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i just deleted the post about friendship that i posted recently.

sorry suckers,
CASE CLOSED!

for someone who has been interrogating me like hell.. you can ask her yourself.
for me, things between us have been solved.
what happened between us stay with us. i dont intend to drag this issue and i'm hoping for the best for both of us.
i will not participate in taking this issue to another level because it's just gonna make things worst.
besides, it is not nice to tell everyone you know about your internal problems with your bestie, right?
sorry, i'm not like you.



p/s: untuk siapa2 kat luar tu... kan tak elok jadi batu api and besarkan2 cite. yg sibuk sangat hal orang lain ni kenapa? grow up ok?

i love my bestfriend and i care about her.
the end! :)

Good news!!!

today is my father's birthday. happy 25th birthday daddy!!!

and today also...

I GOT PROMOTED!

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

yesterday all of us received an email from MD's secretary informing us that there will be staff meeting today at 12pm.

after the email, i received another one from her (just to myself),

Lidia,

U have to be in the meeting, no excuse.

Thanks.

Kuza

i got panicked. i have been late this whole week and i wonder if it's because of that. orang lain masuk pukul 9, i masuk pukul 10.30, every fucking day!

i have a meeting at 12pm today and shahrin, my manager said i have to attend this staff meeting so i dont have to go see client. instead, my other manager jeff went to the meeting.

12pm, jeff sent me a text, said "you're screwed. later i tell you. sigh". another panic attack struck me. the meeting he attended was my campaign! my responsibility. when he said that, i was like reaaaalllyyyy panic and wanted to cry. what did i do wrong this time??? clients must be reallly mad at me. jeff must've gone through hard time covering for me.

hati tak tenang ok.

12.30pm, our staff meeting starts. MD made announcement on the projects we won and project we failed. followed by staff's assessments and increments. then only he announce the promotion. quite a lot of us got promoted actually.

jeff was messing around with me rupanya.

i was shocked when he announced my name. i have been promoted to Senior Account Executive position. it's actually no big difference with my current position. just the senior title je. but somehow i dont know if i should show them my happiness. here's the thing, when i joined the company, there was another 3 people of the same position as mine. we went to training together and basically we're in the same batch.

but they dont get the promotion. i got it. another colleague also got it, same position with me. but she has been working fucking 3 years long as an Account Executive and now only she got it. i feel badddddd! i have the feeling that they are talking behind me if i deserve it.

a mixture of happiness and sadness.

continued

ok since i am so penat, my temper suddenly pun jadi penat and sikit2 nak mengamuk.

i need a break. i need a vacation. i wanna go to the beach. but i dont have time.

i want to stay at home doing nothing and just eat and sleep and shopping. can? of courseeee cannnn! if i get a rich husband, i can do anything, everything!

but sadly my bf is still struggling to work his ass off.

so...

WHO WANTS TO MARRY ME?

sila masuk minang secepat mungkin. jumpa la mak bapak saya. make sure bawak account statement skali k?

muka kalau pecah, tak diterima. hanya yang handsome2 belaka sahaja.

as usual, my taste is slim, tall and fair. hahah! lagi jambu lagi bagus ok? agak2 muka berbulu lebat tu, sila berjumpa dengan bf saya.. korang boleh buat geng.

kena pandai tahan perangai i, pujuk selalu, and sabarrrrrrrrrrrr! the one person who can tahan stayed with me for 3 years before he showed his other side. so, reminder for all... agak2 boleh tahan, okay jom kawin!

tanak reception. kita kawin kat vegas. hahahahahaha.

bye.

I AM A SUPERWOMAN

YES I AM!

I HAVE BEEN WORKING 10 DAYS STRAIGHT INCLUDING A 3 DAYS 3 NIGHTS TVC SHOOT!

I AM SO EXHAUSTED, MY BODY ACHES LIKE HELL AND I AM NOT EATING REGULARLY.

I PENAT OKAY!

sekian.