难道，错了吗？

难道，约吃饭，错了吗？ 大学，面对最困难的是，约不到人吃饭。但我很感恩，感恩我有个三餐都有吃的室友。我时常反省，时常感恩，但一些人，是老天爷派来试探我的贵人。我应该感恩。对，应该感恩。对，其实，你们想过了我的感受了吗？我没说谎，我只是说事实，不过是事实。是你们的事实。如果你们不是那样，那你们就不该怕别人讲啊。你也要想想，我们住同一个宿舍，读同一课系，上课，回房都一起。 别人看见我参与他们一起吃饭，难道，他们不会问？你们真的那们天真，就真的以为，我四处宣传？可能吧，可能我回答的方式错了？可能吧。那对不起，我也只是讲事实。

So happened to be in the same course, so happened to place at the same hostel, I hope our relationship will last long.  

like it or not, take it.

Always wanted to update my blog, always failed to do so.

It has been awhile since my last update.

Too much to say till dunno where to start first.

People tend to forget things by trying not to remember it even a single moment anymore. Don't you agree with me? =)

And as time passes, of course, we will forget.

Remember only the good things, good people. Appreciate the one who treats you good. Welcoming the love giving by you. Thank you. Give you a chance and at the same time giving myself a chance... Good Luck.

You will like it, you will.

Stay tuned.

Prayers... =)

I pray to my family, my loves and myself. Sincerely, I prayed. =)

Still, I pray. I believe, it will come true. =)

popi popi, amitabha.

yours truly, me. =)

大学 第三学期

眼里总会不经意地下起雨来
我问，瑛兰你到底怎么了
她说，是雨天影响了情绪
雨停了，但没有彩虹
只有阴天
太阳月亮星星
回来陪陪我们

明天没有课
不回吗
怎么还在宿舍
你的室友都回家去了

没有人喜欢跟悲观的人做朋友
我努力过
尝试过
还是一样

其实，在大学的生活里
瑛兰可以过得很开心
因为瑛兰总是有人约吃饭
但瑛兰总是拒绝他人的邀约
却偏偏邀约一些很难约的朋友
然后搞到自己非常的不快乐
很想回家

累了
睡一睡
夜里
好冷
宿舍的水
好冷
冷到发抖
冷
冷
冷
连续几天下雨






你说 雨天 可真 厉害



爱我的 亲爱的 
我们不懂 明天先到 还是无常先到 
爱 要勇敢说出来 



你爱我吗?

untitled.

It's been three weeks since university reopen. How are you? Fine? Sad? Happy? Enjoying? Emo-ing? As for me, for the past weekends, yes, I am, very damn emo. As what you guys know, I am so-called PBSM (Pelajar Balikrumah Setiap Minggu). Yup, I am. Guess what? I miss home until I cried in my hostel. Lonely, Hungry, and Busy. My timetable fulled with activities for the whole September. Rest for few hours now, later gonna go for sign language practice. HECTIC uni life.

Just few days ago, there was an election happening in our uni. Guess what? Two of my form 6






........

it's always a half way post. and started to become very emo.




i know, i should be positive. i should jz be positive, i know. =)

dont worry.

I'm backed.

I'm going to live life to the fullest!!!!! 

 I'm going to enjoy my days with laughter and joy!!!!! 

 I'm going to enjoy to the max!!!! Before next semester starts!!!!! 

 And you gonna see my happy and sweet face. =) 

Stay tuned!

Enjoy your happy days too ya!!! smile. =D

总有写到一半不知该怎么继续的

这些年来，你真正的高兴过吗？ 这些年来，你是怎么度过的？ 这些年来，你好吗？ 这些年来，我忘了，我是怎么走过来的。 一天过一天，一年过一年，我好吗？ 你想过这问题了吗? 是否，所有想象的美好，都成真了吗？ 二十五岁前的目标，达成的几巴仙？ 答应了，所以，压力了。 下个学期，我一定会更努力的。 我答应了，我一定要考到更好成绩。 祝福我吧。 我很需要。 谢谢。 其实，你问我忙不忙， 说实在， 我现在， 真的， 真的， 很忙。 心忙。 太多的东西答应了，所以，等着我完成。 很怕收到信息。 很怕突然收到麻烦的消息。 因为，心忙。 这些年来，你真的过得好吗？ 你还是一样的快乐吗？ 还是，你忘了？ 你拥有的幸福，你珍惜了吗？还是，被没收了。 你的幸福来过，你发现到吗？还是，你错过了。 原来，我喜欢的感觉，是被需要的感觉。 那种一个团队里，到了紧要关头，互相信任，互相被需要，的感觉。 赢得胜利的那份感动。 这个我，你能了解吗？ 还是，

什么是你的？

当太多的想要变成什么都不想要。 一个爱你的人vs一个你爱的人 一次次地被伤害一次次地被宠坏。 值得等待不该等待 如何决定不该犹豫不决。 祝福祝福幸福

some say love.....

Some say love, it is a river. That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor. That leaves your soul to bleed.

I say love, it is a flower and you it's only seed.

when the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long and you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong.


I say love, it is a magical word.

I'm lucky and the strong. =)

have a nice day! good luck and all the best! don't ever give up in ur life. life is about law of attraction so remember, attract only positive!

enjoy this song- the rose.

roses are beautiful

The secret

Yup, you are right, I'm here again, positively blogging. Just to have a minor report to you guys. Early of July, I was thinking of finding part time job since I'm having my 2 months semester break. I did apply for guru sandaran but ended up it was not really match with my timetable so I gave up on it. Still, I never give up in finding part time. I teringat Miss Swee, my KUMON boss. I worked at there last time before I enter university, also part time. So I decided to give a try to MSG her and ask whether she needs ppl or not! While hoping for her reply, she really replied me and said, yup! Can you start this August? I replied, ok! And if you need ppl on july, I can help ya! *I keep on praying that she will ask me to work in this July. And surprisingly, she texted me few days after that and asking me to start working next Tuesday(10/7/12)! Yea, positive thinking and happy mood attract all positive things come to me! ' The secret '

Provisional result

Can I just be a little bit more greedy? Just checked my provisional result via SMS. Thanks God that I passed all my second semester paper! Thanks my nenek moyang popi me passed all the paper. I really hope that the result for second sem will be better than first sem. I really hoping I can score well. Popi popi! Oh ya, not to forget to thanks those who wished me good luck and all the best before I entered exam hall! Thanks guys! I'm glad to have u all as my friends. <3 Good luck good luck! All the best! Full result can be checked on the 30th or 31st july! Hope I can score good result! Love u guys! Stay tuned ppl! Have a nice day!

山楂树之恋 The Love of the Hawthorn Tree

Just finished watching this "The Love of the Hawthorn Tree". It's a movie that I wanted to watch it for quite some time but everytime failed. I know the story line before I watched it. I know it is a sad ending movie.
well, let's me share my feeling after watching this movie. I don't like the way Sun expressed his love towards Jing. But his respect towards Jing, I truly salute. But as for me, he should tell her the truth. He lets her see him for the last moment, it isn't good. He said he will wait him forever. But how you define forever? Hmmm. You judge it yourself. =) enjoy.

thanks.

From now onward, I'm not going to complaint any past things. I'm glad that I'm having such wondering life. I appreciate every single thing in my life. I have good family, great BFF, genius coursemates, caring hostel's mates. I have the best in my life. I should not have complaining much. Be thankful. Thanks for being there for me every time. Thanks.  

<3

random? yea.

went through my gfs' blog and found out that, I'm totally not alone. life goes on, we met kind of people, with characteristic that way different from us. yes, i do admit. i got a little bit self centered, selfish, but this is me. accept me if you are my friend. accept me as who i am and dont show me the fake side of you. I'm trying hard to accept you, so, please la, pandai pandai sikit.dont act infront of me. it will only end up with, something that you and i wont be happy with. seriously, right now, i really hate you. really really hate you. hate you hate you hate you! arghhh... much more better now. not going to see u for months, i feel so best. you know who you are. oops. u dunno. let me tell u, u really piss me off, you get lost from my sight! ass off!!!! don't show me how happy you are, dont show me how good your life are. better don't talk to me. you are human. you can sense that i hate you. nope, i mean i started not to like you anymore. so please la. mind ur action. control ur EQ a bit. you lost ur EQ, and caused me nearly lost mine as well. fml. i know that i shouldnt be so rude. but guess what, before i met you, i used to be a very happy girl, very very happy and i got very high EQ, i can control well myself. i really CAN. but right now, after months, under your "traning", hng, it turns upside down. let's put a full stop on it kay? trust me, im really trying very hard to accept you. so give me sometime, i will forgive u. and forgive myself for being so fussy sometimes. I'm sorry, not meant to be rude but sometimes, it's the best way to express out our feeling.

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seeing bff being so sweet with their bf, i start to wonder, where are you?

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negatives, please, i beg you, stay away from me. you are blocking positves to walk in my way. so negatives, please, i beg you. go back to the place that you suppose to be. positives, take the courage and walk straight from me. =)

Ipoh-Melaka Trip

Hey readers, how are you? I hope you are doing fine. Today, I'm gonna to post about my trip to Ipoh and Melaka. It's a lengthen one. fulled with pictures. It was a coursemates trip. We discussed about this trip during our first and second semester and we finally make it! 

Cousemates Name List

Lee Yin Lan

Lim Li Them

Low Hong Joo

Oh Chee Liang

Saw Bee Theng

Tung Wei Hao

+

Wei Hong 

Wei Zhen

Xiao Chao

Ali

27th June 2012

I bought 3 bus TICKETS that from butterworth to ipoh but ended up, me alone in the bus. Junshean and Munkit last minute called me and ppk me. Well, never mind because Junshean needed to do minor operation. So, 10.30am bus, KPB, 3A,3B AND 3C. When I reached Ipoh, is about 12.30 or 1sth. I forgot jor. Cheeliang from Ipoh fetched me up from Medan Gopeng Bus Station. He brought me to xinyuanlong as I said last time I planned to drink white coffee at there but it was closed so havent been there yet. So this hero brought me there and ordered roti bakar, Portuguese tart, and White Coffee!!! As you know, Ipoh is famous with their white coffee. After this lunch/tea time, I was so fulled and it rained so we decided just to "yao che ho". As requested, we went to tanjung rambutan, yea, tanjung rambutan that is so famous of mental people there. The actual place where all the mental problematic people stay is Hospital Bahagia. After that, went to his house and waited for beetheng and weihong to come. =) thanks aunty for the treat. =)

heading to Ipoh.

nice view. I like it so much. <3

trying to capture another but failed.

Stayed one night in CL's house and we headed to Melaka the next day. Four people in one car, around 4 hours it took us to Melaka. Thanks to CL for being the driver for the whole trip. 


28th June 2012


We left Ipoh at 9am after breakfast at one dim sum restoran beside "fu san". If not mistaken is "shun fa". opposite "ming ge". 


oops. lazy to type d. Let my pictures lead you ba. Enjoy.

Simply  Fish. First lunch in Melaka. Lead by Anson Tung and Hong Joo. 

tyring to jump.

melaka dataran pahlawan.

serious panda eyes due to.... some reason. 

take two.

Nadeja Cafe Mahkota Perade.

delicious. 

 29th june 2012

jonker street. morning. 

the girls. =)

the driver. olivia oh. 

trying hard to smile.

casa del rino behind me.

photographer.

she said this was nice. 

melaka cruise.

Melaka River Cruise, RM10.

melaka river.

friendsforever.

coursemates. 

from left, beetheng, lithem, me, anson and cheeliang

Anson, Brayant and Even

yinlan, lithem and beetheng.

Maritime Museums Complex RM3

I like this.

Anson's China friends that joined us for the whole trip. From left, Ali, Xiao Chao and Wei Zhen.

the princess. =)

Hang Tuah.

Inside there is like all historical story. Just like what we read during form 4 sejarah.

still shorter la.

i like this picture too! =)

though a bit hunchback

pandai pose.

hahaha.. reflection

hot spot. 

got feel.

self obsession 

windy.

the couple.

peace.

exhausted 

drunk after drank the green tea. lol

drunk

jonker walk, jonker stage, i like it very much

night view

after watching the guys played pool, we decided to play it too since it was only RM3 per game. 

So cheap, so fun. clear all my sadness of that night. 

I can played well too. >.<

aim, stay focus and hit.

anson was trying his best to teach lithem. haha.

trying trying!!!

it's really nice game.

daddy courage daughter all the time. who knows she will become famous one day?

tiying up my hair, forget the sadness.

That night, I tried my best to enjoy. sometimes it failed, Im sorry.

Anson, we all kalah d. you are the best when come to posting.

acting cute?

likey! <3

lithem dare not to act cute with us and cheeliang was forced. lol

take two! hahaha

finally.... 

couple? O.o

hahahah. lol

sailor moon

shoot me? h'ng/

what's so funny out there?

trying out. testing testing one two three.

come joined us! I teach you how to do it.

yup. this is it. not spiderman, is sailormoon.

=)

=)

=D

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30th June 2012

Heading to Bandaraya Melaka. 

Last day in Melaka. 

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shop a while. and went back.

Reached melaka at 6.20pm and bought bus ticket backed to butterworth at 7.15pm.

had our dinner before naik bus. Thanks again Mr. Ipoh.

 The end of my Ipoh-Melaka journey. Cant wait to my next journey. Credit again to Mr Ipoh- Cheeliang and Mr. Melaka- Anson and HongJoo.

yours truly, 

<3