The Mockery

Have you ever been that singled out person in a party before? Or that person who sits alone everytime during recess? Even just that person in the clique who no one really bothers if you're there or not?

I guess that's how most cliques, or groups function. I guess I was part of it too in secondary school, when I was oh too cool for anyone else besides my friends.

It's sad that I only realised that so much more existed in a world of today.

The rich get's richer, the poor gets poorer.

Wall Street crashed yesterday. Bad as it was, most that invested in AIG and the other bank I cant recall the name off probably felt and still feel like shit.

For most of us, we know these people are mostly middle come earners who probably tried their luck in stocks. Support the strongest and the least possible share that will drop overnight.

Truth be told, we all know it's the most risky to join one that is already at its peak. But many still sought and look at it as a safe move.

It was safe, but it was never a smart move. Today investors around the world are watching them. Much to your surprise, you'll probably see the rich investing in AIG and all now, well, as soon as they pick up, and start growing again. As soon as they show a tinny wee bit of stability and growth, you'll see the rich flocking in again.

They take the risk, knowing that although growth can be really high, but the risk of losing it all runs fairly high too.

truth is, if they lose, they laugh it off, and put somemore money somewhere that will grow. They have the spare. The middle earners dont have any.

Sadly, the stock market is somewhat like the world.

During recession, the middle income and poor suffer. The rich carry on with their lives spending abit more. They invest in things that are cheap because of the recession. property, stocks and so on. It will grow they say. It does, sadly, they can afford to invest where the middle income have to safe for rainy days.

That is the sad fact, that is the sad truth.

The rich become richer, the poor become poorer. I guess the world is never fair.

Delivery

Its amazing how one who is doing interactive media design marketing can't really be bothered with his own blog skin. My Gawd this is a Bad blog skin. No offence to the creator, but by word, when was this made? 1987? hahaha. Ok, enough cynicism. I actually think it's a pretty decent blog skin that's clear easy and concise.

Well, I failed to deliver in work today. How hard is it to write copy text right? Well well, I revised it three times and it's still not approved. Then there's my flipbook, I tried to design the front cover. Its freaking looks like DUNHILL!

Sometimes I do wonder, do I lack an intuitive mind and heart that breathes out for good design. But I want to breathe and eat design and quiver at every bad design I see.

How then, do I harnest this energy into a love and passion and deliver it in work? I guess the only thing I'm good for now is updating the websites. Hahah

Well, but I am still thankful I'm doing such things in my internship, and sometimes, mind boggling, its he industry and there'll be many more days just like this, where your mind just stops, you cant think, and you're just not Mr Creative or Mr Design anymore.

I guess I lack confidence. I really do at work. It's something hard to overcome when you're being plunged into a new environment.

Sometimes, you just hope time will help you adapt and you become your own once again. Then again, you never know.

I also realised how boring my entries look with no pictures, but ah, no one reads this anyway. Well, at least I think.

Do comment if you do read. Thanks