asleep, i still see you lying next to me

Monday, September 21, 2009

darling, do you still remember 1 year ago the today? when it all first started? heh. 1 year later the today, i still love you more and more. 1 year later the today, i still would fufill all my promises i had made to you from the very start. this 1 year had been a very eventful and meaning year to me. without you i would never see all the pretty colours. without you i wont be able to know what joy is in the world. you brought me happiness and love. i love you darling. i promise i wont ever lose you. thanks for being such a caring, doting, loving girlfriend.

I Love You =] =DD

What It Is to Burn . 5:29 AM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

so many things happened. good and bad. but now i am all screwed up. i wont say whats the senario. but this is what i want to say. If you are trying to humilate me, congrats!! you have done it! but is you are trying to push me down, i am sorry, trying harder. I AM NOT GOING DOWN! i place my trust on the wrong person. have been at the wrong place at the wrong time. everything is just soso f'd up. let me delicate this song.
you already know what you are.
you get what you'll deserve!

2 MORE DAYS

They Used to tell me:
You got to choose a side
Now it's four years later,
And they beg for advice.
Don't trust the critic he's a cynic
Make the call for yourself
This is my 10-step course to not be like everyone else

I know it's not the easiest route,
And I know
It leaves you overflowing with doubt
But if you want it you can have it
Hope it's all that you dreamt
Cause once you got it your gonna get it
You wont be leaving this

You can't trust everyone you meet
They won't amount to anything
Go tell them
Go tell them it's not as simple as you think
You can't trust everyone you meet
They never meant that much to me
Go tell them
Go tell them it's not as simple as you think

Clenched fists held above me
You will never bring me to my knees
I'll say!
I said clenched fists held above me
You will never bring me to my knees
You'll get what you deserve

You Already Know What You Are - A Day To Remember

p.s. thanks dear, thanks for being there for me. i really love you. thanks!

What It Is to Burn . 10:12 PM

Saturday, May 16, 2009

man it has been a long time since i posted. many days/weeks (months actually) passed. mid years down still got prelims and o levels to go. cant spend more time with you liao=[ but yeah. this few days i am trying my best to spend all the time in the world i have with you. my blogs dead but who cares. lols. nameless reputation had gone real far. made it to finals. might even make it big next time. twenty bucks says you'll remember me When you see me on your TV screen it may be the first time
But it won't be the last time! lols. anyways dear, i love you. teehee! i will spend all my time with you till i have no more time left. than sorry yup. but must remember study hard too. i am always here! maybe not physically but i will always be there for you. hehe. loves!

What It Is to Burn . 6:40 AM

Sunday, March 1, 2009

see la. that big pig dont wanna post again. heh
okayokay. sec four already. gotta sutdy hard and play not so hard
hoohoo.
guess there's barely anytihg else?
so yup, gotta smile harder yeah? loves!!

What It Is to Burn . 5:19 AM

Saturday, November 29, 2008

man. it has been a long time since i blog! hahas. got workshop n obs sia! sians. straight aft my nco camp is workshop thn aft workshop OBS! wohooo. lols. sunday went out. got caught by band ppl=X shall not brag bout tat. lols!!!! anyways. monday 730 left for obs thn reach at pungol waterfront at 9 am liddat. we sit down thr n talk among sch ppl. so sian. thn later got into grp. same grp as dong kai lei!!! lols. thn had ice breakers. real fun. team with jurong n woodlands ring ppl. we bonded on the 1st day sia! nt bad huh? lols. thn took a boat to pula ubin. i tought it will b a super slack trip bt i was wrng=X reach thr we had a talk by some ppl. thn we had belaying. damn fun. lols. we had all our 5 days camp food. damn heavy. all can food maggi mee 2 packet of rice n 1 whole sheng siong bag of biscut! lols. thn we went to pack our stall(we r JUNKO!) thn we made all the incharge. i was day 2 ic! heh. dong kai motivation ic (lame-.-) thn we learn hw to pitch tent n blah blah blah.

Day 2
woke up at 5.45 i tink. unpitch the tent n went for breakfast. all bread-.- lols. thn we were taught kayak lesson. real boring(all learnt before) bt i still guai lei! got listen. lols. thn went for capsize drill. so fun. we gotta rock ourselves until we capsize. hahas. real fun n ppl came to rescue us. thn it was my turn to save ppl. ok thn we went for our 1 km kayak. we took like wad? 3 hrs to travel 1km=X lols. we travel frm base 2 all the way to base 1. thn we had dinner. gt buffet lei! bt oni tat day-.- n its just okok nia the food. lols. thn we did rock climbing. real fun. i belay a sotong. lols. she reaching tat time i jerk thn hang her on midair=X she was levitating above ground 1 cm=X LOLS! so bad of mi. ok thn we pitch our tent n we slp.

Day 3
today is the best of the OBS. SEA EXCAVATION! we kayak for like 20 km uh?n spend 5 hrs on the sea. lols. damn fun. kana burn like crap. i m black nw=] we kayak in the sun n storm. damn fun. lols. thn keep chnging kayak cas i kayak well=]HEH!thn by the time reach base its like erms 5? 1 hr earlier thn expected! nt bad huh??? lols. thn pitch our tent n cook our dinner. din bathe on day 2 n day 3 oso cant bathe=X smelly! lols. thn we had a grp talk with our dear YAR YAR! lols. thn head back to slp at like 11 plus. n we pitch yur tent with rocks. so unstable=x

Day 4
EARLY IN THE MORNING
1.34 am
all woke up sia! FLOODING IN THE TENT!! our rocks came out n tent fell down. thn our fly sheet was touching the tent so we were flooding inside!!! cold like crap. so went out in the rain n re pitch our tent. thn slp again
3.34am
OUR TENT COLLASPE AGAIN! sad sia=[ this time lazy go out. inside flood. slp on water sia! thn was holding the tent while the rain stil on. whn the lightning flash it seems like it turned to afternoon. real bright lah! so yea. held on the side. thn got ppl singing-.- real lame. so i dose off while holdin tat stupid tent
4.30am
this time woke up cas we needa wake up. unpitch our tent while shivering. damn damn cold. lols. every1 talk tat time can hear the word shivering. lols. thn aft unpitch we ate breakfast while shaking. lols. thn we prepare for land excavation. tis time nt as fun. carry 15kg backpack walk 30 km i tink. sia lah. almost die. lols. thn on the way ppl wana quit. damn sad. lucky we walked finished the ting. at nite we finally get to BATHE! yay!!!!! lols. thn cooked dinner n slpt at 11.46. damn tired-.-

5th day
last day of obs le! like finally. din do anytin. oni helped to wash everytin up. suppose to wake up at 530 bt we woke up at 630. LOLS. thn pack all the way till late mornin. feel happy to leave tat damn place bt sad to leave thse frens of mine. got my hp thn. straight away msg sum1=] hahas. missed her real loads leh. 5 days without her. everytime cnt sleep cas tink of her. reali reali reali miss her sia=X lols. thn had a debrief.thn deyi go 1st cas we lucky! lols. thn once reach pungol i straight away buy the obs tee. LOLS! the black 1 no m=[ n got the last l=] so i bought 1 black 2 white! lols. thn aft tat went bak to sch. need do stupid report=[ n thn went out with dunkai bryon (frm deyi) and teddy n trifany (frm jurong). we went sumo hse. sia lah. i ate 2 katsudon=X real full. lols. damn hungry. n din eat good food for so long sia!lols. thn went hm n thn prepare for band tdy.

man. i miss obs ppl bt i dun miss pula ubin=x lols. i miss tat instructer too. too bad cant go with her. if nt it would b better. lols. anyways i miss u reali loads=] love u more thn eva too=X

What It Is to Burn . 3:49 AM

Monday, November 10, 2008

hahas. the nco camp was real fun. dun believe mi? watch n see

before pop we jump on each other. this 1 is all guys jump on the tallest guy n the shortest guy. real funny. lol. i jumped too. almost died inside. bt real fun!

POP! the march pass! i m super obvious. lol. find mi!! (the purple uniform is queensway!!!! GAY!)

and this is the drum major performance. had loads of fun man! miss the camp n ppl inside it! must go out tgt soon yea?

ok tats all. had more fun bt yea. no post on others. heh. anyways i miss u real real real real real real real real real real real real real real real real real real real real real real real real real real realllllllll loads. heh=] loves!

What It Is to Burn . 4:28 AM

Saturday, November 8, 2008

ok..its time to blog..heh..ok..1st bout the camp
1st day
i duno any1 so i mixed arnd wif JVCB and BLCB ok lah... nthn much... do ncc style marchin...slack like crap=X thn do mace techniuqe...slack like crap...LOL! (cas it rained) nthn much

2nd day
noe some ppl liao...so yea...got to know pingyi and queensway...funny ppl...so the group get bigger...go do slack marching again n mace technique(rain once again)n tat mohamad guy rox my socks=XLOL

3rd day
woah know alot of bigshots like ivana frm bowen n mingwei frm tk...lol...duno y bt ppl tink we 3 r enemies n hate each other be tell u wad...WE ARE FRENS FOR GOD'S SAKE! yea...frens sia!lol..so ok...slack again n mace technique(rain once more)n tats the alst day for display which was real fun...queensway dm is cool man!

4th day
one of the best day in the camp! POP REHARSAL! once again rain in mace technique(duno y mohamad like a curse=X)thn ok lah...we practiced...kanba chao da...speak to bowen n tk dm...fun ppl...n tat queensway found a gal!lol...ok lah...fun ppl to be wif...noe more ppl like teck whye n gang! lol... thn got games oso...we cheat to the extend!heh...real fun

5th day
last day liao...best camp in my life sia...rel fun ppl...284ppl frm 142 schs...thn we all mornin 2 practice of pop thn prepare to go pop...aft lunch ppl got taupoked...real real funny..heh...thn we go dress up...thn picture taking! took with bowen n tk...heh...thn we 3 stand thr alot ppl come to us!lol!!!funny lah!!so we stood thr quite sum while taking wif ppl we duno...n chat while waiting...fun ppl...thn got my drum major badge...its like damn nice lah...heh..ok...thn go pop...real fun...we mrach thr thn see ppl we noe...n thse barbi oni noe hw to eat...on tis day mohamad curse din work!LOLS!!!ok.. tats all...dun to be in this camp...34th NCO camp...real fun n meet alot ppl...keep in contact yea?

(n yupps...i miss u real loads...loves u)

What It Is to Burn . 5:43 AM