Thursday, May 18, 2006'♥
hahas heys everyonee !! i have nv update my blog for so long yahs .. hahas first i wish someone ''HAPPY BIRTHDAE FIRDAUS!!'' secondly ''II PASS ALL MY SUBJECTS!'' .. hee =) seriously i am reli happi yahs .. todae sumting happened .. i am totally angry!! some ppl pls lahs .. dun act as if i am scared of u .. i juz being too kind too someone ahs for her to misundertsand !! kns stop ur childish nonense lahs .. being a irritating mother fucker for wad .. wth !! i dun need u tis kind of frens .. thanks to u !! anyway ignore tis person .. ruin my whole dae .. anyways thanks to all my frens .. showed me e support and encouragnment all tis while .. they believe i can pass .. yes i prove it to u all i pass !! hee =) anyways i will update soon .. quite tired todae !!
*i noe i have done e right thing so wad for i need to be gulity of?
*if u tot i am someone being soft hearted to everyone!! sorrie i will not be soft
hearted to u tis kind of ppl .. pls dream on!!
*pls lahs dun keep badmouth ppl its not good
*one dae retribution will fall on u
*mabe it had came true!!
who noes??
juz becareful
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hahas heys everyonee !! i have nv update my blog for so long yahs .. hahas first i wish someone ''HAPPY BIRTHDAE FIRDAUS!!'' secondly ''II PASS ALL MY SUBJECTS!'' .. hee =) seriously i am reli happi yahs .. todae sumting happened .. i am totally angry!! some ppl pls lahs .. dun act as if i am scared of u .. i juz being too kind too someone ahs for her to misundertsand !! kns stop ur childish nonense lahs .. being a irritating mother fucker for wad .. wth !! i dun need u tis kind of frens .. thanks to u !! anyway ignore tis person .. ruin my whole dae .. anyways thanks to all my frens .. showed me e support and encouragnment all tis while .. they believe i can pass .. yes i prove it to u all i pass !! hee =) anyways i will update soon .. quite tired todae !!
*i noe i have done e right thing so wad for i need to be gulity of?
*if u tot i am someone being soft hearted to everyone!! sorrie i will not be soft
hearted to u tis kind of ppl .. pls dream on!!
*pls lahs dun keep badmouth ppl its not good
*one dae retribution will fall on u
*mabe it had came true!!
who noes??
juz becareful
Monday, April 17, 2006'♥
hahas was a very sad daee todae .. ytd had a quarrel wif him .. then was realli sad was toking abt break up .. realli sad man .. which gal dun lyk e bf to pamper .. i am thanksful to [susiee . yun choon . yu jia . shirely . darling fatz . muii four darlings'05 . barry boy . say wee boy . brandan dix . ryan . jo . justine . nathan . ] alot more .. tha nks wors .. stood by muii side .. e funniest ting is tt barry said this : i evening cum and find u kkaes? sweet!! hahas this is called real frenz . then say wee boy dunno why nv go amaths then after his sch wan cum find me . thx ! justine was lyk wad happned to u?sure u alrite norts !! then nathan art class .. why u cry? then i was lyk ya break up .. he said dun feel so sad k? .. hahas then fatz darling show me tt face (+(=)+) . hahas so cute lors she .. miss her and love her lotsa .. e best ting is i and susiee more and more jokes ahs not lyk e past i realli dislike her attitude [[if u read it .. dun kena offended .. realli dunno y dae and dae we r more closer]] .. we carry e same bag !! cool .. she wrote me a letter !! ''old wan go new one wont cum'' .. hahas then she said this again ''euu dunchx noe who will fall in lovee wiiv ur smile'' =) hee she cute too ahs .. thank alot alot .. >3 lots .. hee i so happi .. seriously when i am in a lost i noe who will rushed for me .. who will cared for me .. realli thanks to u guys .. muii darlings .. hahas kkx todae was sux .. my heart reali hurt than aniting .. i continously dropped my tears .. i dunch noe how to control .. feel so hurt and sad .. continously crying till recess .. managed to cheer up abit by darling jokes .. i dunch wan them to worried .. hee then back to class .. i dropped my tears till 12.45 .. hahas then finally stopped ..
bud my hurtx cannot compare to someone .. fir mother passed away .. feel so sad too .. he told me tt he dunch wan to received his n lvls wiv joys bud no one shared e joys wif him .. realli hurt i jux went hosptial on firdae . yet somethings is realli unpredictable .. cherish someone before its too late .. even u hate someone try to love !!
LOTSA LOVE >3
Thursday, April 06, 2006'♥
hey hey hey .. hahas i am back to blog .. getting more and more busy ahs .. hahas LOL =) yupp .. went out wiv dear after sch .. meet him go out shopping for tml working stuff .. goin to wokr after sch .. i am tired!!! # yawn ~~~ todae sch was alrite nth much .. drew sumting for my darling fatz .. hahas iish nice okay! hee .. had a nice tym during RIP .. darling was resting .. hahas she cute sia .. bth .. hahas so i pinch her cheeck .. hee .. had a very bad mood is last few daes .. todae was fun went to meet choon choon swimming .. hahas talked alot .. *secrett!!* hahas .. had fun wif her playing water and laughter .. i am so thankful to god .. life is back again .. i am full of frens .. hee laughter each dae .. memories will onli bring me sad .. anyway i will keep myself busy to stop tinking of him .. onli tt solve e pain in my heart ..
to all my frens : i am so happi to have everyone as my frens .. have moii fatz darling .. moii lovely honey .. daughter pan .. sister sharon .. moii say wee boy boy .. moii sweet eating mates .. moii laughter guys .. moii laughter mates .. moii crazy shopping queens .. moii st john members .. moii classmates .. moii sms mates .. moii chatting mates .. moii listening mates .. moii 3nb'05 everyone .. all moii outside frens .. hee lastly ish moii 4 darlings [ ala . ria , siti , sharifah ] .. juz enuff to have yoo guys .. i dun need others!! thanks all moii loved ones .. ii will cherish everyone .. thanks =)) kipp update me on everyone [moii frens] do take care !!
pls lahs .. if u wan scold tink before u scold .. childish mindset !! u tink u can forget wad u scold me .. diaos i juz put a book on e table and there is this gal scold me f*** y** .. wad her problem !! tot i awaes treat her good and i can forget wad u scolded .. too bad !! not onli u have tt attitude .. bud other do have too .. u r juz a BITHCY BITCH to me .. e sight of u make me puke .. ]] cant stand tis kind of ppl 2 sided .. if u no frens then tt ur problem .. dun become bootlicker .. is digusting la pls!! bth !!
Tuesday, March 28, 2006'♥
SATURDAE !
its was satudae .. alot of ppl asked me .. '' finally go ur st john le '' hahas .. yahs mabe bahs .. after st john meet bran diix and e mum go eat lunch 2gether .. hahas okay lahs ..=)) went hm to bath and chnaged prepared to go hm .. yuppx .. then after tt went to sherlyn hse for some talks and working stuff .. stayed her hse till 6plus .. did not managed to go hosptial .. [i apologise sorrie firdaus] went to dear relative hse .. its was ting ting b'dae .. i went swimming before goin to his relative hse .. stayed until 10plus 11 .. on e way to took cab hm .. i lost my purse .. consist of my IC .. fuck sia .. II AM SO SAD !! i miss my purse .. sobs sobs .. on tt dae e mum and dad fetch me hm .. reach hm abt 12plus 1 lers .. cried in my bed for 1 hrs plus .. I MISS MUII EVERYTHING!!! =((
SUNDAE !
morn wake up .. went to police station .. early morn waited for abt 1 hr plus .. so damn long .. nth much lors .. then had lunch after tt went hm .. rest awhile then i went out in evening to expo metro sale .. NOTHING CHEER ME UP .. i brought myself i shoe .. dun feel happi .. no mood in shopping tt dae .. sianx =(( then after tt 9plus went to lavender street had supper .. WAD A BORING DAE!!
TUESDAE !
todae was late for sch .. as ususal .. hahas sch life is so sianx .. gald to have aziz beside me .. joke wif me all e tym in sch .. haahas *miis ****!!* hahas LOL =)) alrite then was boring in sch .. physic teacher did not came sch .. then we was noisy .. was sent down to e quartangle to do our test .. wth .. hot sia .. i almost cant take it .. abit not well liao .. then meet dear after sch had lunch together .. ii cherish e lunch !! hahas brought alot of sweets for me to eat .. hee =)) HAPPY!! then commendation nth much .. as usual had a headache .. saw ahem ahem .. i walk away .. then after sch oso saw him then i ignored him .. sianx .. ytd related to wad he said ytd .. no wonder!!
message to ahem ahem :
i dun wan see anyone of us 3 to get hurt .. mabe e both of u to get hurt .. i am kept by silence by all of u guys cuz u all had a competiton tt don allow me to noe ??? i am out of it and fighting of me .. diaos .. pls !! i wont choose anyone of u .. wad e outcome will led to HURT!! competition to find out who loves me more?? who able to get me or who able to be wif me .. dun hide aniting frm me can .. i noe it .. i can see u both hate each other .. bud i chose not to noe wad e outcome of e competition .. fighting to get me .. i am so sick and tired to noe who able to prove tt he love me more .. =(( haiz
II MISS MY HUBBY AND DARLING FATZ!!
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SATURDAE !
its was satudae .. alot of ppl asked me .. '' finally go ur st john le '' hahas .. yahs mabe bahs .. after st john meet bran diix and e mum go eat lunch 2gether .. hahas okay lahs ..=)) went hm to bath and chnaged prepared to go hm .. yuppx .. then after tt went to sherlyn hse for some talks and working stuff .. stayed her hse till 6plus .. did not managed to go hosptial .. [i apologise sorrie firdaus] went to dear relative hse .. its was ting ting b'dae .. i went swimming before goin to his relative hse .. stayed until 10plus 11 .. on e way to took cab hm .. i lost my purse .. consist of my IC .. fuck sia .. II AM SO SAD !! i miss my purse .. sobs sobs .. on tt dae e mum and dad fetch me hm .. reach hm abt 12plus 1 lers .. cried in my bed for 1 hrs plus .. I MISS MUII EVERYTHING!!! =((
SUNDAE !
morn wake up .. went to police station .. early morn waited for abt 1 hr plus .. so damn long .. nth much lors .. then had lunch after tt went hm .. rest awhile then i went out in evening to expo metro sale .. NOTHING CHEER ME UP .. i brought myself i shoe .. dun feel happi .. no mood in shopping tt dae .. sianx =(( then after tt 9plus went to lavender street had supper .. WAD A BORING DAE!!
TUESDAE !
todae was late for sch .. as ususal .. hahas sch life is so sianx .. gald to have aziz beside me .. joke wif me all e tym in sch .. haahas *miis ****!!* hahas LOL =)) alrite then was boring in sch .. physic teacher did not came sch .. then we was noisy .. was sent down to e quartangle to do our test .. wth .. hot sia .. i almost cant take it .. abit not well liao .. then meet dear after sch had lunch together .. ii cherish e lunch !! hahas brought alot of sweets for me to eat .. hee =)) HAPPY!! then commendation nth much .. as usual had a headache .. saw ahem ahem .. i walk away .. then after sch oso saw him then i ignored him .. sianx .. ytd related to wad he said ytd .. no wonder!!
message to ahem ahem :
i dun wan see anyone of us 3 to get hurt .. mabe e both of u to get hurt .. i am kept by silence by all of u guys cuz u all had a competiton tt don allow me to noe ??? i am out of it and fighting of me .. diaos .. pls !! i wont choose anyone of u .. wad e outcome will led to HURT!! competition to find out who loves me more?? who able to get me or who able to be wif me .. dun hide aniting frm me can .. i noe it .. i can see u both hate each other .. bud i chose not to noe wad e outcome of e competition .. fighting to get me .. i am so sick and tired to noe who able to prove tt he love me more .. =(( haiz
II MISS MY HUBBY AND DARLING FATZ!!
Sunday, March 05, 2006'♥
EVERYTHING had been a long long time .. memories we can nv forget .. awaes put in my heart .. 3 years ago ii noe him .. been so long .. then having L by my side .. ii leave him .. we r both tired our character is not match .. 5 years ii noe sw .. 2 year ago we been together .. break up in e end 9 mths 21 daes .. still rmb e dae before i left him we went to watch concert he shed tears in front of me after reading e letter and ii wished him happi together wiv S .. yet ii felt tt ii have realli no time for him becuz of my workin .. he had been ups and downs morn till nite beign wif him .. yet we break .. 2 years ago ii noe him .. after 4 mth after breaking up wif sw ii and san been together .. he ahd make me feel e most happiest gal in e world .. e song he liked e food he lyk ii rmb in my heart till nw .. break up in e end personal reason .. after 2 mths been together wiv nw e present dear dear .. [[memroies iish awaes sweet in e beginning bud not in e end]] wad a life ii had .. recently someone confessed his love to me .. ii felt tt no point .. ii will still treat him lyk a fren nth more .. bud ii seriously noe tt ii have put someone deep in my heart for all tis 6 years and yett ii had not see him since 3 years ago .. e mermories been together iish awaes been flowing in my mind ..
DEC ii met a grps of good working frenz .. we have all ended up close together and not wif e boss .. we eventually have lots of tings to tok abt J and D .. hahas =) had e times together having steamboat in e office .. taking lots of fotos .. ii am actually gratefully to god tt he had actually gave me alot of tings .. ii have frens .. ii have admire .. ii have my love ones .. ii have him .. ii can buy mp4 .. ii can buy my clothes .. almost everyting ii wanted ii got it and even a wonderfull job tt have set properly for me .. be it nw e job or 1 mth later jobs .. it had all been planned and set .. as for sch life .. mabe iish okay .. ignore it concentrate in class .. nth will disrupt me if i go my cca too .. hahas .. LIFE is awaes been great bud iish only how u gonna make it happened ..
todae wad's happening???
TODAE early morn went out at 730 am .. went to palawan beack wif dear .. hahas we go sun -tanning .. had fun wif him e whole dae .. dun need tink and do .. we had fun playing water and plucking out zzzz [digusting] hahas u noe ii noe .. kkx then went to play ard .. hahas juz enjoyed .. then went to bath and went to took e chairlift .. hahas ii am scared of heights .. yes and he overcum e fear .. hahas its juz fun being wif him .. =) went to marina square to meet his mum then had pariiss internationall bruffet .. hahas then was so full .. then went shop shop ard .. actually wanted to do hand spa .. hahas bud rushing for time .. mabe next week bahs .. simply had fun todae .. thx
MESSAGE:
toohs BRANDAN dix : ii am so sorrie for abt thur tingy .. u muz be feeling so down and sad right now .. bud dun worrii u had my promise to awaes stay by ur side .. even every single one realli dislikes u dix .. u still have me! rmb tt k? he dun tink too much .. hugss
toohs BOY BOY : ii tot promiise tt make frm u will awaes be e truthfull one .. yet u dissapoint me .. now ii understand wad position ii am in ur heart .. thanks ahs frm letting me to noe ! ii still dislikes her .. ii am sorrie bud tis is wad ii am ..
toohs BAO BAO : hahas my honey bao bao .. thanks ahs todae was fun =) love ya lotsa >3
Tuesday, February 14, 2006'♥
heyy heyy heyy .. backiies!! hahas todae was fun in eng periods .. lots of jokes wif mr lee .. hee COOL =) everyting was alrite received a dice key chain frm nathan .. thanks !! ii am so happi .. i was praying hard todae hopefully everyting goes smoothly and guess wad .. 1.35pm .. pandora , auni , sharon , brandan , ryan , azmi cum to my class to sort of ''fetch'' me up to 4NB .. isn't it happi for me .. of course .. i hav been missing everyone so much .. and e ting is mr lee had nv say NO!! and allowed me to went up to 4NB to cut cake .. i am realli happi .. juz e 5 min of being together .. in me i juz have e feeling of 3NB again .. hee =) i dunno why! as wad miss noraiza said .. '' hope we can still be together after this '' yes i totally agree .. we muz be united !! 3NB RWAKS !! ii am being spoilt my whole dae by someone ahhs .. thanks to her .. i am realli so angry .. my clothes short mehz! open ur eyes lahs .. juz wan to zheng dui wo onli .. humphs!! dunchx lyk her again .. respect her ?? pls lahs .. i juz dunch lyk her .. wadever lahz st john st john .. wth .. okiee after sch went to find chris at tampines .. he working there .. yeahs got discount if i buy tings .. hahas LOL =) woohoo .. then went to bugis .. left hubby firx present wif yun choon .. i so sad ahhs .. almost cried .. hahas cuz i tot i lose his present .. then i and jo went to bugis buy hubby second present .. =xp alrite brought a shirt for him .. he brought me a necklaces tt cost 100 over bucks .. i so xin tong .. was quite touched ahs .. not e mth tt matters is e sincere ..
HUBBY : we have tiis endless luvee tt nv ends .. its onli apply or cum in between us iish e love we had for each other .. eux had awaes becum e one and onlii one in muii u heart .. everyting iish in e past juz lett it be e past .. wif any guys in e past and eux wif other gals in e past .. as all iish iin e past .. our luvee can nv break off .. we have proven iit toohs god tt we can last and we will last forever .. sumtimes of me showing temper towards eux bud eux dunch noe how much ii love and miss u each dae each hours passed .. without eux in muii lifee iish lyk losing sumting tt ii can nv able to find back again .. even years down e road we will seperate in daes in wks .. bud ii noe we can overcum it together cuz we believe tt we can .. believe tt we can last till forever .. everyone iish giving us e blessing .. isn't it? we are awaes be in each other heart everydae , every hrs , every mins and every seconds .. yahs? our love iish lyk e burning of e fire .. our heartbeats cant stop beating for each other .. eux SIMPLY RWAKS! =) luvee eux lotsa .. mwakiies aii nii zhe beii zhii bu guan tian ya haii jiao wo tou yao gen nii zaii yii qii yong bu fen li =)
220 daes *]]x
Monday, February 13, 2006'♥
hahas life ish still e same .. have awaes been tinking of e past together .. the times we ar so united and close together .. someone ask me todae .. who is ur close fren in class? u juz needed one .. i juz felt being in my tis new class .. i dun feel any closeness .. i dun have close frens mabe have bud i dun treat them as 1 .. overall still not my type .. good frens juz a few bud wad i can say is tt 3NB '05 had realli make a great change in me .. i miss everyone lots .. even we r so near juz 2 floor away bud my heart still clinging on 3NB'05 .. sometings i noe it lose and it can nv be e same again .. bud i cherish everyting i had wif u guys .. i can say everyone in 3NB'05 is my good frenz .. awaes there even nw we are separated .. deep in our hearts we are juz together .. the times together will awaes lives in my heart =) ii wish everyone a HAPPY VALENTINE !
i wondering how everyone celebrate valentine wif their love one .. their gf and bf .. tinking of ding how ish he goin to celebrate in aust .. alone? wif his new aust gf .. hahas tinking of him either .. tml no date for him? busyin working .. omg shouldn't we overwork ourselves? wad a dae of tinking of them .. i noe he will be alone again without me bud still have his good buddies and frens to celebrate valentine wif him =) no comments !
JUZ WANNA BE DEVOTED TO MY ONE AND ONLI HUBBY >3
II HAVE DELICATED IN TML SCH NEWSPAPER TO ALL 3NB'05 ]]X
DO READ E MESSAGE
I APPRECIATE !
TAKE CARE EVERYONE