Shontelle - T-Shirt

Hey, ohh, let me tell ya no.
Oh Baby.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I
Really wanna go out tonight
I never used to go out without you
Not sure I remember how to

I'm gonna be late, gonna be late but,
All my girls gonna have to wait cause
I don't know if I like my outfit
I tried everything in my closet

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you
Ima step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on
With nothing but your t-shirt on

Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but,
I'm really hurting now that your gone
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping
But I couldn't get past the door and

Now I don't know, now I don't know if
I'm ever really gonna let you go and
I couldn't even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down torn up about it

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you
Ima step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on

I'm all by myself, with nothing but your t-shirt on
Ohhh, with nothing but your t-shirt on
(Cause I miss you cause I miss you)
With nothing but your t-shirt on (said I miss you baby)

Trying to decide, trying to decide if
I really wanna go out tonight I
Couldn't even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down torn up about it

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you
Ima step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay

Hey, hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you (cause I miss you)
Ima step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay (I would be in bed)
With nothing but your t-shirt on

Said I got nothing but your t-shirt on
Hey (cause I want to be close to you)
With nothing but your t-shirt on
I remember when you would like to see me
With nothing but your t-shirt on
Hey (nothing but your t-shirt on)
Let me tell you know (nothing but your t-shirt on)
With nothing but your t-shirt on (fades)

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Demam Season

hahaha... asyik2 cite pasal demam. takpe.. again, MY BLOG. haha.
smalam nilad cabut keje half day n datang my house around lunch time. so tgh2 lepak tu.. standard ah.. batuk sana batuk sini.... ngn hidung selsema nya... kitrg gi lunch kt diva then balik rumah balik sambung cakap mengarut mcm 8 tahun tak jumpe.

i was browsing my fb then tanye la nilad, tanak buat fb ke? gamba ko dah cukup bersepah dalam fb. pastu tibe2 die suh i buatkan fb utk die... sebab die tak reti. we came to an agreement that i do the account, add up her friends n basic stuff, lepas die dah terrer gila pakai baru dia take over. haha.

then petang around 6pm ktrg nak kelua lepak ngn ayu kat court.... jeng jeng jeng...... nilad dah mula batuk2... muahahaha. im spreading my virus to all! jumpe ayu, die pun dgn suara sengau like mine cakap dia pun nak demam. huhu. then gi ali jumpe zul, die pun same!

that very night daddy brought me to the doc...... sangat magician! gua salute! doc tu bagi 1 botol ubat batuk yg sedap n veeerrryyyyy smaaalll yellow pills for flu. telan malam tadi, tido, pagi dah tak selsema langsung!! everything is dried up! wooaahhhhhh! amazing amazing.

then dapat msg from nilad, tom cruise mati jatuh gunung! tak guna btol... penat je cari sampai cnn news, bbc news, yahoo news, google news, socialitelife... semua! tadeeee ponnnn! tipu.

2day nilad call ajak lunch lagi skali. tapi kali ni dia tak ponteng. makan kat ali ngn din skali... cite pasal fb. din ngn hp baru dia tu ape lagi... usha fb lah! abes dua2 suruh i help with their fb! ingat aku ni menganggur sampai camtu skali kee? hehe. tade hal la... kawan2. tlg nilad je. din bole buat sendiri cume die malas!

oh lupe. patutnye tadi nak cite pasal din pun demam. dah tertuka jadi cite fb lak. hehe. tape same je ;p
2day my baby brother firhan punnnn kene jangkit gak. ishk ishk.
sape nak mc? mai datang jumpe tok......... mai la..... mai la....!

hoi

i hate u.

pls go away!

Demam

What I like about demam? I get to ask favors frm everyone in the house. everything will be done as i wish. hehehe. but u know how miserable it is when ur sick rite? thank god there's someone to take care of me when i feel like dying.

so last night mummy was sponging my body to cool down the heat... as my body ached like shit, i asked her to give me a massage.

n so she took the oil n started massaging me. i was green n very very hot. ok la... badan pun sejuk sangat, bila dapat minyak panas rase lega la.

few minutes after that... i felt kinda weird. it didnt help with the aches tho. i reached the bottle to find out....

Minyak Pelangsing, Bagus Untuk Melangsingkan Badan Dan Membuang Selulit.



haih.
my mother.

the night that cause my demam. fuck.

Fashion Confused?

i was browsing all the fashion blogs n found so many blogs selling vintage stuff, top to toe.
now the thing is, i just can't accept that vintage style they all are selling.
its like... sape nak pakai doh baju2 mcm tu?
i mean... fashion budak2 emo yg pelik gile mcm the guys pakai skirt, the girls and their socks, accessories, the hair, the make up... that is acceptable for me.
even cosplay is not that weird!
vintage dresses like my granny's is soooo not!
vintage bags, yes.
vintage shoes, ok.
vintage accessories, alright.
i know its the trend now... go vintage. but its sometimes wayyy too ridiculous.
its cotton, its kembang, meleret and ugly.

HaaaAAaachHhoooOOOoomMM!

i hate when i fall sick.
i couldnt get up, can't smoke, no appetite, and my body aches.
my body smells eventho i bathe as often as i can.
my temperature is changing all the time,
sometimes it goes too high, sometimes it feels alright.
i'm freezing when it's 100 degree celcius out there.
and it has been 2 days!

lesson for all, dont drink when u know u r going to be sick!
n dont club when u know ur body starting to ache!

urrrrrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

lydia is not a warrior anymore. no no sparta.

WOAHHHHHH~!!

tadi tgh boring2 ingat nak main game kat laptop ni. then mase godek2 tu bole jumpe webcam!
punyelah dah beli laptop ni sket nye lame.... baru tau bole pakai webcam.
memang la mase beli tu tau ade webcam, tapi kat webcam ni die letak sticker "Webcam optimized for video chatting".
cari2 dalam semua folder, drive n even control panel pun tak ada application dia.
so dalam kepale otak ni terus pikir, oh...utk chatting je kot? rupe2nye application dia dalam sub sub sub sub subbbbb folder! tak gune btol.

oleh itu, kite enjoyyyyyyyyyy!!!

(aksi2 jakun lydia dan adiknye)

Nightmare

oh god... oh god. of all the nights.. y did it happen last night?!!

last night we went to 21 n then to loft.

the girls told me we r going to join a group of ppl there at loft. but didnt mention who.

jeng jeng jeng.... it was my ex, mr F.

i'm still cool by then.

then another nightmare happened.

we were dancing at the dance floor..... jeng jeng jeng again....

my another ex, mr N!

my goddddddddddddddddd.

i smiled but he put that i-dont-know-u-at-all face.

i was very upset. my fun was totally ruined by the second ex.

dammit. i dont wanna go there anymore. i dont wanna c him anymore!

Last Holiday

I'm startin working soon.... sad. So me n my friend planned a very last vacation trip for me at the end of this month.

Genting je! but then who cares rite? as long as i have the right friends, right place, right things to do... i bet i'm gonna hav so much fun then.

however there r few things bothering my mind now...... its my last holiday, will it rains? r all the hotels there be fully booked by then? what if i book earlier and suddenly there's going to be a big thing i dont wanna miss here? haih...

Party Planner

When it comes to party planning, find Lydia! Birthday coming up?..find Lydia! Graduation, reunion, girls, boys, sports, nightouts…. Lydia! Haih.. I should charge people for this startin from now on man… hehe.

So what’s next?

Another soiree. Birthday for ayu. Jeng jeng jeng. Very very soon. Heeeeeeee~~ Next, ska followed by azielah. October, November, December!

-girly girlie

-dress to kill

-fine dining

-camera

-gossips

-oh… bfs.

-birthday cake

-guy stripper? Hahah!

In the mean time, costume/pool partayyyyyyy~!!!! Omg I just can’t wait for it to happen!

-costume

-drinks

-swimwear

-fag

-camera camera camera

-hot ass guys

-games

-tags to those “not here!”

Woooohoooooo!!!! So we have discussed few games for the party. Pool fight (girls only), whisper game, pass the smoke, pass the candy, treasure hunt in the pool(wahaha!), water balloon fight!!!, drunk game, sober game and many more!

Aaah… I just can’t wait. We are going to get wasted like hell that night. I just hope nothing goes wrong that night.

You Suck, I Rock

2day I get to berak delightfully, wonderfully, delightfully, marvellously after sooo long. Yes, berak. My blog, remember? Not urs. So WHAT if I want to write about berak instead of _________ [fill in the blank as u wish].

Thanx to the tigers I had last night. That’s the main reason y it came out beautifully. Hehe. Oh, chop.. I had sushi before that. So who did that? Sushi or tiger? Hm?

So last night we went to Eckywoobee and watched football there. From chelsea’s victory of 5-0 fucking pap pap pap each minute… to my beloved Liverpool.. a bit of arsenal’s.. and Mancipap United’s.

That was yesterday.

Continue to what I do today. Hm.. today is a very very depressing day. I was crying n crying n crying over a matter that I’m too lazy to write it down. I don’t know where to start. Next time ya.

So since I was toooo depressed I started callin people randomly to calm my emotion that was obviously too problematical to be solved thru da phone. My dear friend Benjamin who apparently just recovered from fever with his good true friend spirit set a date with me that evening.

Met him at Oldtown and chatted for 3 long hours. He’s been a very good friend to me. Even though I didn’t pay no heed to him for quite sometime (n I do realize)… he doesn’t mind and he still cares. He managed to cast away all the problems that I stressed myself with. He didn’t solve it. He just cheered me. Heeeeeeeee~ thanx yo.

2morrow nak lepak ngn safwan plak. I’ve been cancelling my plans with him so many times already since he got back. Its gonna take days for me to catch up with his life! He has been in n out of the country for most of the time since he started working with the oil n gas company. Nak pow duit raya 22 tahun nye… n ajak die gi Bangkok esok gak. Haha. So no more alasan not to go out with safwan.

Fun

Catching up with what I’ve been up to these few days.

Wednesday

Went to watch late night movie with Enchek jibot at KLCC. We watched Eagle Eye, acted by Transformer star, Shia LaBeouf. Okay la… bole tahan je la. Not soo good, not that bad. Just ok. I like the puzzles that the director tried to play with the audience. Made us wonder, who’s the bitch? who’s the bitch?.. But the movie is sloOwWWw! Tak habis2 lagi ke? The director dragged it too long. I salute the actions. I like the concept. But I think just like the rest of the viewers, the end is expected from the mid of the movie. People knew it already.

Thursday

I woke up at 8! The earliest this month, besides first raya. Hehe. As usual, do the same boring thing… the daily routine. Woke up, breakfast, tv, internet, internet, internet, shower, lunch, internet again, internet again n again……..

So while I was busying myself browsing facebook, Mim called, saying she’s coming to my house around 5. Then ayol called, he’s back in kl…ajak lepak, since I still hav few more hours b4 Mim comes. Ok la… I thot diorang nak bawak gi minum kat ali je. Tau2 masuk kereta je, ayol n yuki played kidnapping game. Tah maneeeee2 diorang nak bawak…rupenye gi Great Eastern je. There, we met Din the Madonna guy. Hehe. Alangkah seronoknyeee ade blog sendiri! Then satu petang kena bahan dengan diorang. Tekanan tekanan. Takpe takpe……korang tungguuuuu! ;p

I came back home. Mim came. She asked me to do some design work for zhaf’s album cover. While doing the it, zhaf called n mentioned about Rokkit at Cloth n Clef. So all of the sudden, let’s jom! Got dressed while waiting for zhaf from bangi. Went straight away to changkat.

The event was superb. The music played was fantastic! I met my lecturer who was one of the spinning DJ that night. Met few friends there. Me, Mim and Zhaf were not sober actually. We BOBO b4 we got there.

I loveeeee the people there. Their dresses. Their style. They r fun. Happening people. The whole club could actually enjoy with each other. The girls dresses like very very very casual, new improved vintage but yet elegant. Im not talking about the same old sexy clubbing dress here, I’m talking about the shit u guys see in magazines and movies. New vintage. The guys…. Ala lapsap but better n mature looking. Most of the people, girls n guys were wearing chackered shirts. Thank god I didn’t wear that.

Oh n there were photographers everywhere. Me and mim were like, sane2… pose! Eh, sini2…pose! Hahahaha. Gila lah. Name pun bObO. It was fun. Really fun. The best event in a club I’ve been in these couple of months. Nak lagiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!

Another Victim

Continued…

We went to the police station around 6 p.m to make a report right after mummy came back from office. While waiting for our turn, mum talked to a Chinese lady next to her about what happened. Surprisingly she told us that she was mugged too. And guess what, we were talking about the same suspects!

The lady was mugged around 2p.m… I assumed it happened after they tried to mug my mum. It happened in front of her house in Bukit Antarabangsa after picking up her child from school. Her neck bruised badly as the asshole also snatched her necklace. What disturbed me was the fact that they did that to her in front of her own child. Her child was crying looking her mother being mugged like that. I’m imagining myself in the child’s shoes. It must cause trauma when she sees bikers anywhere near her in the future. One question, are they targeting mothers or they just love doing that in front of their kids?

I wonder why all these people commit crime when they can have a better life in a better way. I’m talking about young fellas… those of my age. They are the ones who mostly get caught committing all this shit. Omg.. get a life dude! Get a job! Go make ur parents proud instead of making the polices proud catching u guys. Stupid.

Beloved friends, warn ur parents about this. Especially to mothers/housewives who always go in and out the house. Be very careful. Buy a pepper spray. This is not a joke.

Ragut Rompak Samun Attempt

Horror struck me and my mum at noon today. Everyday mummy will come back for lunch before going back to her office. As usual, she called home at noon to check whether I want anything before she left…. Nak makan ape? Nak keluar mane2 ke? Nak ape2 lagi tak?...blablabla. I was busy playing with Pet Society before I heard mummy honk the car. I can see her car parked in front of the house and carry on with my game.

I heard the sound of a bike but was not bothered by it. Tiba-tiba mummy menjerit, “Hey!!!!!!” x 20 kali sekuat2 hati. I saw 2 guys coming closer to mummy before running outside and join her menjerit sekuat2 hati!

They quickly left when they saw me running out from the house. Maybe they thought mummy’s alone and never expected someone or more people in the house.

I remembered. The first guy, the one’s riding the bike was wearing black shirt with red helmet. The other guy, slightly taller was wearing white long sleeves shirt with black helmet. Both looked like in early 20’s. I assumed they are working people from the well-dressed look. The sux part is, we didn’t get the plate number. It happened so fast, we could recognised the face but forgot about the plate number.

I noticed mummy was shivering, horrified by what happened. I was shocked too. Rumah aku seblah balai je kot…boleh kena gak. Omg.. the world is not safe anymore. Even the polices who came to our house looked so dumb like, no effort of helping at all. They just said they will patrol the housing area just in case those 2 muthafuckas r still around. The neighbour lagi tak payah cakap. They heard, but they did nothing. They came to see us when the police came. Serupa tak payah. Imagine if it happens to ur family one day, no one’s gonna help u just like u did.

We were lucky they didn't bring any weapon along. We're just thankful we r not hurt and pray this tragedy wont happen to us again in the future. Amen!

Old Time

those were the days...

Raya Open House

Yesterday was exhausting... terase sampai harini. We asked friends to come at noon but then standard lah janji melayu, semua sampai lambat. Abang's frens clashed with mine. Semua datang serentak. So the house was like... packed gila! asal ada space je.. ada la orang. tangga pun orang duduk!... well, it's once in a year je kan. thank god my soto laku n ada nasi lemak for backup food. it ended at 11p.m.... gila penat. thanks again to all who came yesterday.

Giggle

omygod.. omigod.. oh my god! I went to a gig! Never in my life have I been to any g…ig before. It felt like… gosh I don’t know. A bit of excitement, confused all the way, fun and nervous! I never thought I will step into a gig… ever! Haha. It’s a whole new experience for me. Knowing the fact that I’m already 22 n just stepped into a gig.. sounds too old to try out new things like that but hey, at least I tried! Watching live bands playing with their own songs and music……very cool! I don’t even know every band playing in the same gig has their own genre which is different with the others. I thought they will be playin the same genre. It’s like… hm….. how do I put this?........................ a mixture of RNB, house, and jazz in the same club. They have different crowd, but everyone was having fun together. But I don’t know if it’s different with the other gigs. I’ve just tried one.

How I got into it. Zhaf and the jamboooo band hafta perform that sat. I asked Mim out that Saturday but of course she has to watch Zhaf that day. So Mim came out with the idea out of no where [since she knows I don’t really ‘into’ da thang]..asking me to come along with her n few friends to a GIG. I needed to try out new things. I know that thing is so not new. I mean, people started going to a gig in high school. Not when u r this old! Huahuahua. Pegi la mampus. I agreed n was sooooo excited! Not excited bcoz I got to do that thing, it’s bcoz I get to see that thing. The scene. The people. The stories that I heard. And so and so and so.

We went to bijou first. Crazy fucking lovely stuff they were selling there. Duit raya dah habis a week before. Very upset very disappointed. Nak aje rembat semua tu. It’s okay… blog marketing is very popular nowadays. They will hav it more in the future with my purse full with money and shop crazily. Thennnn we go to the gig. Sesat kat bb bcoz of my “orang kl direction who shud know better”. Jem. Hujan.

Stepped into the place with all the GIG peeeeooopleeee! Horror horror. Very scary. Nervous breakdown. No cover, just for charity. Gave RM1 je. Sorrrrryyyyyyyy!!! Omg sampai skarang rase bersalah! I have no change! Walked inside with prayers in my heart and went straight to the front passing by allll the gigsters. God… very scary I want to die. But when I looked at Mim’s and Jehan’s coolness, I acted cool also as if I’m one of the gigster. Muahaha. Lagi2 la Zhaf’s band was always with us, terase macam…. I’m one of the band’s chick…no one can touch me. Hahaha. Poyo siaaaaaaaal! Wuteva. My experience, not urs! Go do ur blog!

Then the band starts playin. I just stand……still. I was.. numb. I don’t know how to do this. I don’t know! I don’t know what to do, how to react. I’m a fake gigster. I found it fun but maybe it will be awesome if I know how, learnt how to be in the scene. That’s all. My very first gig ever! I enjoyed it. Thanx Mim, Zhaf, Jehan, Dianne and the rest who kept asking me, “Are you okay?” every 5 minutes. Muahh!

Womanizer

Penatnye tunggu vc baru Britney ni. i thot they said the premiere is today? tape... time at the states lembab. sabar yea lydia... i know i cant wait for her new vc. kenape tak sabar? bcoz tenshen pulak bace all the gossips n stories about the making of circus and this vc. so nak tgk laaaa btul ke britney cam super hot in that vc? dont disappoint me sistah!

do you guys know about a movie called Twilight? hot sangat ke diorang tu? cam meletup2 je gossips that i heard. i read that it's the hottest movie of the fall.. hm? zac efron ade? hehe...

btw... yesterday i was at home tryna memorize the whole fuking long just dance lyrics while my mum cleaned the house.

like mother like daughter, without any warning, any sound, anything... "ehhhhhhhhh!!! ehhhhhhhhhhh!!!!" mummy dengan panicnye menjerit2. i thot mummy kena rasuk coz it's maghrib and balasan tuhan kot sebab tak respect azan sambil menghapal lagu.

the she continued, "gucci mane?"

"tak tau. y?"

"die dah few days takde kan?"

"alaaaa die keluar jalan2 la tuuu. dating ke. kawin ke.. relax lah."

"nooooooo i saw a cat hit by a car at the back of our house that day! bangkai kucing tu still lagi kat tepi jalan! tah tahh tu gucci kot???!"

mami tkejut.
i pun tkejut.
both of us terus senyap.

i thot of going to the place mami cakap tu. nak verify whether tu gucci ke tak! but then bile pk balik.. bangkai?... euw... sad gile ni. i try to think positive that gucci is somewhere menyundal n alive!

Big Hideous Smile Night

So yesterday my day macam sial sikit bcoz of the hideous smile. I was full with anger bcoz somebody so selfish cannot accept some simple, direct, understandable joke.

So my beloved Mim and her ice ice bebeh scandal.. took me out from this madness to Sg. Wang. Hehe. Korang ni dah tau aku tgh tenshen… lagi buat aku tenshen dengan shopping sakan korang while aku plak dah abeskan duit raye minum strawberry long island. Dammit. Takpe… at least u guys care bout me. Heeee.

Because the level of my anger and tension too high… we planned to bersuka ria sambil bobo malam itu. Mim and zhaf went back to hartamas then came back to stw to pick me up that night. Sebelum tu diorang sempat singgah rumah miss B.H. to take my drink yg die simpan. Sorry Mim, kau kena dgr plak die punye cerita.

Me and Mim hav been talking about the same topic since we met that day. Zhaf dah tension dengar benda same. Pastu amik Dayo pun, kena repeat balik 8 kali… so malam tu the famous words are big hideous smile, bragging and 50ringgit.

While waiting for Nilad, we bobo ourseleves in the car. Best gile! Keluar2 je semua dah bobo. Yang bestnye… I vomit before I could bobo myself. Hahaha. Kena bahan gila ngan zhaf. Babi!

We went into twentyone.. drink, dance, smoke, chat, chow. Then the famous words been used like more and more every fucking minute! I’m supposed to be pissed but later on I joined them making fun of it.

Everytime a race car lookalike wannabe passed by….. they will say “eleh hideous la wey! Gile bragging! 50 ringgit je!!!....”. hahaha then we laughed!

Everytime a hot chick passed by….. “amboi, braggingnye. Tak sedar diri hideous. 50 ringgit!”.

Everyword came out of our mouth, no matter what… mesti ade ayat tu. Cuba jangan brag! Hideous tau!.. 50 ringgit pun nak brag! Gile hideous. Tak hideous la macam ni wey! Kite kena brag! Baru la Nampak hideous! Takat 50 ringgit!! And so the more they say the more we laugh coz of that words. Semua dah bobo kot.

Sampaikan pakcik cucuk2 tu pun nilad ajar ayat fames tu. Haha. Oh btw, pastu kitrg gerak heritage semata2 nak makan cucuk2!

So that’s the story of a night we called Big Hideous Smile night.

BIG HIDEOUS SMILE Pt. 2

I’ve asked around about the hideous part so I can know what other ppl think about it. Whether I am right or I am wrong. I let them judge. And u know what I got? Jeng jeng jeng….

Imagine u are the birthday girl I’m writing about. Read this, and give me ur comment.

1. What do I feel if it’s me? tah… ok je.. ape yg ko nak aku comment ni?

ko tulis pasal birthday aku la kononnye.. so ko nak aku kate ko sweet la eh?

hehehe…

ok je..

2. tak la…. nampak sangat kot benda tu lawak..

kalau bace part tu je memang la rase cam ko serious.

tp kalau bace the whole article... obviously benda tu should not be an issue at all.

ko buat lawak kot!

3. hahaha.. u suh i pretend jadi yus?

ok.. dah pretend.

i tau la u buat lawak.. ok je.

come on la.... i kenal u dari sekolah memang u macam ni..

so anything so say about my face, my smile or even my lips yg u suke make fun with..

i tak kesah kot..

mmg u dah macam ni.

lagipun dalam blog tu... bukannye u kutuk die satu page!

actually i tak perasan pun pasal joke part tu sampai la u tanye...

i bace sekali dah lupe!

ala dont worry... if she takes it seriously, dont go with that type of friend!

bestfriends should know u better!

actually i rase u should stand on ur ground k babe?

dont think of it too much.

if u luv her, then work it out.

but seriously i dont think it was ur fault.

u deserve a better friend like me!! hihi

4. says:

takde apelaa

biasa je

poyo doh derang tuh

macam kau kutuk derang gile babi

padahal kau tgh cite something kau buat utk derang

kau sound je balik dodo

the way dia msg kau pon cam sial

gi mampos la derang tu

menyampah aku

takdela.....someone is writting a blog abt ur birthday....u should be proud

u reply to dod something yg tunjuk die tu bodoh ckp bende cam tu...

and y nak terasa cuz the whole purpose of the blog was about celebratin her birthday...

then kau ckp la..if dodo and yus nak kau edit jugk...kau akan edit

tapi derang patut feel ashamed of themselves for doing that

because if yus was me..i would just fuck t n feel happy anyway theres a blog about me

ape laaaa

padahal dalam fb... siap komen muke yus buruk

tade pape pun

5. pahal ngan ur friends? Selfish nye! Tu pun nak marah? Lawak kot….

6. ok i get the whole story part.
tp u guys gado ke ape nieeeeeee?

7. noooooo. mmg nampak joking kot?
y nak terasa? i x pahammmmm. thts y i x paham y tiba2 ada girls fight!
so meaning i'm not as dumb as i think laaaa. hahahaha.

8. i dok scan laaa kat ur blog for a part where the bday girl cancel sebab would rather be with her bf. haha. oh wait. thts my problem not urs. heee hee.
i tak faham. whn u say , seriously i dok scan for something worse. *garu garu kepala*
something more heavy and rumit. and some obscene language perhaps.

8. i've read it but sumhow my brain still refuses to process whatever it is that ur trying to communicate to me.
hahahah. dumb people language pls! :] i dnt getittttttt.

9. *garu garu kepala*
i wonder why we have to deal wth craps. like sara.
hahahaha. nak selit gak.
ah well, hormonoe do weird things

BIG HIDEOUS SMILE

So today nak ceriteeeeeeee la sikit pasal this two lovebirds ni. They are two people I used to call bestfriends. They claimed that they know me VERY WELL. So they thought that whatever I say and whatever I do, I must already know that it should be what they want to hear, and what they want to see. Dah pening? Let’s go on to the details.

The King and the Queen felt sooooooo hurt deeeeeply insideeeeeee, bleeding, dying, screaming, suffering!!!!!.................... [only the hurt part, the rest is exaggerated. hehe] because in my previous post, I wrote about celebrating the Queen’s surprise birthday plan, preparation and execution. But that wasn’t the issue that they’ve gone mad about. Instead of reading the big thing, the EFFORT of throwing her party, the SUSAH SENANG TOLONG KAWAN YG CELEBRATE SORANG2 PUNYE PASAL…… she focused on the big hideous smile that I joked in the article. Some of u may have read that part before I deleted it [by forced].

I can’t imagine there are stupid people like this. Ini dah memang gile babi bodoh sangat. If it was because I joked about ur mother, ur father…. I understand I have crossed the line. But if it’s because u cannot handle urself if someone said u have a big hideous smile, when it is toooo obvious that I was just joking…… u r just being selfish. If u want me to praise u in my blog, do ur own blog. I’m not going to do so.

YOU PROVOKED ME. U sent a message like I did something really fucked up! Like I killed ur life! U claimed that u know me VERY WELL. Ok… friends make mistakes. But how do u talk to ur friend about something ur’e unhappy about? Kau duduk depan rumah aku je… takkan la nak sound kat facebook jugak? That’s coward! Aku bukannye tak penah gado benda2 bodoh [tp tak sebodoh ni] dengan orang lain… especially close friends. Tak puas hati, cakap terus depan2! Nak kena ajar ke? K cani…

Dialog 1 : Wey, bole tak kau delete HIDEIOUS SMILE tu? ______ terase ar.

Dialog 2 : Weh kau pahal cakap HIDEIOUS SMILE camtu pasal aku? Dah2… delete!

Dialog 3 : Aku tak kire aku bagi kau 5 minit utk delete HIDEIOUS SMILE tu.

And banyak lagi….

But instead, u guys chose to send me a message in FACEBOOK like coward people do.

Seriously, I think these 2 have to act and behave like their age. If u’re too fragile, don’t find friends like my type… go find ppl like ur friends back in mrsm. Those pakai tudung, cakap saye awak tu… ha tu sesuaiiii sgt la kalau nak kawan. Lagi2 yang suke puji2 u cantik, u pandai n all shit u like.

By the way,

hideous smile – to describe how happy u are at that time. Hideous is used to explain ur happy surprised face is not pretty like when ur just happy n controlling urself.

Bragging – to explain how jealous I am when u say u just bought a dress from topshop.

50 ringgit? – lawak bodoh semata2…. Sape yg terase lagi la bodoh.

Bitch

No female is ever going to grow up, theyre always going to backstab and be bitches to one another.. it's just the way we roll

There's some people that shouldn't be on this earth, and I use to call them my friends.

Unfortunately, people argue all the time and this becomes more apparent as we get older. People have less reason to praise or compliment you the truth and more reason to argue with u and gain some personal benefit. At the end of the day, cherish friends who are honest and true to you and ignore those who bitch around you. They can be just casual friends, so u don't have to put so much effort into them.

some people they say things are not good

because they are not understood

acceptance is something i do not seek

I will not turn over a new leaf

cause I would rather be stubborn

if this means having no friends

I’d rather be alone

than being a part of your menggelabah society

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

I know…. Dah lambat seminggu baru nak wish. Hehe. What do I care, raya kan sebulan! So I’d like to apologize to all for being so cruel, so mean, so talkative and being too hyper than ur average level… most of all, I’m sorry again if u think I’m a bitch. Just the way I am. So live with it. Heeee!

Raya this year tak macam dulu. I say this year’s sucks (seconded by my fellow cousins). Maybe sebab half of our family yg kat jb especially tak balik kl… n cuzins yg married beraya blah laki2 diorang… so there was just me, mim, yana, jehan and lan celebrating with all the makciks and pakciks.

Our family tradition (mummy’s side) works like this, on the eve of raya.. all of us will gather at Maktok’s house in SS2, Kelana Jaya for buka puasa. They normally serve ketupat, rendang and all those typical raya food that night. I would be the only child in my family to attend the buka puasa at Maktok’s house while my other 2 brothers are busy with raya carol (takbir raya) at Atuk’s house (daddy’s side) far far away at Au2 Keramat tu ha. I chose to be at my Mum’s coz I have cuzins yg satu kepala more than daddy’s side. And usually we cuzins will dress to kill (casual outfit) on the eve coz that’s the only time we gather all the members from jb n kl. Haha. Weird. Oh and most of our family don’t really puasa on the eve. It’s like……….. the trend on every last day of puasa. Including the uncles and aunties.

Raya morning, we will all gather again at Maktok’s house and this is where the weird part u’d be interested in. Maktok will not serve any ketupat or rendang in the morning. She only serves roti canai and hot drinks instead. It has become like that since I was born.

After Raya prayer, kitorang pun berkumpul kat hall rumah Uncle Anjang will start our Raya tradition with his speech. Uncle Anjang is the host for every event in the family. Without him, we’ll be lost.

And so Uncle Anjang starts with…… “Kita bersyukur sekali lagi dapat berkumpul di hari raya bersama ayahanda dan bonda…..bla….bla…..bla…..”.

Then, doa by Tok Encik.

Then, some moral + motivation + crap speech about current issues in the family.

Eg; Cucu-cucu perempuan dinasihatkan menjaga batas perlakuan dan percakapan memandangkan usia yg semakin matang …..bla..bla…bla…

I hate it when things that they talked about bikin gua terase dalam baik punya. Sila jangan pakai baju ketat. Duh. The guilt trip thing isn’t working.

After that interesting speech, we will all make a really big circle for salam2 session. It starts with the uncles and aunties, followed by the children in every family. Usually the make up is ruined in this session. It’s very teary.

Then those who already have worked kena stay in the hall while the rest of us will line up outside waiting for our duit raya collection. The syarat is, who ever starts working will have to give out duit raya. No matter how young the person is and how old the person’s getting it is.

My mum’s family is big. Her siblings are 10 of them. The spouses, children, in laws, nephews and nieces….. I lost count. Majority of my cuzins are girls. Around 30 girls and only 5 boys.

Finally, after collecting duit raya, we will all start our convoy raya to every house in our family. We usually starts from KJ, Subang, Tropicana, Damansara, TTDI, Hartamas and my house will be the last. They usually say no to food and drinks at my house. Makes our work easier. Hehe.

Raya is fun, if the people you celebrate with every year are around. It becomes sux when these people suddenly changed the way it is.

Selamat Hari Raya!

My fav cuzins... Rihana, Miriam, Jehan and Razlan.
My fav nephews... Danial and Danish (GuGu).
My brother, Firhan (Adik) and Rizwan (Abang).
My family... noticed that Daddy is not wearing brown coz he insisted to be special! Followed by Adik, his sidekick.

Yus Birthday

So it was Yus’s birthday. Dodo told me he won’t be here celebrating yus 24^th birthday coz he has to go to JB doing shit stocktaking on the day itself. I called Mim and told her about Yus birthday and try to plan something with her. This is to make sure that Mim will definitely come without giving stupid reasons like, “aku period pain la” because of her laziness. And so we plan Yus birthday.

My plan is to bring Yus somewhere, dress nicely and dinner full with gossips and mengumpat. I wanted to celebrate it like the way we did when we were kids… sticking the pony tail, bashing the donkey, treasure hunt, musical chair………. It’s ramadhan. Since we are party lovers, I thought of kidnapping her to a club, strip her, make her drunk with special flame Lamborghini, and sing the birthday song!............... again, it’s ramadhan. Oh oh I did think of something with guy stripper too! Yes, ramadhan. Guy strippers may be on off duty for the whole month due to the fasting season.

On the day itself, we worked on the plan. Mim made the table reservation by calling a number which is not in service. Meanwhile, I tried to gather as many Yus friends as I could to make it merrier. My plan to order birthday cupcakes for Yus was ruined because the number that I got cannot be reached after calling 80times. So I went out at noon with Jibot trying to find a cake for Yus. The plan was also ruined by Jibot because instead of looking for a birthday cake, we ended up shopping raya until 4pm. Salah Jibot. We went straight from Sg Wang to Palate Palette to make the reservation. Then we headed to Great Eastern Mall coz I still don’t have the fucking birthday cake!!!! It was 6 and we were stuck in the traffic. Nilad has been calling me non stop babbling bout the time. I was supposed to pick up Mim, Nilad, Dayo, Zirra and Yus because everyone wanted to carpool. I rushed to the party plan store in GE and bought a pack of sparkling candles and a kiddies’ princess crown. I couldn’t find the cake! Actually there were a few.. but then I couldn't afford to buy 1.

I rushed back home with Jibot’s crazy driving (his mother called like 12thousand times), got dressed, put on very very little make up, called Mim and Yus to pick me and Nilad… and so we went off to Palate Palette. Nilad, Dayo and Zirra went separately to buy the birthday cake and card. So glad non of us actually puasa that day coz we were very very late! On the way there, Yus kept asking us bout the place we were taking her. Mim kept telling her we are going to take her to the mamak., and sometimes the food court. Yus face changed, but she knew we are going to take her somewhere nice.

I can see Yus big smile when we arrived. We had dinner, gossips and smokes as much as we could. I forced Yus to wear the crown coz she’s the birthday girl! As soon as we finished dinner, Nilad went out to the front of the restaurant and light up the birthday cake. We took Yus outside and sang the birthday song for her.

That night was fun. Even with just a small group of friends, we really had fun.

P/s: Apologies to all for the harsh words. I just love doing that. Sorry for being such a terrible bitch. Haha!