:O
cant rly be bothered with those spammers -.-

school was fine today.
big goodie-good joyce coached me with maths in class.
she's a maths pro. dont playplay! :P

rest of the lessons were fine.
art bores me the most. i dont rly like school's art. prefer the kind im doing now. :)
they'll be doing arcylic paintings in secondary three.
that's what im actually doing now, in my art class outside school.
so, be sure i'll take art next year! :D

there's english oral tmrw.
and i dont know what will be tested. conversation? passage?
and something else i think? my sister say there'll be picture discussion in O's.

:O! lol. seeing my sister so stressed up over O's.
i wonder .. how am i gna manage my time when it's my turn till then?
she comes home ealiest 7pm. shower, have dinner, then she starts studying.
i dont think i'll be so motivated. imma lazy bum :P

we shall see till then.
exams're coming in a few days time, and yet im still not taking it seriously.
i just cant glue myself to the chair and stare at books for hours.
the sight of words make my sick ):
if you lemme have two options, to read a storybook or to do house chores,
i'ld rather help out with the chores then reading a storybook.
that somehow explains why im so weak in my languages ..

ohoh. talking about language, i fear i might fail my english, which worries me most.

i always thought by writing an argumentative essay, i can score well ..
i tend to choose that instead of the others, i love doing it.
to my dismay, mr ye told us afew days ago that if we wrote argumentative,
be prepared to fail. that's a saddening news! ):
i cant afford to fail my english. i'ld have to retain, or drop to na if i fail it.
argh. i hope i wont fail. i'll pray i'll pray :/

tonight's cold. gna get some sleep early :) goodnight people.

Peien} hah. who cares bout them! thanks :)
another passer-by} yep, deleted alrdy. thanks alot :)
sandra'zxzxxzz} hah. thankyou sandra! :)
passerby} ghost - claude kelly :)
' n i c h e o l (} haha. thankyou!
Kelly ♥} NO WAY! :P
WEIXUAN} missya.
MrClouds} hah. thankyou :) you too yeh.
Angeline} :O. crazy sis, imissyou.
TONY} lol. nono, dont have! you be more guai lah, ok?
liweii} heh. aiai! loveya too :) tons huh!
rina} okok. i miss you sugarheart! got miss me? haha. :)
Jielin} YAY! ZIHIGH BEST LAH. muack* :D

because you live .. LOL.

i have listened to this song repeatedly for the fifth time alrdy.
find it so nice! though it's not any new song. but, nice tune lor! :)

anw i've been feeling so low these few days? especially during the night.
i dont know why im like that. i always suffer from sudden moodswings ):
i hate it lor. i wana be happy :) I AM THOSE CHEERFUL KIND RIGHT?!!

ohoh. ask you people something. answer me honestly ok!
do i have a face that is cheerful, and gives you the first impression tht i talk alot?

know why i ask this anot.
because i've heard this from 2 person alrdy.
but, imma quiet person in real life :/ unless i knw you inside out.
you guys read my blog daily right? you see i tend to rant alot out here.
but if you happen to have the chance to be on the phone with me ..
you'll realise im totally different from the way i type, the way i send my smses.

it's not that im not friendly, just that, im shy?
NAH! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha :)
i have 10 layers of skin if you people dont know. fyi, normal human only has 4(?).
indirectly im saying that im thick-skinned. haha :)
nono. maybe not thick-skinned. but i can gurantee im friendly! :/
i dont ignore you when you talk to me, i dont walk away when you talk to me.
so there's no reason to say im unfriendly, or even dao.
nahhhhhhhhhhhhh, i'll try to talk more okokok. if you happen to meet me in real life,
just say hello to me! i'll wave back. i gurantee ok :D

AND! JESSELYN'S NOT FIERCE ):
argh. what makes you think im fierce? the way i look? or the way i talk?
i heard from xxx that many people want to be friend with me,
but they're afraid of me? argh, peeeeeeeeeeople, im 100% guranteed friendly lor .__.
im not fierce, really. you can ask, angeline, jasmine, kelly, siewhui .. etc.
if you happen to see me in the future, just rmbr this, ' jesselyn's friendly! '
okkkkkkkkkkkkkkk anot people? im friendly! :D

lah. enough ranting up there.
english paper1 was ok? i rewrote the letter because i didnt leave a line ._.
lucky i realise it earlier! if not i would have .. failed(?) dont think will be so serious.
but anw i've alrdy changed it. haha :)
compo was ok too? i wrote the argumentative essay. hope i'll score well :)

chinese paper1 okok.
i wrote till my hands almost fall off. maybe it's because of the way i hold my pen(?)
my hands are so painful after that. but they're fine now :)


had losta laughter at kfc after the exam.
sat there listening to manting and her stories. laughed my heart out! :D
it's really funny. she was like telling us the guy who farts in her class?! LOL!

headed to skcc thereafter.
drew a portrait of ****. anw, who believes she has the whole condo building to herslf?!
how exaggerating lor. if she has, i swear i'll rule singapore alrdy lor -.-
nah, nonsensical tales.

there's no paper tmrw. tht explains why im here blogging :)
anw i know you people love my posts right! hahahahahahahahahaha.
post again some day :) look forward k!

guest} O.o who're you! lol.
Angeline} haha. welcome sisseh. loveya arsehole :)
Kelly ♥} hah, guailan ah guailan! :)
Angeline} spammed alrdy! HAHA. HAPPY RIGHT?!
Jiali} hah. sure lor honey! :)
JIALER(:} hah. anw i completed the split personality one alrdy! coming up soon :D
!Joleen's} nah, dont love ducks. just find it cute :)
Weizheng} hah, thankyou!
passerby} make? hmm, i took the basecodes from blogskin.com, the background from photobucket, then i play around with the codes :)
HELLO.} hah. photobucket.com :)
-} erm, mine's shuffled. real sorry :)

happy birthday dearest kelly :)

my blogskin's so cute right! i bet you're nodding yr head nw :D

ohoh. i forgot to greet you readers! gdthemorning :)
surprisingly, i slept at 9pm ytsd night o.o
asked mum to wake me up at 10pm, but noone did, so continued slping till tday :)

english and chinese paper1 starts on monday ):
what worse is i haven started reading the book which will be tested during exam.
argh. i've been stuck on maplePS these few days.
one of the ways for me to distress. i've been studying way too hard.
the limited braincells within me are dying alrdy lor ):

gotta report in school at 715am on monday, which means i cant meet king. ._.
i know he yearns to meet me, too bad for you king! :P

my third artpiece is not completed yet ):
lazyness is overwhelming, (quoted from songqin ) i've gotta agree with her!
sometimes when i plan to do something this minute,
then the next minute i'll be like, ' aiyah, later then do lah, still have time '
but when the dateline reaches, it's too late to realise i haven lay my finger on it .__.
do you people do the same? haha, we're all lazy people! :)

anw, i will be heading down to kovan area to celebrate kelly's 15th birthday later.
she's having a bbq below her house? i think. block357 (?) not sure.
im not familiar with kovan that area, just hope i dont get lost finding my way thr.

i still feel tired despite slping for 13hours :O
hahahahahahahahahahahaha. i feel so random now :D

byebye.

Passer(:} thankyouuuuuu!
-} which? i have 5 in total :)
JIALER(:} thankyou jialer! haha, great :) but i still like the first piece better.
passerby} something like missing in action? idk hw to explain :)
Jielin} zihigh! okokok. :D
Jiali} haha. it's ok. missya lor honey :)
TONY} lol. guai yi dian uh didi!
恨Michelle ♥} welcome eh. i dnt wna see you sad uh, loveya :)
Angeline} HAHA. YEH! after exams we open party. lol.

ohyah. hello-wello my dearest readers!
first, i sincerely apologise for the lacks of post, been rly busy with schoolwork.
and i'll be on hiatus soon :/ exams are nearing ):

ms tan spoiled my day today.
straight in the morning when i just entered the hall, she picked on my hair -.-
i told her i'll pin it up, ( which i wn't ever do it ) she took my words on deaf ear,
and insisted that we 4, isabel, me, alidia and joyce, go get a hairband -.-
din know adults can be so stubborn at times.

had no choice but to head down to the bookshop to get one.
returned to the hall with a bald-hairstyle(?) i had no fringe on my head :O
argh, i cant stand the way i look then, therefore became extremely moody.
slept during maths lesson, but was woken up by sharizan.
did a little work, then was pe alrdy.
i brought my pe shirt today, just aint in the mood to change. ok, lazy maybe.
so lied to mr kheng saying that i forgotten to bring my shirt. :)

sat outside the library with adeline, joyce and alidia.
school is so boring .__.
thereafter was recess, langarts, history and finally science.
you know what? mr tang continued chapter 6 during science today.
and, the slides include some pictures which i find very obscene. .___.
but no choice! had to copy the notes on the screen ):
i think guodong is very very extremely disgusting.
he keeps flashing the pictures on the screen. he keep doing that ok .__.
argh, whatairver. :/

stayed back to complete the comprehension with isabel and co,
then went canteen for lunch. after that headed home with celine :)

anw, i find my life so boring lor ):
school, home. school, home. school, home. so no life ):
but argh, i swear to work doubly hard right! OKOK. I WILL :)
IM MUGGING VERYVERY HARD ALRDY! *inserts thousand kisses to myslf. :)
till here for today. bye peeps :)

oo} o.o who're you?
King} which? hah. mine's shuffled.
sandra'zxzxxzz} ok! linked :)
;]} thankyou!
TONY} lol. i also dont know eh? haha. :)
Jasmine} heh. thankyou darling! yeh, suresure. loveya lah :)
Angeline} glad you've got over him alrdy, jiayou sis!
SHAN [:} heh. thankyou sohshan! you tkcare too eh :)
auddrey[} haha. ^5! :D

intended to give school a skip today.
but on second thought, and in consideration of the nearing eoy exams,
i still managed to pull myself up for school.

today morning is exceedingly cold.
when i came out from my shower, i encountered brain freeze.
and my legs became so stiff until i couldnt move for a minute or so.
scary right ._____________.

waited for siewhui under her block, then walk to school thereafter.
if we walked slower by 2 minutes, we'ld be late.
met liwei at the small gate, to pass her siewhui's specs :)
assembled at courtyard, and then .. i had sudden stomach cramps.
the unbearable pain kills ): but well, i had hobson choice but to tolerate.

when i went back to class, the cramp worsen.
double-confirm with adeline and siewhui if i was hving fever. and, i am :O
argh. bad start for today :/

relief teacher during maths today. hate it when sharizan doesnt come.
we still hve a topic not done teaching, and he is ALWAYS absent from class ._.
what more they asked a old woman to replace him. cant stand her, so naggy ..

slept during chinese, because the cramp is making me half-dead.
surprisingly, ms tan didnt wake me nor joyce up. WOO. lol :)
had milo for recess. the stupid dumbie cramp just doesnt go away :(

slept during langarts also. mr ye is vry cute i tell you.
i put on my eyepiece, and then went to sleep.
then i felt a nudge from infront, so i woke up and take a look.
it's mr ye. :D cheerful yeye. :D he just told me, ' go back slp, go back slp '
lol. what a caring teacher right. but too bad, i just dont bother listening to his class.

geography was next.
didnt get the chnce to rest my head on the table, though my cramp is killing ..
argh argh argh argh :(
received results for geography standardised test today, and well. i did ok :)

last period was history.
went through the inference and source thing. which will be part of the exam.
did my best to listen, but well, just cant do it.
and thennnnnnnnn. suddenly my cramp ran away!! :) :)
went real hyper with joyce at jialer's place.
she keeps squeezing me, then i squeezed her back. so much laughter :)

kfc at compasspoint for lunch after school.
darling didnt join us, she went home :)
home thereafter lunch. :) transferred maple from the thumbdrive to the desktop.
it's called private server i think? cant be downloaded if im not wrong.
it's been ages since i've been in contact with maple. so ..
i know nothing about it then. din know where to go, wht to do.
lucky i've got an expert with me. that's siewhui. thanks girlfriend :)
played till half, and finally, i didnt want to continue anymore.
too noob to understand. lol. :)

i feel so tired now, and my cramp is back ):
argh. shall go get some rest now. thanks for all the comments ppl, loveya all :)

Angeline} hi sis :) hahaha, you can always comment again. hmm, chill k!
' NPXY - NICHOL} heh. thanks :)
TONY} haha. this one must learn yourself the uhs :)
Felissa} hah. thankyou felissa! :)
fazlintiny} heh. thankyou fazlin! :)
PASSERBY} thankyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
Sheryl Anne :3} haha. it's suppose to be scary. thanks so much! :)
audrey[} hah. find it so cute! :)
passerby} woohooo. thankyou. :)
Angeline} yay! thanks sis :)
CHERRINNN ,} haha. thankyou cherrin! tkecare too :)
KellyXoxo ♥} guailannnnnn!
Angeline} hah. dont hate me good enough. loveya yeh!
Jenna} hi jenna! yeh, been long time since we've met. i miss the old times :)
&Jielinnnn, (:} heh. zihigh! LOVEYA!
-} i know. lol. that's my style maybe? will try to change :)
Passerby} yeh. bukit gombak :) sure. www.nicesmockedtubes.blogspot.com
roger} who are you?
-/}Regina} hey nuer :)
King} okok. 'salutes the almighty king' :)

this is my very first artpiece.

focusing on the theme emotions, i drew out using the artist's style.
fyi, you can go checkup on david blay. he's the artist im learning from.
i drew something similiar to his, but i add those strokes as the background,
enhancing the background colour with red, as it resembles blood.
as you can see, the emotions of the girl's face shows that she's suffering.
she is badly tortured, and chained all over her body.
(notice the chains hanging down from the top)
the unbearable pain she has endured, forced blood out as tears.
she was slashed bfore, but had it stiched up. (notice her neck)
as we can see, the top right of her head is bleeding.
this could also show that she was beaten.
overall. i wna show how pitiful this girl is through this pic.



this is my third artpiece. ( halfway done )

same theme for this, : emotions.
the white spaces as not yet completed, i will fill them up soon.
from this picture, what can you guys differ?
you see the two shades of colours on her face.
this is to show that she has split personality.
one side looks kind, georgous. while the other looks evil.
the colour of her lips are also related to the idea of split personality.
the leaves growing down from her face,
gives a type of feeling that she's grown within the flowers.
(notice the green leaves and the rose below )
i havent completed the colour of the rose, will put more colours to it.



please give comments on these two drawings, tyvm :)

i swear i'll never go to bukit gombak alone ever again.
you knw, ytsd i went there alone to meet up with the owner of the blogshop.
bcause i wanted to give her the payment for smthing i ordered.

king couldnt make it at the last minute, neither jasmine nor siewhui.
so i thought it'ld be fine to travel down there alone.
we're in singapore, should be alright right? i should be safe (?) .__.
i hadnt been to bukit gombak or bukit batok this area before.
so ytsd, i left house at 415pm, when im actually meeting the person at 6pm.
first, i took a bus down to woodlands.
i expected to reach there at 515pm. but who knws, i reached thr at 445pm instead.

i text the blogshop owner, asking if she could meet me earlier.
sad to say, she replied saying she could only meet me at 6pm. .__.
i text all the people i know in wdlands, but none could make it to meet me.
it feels so out of place. im so unfamiliarised with that place. and yet, im alone there.

but guess what i did?
i kept myself busy with messaging, and calls.
and i actually sat in the toilet for about 10 mintues to kill time. :O
i sat at the mrt station seeing 3 trains leave.
then i took the train that came at 535pm, so i wouldn't reach there any early.
while in the train, sisseh called. lucky she accompanied me emotionally :)
haha. should be the other way round. she was so down ytsd.
i tried to help her, but all depends on him himself alrdy.
but sis, you promise you'll cheerup aite? no sad no sad no sad :)

so i reached bukit gombak at 550pm.

waited and waited for the person to arrive. and she's actually late .__.
hand her the money, and i took the train down to angmokio.
ring papa up, and asked if he could pick me up at angmokio. he didnt hesitate :)

let me tell you what happen in the train.
when i went up the train, i saw a seat. so i went to place my butt there.
then i took out my psp, and started playing with it.
i realised the malay man sitting infront of me, keeps staring at me.
i didnt bother that much, bcause when i looked at him, he looked away :O
thenthen. the woman sitting beside me alighted at yishun station.
who knows that an indian man walked up and took her seat.

at first i thought it was alright.
shouldn't be racist right? singapore celebrates racial harmony :)
i continued playing my game, then i begin to smell some weird smells.
my first instinct was, it must have came from the indian man.
but well, it is very bad to just stand up and walk away like that.
but i couldnt stand the smell any longer. he smells like some.
jasmine flower + body ordour. ohmymama. *faints.
when i was almost to the edge of suffocating,
i finally pluck up my courage and walked away. thn i alighted at the vry next stop.

ok. it's not like im racist towards other races.
i have malay friends, i have indian friends. i dont rly mind what races the blong to.
but well, this is an exceptional case. if i dont walk away, i might hve faint.
i swear the smell that comes from him isnt normal. ._______.

over with that.
i wonder when the stocks will come.
and when it comes, i'ld have to travel down to bukit gombak again.
im gna make someone accompany me there no matter what :)

that's all for now :)

&Jielinnnn, (:} zihighhhhhh! :D
lendl} you are not studying! LOL.
Valerie :D} ok. asap.
Angeline} LOL SISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSEH :)
Jeremy} LOL. tell you through msn.
liwei} heh aiai! loveya :)
!Joleen's} heh. mei, meet me soon ok. loveya too :)
Jesline} haha. will the eh!