Forever Ridiculous her [ heaven n heLL ]

Monday, January 02, 2012

Celebrated my 1 jan 2012 with my gf and GFS. Went to MBS to catch e fireworks and then to Clarke Quay China one.
It's my 1st time at China one. I dun really like the songs there. Spent $40 for 2 drinks; cant remember what drinks i had. It's like one shot type which my fren recommended. After the party, all went separate ways leaving me alone at Clarke Quay bus stop. Stupid buses were all packed; cabs too. Decided to wait for 1st train home alone.. but i wasn't alone.. an unknown guy sent me home.
Lucky i was not drunk that day. HAHA. =D
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another 13 days; I'm waiting.. It's the 4th month w/o you. My status is back to attached; no more partying ! haha.

- You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Been sometimes since i blogged.

Kept thinking should i change my job.. i dislike working on sat... alternate or once a month still alright.. but what to do.. unless i want to be a OL. haha. which i dun wan.. sitting in front of the com will only make my tummy bigger and eye power shoot high up..

Si hao kept saying that i should change.. after 2 years..

Nx may will be my 3rd yr with them.. lol. but my pay is still hanging around that figure.. not much increment... no business no pay no bonus. sianz.. BUT, i'm still stuck with them LOL.

and i'm spending more and more each yr ! like WTH. haha.

Since i have already said that den i shouldn't regret. i tot i'm doing well. but...

okay.. let's dream !

i should learn from my patient.. " no worries ! cheers !" =D

oh shit, i'm hungry again. i dislike it too. argggggg. boohoo.

- You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Sunday, June 19, 2011

It's june already..

haiz. regretted saying that sentence. boo!

- You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Sunday, December 05, 2010

i have a very lazy feeling today..

body aching.. felt so sleepy even though i slept for 12hours. HAHA.

i know, e more i sleep, e more tired i am..

feel like taking a nap now again..... =x

i think i have a "bak zham" IN my left eyelid!

can feel e pain when i touch it. like a small seed in the lid. zZ. when i open my left eye, i can feel something stuck there. imbalance eyelids if you look closely..

i duno what causes it. my mum told me to wear a black string on my left middle finger.

1st time having bak zham IN it. zzz. p l s go away soon. thank you.

lol.

Went jogging on last tue and fri at yishun park.

now i'm aching like hell.

not sure how far, cuz i alw run x10 rounds of mayb 200m ? not sure is 100m or 200m. HAHA !

though one of e marking on e ground showed something like 700m/900m..

and so fri i ran x15rounds..

yester learned some crunches from baby..

kept wanting to laugh when he said 1,2,3,4 .. 2, 2, 3, 4.. sounds so serious.. zZ.

as if he's my commander or officer or whatever. LOL.

eg. lie flat on e ground, hands park at e side of my ears, lift my head and shoulder ONLY.. moving up and dw, up and dw . felt so tired.

eg. flat on ground, hands by e side, lift e legs to like 45 or 90 degrees? (forgtten LOL )den move like as if i'm cycling. this is much easier compared to others. HAHA.

To continue 4 different types of exercises x 4 sets everyday for 1 week to see if there's any effect..

but for now. i juz feel like lying flat on e ground and SLEEP. lol !

baby is very hardworking even though he had already ORD like 6months ago.

becoming more muscular. haha! =D

he goes swimming, jogging or home exercises like crunches, dumbells etc

b4 school or work.. tsk tsk.

i dun think i can. LOL.

after exercises i juz wan to SLEEP. is either sitting on e sofa and slack if not will be lying on bed. lol. no energy to do anything.

i'm excited . looking forward to our bintan trip!

escape from work.

even on sunday, i will auto wake at 6++ and ask myself if i need to work ?! like WTF. why so stress. ma de..

and i duno what happen to my face again. becoming worse.

if a 15min jog everyday will give me a "pimple free face", i will be very hardworking.

ROAR !!

dark rings are alw there too. Heard tat one of e reasons is iron deficiency.

hmmm.. am i ? or am i getting old ?! e layers are getting thinner !?

[ what should i do ? ]

- You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Monday, November 29, 2010

Most likely going Bintan on 18 - 20 dec !

$225 per pax for 3 days 2 night.

Top up $58 for 75min spa.. hmmm... exp uh?

20 dec is baby's birthday ! LOL.

Duno what to get for him though i will be sponsoring him for this trip. haha.

oh wait, i haven get my bonus yet !!?

i really need to save ! haha !

it's coming to the end of 2010.. woooo..

[ hourglass ... i wan u. ]

- You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Thursday, November 25, 2010

24 Nov 2010

Miserable night.

Sentences he said kept appearing in my mind.

Still running in my blood stream..

NO. i cant forget. (but why do u have to ..?)

Ulceration on my heart.. OUCH !! painful..

Pls delete from my mind..

i wish u dun mean it.

you make me feel so far.....

*watery eyes*

whenever i tot of it.... my heart bleeds.

(you can see.. how powerful your sentences are.)

kind of insecured.. i think.

but whenever i see you, i forgt how you hurt me..

why ?

blind, blind, blind.

Is this love?

hmmmmm..

bullshit.

I WANT MORE BONUS THIS YEAR !

WILL IT COME TRUE, SANTA CLAUS ?

I WANNA GO ON HOLIDAY.. A SHORT ONE WILL DO. =)

PLS MAKE MY WISHES COME TRUE.

I love this song.

[From this moment on.]

I wanna play it - my wedding in 8 years' time. =D

- You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

16 nov - Happy monthly dear ! =D

at the same time happy birthday Jen ! haha. =)

i'm very stress recently.

arrrrrw. kill me pls..

no 6pm cannot go home ! =(

TMD.

today til 630pm, damn so hungry... argh.

and i would like to know e answer. pls tell me tml ok ?

I'm waiting... and waiting.

AM WAITING FOR

- You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;