tyra banks
Monday, September 28 '

tyra banks

I think almost everyone know that.

I LOVE TYRA BANK.

I even wanna meet her. Talk to her. She's like someone that inspire me about beauty. About self confidence. What's beauty and what is fashion. I think every woman wants to be pretty. But how?

Tyra banks will leads you to your answer to beauty. Not only to the external but inner too.And she have both. I just love her.

I just want to fly there and say hello to her, and have a great chat on everything.

Join me and tyra banks on this incredible fierceness journey:)

http://www.tyrabanks.com/

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holiday
Friday, September 25 '

holiday

Having flu for a few days. Now, I have sore throat. Perfect man.

I have so many things to work hard on.

All the things is in my brain, which leads to a few days of sleepless night.

I don't really have much rest.

Holiday seems lifeless.

Labels: life is full of up-side-down

Drama
Sunday, September 20 '

Drama

This song is nice. I wanted to download it. But i can't.
If there is any kind soul outside can find this song. Please tell me how I can get it. I really love it.

Oh, the show is nice too!

Drama of humanity.
Love love:)

Kyumei Byoto!! Ichiban:)

Labels: Live life to the fullest

Clubbing
Wednesday, September 16 '

Clubbing

Have you ever club?
If yes, What is the first impression you have?
If no, Why don't club?

Now, I can say that I'm not a virgin clubber.

I feel that clubbing is a place to socialise. Is only when you dare to.

I think is a great place to know people but is not a place to make friends.
I mean those really great ones. &...

To me, club is a noisy place. The music is too loud, environment is too dark and IT'S CROWDED.

And all these fulfill the hate list I have for a place.

Although I may look like one clubber, but i'm actually not one. I love dancing. YES!

but, club is too squeezy to actually dance all out. Everybody is squeeze together like a pack of sardine. Not enjoyable at all.

But, I feel that there is more for me to discover the night life in Singapore. I want to explore things that I have never try before. So, if you have any great great ideas, please leave me a note k:) I'll apreciate it.

Club is not a good place for me, as I'm not a daring person. Dance with guys during latin, is a Yes. But in a club, absolutely NO. I don't know why, and have no explanation for that. I think the both is different. Probably, when dancing latin, I had this professional feel. I had no idea why. Also, I enjoy dancing with a bunch of girls than guys. (I'm straight) I like to play around. Maybe, I'm still not daring enough. I will be outgoing only to the people I know, and I will be. But to outsiders, a big big NO.

WEIRD UH.

Below is a tutorial of michelle phan on clubbing makeup. I love it.

But i haven't try it yet.

I found out that I really love to read books. I mean novel not textbook or reference book. Probably for some of the reference book, if that topic interest me.

I start to have hobbies which I thought i never going to have, other than sleeping. :)

So I think I have to start read more. :)

This post is heading to no where. I like dumping all my thoughts in without considering whether is it related to clubbing.

Labels: Live life to the fullest

michelle phan
Monday, September 14 '

michelle phan

Organic Rice Made Toner

Mascara Business Card Trick

Stretch Shoe with Ice

Tomato Scrub

Champagne Skin Care

~Reward~

I think she created alot of DIY things.

Now everyone should be creative and create something that is useful for me and you.

Labels: video

Understand HUMAN
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Understand HUMAN

I am trying to understand male and female species. What make the both thinking so different.

but it didn't have a solution to it.

I'm so depressed. HAHA.. not really la.. Just plain confused.

I don't understand human, including myself. On all the decision that i have made, the things that i do.

Is there anything in your life, or any decision that you made, you regret? Have you ever have a experience of saying, "I should have do this but...," Its a common phrase that I have since I able to make decision. Probably, when i was a baby, when i able to speak?

I don't know!

what's deep down in me?

I don't know!

which is my real self?

I don't know

Do i know how to love and care?

I don't know

There is so many "don't know" in my life. I'm not being negative. But, just confused.
Is like a cross road in my life. Making another decision.

Question popped up, but there so answer. I feel so frustrated.

So, right now, let's think about our lifes. Actually is more towards the future, as what happen in the past, will be a sweet memory of yours. So, No need to think so much, focus on your future. While making decision, it is sometime best to follow your heart. It will give the most genuine answer.

Oh ya,
I had this conversation with my dearest friend of mine, why do bf/gf always watch movie when dating. Isnt there much other things to do.
Seeing each other watching movie every week, is ridiculous. I was like that last time. But i feel that, is it a need? Meeting up every week just to watch a movie that you probably don't know what the point of the show.
So i came up with this good idea of mine. Dating can be inetersting, if both can volunteer and do some community work. Something that is useful and everyone will happen. Holding same goal, making others happy. Working hard with the same goal.
Not only volunteering in community work, can be cooking a meal?
Sports?
And more..

anyway, the point is find the common interest. Don't always watch movie. I not saying you can't. but there are much better things to do.

SO, Let's go FIND IT!

Labels: life

our stage
Saturday, September 12 '

our stage

Will you forgive a person that actually planned to do something bad to you, but in a process, that one person was kind and didn;t make any harm and know you inside out. At the end of the day, will you forgive that one person.

I throw myself this question. I know is lil bit dramatic. But, it is not confirm no for it to happen in your life or probably mine. Sometimes, i feel so hard to understand human beings. Really! I start to ponder. Asking myself whether things like that could ever happen in my small and insignificant world. I know i'm not a big shot, that have tons of money.
but, I'm just curious.

I agree about a chinese quote that i think all chinese should know, ”人生如戏，戏如人生”. Don't you agree? Oh anyway, it means life is like a drama, or probably similar to drama. There is lots of ups and downs in it. It comes in all sorts of surprise that will shock you and even me.

This is what i've got after watching some korean shows. I really have to praise them for their creativity. All the plots is sometimes kind of near but in some way, it is kind of impossible to happen in reality.

So what would u do, when you came across such scenario. Will you flea? Or, will you face it? And what will you do?

Anyway..

There is something that i want to try out. don't laugh when u see this k:) I want to be a bouncer. You know those club security, or something like that. I not quite sure the real explanation for it. Anyway, I want to put on the blazaar, holding a touch light, and I want to be like them. I don't know why i have such thoughts. But, it sould really cool to be a bouncer.

Labels: life

Hard to say goodbye
Wednesday, September 9 '

Hard to say goodbye

For Richard & Pingting

For Ryan

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Counting down everyday.
Till the 5th month comes.
We will have tons and tons of fun together:)
Enjoy your day in China.
:)
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Hard to Say Good-bye by Dreamgirls

We didn't make forever.
We each got to go our seperate way,
And now we're standing here, helpless,
Looking for something to say.

We've been together a long time.
We never thought it would end.
We were always so close to each other;
You were always my friend.

And it's hard to say good-bye, my love.
Hard to see you cry, my love.
Hard to open up that door.
You're not sure what you're going for.

I didn't want this to happen,
But we shouldn't feel sad.
We had a good life together.
Just remember, remember, all the times we had.
It's not that I don't love you deeply
You were my family
It's just that I'm feeling there's so much more
Waiting out there for you and me.

And it's hard to say good-bye, my love.
Hard to see you cry, my love.
Hard to open up that door.
You're not sure what you're going for.

You'll know I'll always love you.
You'll know I'll always care.
And no matter how far I may go,
In my thoughts,
You'll always be there.

(It's so hard) hard to say good-bye, my love.
(Baby, it's hard) hard to see you cry, my love.
(It's hard) hard to open up that door,
When you're not sure what you're going for.

(It's so hard.)
Good-bye my love.
(Baby, it's so hard.)
We didn't make forever.
It's so hard.I can feel there's something more.
(When you're not sure what you're going for.)
We've got to work it,
We've got to try,
Though it's hard, so hard
We have to say good-bye
Though it's hard, so hard
We have to say
We didn't make forever.
How could we loose tomorrow?
We didn't make forever.
How could we loose tomorrow?

Labels: goodbye

outing
Wednesday, September 2 '

outing

cam-whore

von & me( my blink blink shirt)

5 of us @ ion

we at labordor park
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Went out with pretty babes on 29 August 2009
It's the best day of my life.

First we got a npds meeting.. before that i had lunch with laopo, shijiao & pingting.
i have to be honest.. I think i talk too much
I have to learn to listen.
Anyway.. the fun part is at the back..
where i can talk to them.
Even the things we don isn't that much. but the time we spent together is definitely fruitful.
:)

I had so much fun.. with them.

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