Wednesday, January 31, 2007

why did things have to turn out this way.
may this feeling of insecurity fade away.
only one person understands me.
and i thank Him for putting her in my life.
everything happening has a meaning,has some purpose.
we will conquer this together babe! =)
sighs,with all that's happened,
i dunno what to think how to think anymore.
can everything ever be normal again?

stressed up,screwed up life.

when all i feel like is whining,complaining,fussing,crying,screaming,cursing,
i just control.
one day,its all gonna burst out like an over filled pipe.
spewing urine and shit all over the floor.
hoho.
till then,

thanks aga for everything. i really appreciate evt you've done for me.thank god for you,if not who knows where i'll be now.floating somewhere in this universe.

nothingness,
boredom is all i want in my life now.hah,i understand you,kate.

bang bang, you're dead.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

when the time is up,what will happen?

just let me go,let all these fade away.
i desperately need a break from all these.
and its only january.
dies.


its all coming back,
dont let me fall into that deep endless blackhole of darkness.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

i need a break from all this.
my escape,where are you?

Thursday, January 18, 2007

its hard,so hard.
why must things be this way?
sighs,the irony.
yet,what can we do about it?
please try.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

ahh.i LOVE my class.i cant imagine what will happen after a levels.gosh,thinking about it makes me feel sad already!ONE MORE YEAR.must tresure!sighs.

MONOPOLY.mabel and i are personal assistants cum financial advisors cum accountants for aga and yt.so funny!WE WILL OWN MONOPOLY TMR.haha.we rock man.kingcross station,water works.whoos!aga's mayfair.laughs!

8 months to prelims.please start studying!its ok to be a mugger,as long as you get good grades!ITS JUST 8 MONTHS OF HARD WORK.and the rest can play!AHHH.hardworking,i wanna be.

who ever said slow and steady wins the race?

Friday, January 12, 2007

ahha.its been a while yeah?been busy with school work,who hasnt?haha.j2 le,time to buck up and study hard.cannot slack le!

anw,surina is going out of the zoo tmr!yes,we're gathering at yishun.haha.so cute.yupp.tmr has guitar and tuition too.sighs.

hope everything is going fine for everyone.take care!

and xinli,GET WELL SOON MAN.

Saturday, January 06, 2007

orientation is over.
i miss jaguaria,surina,cheryl and javier and all the other jaguaria ogls:(
jaguar HUAT ah!

Monday, January 01, 2007

happy happy new year.2007 is here!

hah.and i havent finished my hw.grr.