The dark period has arrived again, only that this time it's stronger than ever. I always seem to have tons of stuff piling up and never ending. The only thing that I think that won't pile up is training, up till yesterday. Guess I really took up a great challenge when I myself wasn't that capable enough to take it up. Even as hard as I try to make things work and make things better, it just seems very hard. It seems there's no one around to seek help, there's no one to rely on but myself. Why is that so? Is it that after the older birds left, the younger ones feel that there's no point in coming as much as ever?
Well... Exams are already around the corner and I still have millions of things to catch up on. As hard as I try to catch up, new things start piling up again. I am really getting very very tired. The world around me's looking very gloomy these days, as much as I try to look on the brighter side, there ain't any(thanks to the haze). Well, I have been saying to a friend for about 3-4 weeks that I have to sort out my life. Guess I'm in the midst of sorting it out and after today, things may turn out for the better I hope.
Should I seriously reconsider some things which I have considered as part of my priority now that things are really getting on my nerves and making me pull my hair as I think harder and harder? Maybe it's time I should...
Verifying Every Red/Yellow Socks Are Depressing...
->Pope@DavidI guess it's not bothering me as much as it used to be... I'm hoping that I can either change room-mate or change room... It's cold in my room though...
->ham[]mahWell... I wish I had those powers like I used to have. Life was much simpler and better and more exciting back then as compared to now... Or maybe I'm just making it bad for myself.
->jose
Well, that's what they always say, when you're studying, you wished you were working, and when you're working, you wished you were studying. I guess experiences are different for everyone so it's kind of unfair to say that I should be lucky I'm studying. Well... I would be if I am only studying and have no other worries... Ideal case situation.