Tell Me About It

Often I always think...
I started working when I was at the age of 14
I worked every year till I was 20
I had a part-time job every single damn year
I work like a dog
See things from every single perspective from being the lowest life form
Felt and certainly got pulled into the evil and ugly world

At the age of 20
I started serving the Army
And yet now
I'm still seeing things I wish I dont want to see

And friends from the Army often says
"You will see many different kinds of ppl..."

I thought I had seen ALL kinds of ppl
Guess what?
Surprise surprise

I love to think on the good side though
Sadly
When all high keys are over
You know what they say about the fox revealing its true colour
Like what show the tail or what shit in Chinese
"露出狐狸尾巴"

So sometimes
You wanna gather everyone of them
Point the middle finger at them
And say...
"Fxxk you all!"

Then just 潇洒 walk away...

But it wouldnt never happen...

The 40+ km I clocked must be taking a damn heavy toll on me

Especially after I just recovered from what kind of shit sickness

40+ km in not perfect body condition

If I not dead now

I still think thats a good news though

=)

You took for granted the times I never let you down

Before the last high key...

Friday late night...
Section mates
Personal transport
Van + Bikes
Supper time!


















Geylang is the place!
And you know what they say about odd number Lorongs?
=p


















"Wen Dou Sek" - Cantonese
126 - English























The "Rocket"!



















Killer-priced Char Siew Buns
Killer taste!
Up Up!
Brings back the golden days!























Super Ups Har Gao























The most ownage Chee Cheong Fan I ever tasted!
Pawzor sauce
Totally is......one of the Rocket too!



















Botaks crossing the roads without the need of traffic lights
Hoping to explore the dark realm of the Geylang


















Trying to see if "Sen-To-Sa" has anything to offer too!























Hope we could get "LUCKY" too!

Nonetheless
Sad to say
Geylang now is not what I remembered it to be
The night life is gone

No more horny Ah Peks
No more shadowly figures in dark dark alleys
No more Cheena-speaking ladies in cheong-sam
No more hanky-panky-touchy of innonect passer-by
*coughs*
No more personal electrifying sensation
*coughs coughs*

What happen to Geylang?
And what happen to me?

We only live once
So make it count
Do it once
Do it good

Jaguar Coy Platoon 1 Section 4
Rocks

Touch Heart, Touch Mind

Having principles in life is essential

I believe in helping those in need
(If I have the capabilities to do so...)

But nowadays I realised
If the person doesnt even want to help himself/herself
How can you help the person?

Some principles do have to be adjusted as we grow older

I used to think that anything more than 100% is redundant
Come clutch time, if you dont give more than 100%
Then what you have might not actually be 100%
So now, giving 200% is what I believed in doing

So how now brown cow?
There's this famous line
"人不为己，天诛地灭"

Touch Heart Touch Mind

It's a small world indeed

Your friends are my friends

And my friends are your friends

So does that mean we are all friends?

Snap Snap

From Collection of Black & White

From Collection of Black & White

From Collection of Black & White

From Collection of Black & White

From Collection of Black & White

From Collection of Black & White

Back to snapping B&W photos
Feels good to play with a camera nowadays
Or izzit just me who is intrigued by a DSLR currently?

Currently becuz I have no good knowledge on how to
maximize the full usage of a DSLR
And also due to the fact that most ppl of my age (or friends I have)
don't own such an expensive item in their arsenal of prized possession

I think also due to the fact that I'm gonna turn 21 soon
It somehow plays a part
In like myself asking myself what I really want
Plenty of wants
And yet no needs for anything

I mean I could use a DSLR
It would feel good
Snap great photos
Play with it
And it would remain as a long-lasting possession
(With the price tag attached to it of course)

But on the other hand
I could also use a PS3
Guitar Heroes?
Metal Gear?
Tekken 6?
But PS3 would mean increasing costs and maintenance
A hell lot to pay for something I really really want

And of course the cycling bike
A really nice cycling bike
This item would be the most feasible among the rest
But the price only would range slightly below the PS3
And throw in the space consumption
Plus all the nagging and yada-yada of road dangers etc
Even the cycling bike looks distant to me now
=(

This week is Week 5
And you can see lots of crazy things
When Saturadays are concerned
"Legendary" pull-ups are being done
Just brings me back to NAPFA during poly days
Well, I wasnt part of the "Legendary" ppl
I joined the "League of Extraordinary Gentlemen" in my section
To pass IPPT and SOC on the same day
Only 3 ppl in my section cleared ALL SOC stations that day
Including me!
=)

But the rundown would need better timing though
Nearly crashed into the wall on my 1st attempt
LOL!
But hey, yes I cleared ALL obstacles!
And still saw PS Tan Wei En at the stadium cheering me
So glad to see a familiar face from XMS
And he looks totally different in SBO
Like a good soldier lah!
=p

I think SOC is more xiong than IPPT
Thinking that I didnt get below 11 this time for 2.4
But hey, I cleared my IPPT and that means Sats are not burnt!
Next Fri is off-in-lieu
Gonna be out early
And not staying back for RT!
Bleh!
=D

Feels good now doesnt it?
I know I'm halfway there
Just a one more thing and I'm sure in
Making sure I book my own tickets there

Early in the morning run
With the field pack on my bag
With an aching in my heart
And a body full of sweat

I'm a long long way from home
And I miss my lover so
Early in the morning run
Let the cold wind blow

Let the cold wind blow
Let the cold wind blow
Let the cold wind blow
Let the cold wind blow
Let the cold wind blow

I know I know
You have to go
So hurry back home
Cuz I miss you so...~

 

绝世好剑

 

雪饮刀



















Ah!
Finally figure out how to blog pictures
I'm not so stupid after all!
=)

Told you hardwork is all that is needed
=D

Happy Belated National Day
Out of 20 years of my life
This is the 1st time I ever miss the Parade itself
But this year
I felt more pride and honour to be a Singaporean
Not that I'm serving the Army or what so
But it's this feeling I have
Just....something sensational

Maybe it's the weekend
Where I finally go to Vivo?
Or get to eat a dim sum buffet?
Or caught G.I. Joe? (I tell you its damn good)
Or the Pizza Hut after the movie?
Or this season 1st ever soccer game on National Day?

I think its the movie
Fantastic
My kind of BOOM BOOM POW movie
I like the redhead girl a lot
Very intelligent kind of lady
Sophisticated yet independent
Able to hold her conversation well
And yet peppered witty remarks with sarcasm
Esepcially the part about 'emotions' and 'attractions'

'Attraction is a form of emotion
Emotions are not backed by science
Anything not backed by science has no proof of existence
So you cant prove I'm attracted to you'

OH! Ownage stuff there!

Anyways I think something is wrong with my phone
Maybe ppl think I'm not replying msg or what
But I'm at field camp last week
So couldnt get in contact with my phone
And I think on the boat the msg I sent ppl also nv receive
So ya, hope for understanding
=/

Shall go rest and pack up and get ready for book in now
Will try to play with the Blogger html stuff more next week
And install the Photoshop program to play with too
While I psycho Jon Pang to go get his DSLR
After I passed him the brochures he should be one leg into the Canon shop already!
Kua-kua!
=p

Then I will get to play with a nice camera and...
Maybe I will get 1 DSLR too!
=D

I need a drink. Fast.

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LYJ is back from 6D5N of field camp
It was an experience full of sweat, blood and tears
And made me see a lot of difference things
And felt many different emotions
And of course straightened out plenty of thinking

But...
Right now
I need some rest
Just finish washing some black black clothes...
And my eyes are injured somehow
I cant see clearly
My left eye seems to be giving me blur vision
And it has been going on for 2-3 days
But 蝴蝶姐姐 is too cute
=)

Shall watch TV until 1am 1st
=D

“ 好马不吃回头草。。。 ”

Any idea what this means?

Caught a bit of 我猜 after supper with Adrian
It was a statement by Jacky Wu that caught me
Of course that was followed up by his "你要比从前快了"
That mere 3mins just....got me there
Thinking again...

So this morning I woke up
And the Chinese Teacher Ms Png was online
So I talked to her about it
And here she is explaining to me
Just sort of concluded my point of view too

Here I am
Gonna try to type out what has been missing yesterday
Feeling that I got plenty of time left
Which actually isnt a lot really
Or is there quite some time?
I don't really know
This weekend kinda sucks you know?

As I was saying
Saturaday then I booked out
But why was this week kinda horrible?

My buddy had a nightmare
Woke up and shouted
Causing the whole room to wake up

Then I had a nightmare on Friday
Visualized being OOT-ed (Out Of Training)
Becuz of knee injuries
Then the Medical Officer came over
Was about to reach out and pressed onto the knees
When I woke up and sit up
Reached out and grabbed my own knees
Feeling a slight electrifying sensation
It's like deja vu
Like my own knees were cuiz already
Pretty scary considering I felt kinda warm in the wee hours
=(

But nonetheless
Book out was great stuff
Until the point I reached home
I feel that the computer is evil
It's a double edge sword that pierces everyone

I kinda expected what was coming
But ya...still emotions rocked my heart
Like thunderclaps and lightning storms
Of course, I refused to accept it
But ya, I'm a realistic person
I knew it was gonna turn out this way
Just like how I predicted it would happen
But still...cant help but dwell on it somehow

Bit by bit
It didnt take steps at a time
Flew and blew past it did
The influx of information was overwhelming
Made me did ONE SERIOUS CRAZY STUFF next
Which was....

I WENT TO WASH MY OWN CLOTHES AFTER SETTLING DOWN!

Ya. Kinda crazy in my point of view
I just wash and wash and wash
Trying to wash all the dirt and whatever shit away
Just wash and wash and wash
Until everything was clean
Until the clothes were hanged out to dry
Until I was shagged out

Then I retreated to my bed
And yet I was unable to fall asleep
I was so shagged out and still unable to sleep
The feeling of being tired and not able to sleep is...tough

Is it me?
Or what?

Enough about the closet emo-ness already
There's still some good news

IPPT this week
I ran under 11mins for the 1st time in my life!
10min55sec to be exact
Shiok!
Felt I could go faster though...

And of course more bonding with my section mates
They are saviours seriously
They saw me pasted some pictures
And yes the photos did wonders
Cheered me everytime I looked in the mirror
And there would be someone looking back
Like I'm not alone
And so I influenced them to go back and take photos
to paste on the lockers and motivate themselves
=)

Yes it's true
Something's gotta give
It would end somehow
I would just close my eyes and it would end
Sooner or later
Field camp tml
Then I'm halfway done with BMT
=D


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Now now
Why / what / how / which / who / where did it happen
Now now
I got no answers
Now now
“好马不吃回头草”
Now now
Tell me
Now now
I guess I think better not

你知不知道...

I just typed around 20 mins
And the Blogger just had to...f it up
Best~

20 mins of how I'm feeling currently
Which is quite a bit of shit
But now I'm feeling kinda fucked up myself

So I shall just take a nap
And sleep some horrors away
Away from what is inside
And what is outside
Cuz currently
I dont really feel like a tough man
And maybe I'm not so tough afterall...
=(

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"Pain is nothing but just a mental state of mind"
"Endure, and don't give in to the pain"
FS Shaun

I closed my eyes
It passed
And the next thing I knew
I was hit by yet another bomb

24hours to book in?
Tick Tok the clock is ticking
But I aint caring this weekend
Cuz I'm just feeling so fucked up
Over myself and what I dont really understand....
How this is just a....scam?
How.....I'm feeling so stupid now?

"Hard work is all I believe in"
And yet it didnt seems that hard work wins this time....
=(