Hi! My name is Nur Syafiqah. Please read this carefully before reading my posts: "I do not need you to agree with whatever I write, as whatever that is written is my perspective on life, in general. If you do not agree, just take it as a pinch of salt" -Michelle
Totally agree with this quote and if u feel offended or anything, I'm sorry but this is MY life. lalala ^^
I'm soooooo tired but i still wanna blog about my day and maybe past events hehe :) So why am i soooooo tired today? Well because for 3D2N, i've been helping out at my cousin's wedding via father side. It was suprisingly tiring! But it was fun :) Meeting my cousins was very fun because firstly, we don't meet often (RARE) and secondly, we get to catch up on one another's life :D
I'd say that i feel sad about this wedding! Well because another cousin has married :( sooner or later, all of us would be unavailable anymore! Can u imagine it? Eeee :( If I feel sad about this wedding already, then what about the cousins whom i'm more closer too? Even more sad i tell ya ): We grew up together and watch one another grow up and bam! Suddenly he/she have another person in his/her life. TIME FLIES~
READERS OIIIIIIIIII! (hehe u know what to answer ^^ )
I'm in a camp spirit because of Ngee Ann's Freshmen Orientation Camp 2012! YAY
It was 4D3N at Ngee Ann Poly. Gosh, at first i thought the duration is like superrrrrr long (dude, if 3D2N, it would be acceptable) but now i think that it's pathetically short T.T
I WANT MORE :(
Went to the camp with such high positiveness in me ^^
Met my NCO friends, my sec sch friends and shockingly, my pri sch friends! Whats more, i saw my kindergarten friends as well! Omg we could still recognize each other!!! <3 so happy la :')
Guys in poly are good-looking, i have to admit lolol. SOO much better from sec sch guys where they are immature and naughty like idk what. K, that shall explain it.
My group is super awesome la. It's called Aeolussssssssssssssss! :D
We are the worst group haha. As in, we create all those sensitive cheers. Making fun of people blah blah. That is why we were most well liked by the crew for being brave and nonsensical :P
< i have so much to say but i'm so lazy to write everything :( >
I would say this is such an awesome camp *thumbs up* Everyone was so enthu and we were not shy. I guess it's our age and experience that made us have confidence :) i love my peeps there and if i'm hardworking again, i'll do a full post on this camp yeah! haha bye guys :P
안녕하세요 sunshines! :D or shall i say annyeonghaseyo sunshines!
(it just means hello) hehe.
So today's topic shall be about Korean-related stuff! (such enthusiasm ^~^)
First off, how did I get started into korean/kpop?
This was because of Azriel -.- haha, he was sooo interested in kpop back then till it influenced me. And it was from him that i get to know the awesome SHINee!! (i'll talk about them in a while..) I won't say i regret letting my kpop involved in world though it's kind of irritating when u get so interested in it :/ Overall, i'm happy with kpop because it has brought me much entertainment :)
What was the first song that u heard?
The first song recommended to me by him would be 'The Name I loved' by Onew. And i'm in love with the song! It is such an emotional song and the person who sings it is superrrrr cute! ♥
SHINee and SNSD forever!! Teehee. SHINee is the first group I heard ever since i entered kpop world and they are totally nice people :) And being a fan of kpop means knowing more groups such as Snsd, Super junior, Tara, Miss A, 2pm, 2am etc and comparing them to your favourites. Each group have their own sense of style and own take of genre.
Favourite drama?
BOYS OVER FLOWERS hands down! Nothing i've watched (as in Korean dramas) can beat that. And it was gege that recommended me this hehe ♥ The show is veryyy long but very well-produced. The actors were all so handsome esp Kim Hyun Joong! If you have the time, i would recommend u watching this :P
Press this to get started on the addiction of this drama! :P
Favourite entertainment show?
Star golden Bell! They are super hilarious and i can't get enough of the games xD
Just play the video below and you'll know why hahahaha
And last but not least, my favourite drama series of all time!
HELLO BABY ftw ;D ! The baby is so adorable and u'll laugh till u can't laugh at the drama part where they acted. Onew is cute cos he was scared to hold the baby, haha. But i don't blame him :) Watch it and you'll know why!
And yes, that's it for today's blogpost. Hope you learn a thing or two about the fascination of korean :)
Are u taking care of urself? I hope you are. Know that i'm always thinking about you and am wishing u all the best. Jiayou for Alvls yeah! Lots of love~
Thank you for reading :)11:11 PM
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
HELLO BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE! (omg why am i so hyper)
Life is improving and i'm grateful for it ^^ Know why? Cos finally i feel a sense of satisfaction whenever i guide and teach my sister in her work. Usually i'll be damn lazy and leave my dad to do it. But now that i'm not doing anything (besides waiting for poly to start) , i guess helping her would be more benficial :) It's only the 2nd day and i hope it'll go well for the rest of the year. She is one fussy and giving attitude student and i'm an impatient and fierce teacher. So, our world will never be peaceful lalala~
Oh and talking about poly, YES, I've chosen poly. I'm still unsure of whether it's the right path but i guess it's a little too late to have any regrets now. I have to make sure I get into a local uni by hook or by crook! Let me sum up for u what i've been feeling... JC VS POLY
JC Why i want to go: I've not decided which direction i want to go... There's no "OMG!! I WANT TO BE THIS _____" feeling in my heart or mind at all. No passion but only interests :/ So going there would definitely and hopefully instill that feeling in me. Plus, i've somewhat been bragging (i'm just saying but saying too much is considered bragging right?) about going to a JC ever since i finish PSLE and all my auntie/uncles/cousins/friends/family are like pressurising me. They will always go "So which JC?" and i'll feel so guilty and ashamed... :( Shouldn't have bragged....... Plus, on my maternal side, no one has ever been to a JC and they are all pinning hopes one me (cos i scored the top in PSLE) and i don't wanna disappoint them...
Why i don't want to go: Thanks to my shitty Olvl result, i can only go to the bottom places JC and if I can't manage my Olvl well, then how am i supposed to manage my Alvl better? I really don't want to score like my Olvl standard.. Really like shit. What if I don't do well for my Alvl? Is it worth it going through pain without getting anything in return? NO. I can't gurantee that i'll get into a good Uni through Innova or Yishun..
POLY Why i want to go: The course is interesting! And i like kids! It is linked to Wheelock University which is a plus point. Poly would not be as tense as JC and i can gurantee myself a diploma no matter what happens :) Plus i'm not confident in pulling through Alvl in Yishun JC (though i know many people who graduate from there and have a successful career).
Why i don't want to go: Like i've said earlier, I've not decided which direction i want to go... I may like kids but i may not like it when i start teaching them. I mean, i like looking and staring at their cuteness but i've never actually mix with them. What if i can't get along well? Or what if i can't control them? Furthermore, poly is 3years and only 20% of the cohort get into Uni. SO UNFAIR! and so bloody hard! Shit the education system man :( I'm not sure whether i can get into that category...
TO SUMMARISE EVERYTHING!
Hey it's too late for regrets not cos i've officially turned down Yishun JC. I have to stand up and look forward. I must not make a decision by what others will think of me. I have to make a decision based on my abilities and confidence level. Even though it has always been a dream path to go to JC, i have redeemed to my fate of not being good enough for it. IT'S OKAY. It's not about JC/Poly but rather about getting into uni and getting a stable job in the future. Remember, everything is for my future, my kids, my family. Hopefully remembering that might pull me through the worse days in poly.
Omg, looking back at what i wrote, such irony that i wrote so long for 'why i want to go jc' but chose poly instead xD I'm trusting my instincts about poly and i hope it won't fail me halfway though poly life! Though i'm scared for it :( I'm up for new environment learning, making more and new friends but i'm worried for the challenges I may face. Yikes!
Alright, i gtg now to nua in bed and txt my ge ^^ ALL THE BEST 1995 BABIES!! (and why am i so hyper again)
Hello! Did u notice my new blogskin? ^^
Took me only 1hr (It's very short okay!) to copy paste html, edit, re-edit, re-edit and finally finalise things, hehe!
I wouldn't say I'm 100% happy with it because i had other things in mind for the blogskin :/
I want the blogskin to have filmstrips at the top with MY life pictures but i can't seem to figure how to change the html codes for it :/
I want the profile picture to be changed to MINE but the .jpg thingee seem to bother me :/
I want the words at the top to be changed because "If we ever meet again" is so irrelevant to my life but it's already set to like that :/
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The list goes on and doesn't it sound demanding? Haha, yup i've been called demanding by a few people :P
So... HAPPY NEW BLOGSKIN to me! :D new year = new blogskin? lol
Reminds me, I haven't done my New Year Resolutions! :X
I wanted to do one at the start of the year but due to procrastination, work, tv, laptop, sleep, i delayed it :(
Hopefully i can do it by the end of this month, if not there's no purpose for it haha xP
Do leave a comment on my new blogskin on my tagboard below left-hand corner if ur reading my blog (which i know some people are) and adios!
