SUNDAY (15 JAN ' 12)

This is the first time ever i have talk to Andy's mum so much. It is a great chat as she told me alot of her experience in Australia. Im so envyyy. (: Andy's mummy cook dinner that includes me haha, i feel so blessed. Thanks, Andy's Mummy! You're always nice and always concern about Andy.

Whenever im with Andy i feel so comfortable with anything i can just share without even thinking whether he will backstabs or etc just to say, with him being my side is like a sunshine that shines on my face. Even if it's just awhile spending time together, maybe thats really enough. He's just my comfort zone. Thanks Andy.

I know one day you will be gone to somewhere or be it someone else, slowly i will let go and quietly says goodbye.

omgosh, it's such a long time since blogging.

Today was like travelling home with TingTing where we take bus back home together, while i was sitting listening to music it reminds me of the past day which we had an event regarding quitting smoking etc (forgets whats the event) having some incident which was a bad experience with some drinkers drunk walking towards me. After the whole event i was afraid & i told Andy what happened, he scolded me and say that "i told you not to go already right?" This is how he cares for me and i miss that dearly.

What a random journey which actually leads me thinking about this. haha !

26 September 2011

Plus (+) minus (-) of 10 months, 15 days has past, Andy do you still remember the day we broke up till now it's already past of 10months plus. Time passes so fast..

I'm still dwelling and having feelings towards him, i thought few weeks, few months back i've already given up and not having any special feelings towards him but till the day which is 25 Sep'11 maine actually told me that "I have not got over him".. Omg.... seriously . I realized that my feelings for him never fade or even changed, this is how ridiculous i am.

Today went out with Andy and Darren for movie and makan at Amk hub - it really reminds me of the day where Andy ask me for stead. oh goshhh. The place where we have come together and now we are are not together as a couple anymore. Walking pass the place it really flash back all the memories i had with him. -How he find the flowers and give it to me , how sweet it was. i missed those days ...

But everything changes, i can't do anything anymore. ;(

25 September 2011

ahh, 3rd day of F1 seriously - mood spoiled again .. . Andy seats beside the gal . booo (N). dislikes dislikes.

But at least he still remembered the promises.

24 September 2011

hais, today was a spoiled day. Andy talks to another gal which makes him so happy and makes me pissed off with the word of 'jealousy'.

Emotional Day. booo (N)