Friday, June 30, 2006

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san:haha.in a way it might be a good thing you know!no youth day holiday means you are treated like an adult,while we are treated still like kids!=))haha.anw,just jiayou la.and i'm freaking proud of you!see told you your lucky break would come.wait!its not that you're lucky.its that your hardwork pays off!love you babe.you do me proud.and you're damn smart!every exam A man!walao.make me damn jealous coz i'm stupid =(

zhenluan:heys!yupp.exams are over.currently slacking my butt off.and trying to motivate myself to so hw!sian.not like secondary school where we can like aft exam play coz have post exam activity.now aft exam must go do hw!=))anw,enjoy your holiday and jiayou ba!you can do it=))oh and thanks.my results ah,see how lor.i didnt really study for exams,so we shall see!takecare.


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friday!long weekend.trying to complete my holiday homework.which consists of rewriting my gp essay,doing about 20 newspaper commentaries,finishing up all my 1st 3 month tutorials,summation worksheet,organic chem tutorial,chem en part 2 tutorial,differentiation tutorial.mwahah.i think about the 20 commentaries and i want to laugh.damn funny.but not so funny if i am going to sit down and think about it.how to finish man.never tell us holidays need to do.see lahs!

anw,just wanna thank you people for the encouragement throughout my exam period!mabel,jieling,nanny,weisan,xiaomeii and zl.thanks so much eh!and you guys jiayou too.=))take care.love you guys!

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Thursday, June 29, 2006

EXAMS ARE OVER.mwahah.long holiday.but the next big exam is coming.oral is next next monday.some people so kelian.tml have.and my classmates so suay,their day is on the day when we have our polling day holiday.sian right.and on my day all the guys.SIAN.oh wells.just do my best lor.=))jiayou ba.

tml some people have exam.jo,meow meow,xinli!jiayou.haha.you can do it.


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The rules:

Bold the statements that are true to you.

Italise the statements that you WISH are true.

Leave the Fibs alone.

Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.


I miss somebody right now.

I dont watch TV these days.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I've tried marijuana. (hur.its illegal right)

I have been in a threesome.

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (erm like who will say they’re psycho?)

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I curse sometimes.

I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I'm TOTALLY smart.

I've broken someone's bones.

I'm paranoid sometimes.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now. (I need money all the time.hur.)

I love sushi.

I talk really,really fast. (sometimes.)

I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

I like the way i look.

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I have a hidden talent. (haha.like what?turning paper into money?turning pencil lead to diamonds?)

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.

I have a lot of friends.

I am currently single.

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.(no,but i practically live in fbt)

I love to shop.

Enjoy window shopping.

I would rather shop then eat. (i wish!)

I don't hate anyone.

I'm a pretty good dancer.

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cellphone.

I believe in God.

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I've rejected someone before.

I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.

I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before.

I've called the cops on a friend before.

I'm not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger

I am shy around the opposite sex.

I have tried alcohol before.

I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.

I own the "South Park" movie.

I would die for my best friends.

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.(uh uh.i think my maid makes better ones!)

I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (i have no career.and i wouldnt do that)

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. (nope,not me.but i know someone who does!)

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy (sg have no halloween.but i think if i celebrated it i would like it for the scary things you can wear.MWAHAH)

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.

I am happy at this moment!

I'm obsessed with guys. (erms..)

I study for tests most of the time.(I used to.but now,its what I hope!)

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever i can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup. (where will I get ridiculous money!)

Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I'm proficient in a musical instrument.

I worked at McDonald's restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I love sci-fi movies.

I think water rules. (its my best friend.cant live without it.)

I went college out of state.(you give me money,I’ll go)

I like sausages. (love them.but stopped eating them since they contain loads of sulphate)

I love kisses. (which kind?hersheys yes.human ones,haha.)

I fall for the worst people.

I adore bright colours. (YES!ORANGE,LIME GREEN)

I can't live without black eyeliner. (nahh, wont want to look like some gothic person.and it’ll make my eyes look smaller)

I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I can pick up things with my toes.

I can't whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.(why would i want to do that)

I have ridden/owned a horse. (is a pony counted)

I still have every journal I've ever written in. (not many to start with)

I can't stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep. (yes.my sister complains that I curse a lot in my dreams.and I mutter a lot to myself)

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.(yeah it is.but how to climb them in singapore?)

I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring.

I have a tattoo.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.

I am a caffeine junkie. (recently,yes)

I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.

I have been to over 15 conventions.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical the better.

I'm an artist. (i cant draw for nuts!)

I only clean my room when necessary.

I like a person of the same sex.

done!

i stab: weisan, siewteng, dhilshad, shermaine, pingsiew!

valerie loves you

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

4 down.3 more to go.i'm on my way!YES.i can do it.


oh my.today was so funny.i cant help but just laugh out loud.MABEL!dont poke me anymore.if i say that MABEL is dumb anymore i think i'll get poked until i die.haha.so funny.oh.must share this joke.MASS=VOLUME x DENSITY. = MABEL VERY DUMB!=)oh my god.i just laughed and laughed.giving all sorts of crap.i've learnt so many new things,through you guys.jieling!your laughter is so funny.i rmb you watching narruto and laughing and laughing.so cute man you two!thanks for being my friend.=))wahaha.


HURMPH!zw finishes exam tml!NOT FAIR.dont care.aggie say throw all the gp to you to do.haha.not so bad la.i haven even do my part!shall finish up my tutorials and ESP GP COMMENTARIES after exams.MWAHAH.i cant wait.


chem and econs over liao.ytd wanted to die of stress man.but i think it was ok.coz the parts i know i cant do didnt really come out.so i just hope i never make stupid mistakes.can one!CAN ONE!its all in the mind.must be optimistic.i rmb feeling mind blank.but NANNY came along and told me its all in my brain waiting to spill out!so its all inside.trust yourself!thanks nanny.=))haha.you MUST MUST study.if not nx week will become like ME!=))haha.I CANT WAIT.whoohoo.


brace face i'm going to be.SOON.eeee!sunday meeting her to discuss what to do with my teeth!one day i'll put blue and grey.hurhur.and can coordinate colours with xiaomeii!!i just hope i can bear with the pain.no matter what,its all in the mind.=))okays.math time.tuition soon.oh wells.just keep on trying,never give up!=))



isit fate that i keep seeing you.


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Monday, June 26, 2006

replies`

PINGSIEW!!mwahah.i hate bio too.but its OVER!=)jiayous babe!coming to end soon.CANT WAIT!=)

siewting:HEYS!jiayou with school yeah!

arica:hey babe.hope you've been fine.just keep an open mind and jiayou all the way ok!just chiong la and dont care other things.HAHA!

san:HAHA,that one secret lover you're guang ming zhen da lover lor.HAHA=) take care, and thanks so much for evt!love!

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MWAHAH.today just finished 2 papers.SHIOK MAN the feeling.bio and gp.2 down,5 more to go.i am so happy i can just start singing.mwahah.but tml have chem and econs.boo!NVM.but some lucky people finish on wed coz no chinese.haha.anw,xiaomeii!sorry about not tagging your board,coz my com cant see anyone's tagboard.hurhur.so sad right!=( haha but i'll do your quiz thingo.after this!=)


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Monday, June 19, 2006

last week of the holidays!spend your time wisely.HOHO.


met up with san today.whoohoo.didnt study as much as i hoped i would.but at least i did,a bit.mwahah.tml will be going to meet nanny to study.hope i'm more disciplined.oh wells.went to take chem notes from meow meow.went all the way to queenstown=\ so far!haha.oh wells.one more week.study!HURHUR.like real.helps!


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Monday, June 12, 2006

have cip thingo tml.=\ eeks.i think its sentosa.please dont rain!=(


studying.and more studying.but that's NOT ME!I WANT TO STUDY!urgh.


which reminds me that my listening compre and oral is coming!and i bet lots more spa.sighs.school's a chore.BOO.


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Saturday, June 10, 2006

replies`

dhilshad: MWAHAH.you're my secret lover.dont tell sher ok!let her enjoy her kidscentral!you diamond lah!love!:)

san:hey!lets meet up next week!:) i gg for cip on tues, mon's out too.so any other day!lets go with st!eat tauhuay lehs.

lamly:HEY!must meet up!=)ohhs.next week you all gg m'sia right!jiayou!have fun with chlorine tablets.must take care of yuanli ok!dont let her fall down and injured again!=))haha.and ofcourse take care of yourself alright!=))love.and dont wreak havoc with you and yuanli high-ing!oh ya.ROPE JUICE!MWAHAH.so disgusting btw.stop scratching!i can see you scratching your arm pit.mwahah.


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i saw you,shalini on tv!omg.i was like screaming.like that's my friend!=))whoohoo.proud of you girl.rock on.WAHAHA=)oh wells.

SIAN!haven done any freaking studying.DIE.2 more weeks.EXAMS!drill it in girl.get it into your airhead.exams coming exams coming exams coming.------






no effect.still living in my own fantasy land.


went to school to interview ms tan ytd.BLEAH.was so unprepared.=\ i felt like half the questions i was asking was redundant.HELP!pw should be abolished.i dont see how we can gain from it.yet


smt i honestly feel that if i dont bother,nothing will come out of it.if i dont,i doubt you will.i feel like a failure.years and no one bothers.maybe its just me.perhaps.i mean does it even matter to you?do we matter anymore?i dont think so.if it means as much as you claim it does,why?or why not.it falls plainly on my small shoulders.i dont have the strength to shoulder the burden.i'm weak.but WE'RE strong.but do WE still exist.i guess,then.


s'pore idol's here again.jasmine's in!=))haha.she's my sis' tuition teacher's sister.think she's damn cute.HURHUR.realised this season's contests mostly speak with a funny accent.had fun imitating them!some are just damn bimbo.hurhur.just passing time.wasting time i think.hur.how it flies.away from me.


my heart's broken.can it ever be mended?CAN IT?


sher,i geddit.finally.thanks.
have fun with kidscentral!=)dont stress out.


valerie loves you

Thursday, June 08, 2006

went out with dhil and sher ted.my goodness.all the scandals.the trend now man.HAHA.sher loves kidscentral!=))MWAHAH.its damn funny.every sentence must punctuate with erhm.eee!=))

and dhilshad is my secret lover!=)dhilly banja.president of fan club.hurhur.oh wells.eat your food la.


life is boring.life is about mugging.i need a life.HUR!


valerie loves you

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

mozzie mozzie,

you must understand,

you are not my best friend.

go away,

i dont need you.

go away,

i really really detest you.

find something else to do,

rather than give me mozzie bites all over my leg.

scarring my skin,

making me itch.

i cant take it anymore!

why me?

only me!

its too itchy.

and i dont want to get dengue.

go do something else you!!!


valerie loves you

Monday, June 05, 2006

regrets.life is full of it.

step out of it.ASAP.

valerie loves you

Sunday, June 04, 2006

how time flies.its june.ALREADY!wake me up when june starts man.mye is coming!!PANIC RUSHES IN.like real.hurhur.i'm still so slack.dont feel the stress or pressure yet.coz i know i will when week4 comes and i havent started studying!=

and now its time for selection of new batch again.mon sec 4s last band prac.time of the year for stepping down.so fast man.


this 5 months i dont know what i've been doing man!=\like never learn anything,did not accomplish anything.still dreaming about slackland man.sighs.i need motivation.i need routine and schedule.i need a plan.i need to be busy!


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Friday, June 02, 2006

today's friday.2 june.happy 17th birthday yingting.thanks for being a nice friend.=)



jw's been discharged.thank god.=)take care ya.=))



this holidays,its been the slackest of my life,apart from after o levels.i'm supposed to be studying what am i doing?and i'm confused as to whether i have cca or not.i'm such a blurhead.*shakes head*sighs.i dunno.i miss being busy!used to be damn busy every holidays.but now's just slack.wish i could have their determination.went out to study with yuanli ytd.she's damn pro.can sit and study for so long.for me,before some time i need to read book.and the library was damn crowded.sheesh.met yuting.haha.she's still the same.as exaspertating?HAHA.i miss you girl.we havent talked since sec 2.after that we were just hi-bye friends.sighs.


i smt think if i were to not msg,would we still be in contact.do they care?ohwells.


going out tml.whee.nice to see them.but not nice to see me.somehow i just find that i cant put my face out anymore.becoming more and more like an antisocial.dont talk much dont wanna talk much.and no one to talk to anyway.


people say going to jc changes people.HAHA.it has definetely changed me.i'm becoming more withdrawn and quiet.nothing to say just keep quiet.the best way to go.fantastic.a pathetic loner in school.sickening life.i dread studying.the only thing that keeps me alive now is Him.i thank you.thanks for evt.


-live life as you have life to live,and love when you have love to give.


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