Crazy love....

It's crazy ... and am sitting now in my office, having so much of things to do and yet.. am thinking about love!.. hahhahaha..

I love these few short quotes whereby i think it is so funny n true..

1. We're all a little weird. And life is a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness - and call it love - true love. ~~Robert Fulghum, True Love

2. Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. ~~Kay Knudsen

3. Sometimes it's a form of love just to talk to somebody that you have nothing in common with and still be fascinated by their presence. ~~David Byrne

4. "Do not marry a man to reform him. That is what reform schools are for". ~~Mae West

5. There is a place you can touch a woman that will drive her crazy. Her heart. ~~Melanie Griffith

6. "I was nauseous and tingly all over. I was either in love or I had smallpox. ~~Woody Allen

7. To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down.~~ Woody Allen

8. "No man is truly married until he understands every word his wife is NOT saying." - unknown..

9. "I love being married. It's so great to find one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life." ~~Rita Rudner

10. " If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular?" ~~ unknown

I have never love any man except for my ex.. but getting to love again, the feeling is kinda weird though, i never been giving up love, i am still believe in love.

How you define love? Is it very subjective.. huh. Is it just the feeling that you have grown for him?... or you are just merely lonely and when there is this someone getting close to you and able to share thoughts with you, you might have fallin' for it?... Will you be thinking of him everydayyyyyy.... eat think, sleep also think, go to loo also think... hahahaha.. i mean, you suddenly get so attached with him that you wanted to get involve with him in everything and wanted to know what and how he has been doing.. and most importantly, does he love you?..

There is this quote too which i like it.. it is simply simple.. "You know when you have found your prince because you not only have a smile on your face but in your heart as well.. "

But above all these.. who can guarantee one will love you forever... answer is NO. But i think there is no harm in trying to love again and be able to know share your thoughts (bad n good) with that someone.. also, being a couple there are only these 2 points that will hold you together.. which i think is very important.... TRUST and LOYALTY.. agree?

Bump into Buddy Bears...

My beloved bosses are not around for this whole week and i was never been free .. thinking that when my bosses are away, i will be SUPER FREE.. but it has NEVER HAPPEN!..

I have been going out for outlet visits checking on the counters, revamping my RCR counter in Sogo and the next day was out again.. for more outlet visits.. anyhow, today post not about checking out the counters - i was bumped into United Buddy Bears at Pavilion, KL!..

They are so so cute!.. each bears has different paintings and i get to pose n shot with them too..

In total, they were 143 bears represents each countries in the whole wide world!.. oh well, the malaysian bear was being covered.. guess, they are waiting for a special day to open it.. heheheh..

The motto of these United Buddy Bears :

"We have to get to know each other better...

... it makes us understand one another better,

trust each other more, and live together more peacefully."

It is actually to promote living together in peace and harmony on their global tour. The first exhibition was in Berlin in 2002, and all these bears are all stand up high about 2 meters tall with hands up!.. like asking NOT TO SHOOT ME!.. but it is actually represent "hand in hand" , symbolising the future vision of a peaceful world. Each bear stands for the people of the different countries and their culture, yet not for political systems.

You got me...

Gosh... for how long?... how long??... hhhahhaha..

Yes, i have been lazzzzyyyiiinngg... super lazy. Many things been going on and i don't think i will be able to update it in to this blog but i am tending to update whatever is going on right now..

Been doing super well, after the divorce, thinking that i will not be back on my feet again, well, i managed it very well, been asking for guidance, been asking for opinion, been asking for thoughts.. and am i glad to have mentors and friends who has been so kind to me to guide me during the difficult time.

I have just been promoted and received my increment which am glad as i will be definitely need it in order for me to bring up my son and to support both of us at least... i will continue working super hard and also not to forget to have the balance of my life to enjoy my moment with my son and myself too.. all have to be in balance!.. balance!.. yes!.. hahhaha

Also, am not objecting myself not to fall in love again.. am still so much believe in love.. and i was listening to this song Fearless from Colbie Caillat, love it!.. am gonna sing this to my ex!..hahhaha

Sharing this lyric with you...

Fearless

If that's the way you love

You've got to learn so much

If that's the way you say goodbye

And this is how it ends

And I'm alright within

Never going to see me cry

Cause I've cried

Chorus :

So go on, go on and break my heart

I'll be okay

There's nothing you can do to me

That's ever going to burn me

So go on, go on and leave my love

Out on the street

I'm fearless

Better believe I'm fearless, fearless

So oh woh .. oh woh oh...

If this is how it hurts

It couldn't get much worse

If this is how it feels to fall

Then that's the way it is

We live with what we miss

We learn to build another wall

Till it falls

Back to Chorus

If it's between love and losing

To never have known the feeling

And I'm still sad we've loved

And if i end up lonely

At least I will be there knowing, I believe in love

Go on, go on break my heart

I'll be okay

I'm fearless

Better believe I'm fearless, fearless

Go on, go on and break my heart

I'll be okay

There's nothing you can do to me

That's ever going to burn me

So go on, go on and leave my love

Out on the street

I'm fearless

Better believe I'm fearless

So oh woh.. oh woh...

So go on and leave my love

Go on and leave my love

Go on and leave my love

Better believe I'm fearless, fearless..

Fearless....

All in one post

ok.. gonna be a quick and brief posting for today... been few weeks now since i last blogged.. to summarize it, am gonna update all things that have been going on for the past weeks..

1st : Attend Martin Yan's 8 Treasures of China Tour cooking demo and exclusive dinner... organized and invitation from AFC (Asian Food Channel)....

2nd : Getting ready for my friend, Julie's wedding in Singapore....

First time doing manicure & pedicure... it feels gooooodd......

Get dressed...

my sistas....

The bride and groom...

cheers....

Wedding souvenirs...

3rd : Balloon Fiesta at Putrajaya with my son n ex hubby.....

My son got so scare when we approached the hot air balloon...we have to walk a big one round to get to the balloon to get his temperament settled..

Sudden crave...

I have a very weird sudden crave at the moment....

I don't really fancy KFC... in fact, i have stopped taking KFC for almost 2 years after I gotten admitted to hospital for 5 days due to food poisoning - suspect KFC!..

Of course after that 'almost 2 years'... i have back on track with KFC.. well, maybe 4 times a year?

Last year, when i was alone walking at a mall doing some shopping for myself.. i saw this fast food chain called Popeye's Louisiana Kitchen... wonder what it is, hmm.. similar with KFC.. they sells fried chicken.. but with additional choices - seafood!..

The one am holding in the picture was the 'biscuit' and they gave a very nice berries jam to go with it...... yumm!...

So, i ordered myself a 2piece chicken and it comes with side dish mash potatoes with Cajun gravy, bread err.. biscuit..scones? dun really know what it is but its a bit hard for a bread.. and coleslaw

Surprisingly, it taste way better than KFC.. to me, the chicken is less oily, crispier and the size of the chicken is more consistence compare to KFC.. I like it..

So far, i only had it twice.. and now I suddenly have a crave for it.. shit!.. i have to stay at home now and later will have to attend a dinner... hmm.. i think i will squeeze some time tomorrow for POPEYEs!..hehehe

28 February 2011 (Monday)

28 February 2011 is gonna be a special date in my calendar from now on..

The date to remember and reminder to myself that IF i ever to fall in love again.. I will not step myself into any registrar or temple or whatever place.. to raise my hand and give my vow that i will love and spend my life with that man.... let's us keep our vow at that moment in our heart

Today.. when i was at court sitting and waiting for my turn (am at no. 35 out of dunno many hundreds).. am listening to one by one couple.. agreeing to the term that their lawyer have read out and later the judge announced that the divorce has been accepted and marriage will be dissolved in 3 months time.

Those without children and no assets, are even easier.. the hearing is just less than a minute.. yeah, believed me!.. just less than a minute. But have that couple thought of.. in order for them to get to know each other and to the point of getting married.. how long does it takes... and compare to that 1 minute.. everything that been thru while they are together is all gone.. Poof!.. like a magic wand.. cinderalla turned back to her own ragged clothes..

Some was asking for the immediate effect without period of 3 months. One reason that makes me laughed... that man wanted to remarried in next 2 months time..

Those with children and assets does not takes long hour either.. it only takes not more than 3-5 minutes.. The lawyer will read out the terms agreed by both.. and once both nodded their head with agreement to the terms.. the judge will announce the marriage has been dissolved and will commence in 3 months time..

While i was sitting and waiting for my turn... surprisingly, i did not flash back those memories that i had with him.. in fact, i felt all these are jokes.. and then i felt heavy... i don't want to go thru divorce! I began to fantasize some scenes in my head.. Should i stand in front of the judge and just collapse on the floor.. pretending that i fainted? and escape the whole thing?.. hahahahah... or should i raise my hand and make an objection!.. OR should i slap that man on his face for making my life so miserable now?...

Well.. luckily i collected back my sanity.. hahhah... He is not meant for me!.. He does not love me that much.. He is not worth for my love...

So.. i am considered officially DIVORCED now.. 28 Feb 2011...

even though, yes, you still need to send the court order to the malaysian registrar at putrajaya to get our status update.. but now that the Judge has ordered.. YES!.. am no longer married.

New Project...

Talking about 'new project'.... after my 'soon become ex husband' moved out from the house, i have been telling myself to get my house revamp!..

Of course, all the lovey dovey wedding pictures are being kept away.. and moved all his belongings to an OLD box... marked as 'SAD' ... so i will not open it if i found it next time in the store room..

talking about wedding pictures.. i don't regret taking it but am not encourage others to make it a 'necessity' to take it as well.. to me, the important of photos are memories, doesn't matter whether it is a random pictures, or a well planned pictures eg. wedding pictures.. all these will become a memory...history... when you look back, it might brings you happiness or sadness.. eventually, you will learned..

It tells story thru the pictures.. pictures will not change, the only changes are human.. how fragile and fickle a human can be..

Looking at my son's pictures, it is like pieces of flash cards of happiness.. I know when he grow older, he might not be the same anymore... I am not putting up hope for him to 'reward' anything back to me.. never ever cross my mind to have claim back whatever i have put up for him.. My only wish is that I can be a good example to him that his mother has fought hard, she is strong, and for who she has a love of affection not only to her own son but to others... she has courage and confidence.. and able to raise him with strong spirit, creativity and broad-mindedness...

And for him to see and understand the sense of purpose of life.. treat people well, respect and gratitude..

For this.. am putting up 'Happiness' on my walls... and an encouragement for me to move on..

I had before and am having it now.. beautiful moments.. and hoping for more to come..

Pangkor Laut Resort

This will be my 3rd escape to the beach since last Nov to Thistle, PD and Avilion, PD... It was a 3 days 2 nights stay and this time has been a most relax and beautiful trip, also my 1st trip with my beautiful colleagues..

Start our journey on Friday (18 Feb) around 9am.. dropped by Tg Malim for breakfast and had our home cooked lunch at my colleague's home in Sitiawan.. great food from her mom, too bad, am too drawn to the food till i forgotten to take pictures of the dishes.. hope it will be next time.

Arriving at PLR around 3pm, friendly greetings from the staff, great service.... Mr Vongo... i do missed your hospitality and warm smile..

Some pictures to share.. it speaks for itself...

PLR's speed boat to the resort

Reception's area... you don't need to line up to check in.. you are to be seated while wait to be checked in.. the staff will come to you personally and explained to you in detail about the resort and bring you to the room

This is our room

Our balcony...

Bathroom with big tub...separate shower and toilet.. 2 separate sinks

we have a day bed.. hence, the room can be occupied by 3 occupants.. :) great deal..

Oh yes... Hornbill are everywhere!.... this is at our balcony...

Spa Village... one of the most famous spa in Malaysia.. didn't go for it, too costly tho' we had a great deal at RM350nett but still too expensive for an ordinary worker like us..

This is the adult swim pool at the Spa Village..

Chinese Hut... There is Malay Hut as well... and relaxation hut, where you are given the opportunity to sit in the hut to listen to the breeze of the sea and enjoy the sound of the waves..

Water Chalet...

View from the drinking bar... overlook the swim pool and beach side

Swim pool at Spa Village...

Main swimpool (night view)

Night view at the resort..

Cold cold beer at the hot hot beach...niceeee....

PLR private beach...

Pool chairs are all ready along the side of the beach... once you are set in, a bucket of cold mineral waters are ready for you with towel... behind are the restaurant...

It was so quiet and peaceful.... am grateful each day that am given the opportunity to see more and more beautiful things.... Life is indeed beautiful