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♔ Saturday, April 16
13:55 |
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못해 Motae
못해 Motae (I Can't)
This isn't the original singer or MTV.
I've no idea who she is.
But to me, she have the best cover award :))
Lyric:
ijeneun babeul meogeodo nunmul eopsineun samkiji mothae
eokjiro meokgo meogeodo sogi neul heojeonhae
norael deureodo heungeoldaejido mothae
yeonghwareul bwado naega mwol bongeonji gieok mothae
bapdo jal meokji mothae niga saenggak nalkkabwa
ni saenggage chehalkkabwa niga tteonan huru oneuldo nunmul do harureul meokgo sara
beoseudo taji mothae nuga nal yokhalkkabwa
uneun nal nollyeodaelkkabwa amugeotdo mothae neo eopsin nahonja salji mothae..
ijeneun sureul masyeodo nunmul eopsineun masijil mothae
amuri byeongeul biwodo neomandeo saenggakhae
saraseo mwohae neon naegyeote eoptneunde
honja mwor eojjae amugeotdo hal su eoptneun nande
bapdo jal meokji mothae niga saenggak nalkkabwa
ni saenggage chehalkkabwa niga tteonan huru oneuldo nunmul do harureul meokgo sara
beoseudo taji mothae nuga nal yokhalkkabwa
uneun nal nollyeodaelkkabwa amugeotdo mothae neo eopsin nahonja salji mothae..
neo eopsi utneungeotdo nan mothae
neo eopsi geotneungeotdo nan mothae
amugeotdo amugeotdo mothae
naegen ni sarangi piryohae
honja saraseo mwohae nigadeo jal aljanha
neoeopsin na andoe janha
neobakke mollaseo neoeopsin bapjo meokji mothaneun nande
chamajukjido mothae niga dolaolkkabwa
eonjengan nal chjeuljjabwa amugeotdo mothae
oneuldo naeildo.. neoman wonhae
Translated Lyric:
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New Direction?
Everyday without fail, i would think about my future.
And when i think about FUTURE, i see
Our future, together =)
What will be the obstacles, how are we going to overcome them.
And when i think about overcoming them, i often think of LiTu's words...
"Passion, belief and trust are not enough, You need to find the pleasure in tearing the 'walls' down"
Ok, these
AREN'T the exact word, i only remembered some key words.
But i think what he meant was, it's more than just self-determinations from both of us,
we NEED people around us to UNDERSTAND too.
I agree!
Can't help but to think of the worst situation though.
Anyway...
I was online searching for some source about Islams Marriage and Conversion etc.
Frankly speaking, it sounds easier than i thought.
Well, unless if i've got a wrong idea.
Will find out more though! :)
Then i realized, It wouldn't be fair...or rather, good if i'm just doing it for marriage.
I HAVE to understand more about Islam before deciding on anything, right?
I'm tired of reading, and i found a
45mins long video about a brief explanation of what Islam is.
Frankly speaking. I'm feeling
positivity from what i've heard.
I can't truly said i understand entirely~ or confirm anything, yet.
But from what i've already know +
what i understand from the videos =
It's actually making sense and what i like the most about it; Islam laws
DOESN'T condemn any other religion.
Guess i'm
hearing more of Christian laws about the punishment if anyone were to worship any other religion,
PLUS the
lack of knowledge about my own religion and many other religion.
I naturally thought that religions are all enemies.
Still the bottom line is, IF you're worshiping the right one, you'll be SAFE! Else, face the consequence on Judgement Day.
But from what i understand about the brief Islam Law, it's not wrong to believe in what other religion says about creation!
Example: In Bible, Jesus was given birth by Virgin Mary. If Muslims do not believe that, they do not believe in Allah. It's NOT WRONG to believe in that, but that doesn't make him the God.
See what i mean? That,
to me, isn't condemnation. In fact, it opened up new ways for me to see things.
I'm just happy with what i found out and i can't wait to share with my blog :D
I'm really looking forward to understanding more about Islam Law with an open mind.
But for now, I'm gonna SLEEEP :D!
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♔ Thursday, February 24
13:17 |
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I dreamt abt cuts and amputated arms of them. They were dying slowly.
We were having vacation somewhere and we shared a room with other 2 or 3 travelers.
Someone just burst into the room and start slicing everyone, except me, with his samurai sword, bit by bit.
That guy were just looking for someone but he still hurt us, them actually, he didn't attack me.
I begged him to stop but he didn't cos it's fun. There were lots of blood and the enduring faces of theirs were just too hard to watch. Cuts are everywhere of their faces and bodies. They ended up losing too much blood and the young one fainted.
The samurai-guy realizes it and tried to stop but ended up giving them more wounds, and 1 of their hand was cut off eventually. He can't seems to control himself.
The guys put his hand back, but he keep falling off. He wanted to call his father about what happened but he have no strength to talk. So i helped, but there was no connection. He got angry and wasted more energy trying to figured out what to do, with his amputated right hand and weak left hand. He needs to let him know what is happening so his parents can't move on, those were his last words.
The young one was carried to a room and they put him in a tub of water and electrify him; there were other samurai's friends watching amputation video and didn't give a damn on what's happening beside them. Miracle happened, the young one woke up but still bleeding a lot.
I knew they're gonna died I wanted to help them but i woke up.
I felt I've left them dying in another world, i betrayed them by waking up :( And i can't go back.
Are they waiting for me? Will they really die or just bleed eternally? Do they have to die alone?
It doesn't feel like it's just a dream :(
It's bothering me, cos they are very dearly to me. Feels like a bad omen.
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Choices
"With great power, comes great responsibility"
It's not only for Spiderman,
It's for
EVERYONE!
I can't deny my power ;)
and i like it.
So i better use it wisely!
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♔ Friday, February 18
01:13 |
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Growth
"You cannot don't feel hurt because you cannot don't grow up"
This sentence have never ever left my mind.
According to this logic, I don't think i've grown.
Probably that's what's is irritating and disappointing you.
I can't say i feel sorry, and i can't say i feel proud.
I've been thinking about the things you said.
I understand. But i can't react to it.
Maybe that's the worse part of me?
Maybe that's the biggest area i need to improve on?
But no matter what, it's not gonna do me any good if i stuck here.
So, thank you for enlightening me.
But i will find my own way :)
Doesn't mean i don't need you as a friend and i won't feel sad or hurt if you just leave.
In fact, it was never that case.
But i also understand that it's getting really hard on you and you're reaching ur limits.
I hope i won't grow up too slowly and ended up missing someone so important because i'm hurting you too much.
