was good.
ppl say they have good personalities and attitudes too. wow.

lets take a look at this then.
changed ur minds now, peeps ??

if they hav good personalities and attitudes, would they be doing this !?!?
its obvious 100%101% that they are jealous of where the PCDs are right now. climbing the charts.

i seriously don't get it.
they're as hot and as sexy and beautiful as the PCD's. and the talent!
but why like that ??
if i didn't watch that vid, i'd actually like u girls.

too bad. total attitude problem.
and jealousy.

Lily Allen. a 21-year old. whom i've NEVER heard of until today.
her songs are not THAT good.

"I've got a really big problem with the Pussycat Dolls, because I think they're a really bad role model for little girls," Lily told the Daily Star. "They're too skinny, take all their clothes off, don't say anything, promote womanising and look like lapdancers as far as I'm concerned.

read more here.
feel free to read the angry Pussycat Doll fans' comments. i commented twice.

AND.
THEY ARE NOT TO SKINNY.
THEY DO NOT TAKE ALL THEIR CLOTHES OFF.
THEY DO SING AND MEAN WHAT THEY SAY.
THEY DO NOT PROMOTE WOMANISING.

as far as I'M concerned, Lily Allen can go fuck herself.
oh so she thinks she's a good role model now huh ??
with an experience of being on drugs at the age of 13 !?!?
what, u want little girls to go on drugs at the age of 13 too !?!?!?!

FUCK YOU.

lets hope we don't see HER in skimpy clothes.
if she does, she's one real bitch.

and this was the best pic i can find of in the net.
she's not that pretty.
which is another proven fact that she is just jealous and she wants some attention in the music business.

and SHE's telling us to 'Smile.' do i f**king look like i'm smiling now !?!?
wat.the.ffffff.

unlike the Pussycat Dolls, they actually mean every single word they sing.and because of them, i am who i am today.

and if ur saying they're too skinny and skimpy, what bout DK ?? they're EVEN skinnier. and they sing songs like the Pussycat Dolls.

and BOTH these girlgroup/girl are NEW in the music industry, for goodness sake!

song of the moment:- Show Stopper- Danity Kane.

Its All About Loooove.

I'm free i'm free i'm free!
not exactly free la .. but tomoro's the last day of stupid exam.
Sej, Science and Geo.

honestly, geo is hard. its like u hav to remember all these not-so-important-to-me places in Malaysia and who knows where else in the world. sej and science is not making much of a problem for me.

and its funny to say this but ...
i finished English exactly on time.
unbelievable!
i have never in my l.i.f.e finished eng pass 40 minutes.
i'm not bragging. honestly.

the paper was slightly hard here and there la .. so don blame me. ( omg did JuYi just said English paper was hard !?!?!? )

KH was fuiyoh. the easiest i've done so far. thou i'm not expecting an A.
and Maths was so so la. not too hard, but not too easy either.
looooong winded questions. pfft. me hate hate hate!

shall not think anymore bout exams at the moment.
check this love poem my darling friend wrote for his girl.
i cried! x)

She's the only person that ever meant anything to me in my life, the only person that i ever looked foward to seeing every weekend, the only lady i looked foward to talking to everyday, the only girl whose pictures i stare at everyday and pretend im there with her, the only person who i wish for at 11:11, the only girl who makes me smile, the only girl who i would ever die for

the only girl who i would take on anyone to make sure she's safe,the only girl that was there for me when in need, the only girl who put up with my bullshit, the only girl who wanted to stick with me, the only girl who i wanted to ever marry, the only girl whom gets butterflies in my stomach at the mention of her name, the only girl who i took everything she said seriously because her word is the

:

one i trusted to most, the only girl i would give a morning call, the only girl who i tried to look my best for, the only girl that i share everything..i mean everything with,the only girl that i love, the only girl who made me do whatever it took to go see her. the only girl for me. She makes me happy like 24/7. No girl will ever make me feel the way she did,

with even the slightest thing as a smile from her. my love is only for her. no one else will ever get my love, ever She has my heart. and i won't give it to anyone else. because no one deserves my heart more than she does. because i truly, honestly, with all my heart,

love A.

:

i love this girl more than she knows. Her laugh, her smile, her voice, her scent and formost her company completes me. I cannot ask for anything more but to thank god to have this amazing lady in my life. She is my permanent valentine. You will never feel love the way that I love her. She brings me such comfort feeling , life will never complete without you , since every train of thought turns to you. my baby.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person,

but by learning to see an im.per.fe.ct person perfectly."

song of the moment:- Secret Place- Planet Shakers

One Pic. Everyday. 3 Years !?!?!?

i was just youtube-ing when i saw this funny videoclip.

girl takes pic of herself everyday for 3 years.
thats like .. thousands of photos!
its cute to see the vid; but something tells me that her face has no difference in all the photos. only her hair.

i wanna beat her record.
4 years.
over-vain ??

song of the moment:- Sway- Pussycat Dolls

Look At Me

yes, look at me.

exam's tomoro. and i'm blogging! woohoo!
ooh. and i just created myspace! =D
and my parents don seem to care .. O.o something's definitely gotten into them.

well anyhooo,
exam's tomoro. *gasps* ( how freaking lame can i get ?? )

exam's tomoro. ( how many bloody times am i gonna repeat this .. )
and .. i'm not studying.
i'm guessing more than 50% girls in my class haven't really opened the KH text book.

coz Wan Shahrul is an ass.
coz Wan Shahrul sucks.

all he does is sit his ass in the bengkel, ass tells us to do notes for this and that, and thats the ass of it. the next hour in the room is on ur own.

SUCH an ass rite ??

School.
fishmonger's wife's in d house babeh!
i wore my ever-so-comfy pink flipflops to school.
its not like i had a choice. they were my only slips.
AND .. i'm having a cut toe and an ingrown toenail.

AND .. thousands of ppl. sooo annoying.
'why u wearing slippers to school?'
like duhh obviously there's something wrong with my feet rite ??
even worse; some don know what an ingrown toenail is and STILL want to know.

annoying!
altho if i saw someone in skool wearing slippers, i'd ask the same thing.
Gaaawsh JuYi is such a hypocrite. xD

worst of all; E stepped my toe! T.T
fuiyohh torture dong ..
thou it wasn't bleeding.
but pain. PAIN!
and u can get sooo annoying when apologizing.
when i say its okay, ITS OKAY! stop it! it gets on me nerves.

and after ever so long stone ages milleniums centuries decades years months weeks ..

E! ur back online!
am i glad to still be able to chat with u online dear. =)

so shud i study now ..
or continue computer-ing ?? =D

good luck to all of u darling peeps!

song of the moment:- When I'm Gone- Eminem

Everything's Cheesy.

as usual, sitting at the back with my usual peeps and my parents! =D
it was sooo hard to pay attention in church today. why?

• there was this cuuuuute lil girl sitting in front of us. half the time we were looking at her and just .. well, baby-ing. S couldn't help but notice the little girl's pink striped underwear.
• pastor i-dunno-who from Sweden who was sooooo boring. except when he says Kuala Lumpur and Malaysia in his funny slang.

Calvary Carnival 2006 is coming up! =D

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Cheesy Barbecue Meltz. yum yum yum! its absolutely yummy. i wanna have more more more!

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my unforgettable dinner. which will then again be forgotten sooner or later.

Creamy Carbonara Spaghetti! ( thou i was expecting fettucini. )

its delicious. its awesome. its heaven.

and the recipe is EVEN more unbelievable! there's NO CHEESE IN IT!

how is that possible !?!?!?!?!/

song of the moment:- Jesus Lover Of My Soul- Hillsong

Crappiness.

i didn't really want to go to skool.
dunno y.
too tired ??
but i slept extra early. 12 o clock!

what ??
i sleep 12-1 everyday.

then at school.
assembly was loooooooong.
Aunty JoJo still made us do that perhimpunan thingy.

it was so blardee lame.
its like we were marching. urggh.

thank God S was next to me.
talk talk talk non stop. xD

omgooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooosh.
i'm in charge. of 3B. girls. for the rest of the YEAR !?!?!?!?
means = i'm.in.for.big.trouble.

there's these two aaaaaaaaaaaawesomely bitchy, nasty, nice, total jerky bastardious and-who-knows-wth-else-i-can-say-bout Chinese girls in 3B. fuiyohh. NO messing with them man.

biatch 1:-
tall.
straight long hair.
not too bad looking, but not overwhelming beauty either.

biatch 2:-
new girl.
dyed hair. light brownish red.
3-4 piercings.
walks like she's sticking out her not-too-big boobs and huge butt.
pure perasanism.
but gotta admit, she's not so bad looking herself.

biatch commons:-
bitch bitch bitch. thats what bitches do.
curse curse curse. thats what not all bitches do.
total kurang ajar-ness. honestly.
talk to no one else in school except one girlfriend and boys.
baaad posers.
piggy looking.

so i hate biatch 2 more. don think biatch 1 is that bad.
thou i don't even know them. XD
but i have my very believeable and reliable resources.

and I hav to stand right next to them through out the whole year.
mess with them ??
don mess with them ??

mess with them. ;)
bitch la curse la. its not like i can't speak or understand ur jinjang cantonese.

its not like i can't bitch back either.
this is sooo gonna be fun. *evil grin*

***

ho ho ho.

everyone hates V.

almost all the prefects hate her.

almost all the normal students hate her.

even my bro.

he was wtf-ing and wtf-ing bout her today. yikes.

song of the moment:- So Beautiful- Savage Garden.

you make me feel .. so beautiful .. =)

Read It, Guys.

I shave my legs,

I sit down to pee.

And I can justify any shopping spree.

Don't go to a barber,

But a beauty salon.

I can get a massage

Without a hard-on.

I can balance the checkbook,

I can pump my own gas.

Can talk to my friends

About the size of my ass.

My beauty's a masterpiece

And yes, it takes long.

At least I can admit to others

When I'm wrong.

I don't drive in circles,

At any cost.

And I don't have a problem

Admitting I'm lost.

I never forget an important date.

You just gotta deal with it,

I'm usually late.

I don't watch movies

With lots of gore.

Don't need instant replay

To remember the score.

I won't lose my hair,

I don't get jock itch.

And just cause I'm assertive,

Don't call me a bitch.

Don't say to your friends,

Oh yeah, I can get her.

In your dreams, my dear!

I can do better!

Flowers are okay,

But jewellery's best.

Look at me, you idiot ..

Not at my chest !!

I don't have a problem,

With expressing my feelings.

I know when you're lying,

You look at the ceiling.

DON'T call me a GIRL ,

A BABE or a CHICK.

I am a WOMAN.

Get it You DICK !?

song of the moment:- Youth Of The Nation- P.O.D

Burning Fat The Good Way.

i found this on some website and i think its quite useful.
at least, it is for me. =D

Want to boost your metabolism? Be a musclehead. All you ladies out there who don't want to get "too big" lifting weights at the gym, listen up.
The one thing that really does help you lose weight or stay slim is how efficiently your metabolism works. So what does resistance training have to do with your metabolism? Science.

. If you're doing a cardiovascular activity (running, biking, swimming, walking), you burn calories for the duration of the time you're exercising. Now if you build muscles, your muscles become a calorie-burning machine. So let's say you lift weights for an hour. Your muscles will burn calories all day long.

I read about a study done by Tufts University that stated women who resistance trained for 15 weeks increased their metabolic rate by 15%. That's 1% a week! Walk that one around the block.
Why? By building muscle tissue, the ladies create tissue that burns calories even when they're not exercising. That's why when you go on a starvation diet, the first place your body attacks for calories is not the stored fat, it's the healthy yummy muscle tissue. Good stuff, those muscles.

I'm not talking about becoming Arnold. I'm talking about supplementing your exercise life with some form of resistance training. If you're truly paranoid about getting too big, then lift very light weights and do 12 to 15 reps. If you're not doing any kind of sport performance, then do time under tension training. That's where you do an exercise for a minute or two. Time under tension training isn't good for you if you're trying to be explosive (jumping or sprinting). It's not great for the fast twitch muscles. If you're just working out to look good and stay healthy, then it's wonderful. Any weight you can lift for 2 minutes isn't going to make you big. Trust me. Muscle is your metabolism and butt's friend. Love muscles.

If you want to take care of your metabolism function, then try to get decent sleep and don't skip meals (especially breakfast). You start off your day behind the metabolic eight ball if you skip the first meal of the day. Your body spends the rest of the day playing catch up, and you're not functioning at an optimum level. Once you get this system dialed-eating well, exercising, and adding resistance training to your life-it does become easier. It's like priming the water pump. Yes, you have to work hard in the beginning to get the water out, but once things start flowing, then you just have to tap the handle to get a bucket of water. Look at your calorie burning efficient self the same way.

song of the moment:- Loosen Up My Buttons- Pussycat Dolls

Me.Myself.I

my soar throat and flam is still here. even after 2 weeks. after 1 whole bottle of medicine is gulped down.

i don't want to be Puteri Hang Li Po.

the Chocolate Devil is too tempting! xD

i have a sudden love for Cadbury Crunch.

i couldn't stand too much sarcasm the past days.

i am getting emo and emo-er.

i have a weak body and brain.
no seriously.

i want to change my school.
i am human too!

i talk too much.
i complain too much.
i'm getting less appreciative.

history repeats itself. once again.

i get tired reeeeeally fast.

i need to talk with someone. just someone.

sometimes .. the people who say they've got your back ..
don't even have their own back.

and those that say they love u and will always be there for you ..
yeahh ..
things can turn around.

in some things, u just have to stick to the status quo.

i'm over stressed.
i feel lost.

you?
or you?
maybe its me.

i don't feel loved.
trusted.
supported.

stop questioning me like that.
if u reeally wanna ask, ask straight in my FACE.
if thats who ya'll really are.

where did all the love go ??

song of the moment:- How Great Is Our God- Hillsong

My School. *grins OH-SO-widely*

some info bout my school:-

liars.
idiots.
bastardious.
fakers.

just because some important ppl are coming to inspect our school, the skool is making us do gotong-royongs, clean ups, decorations and all that shit.

ESPECIALLY, aunty Jojo.
i shall not list all the crap he made us do, before i get superbly angry once again.

uncaring, stupid, selfish idiotic man!
urrghh!

i don't want to be in this school anymore.

song of the moment:- You And Me- Lighthouse Lifehouse