Anyway, everything was going on smoothly from my come back from Korea to celebrating Chinese New Year.. no drastic drama.. no surprises.. oh well, maybe some hiccups but nothing serious..
and nothing that i can't handle with..
It's already month of February.. my son who i adore, at last has started his pre school at age 4. He surprises me lots, i left him at school on the 3rd day without accompany him the whole hours at school.. it does takes lot of force of not peeping on him to check whether he is crying while am gone.. i can say am pretty tough on that..
i realize that am actually a mother now!.. looking how fast he has grows.. of course, the journey is still long way to go.. but am ready for it.. very much ready for it.
i have just wrote an email to my Korean man when i was home alone with my son on a rainy thunder storm night where am so afraid that anytime the house will go dark due to lightning strike .. i was telling him how will i be when my son has grow up tall n handsome, will i be still looking great n young? and i did mentioned i want my son to understand on how to be a man, a person who respect and cares for others.. who has the personality to know what he wants best, reliable and who learn and understand what is trust n loyalty when comes to friendship and relationship.... of course, sometimes, too many to ask for.. but i know i will have to let him walk his own journey while i will guide him from behind if needed...
there is really something that am looking forward to see..
