future~

i finally c some future in musics!!!xD

holiday2

since i'm signed in

so i decide to write some

hmmm...stomach is so damn pain n nt feeling well tis few days

n damn!

it must get bttr by tis wednesday

or else...i cant hv fun on wed nite!

recently i'm watching one tree hill

hmm...like tis drama although it gt many seasons...

err...eric finds me out but i cant

gt much to listen frm chiam roei but still haven date her

movie wif jimui haven been happen

haha!

n yea~i've gt a new bunch of brothers!!haha!

so...

tat's it...

ouch..stomach hurts badly!>.<

holiday

so

STPM finally over

its fast after its over but when we r going through tis

damn..its so hard!n suffering.....!

so there's no more blue white uniforms in my life!!(at last!haha!)

days after STPM is still ok

i'm sitting infront of d pc for all d time since both bros are nt around!

watching dramas tat i wanted to when d exam's on

went shopping tat day n gt myself some new stuffs!=)

hmmm....

its reli reli time to think abt d future.

chiam roei asked me wat i wanna do..

i still gt her d same answer-dunno...

arghhh..damn!its so hard n its sucks!

i was thinking abt musics all d time but there's too much to think abt it.

how abt business?economics?mass com?

errrrrrr..........

mom keep on ask me to go for banking those stuff since dad's working in a bank too~

she said girls working in bank its a vry good thing...

oowh..yea?

wat else can i do??

there's so many months to go n yes i nid to think thoroughly!!!

hmmm....but still worried abt d results...arghhhH!!

so

who said after STPM u can be more mature n sure abt wat u want for ur future?>.<

at least i'm nt d one...but...

i treasure my Form6 life~!=)

STPM

wooow~

STPM still gt 3 more days for 3 papers but there's still a week more to go!

so...

STPM's going to come to an END!!!!

waha!!cepatnya~!!!xD

abt d exam,i ad did my vry best tis time larrrr

so...

hope i gt a average result larrr....hmmm...~

although its kinda worried but exam paper oso pass up ad lo~

no turning bak ad!

so after STPM,i'm going to FLY!!!!!!

but it will sure be vry boring cuz there's ntg more to do...

tv's,computers,eat n sleep will be my daily routine!!!

hah!

i'm gonna get fatter if its like tat for abt half a yr!!

err...i did make a promise to lose weight after STPM~

haha....can i did tat?!!!xD

shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i nid tat!

when is d last time i've have my new clothes?

urgghhh....months ago!damn!!!xD

my 2nd bro asked me wat am i going to do after d exam

he asked me to go to work!

i say yes cuz i wan money!!!!hehehe

no worries for me cuz he have gt many ways to find job for me~

n he said go work keep on standing oni can lose weight!(if i dun wanna get fatter~)hehe

so yea~after STPM gonna work ASAP!!

so its d 1st time i'm working n gt no experience but can 100% confirm STANDING ITS TIRING!!!

its reli sad tis yr i din get to participate in any camps~

arghhh....missed it!!!>.<

MIB,i'll be BACK!!

yeaa!!!xD

i miss band vry much!!!my flute is going to rust lo!hahaha!


~tat's all~

=)

recently

things r getting bttr but worsen sometimes

which is kinda normal for me.....

emmm....

there's no more time to waste cuz STPM is jz a week to go!!

bside studying

i 'm still so addicted to on9!

i wanna stop fb-ing but sumtimes i jz cant!

i still will get myself sum on9 time when i was bored studying~xD

even its midnite..hmm....

errr....

tat's it~

i stay more at home n seldom went to skul now!aha!xD

study,study still study!!

recent activities are still all abt books!

i'm getting more terrified of my exam!

thinking of d results,d cause of it....arghhh!

was so worried!!

things tat are annoying are still kinda annoying~ (sometimes)

arghh!

tat's y i said jz keep oni 1 thing in my mind!!

study! study! concentrate!!!

study!!! for a bttr future!!!!=)

gt my hair cut-ED

since i was been thinking of cutting my hair for some time

den mom was asking it non stop n keep on seducing me to go cut it short AGAIN

so i've gt my hair short AGAIN.

i'm ok wif it mayb cuz i use to have short hair since pri skul...

hmmm... mayb sumtimes later i'll be missing my long hair gua...

but now...i'm ok wif it!xD

thx god

i'm glad tat when u noe wat had happen,

u din run away

i'm glad tat v can still joke like last time

i'm glad tat v r still frens!!

till now oni i noe

relationship thingies can actually being solved like tis n it goes on vry well

so i can be oni happy!

wat else huh?!xD

p/s:u can say tat i like u but nt love when i dun even think of loving u!!xD
i forgot to say tat yday!xD

clear things out

so

wat has been annoying me for d pass few days was solved by ME!myself!

hahah! *clap clap* am clever!xD

it was a long story n its private indeed!

now i can concentrate bak in my revisions

i'm proud of myself doing tis!wahahah!xD

problems shuld solved it maturely like tis rite?!

yea...there still sth inside but will be gone soon~(i think~xD)

lastly,

i wanna praise me myself again..saying...

whaooo~!i've grown up!!xD

i wanna say...

STPM oni 1 month left!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

am i well prepared?!

is a no but i'm trying hard this few days

n i'm glad i did sumthing~!

keep on d study mood in me!!

=)

exam's around d corner!

now evryday at home if u ask me wat am i doing?

i'll said:studying Makroekon lo

exam's coming lehhh

d real big 1~!

uhhh...

tis whole week

mom let me drive to skul since i gt my extra ekon class

den after extra class,i gt tuition

so i went for my tuition driving by myself~=) (but still cant hang out by driving la~so hsien n wen,hold on plzzz!xD)

the whole week is all abt studying n pig said i'm getting into d study things!

but i said no cuz extra class n tuitions are compulsory d ma...

cant dun go oso d!isnt it?!hehe

now evrytime when for tuition teacher will said abt d exam

its going to be less den 1 month b4 d exam after a week more!arghhh!!!

so its reli reli reli stress n pressure since i still gt sooooooooooo many to go n prepare!!!

dudes,help me plzzzzz!!!!!!!!!

but luckily i still din dreamt of exams...!hahahaha!

gonna be more dicipline laaa...(like wat bro tell me)

hope i gt a okok result la...

i dun hv high hopes on myself...mmmm...

but i gt teased by pig saying tat i'll be getting 4FLAT!! since recently i gt so ''hardworking''~

haha!

now oni noe how to die!har!>.<

tat day

it was 3rd of oct where pearly asked me to hv lunch at her hse

her bro's wedding lunch

pearl

my fren since f1!

i've nt been seeing her after spm!

uhh...

so

when she called n ask me to go

i say yes~

yeay~

happy n glad to c her bak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=)

both of us!=)

arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

arghhhhhhhh!!!

god!!!!!!

results r totally sucks n i gonna die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! of TRIAL!!!

i was so noisy at skul today when i noe i gonna die for my PA paper!!!

so

it was unexpected n shocking !!!

god damn it!!!

i hate it!!!!

i nid to work harderrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

1week 1 subject like wat bshan told me to do!!!

can i do it within tis 1 month???

b4 d real exam's here???

i'm WORRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

extremely WORRYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!

pray hard for myself n work hard too!!!

T.T

can u comfort me????
xD

raya holiday

arghhhhh!

raya holiday is so damn boring!!!!!

study?

haven get into it yet...

yes..i did touch my books...

i memorise a lil' but haven reli concentrate wif it.

i sat infront of d table

i read a few lines of words

i wrote out wat i've read

tat's oni a few mins

nt a 5minutes i think!

den tat's it!

i'm done!

i start to wander around my room

rolling here n there wif my roller chair..

n

ended up on my bed!!

hmm...sleep again...awwwhh!!!

but...

forgive me!

i'm sick for d past 3days until today..

hmmm..i get bttr!=)

so yeah~

sore thoart,running nose,coughing is vry annoying

since loosing sound is nt a good thing

i'm drinking much water frm now on tat cauing me cant stop pee-ing!!!xD

for my own goooooood!>.<

wednesday nite

so vivian,my 5yrs band fren is going to UK

n v have a farewell gathering wif her

went desapark city's secret recipe n have our dinner

chit chatting around

n went to menjalara's mamak to continue our gathering

actually wanna take our photo at secret's but forgot!

so...there's 1 ppl missing in d photo tat's bee ching~

she went home 1st..

so...wish vivian good luck all d way to uk!

=)

这首歌

不知道为什么

我最近总觉得自己有很多东西想

我很想把它说出来

可是每当要说

我就不懂要说什么！

我到底要说这个还是那个？！

而这些有的没的

真正的又是什么

我自己也搞不清楚！

就是烦！

烦什么？！

烦学业，烦XXXXXXX！

有时很想就这样说出来

可是，我有酱大胆的乜？！！！！嘻嘻~

讲就厉害！我很敢讲，也敢帮别人讲

而我自己呢。。。

是没有可能的事啦~

无论是什么，都不敢！

我有很多东西想问

很多事想懂

可是我要问谁？！

直接问？！

不能，因为不敢。。xD

有些人跟你很好又怎样，有些话始终是不能就酱说的~

说了连朋友都没得做的时候，

你就要哭死了!

所以

酱是最好的！

是不是？！！xD

我

一路以来都比较喜欢听慢和有情感的歌

这首

很好听！！赞！！=）



徐佳莹的失落沙洲

MV 讲什么，我不是很明啦~

只知道那男的死了咯！

听歌就好！

last day b4 skul REopen....

so its merdeka day today

n so..its a public hol

wake up earlier den usual holiday

cuz today will be going to hae group study at mcd

but at last ended up in babe's hse oso

cuz mcd too noisy lerr...

at 4pm

went to fetch luei hann n 3of us pergi makan at KTZ

after tat

going to desapark city wor

on d way bak after having tea time....


.
FIRE!!!!!!!

wooo~

its near our skul n b4 v reach our skul area

v tot its our skul!!

haaa...god!3 of us were so happy tat time in d car,keep on laughing n thinking,izit our skul?!!

if its,den tml no nid go skul lo!

so no nid exam 1st!!waaa~

but den...luei hann keep on saying its NT our skul..

so....like tat lor....aikk..tml still hv exam laa...TRIAL!!!!

evry1 who passes by go slowly n look at it,sum still stops their car

luei hann said those pics can send to THE STAR n win d RM50!weee~xD


and then,went desapark city at 6sth

simyee running n both me n luei hann walk walk n look around

dogs n kites are evrywhere~




c,at desapark city still can c those dark smoke cuz of d fire~

balik rumah at 7sth n after tis,

STUDY sumore lo....

arghhhhhh!!!!

is tis life?hmm?>.<

bros

both brothers went johpr for b.ball match

so

i'm alone at home n a bit of boring....

>.<

u

ur smile can make me happy for a whole day

sumtimes it confused me

izit a frenly smile?

or,

u reli have sth up to me?

tell me!!!

i wanna noe!

but

if its nt wat i want it be,

i will be vry dissapointed..

hmm...

its ok!

cuz its too sweet n its hard to cope with it.

u brightens me up!

i'm H A P P Y

=)

p/s: i love TAT smile~ =)

S W E E T ! ! !

abt famine

abt famine

i gonna write it later

cuz...

i do not hv time to sit donw infront of d pc n do it slowly...

huh

i noe..

later my memory abt it will get lesser but

i hv no choice!!!!>.<

famine 30

am going to famine 30 tml
at help coll...
ouuu~....
izit fun or suffering???
xD

ehh..i duno...
muz hv some preparation!

after d event will write abt it!=)

hope i dun feel toooooooo hungry~

tennis retirement dinner

at last,
i can write abt tis!
after getting d photos frm kelvin~=)

d steamboat was on last saturday
15th of august
its at tis place at aman puri
d nite was fun
d food at there were jz okok laaa...

damn too small!
restaurant name,
tanjung rambutan steamboat n bbq
gonna go insane at there!xD

so..
after reaching there
took some photos

god tis photo looks funny!xD

person in charge for d dinner
weng wah

after d sky turns dark
n all of us are there
v get started
all of us went to take d foods
each of evry1 take d diff foods so v can get faster den another table of our fren!xD

waiting to be served~


d another table


jian li

feizai alone at d other table
cuz he's late!xD

sir vry boring....

wat u want frm me?!!

yea~apple's good~hehe

''want some?''says him!

d lower 6-xers

jingwen,me,babe

i noe i looks funny~xD
haha~


me n my darling~

jy n..huhu~!xD

here's d guys opening d champayne

them~

kylie,bshan,simyee,me n jingwen~

feizai said he's a gal~xD

us again~

d retired seniors~

evry seniors gt tis
n

tis!
specially frm darling for me~!=)

later at abt 9sth

v went bak 1st
cuz v r having our 2nd round~
to 1u
for movie~
weee~

chee sin d driver!xD

3cars wif 16ppl all together
when v reach there
d guys quickly went to queue up n c whether there's places left for any movie
no more places fro any movies at gsc
n tat time,
its already kinda late,
so d guys run to old wing
to tgv
n buy tickets
at last,
v gt 2 rows watching District-9
nt bad d movie...^^

after buying movie ticket
while waiting for d 11.30pm show
v went bak to d bowling centre
to hv some entertainment

dj always acts weird!xD
only infront of us!!xD

playing d percussion master~

other den tis
few of us gt to play d car racing game together
vry funny cuz v of course dunno how to play
dj n jian li enjoy d most la~
play till 11.30pm!

uhh..
almost forgot v hv to go to old wing tgv's for our movie!
so
v run bak to d old wing...
is vry tiring running
n at last
v r still late for d show
for..duno how many mins la~
movie finished at 1sth
n again
v hv to walk all d way bak to new wing
how silly cuz v park our car at there


reach bak home at almost 2
get naggings
but
tat's a great nite~!
yea
cuz i've been ''grounded'' for many months..
hmm..i mean i hardly hang out until tat day!
so,

fun day!love it!woohoo!!!^^

revisions

trial is coming
wow~
time flies rite!
its already almost d end of d yr of 2009 leh!
waaa....
>.<

mayb is cuz of d exam
time passes really fast
evry week jz pass like tat
like wat i told bshan

2day

stay bak to do some accounting wif bshan,bshee,sifu sui ding n jian li (yea,a guy which has d same name wif me!xD)

okok...
i noe i'm nt good in tis subj n understanding skills is nt good!
sifu's volcano gonna burst out if he continues to teach me!xD
bshee did d rest teaching
thx to them
n
yea
i did learn sth 2day
thx god!=)

wanna talk abt last saturday's outing
yea..after i get those photos frm kelvin tml!

yesterday

omg!

yesterday was a wtf day!

i angrily talk to some1

later

i gt cheated by...

ugrhhhhh!

reli wanted to scold some ppl for tat moment but it passes away a few mins later..

but no mttr wat

i hate yday!!!!


damn!%@!&%$*

sunday~

2day,
after lunch
went to sentul's sri lanka buddhist temple.


hmm...
its been a long time since i went to temple..
yea..after wesak.

jz went there to do some prayings
look around n c some books...

d building was renovated n now it looks nicer
d whole temple looks bttr den last time!=)

bros

after tat,
went bak home lo~
cont doing hw lo~
tat's all!
going to play badminton wif dad!xD

damn

so damn it

when stpm is around d corner

mom dun let me out

so...

plan to go to d skul concert had failed cuz mom said stpm is coming

STUDY!!!

duh!!!
#$&@!*&%+*&^$%@!&^$#@

wednesday

wednesday was hsien's bday n so v went 1u to celebrate wif her

have our lunch at one plus one shabu2.

us wif d bday gal~

happy bday n luv ya lotzz~!!

muakkkzzz...~x)

100th day

ntg special happen tis week

ummm...wished tommi happy b'day yday

2day whole class went hotel istana for taiwan education fair

d fair is,ok.nice n kinda interesting.

yun kang talk to me using those chinese slang again n i followed abit!xD

vry crowded at there until those volunteers at there spraying dettol antiseptic spray around

yun kang bring me walk around d fair,going to evry stall,fill in some personal information n lastly get some souvenirs!xD

gt 1 pencil,pen n highlighter n a stack of papers....all leaflets.

2day i was xtremely tired.fatigue.

cuz yday after tt went dinner with uncle n auntie cuz i follow dad's car bak.

n sleep at 1sth..n i feel so damn tired for d whole day.

today,nt feeling so well..sore thoart,headache,ulcers!!!!uhhh...again...>.<

lastly,

2day is d 100th day b4 STPM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

abt 1 month b4 TRIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!

am i fully prepared??

u say leh??!!!

huh.....

hand hurts

urghh...

my hand is vry painful la weih~

y~

cuz today when i woke up,(although its late..xD)

i started to do hsework

put all d clothes in washing mschine,vacuum d floor,mop d floor,feed oscar,clean upstairs's rooms,clean d toilet...tat's all i think

uhh...letihnya...>.<

later go bathe n continue copying my acct notes...

but..reli too tired...

whole body ache..huh...

hand..reli hurts..

when mom is nt at home, have to do so many things...

school uniform n other clothes haven iron dude!

argh....>.<

friday

yday~

din reli ocncentrate during pa tuition cuz

bz talking non stop!xD

n

v sit at d most back of d class

tat's y!

uhh

later

may ann said vry tired n sleepy

skipped pp class again lo!

damn~

lepak at popular until 5sth den go to ktm station lo~

loiter at popular..
playing puppets!
x)

was reli tired at tat time!!

reli tired!!!!uhhh

yday was a great day!!

woohoo!!!xD

tat's all!!xD

last sat

last sat went to tommi's hse

he is having his 21st b'day buffet

n..v r invited!xD

n tat means tat v can gather wif old frens la~haa~

nt going to wish him 1st cuz his day is on d 23rd of july!

have fun time at tat nite talking sth reli fun!!xD

dj,jess,yung,juni,cheayau,kim,tom,car,hsien,wen n me!

results

my MUET results is satisfied...

mm....

tat means tat i dun nid to re-take it!

=)

relief...~xD




band 4

MUET

MUET result will b out tml!!!

n v can actually check our result via sms by today 12.01am!

but

i am nt doing it!

cuz..

i wanna sleep~xD

n who knows...

if evry1 is going to check on9 den d msg replied might be late...

so bttr wait for tml at skul, for free~xD

arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am kinda WORRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

--

was chatting on9 wif tis pig n he sent me his photo wif his ''gf''

hah!when i saw tis photo

i tell him...yiiyerrr~ur gf is...xD

haha...juz joking...no offences!

later i tell him he looks nt bad in tis photo...=) >.<



b4 tat

was chatting wif chee sin

i sent him 1 of his photo wearing donald duck's shirt

he ask me wat's d prob

i said no la...funny lo~

den he tease me bak saying tat my display pic more funny!

ishhh!he's so bad..but he's actually joking larrr..hahahaha~!

wateva~

tat's wat i wanna said for tis moment!xD

bro's bak!^^

after more than 2months
eldest bro is bak
bak frm germany!!
happy~
cuz long time din meet
n i'm waiting frm my pressies!
hehe
he din actually bought me sth
most of d things he buy
like chocs,nice things is for his gf!
ishhh!!
cuz he said i've gotten 1 nike shoes~
frm mom's old fren at england
auntie josephine
she bought evry1 of us 1 present

so
2day after bak frm tuition classes
i went to bro's room n keep on looking stuffs in his luggage!
haha...
to find more things for myself!xD

n there's sausages frm germany
n although i'm on diet
2nite
i'm nt!
ate hotdogs,chocs n...haaa~
wateva food bro bought bak!=)

tml is skul's open day
n yea..i'm nt going!
i'm nt going to ask mom to go n take my repost card cuz my result sucks!

2day at skul..
mr tay
godd!!!
i was chatting wif feizai in d class n he suddenly came to us
n ask me
do u ever think wat u wanna do after stpm?
i said..
err...nt reli..till now i'm nt too sure.
den i said:teacher,take music good onot?
he ask me:wat u wanna do wif music?
singer,song writer,teacher...blaaa~
many more n i was like
owh ya!musics hv many fields..
den he cont saying tat's y..
muz think
n i ans him:yes..i noe i'm nt clever ma..i'm lazy ma...
okok...i wanna work hard ad!!!!!(pandai cakap!action nt reli!)
den he tell me: no~its nt tat u r lazy or u r nt clever
is d attitude problem...
arghhh...god!life's so damn hard!!!!
i wanna cry!

my ear still hurts n at last
i found d way to d panel clinic of dad's company at kl
n at last c d doc n hv some medicine
will visit d doc again on d next thurs

last week's form 6's orientation

last week is d skul's form6 students orientation
write it now cuz i jz get d photos fmr kelvin last week n in d weekend,
i'm too lazy to write things here
until 2day at skul,may ann said i din update my blog!xD

so
d orientation last for 3days~
though babe n 2other gals dun wanna go for d saturday 1
i still go
cuz its water war n i wanna play !xD


1st day is like d intro thing n we have some ice breaking games at d foyer

after studying for more den a yr there
v r now d form6 seniors~
heheh!xD

me n may ann~

me n babe

classmates~
=)

for d 2nd day of d orientation,
v play station games
its ok la...
quite fun but for my station
ok oni...
cuz v r torture ppl by giving them drinks wif flavours!
sour,bitter,salty n sweet

playing

me,siaw yen n may ann

reli having fun adding those taste into d drinks!xD

d whole bottle of vinegar!
n yes~its quite disgusting!xD

preparing d drinks~

d 3rd day
v jz play water
water war for a few hours
plastic bags are all over d field n when d game starts
all d plastic bags r flying evrywhere
n there's no place to hide!
haha!
when it hits d body
wow~
its quite painful...
reli....xD

after d game

yea~
tat's all~
i'm finish wif tis post!
xD