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Wednesday, January 02, 2008      
new year, new resolutions...

feel like moving to another blog but i will definitely miss this blog...

Monday, October 15, 2007      
I got a good weekend… first I got my hair fixed.. got it permed 2 weeks ago but it didn’t work out..curls went straight right after I start to wash it.. hair damage.. so I called and complained to my stylist n hmm he re-do it free for me… ermm actually he very nice la.. he straighten it out for me instead of curling it again.. n I CUT my hair.. haha… new look.. something that I tink no one will expect me to do..

Den I got my first pressie for this year..lingerie.. from my current colleagues.. polka dots somemore.. the material damn nice to touch lor… den second one is hand folded flower from my dad but tt’s not the best.. the best is to have whole family celebrating my birthday with me at KTV… yes… dad n mom spontaneously sang oso.. den they sang me a birthday song.. my dad went to the counter and ask for the song and you know wat?? I was really happy enough that everyone enjoying the session and when my dad sang me the song I cried.. cuz I was so so touched.. it has been years since we celebrate together n to hear him me birthday song.. trust me it used to be impossible!

Den popo called n asked to go take ang bao from her for my birthday den I say cannot.. she say mux take… den I say ang bao cannot be bigger than what I give her for her birthday.. I gave her 88 cuz auspicious ma..

Den I also received a set worth 150 bucks of loreal top notch shampoo etc…feel so loved…

Got my leave applied liao.. hehe..

Thursday, October 04, 2007      
I guess not much for me to blog as well cause I am a no lifer now..other than school and work I dun have much time for other things cuz I devoted part of it to mahjong with my family.. Family cohesiveness day!

But I have been happy despite being tired n stressed up… cuz I got a lot of support from a lot of ppl. But there has been someone who has been there all the time… he is really great… even my frens and family say so…

And know sometime when I looked back… I laughed about myself.. the things I have done.. Honestly it came to my consensus that what has happened has happened… nothing I can do to change it... What I keep with me was the beautiful memories which will never return.. This is good cause as every one of us moves on things get better. At least I know some are getting on very well and I really feel very happy for them.

As for some real friends whom we used to know each other so well, I really miss the times we talked n relate, the fun we have and now I don’t even get to see you…maybe that’s life…

As for angels of my life.. ok I am replying to the gals ( pearl, mingli & company) we have been great.. new additions to the group ;) but just feel so good to be hang around with you guys…

it has been a good meet-up that day with Nad… long time no see..

well along this journey, I have made more new frens den me 2 yrs ago.. pros of having freedom.. no restrictions no curfews… trust n respect.. so much more..

sometimes I feel that some people are just so egoistic and full of themselves that they think they always have that hold over someone whom they think is weaker than them… if u move on, others move on as well…

anyway I duno what I am muttering about already.. nvm…

yea birthday coming… gona plan my wishlist…

Friday, August 31, 2007      


Suddenly I realised that the best way to love someone to let go when u noe that the person no longer loves u.. prob he did but it is time that it ended. It is just fate and hw wonderful to think back hw u first met him and hw we become an item. Of cuz sometimes things turn ugly becuz of misunderstanding..

There is always pros n cons of having the other half.. haha.. grass is always greener on the other side but appreciate what we have.. n I really appreciate it when I have it!

Haha.. once again I will say long time since I last blogged.. gone missing? Prob just too busy to blog.. busy with work n school and of cuz mummy dearest is not arnd.. but she is coming back alr… missed her lots!

Thru times when I really find life to be so tough I am grateful for all the frens who stood by me… of cuz my best fren… Ryan and the gals like Pearl, Mingli… and a lot more.. jus glad that the relationship between us become stronger. I recall how I almost will lose u guys…

A lot have been happening… I seem to be losing focus again.. of cuz juggling work n studies is just tough.. mentally and physically draining but I think it is normal.. haha.. one yr more n I will be fine..

Work is not too bad I mean .. bosses are not too bad.. feel like I am slacking again.. kinda missed fast paced work.. but told myself not to worry too much cuz d workload will eventually land on my laps.

Pressure comes when your peers are all doing so well.. quoting from ryan.. “sadly life goes on..” yeah so make the best out of it…. Maybe one day when u do the right thing God will give u wat u deserve…

Life have been definitely better but it can always be better… much happier now as well… understand myself more and can put myself on track more easily. Self motivation is much much easier now! Like what is in the lyrics below:

每一次都在徘徊孤单中坚强,

每一次就算很受伤也不闪泪光,

我知道我一直有双隐形的翅膀 ,

带我飞飞过绝望,

不去想他们拥有美丽的太阳,

我看见每天的夕阳也会有变化

我知道我一直有双隐形的翅膀带我飞给我希望.

我终于看到所有梦想都开花

追逐的年轻歌声多嘹亮.

我终于翱翔用心凝望不害怕.

哪里会有风就飞多远吧

让梦恒久比天长留一个愿望让自己想象


Ok gtg.. blog soon even if no one reads.. I jus wanna blog!



Monday, July 09, 2007      
it has been officially one yr... since.. i was attached.

dun ask why am i blogging at this hour.. cuz i jus can't sleep and i got to wake up in 4 hrs time.. gosh i am gona be a panda...

jus feel like crying hard n loud.. for i feel lonely? i duno hw to explain the weird feelings n mood swings i am having...

leave me alone? is tt wat i wan.. seems like yesh n no... whu noes wat i wan?

i jus ask myself why to a lot of things...

words cannot paint the picture.. nvm.. back to tossing in bed.

Sunday, June 24, 2007      
well.. i dun feel good now.. seems like my best fren/buddy is unhappy with me. suddenly he is like not picking up calls n replying my smses... i am sorry if i have made u feel that i have taken u for granted. i realli din mean it tat way... if u r realli angry i rather u tell me straight in the face. i feel... haiz... sorry.

Thursday, May 24, 2007      
hey guess i haf gone missing for a period of time.. partly becuz i cannot log into blogger when i feel like blogging. besides that i have realli been very busy.

esp. for the whole of last week... long awaited events finalli happened. of cuz i gt my job satisfaction which nearly made me wanted to take back my resignation letter and continue to do what i luv... it is realli back to back work and i follow thru the events.. jus like my babies... wahaha... but great experience.

the fatigue and frustrations, stress etc was all worth it den but now it has taken a toll on my health. i feel so exhausted all the time no matter how much i rest. my biological clock tuned haywire due to the horrinble hours i turned in and wake up.

got majors aches esp on my feet as i was walking, if not standing for the whole day.. end of the week the result of such faitgue and exhaustion is numbness all over my body. it has been a week and i am still not ok... maybe a massage will help... hmm.. perhaps

well ok .. updates.. i tendered and my last day is in 1 week's time. yesh i am counting down to it.. cuz i so badly wanted a good break and i am gg for a break...

suddenly i am scared... scared of it having to start all over again...

suddenly the fear sets in...

bored at work...










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