blog blog blog. wad so gr8 abt bloggin? haha i know i'm spas. (quote n unquote) movin on rapidly..

hung out wid yanie n kelly-bitch jus ytd evenin 4 dinner. as usual we(kelly n myself) did a little shoppin in tp. bitch got a job n nided ta wear FORMAL WOR. off we wen huntin 4 her sleek n LONG(gosh~ she's like so freakin tall!) black pants. she spent like 96 bucks on 2 pants la. wth i know. i wuden spend tat kinda $$. i'm so broke!! but honestly i kinda like da pants dere. wear le realli luk slimmer. sumtink i realli nid? so anyone wanna ask me a favour can like buy me sumtink from dere? haha~

currently workin at laura ashley isetan. diao wid no experience in da sales industry its so tirin ta stand 4 so long. summore isetan's reali strict. but at least i learn sumtink! not like my previous job in da law firm. so borin~paywise of cos law firm beta la. but i wanna learn sumtink now while i still got time. results gonna b out ard end may early june. if i don get into uni i'll seriously consider JCU. eventually tat's whr i wanna end up cos dey got da course i wan. not like our local uni. so lousy! ps i'm goin mad from boredom. gonna maple le.........zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

holy wk:bz schedule
attitude:fair

holy thurs:
a solemn mass.surprisin piece of news.i n gen made up.glad? of cos i m.worried? of cos i m.but i'm willin ta trust da lord's reasons 4 havin gen n i reconcile.pple ard me? super glad.except 2(u know hu u r) gaya n yanie: find me soon, will tell u da details of da conversation.

gd fri:
stations was a killer.seriously admit i'm old(altho i'm da last among my frens ta turn 20) had lunch at blk 3 wid da YW.our so called fastin 4 da day was abstain from meat.diao~ i know it sounds like we're not holy at all.

holy sat:
tink i jus got a tink or 2 4 candles.a pity i cant burn dem in da room.tink mom will kill me.screwed up a little durin mass but overall it was gd.supper wid YW at yassin(dere was food in church la!)found another 2 siao mj pple.tis fri we havin game at 8pm.haha i'm so into mj nowadays.those hu wan play send me an sms or sumtink.i'm not pro so don worwie.i wun eat ur money.i rather haf ice cream.lol. sry dear n yy 4 screamin at u.it was unintentional.tink its da time of da mth again.

easter sun:
normal mass.young ones luked abit lost wen dey were in-charge of downstairs.diao~ shud haf taken a pic of their faces wen dey din know how to walk n whr ta go.super farnie.den again tink uncle francis will make sum noise till dey can perform properly in his eyes.

felt gd.felt luved.felt secure.
i know everything's back ta normal again.
i know wad it means ta luv.
i know how to differentiate nite from day.
ur scared i'm scared.
let's try ta work it out again

random

random peek-tures~

of cos not forgettin those hu had ta live wid my demandin hobby~

imissmysoulteddy

wen out wid da YW ytd from 1pm.u guys rock~i neva luff so hard 4 such a long time.(altho i'm always luffin over da slightest reasons)

so we started da day wid lunch at ps followed by pool at selegie(stupid woman wun let ven in cos she's not 16 n was so scared of raid on a wkend) den we wen ta bowl at CSC followed by dinner at HOME cafe(pp).i realised a farnie tink goin bowlin wid tis grp of ppl.dey r not obsessed wid da game but rather more obsessed in changin each others' names on da tele-screen.n da names dey can come up wid, is hilarious.like kris said, shud we nid ppl ta help wid namin tinks, tis guys r da rite ppl ta luk 4.overall everyone played a gd game.den lo hei dinner at HOME cafe.tink some of dem prefered blk 3.moses was seated at our table n of cos u can expect da usual nonsense ta come from him.n da most IMPT tink was tat everyone had fuN! haha we're plannin ta go cyclin next wk at east coast.sigh~ i onli hope my results aren't too bad so tat i'll hafta mood ta celebrate.

p.s pple hu wen out=kris ven alex samuel justina gen julia eugene shawn.

to all hu r waitin 4 a level results, heard it'll b out on 2nd mar.so those hu feel tat dey did not put in their best, beta start prayin. those hu tink dey did, beta start prayin too. cos bein complacent dosen mean u won da battle.

a little update on wad i did durin CNY hols.wen ta many places. tink got abt 8-9 n i mus say its a little more bz den last yr. but da 'ang paos' i receive r kinda pathetic.mayb economy not so gd or wadeva possible reason but da best tink was food was everywhr i wen! haha~tat cheered me up a little.

one of da places was geylang(a childhood fren's place situated in geylang so we named his place geylang since young) n a trip dere once a yr neva fail ta provide interestin sights.tis yr we had a number of ppl wearin black.not much red or bright colours.mostly brown n black n dark blue.sum had gfs tis yr.sum changed their image so much i had difficulty recognisin dem.i tink da onli ppl hu luk da same were my bro n i plus another fren named mark. da rest all luk like dey consulted an image consultant 4 a complete make-over.now i kinda rem y i neva wanted ta step into tat place since sec 1.lol not cos of how dey luk but cos of how dey behaved.tat did not change.it neva did from day 1.

random~

i saw u in my shoes last nite.i din know if i shud take pity on u or shud i leave u ta realise tat tis r ur jus desserts.i'm a strong believer of karma.n i've strong faith in da lord.seein u in tat state made me wonder if tis is god's plan 4 u.i wanted ta speak wid u abt us.but i held back 4 fear i'll not b able ta handle da situation well.i saw wad u did.i'm glad i took a step b4 u.i wan u ta wake up.i wan u ta realise tat tis world does not revolve ard u alone.i wan u ta know tat u hafta b true ta ur heart.da real u still lingers within u.its not dead.i've yet ta find a way ta awaken tat soul tat i once knew.i onli hope tat its not too late.

i shuden b feelin tis hostility in my heart.
i hate u.
i tot my smile meant da world ta u.
i tot my happiness was all tat matters ta u.
so y did u unsuccessfully try ta implant unhappiness in me?
u hurt by ur irresponsible actions.
u hurt by ur sacastic words.
u hurt me da most wen i no longer recognised u upfront.

if tis is wad u wan,so be it.

trip ta BUDGET terminal

wen ta da airport ytd ta pick up my parents. gosh da NEW budget terminal is pathetic.i know its BUDGET but still dere shud b sum kinda standard rite??? here's how it luks like on da inside. its quite like thailand airport btw..

tis's da ONLI vendin machine i found in da arrival hall.

dere were 2 sides ta da arrival hall. here's one side/stretch..

da ONLI wall tat's appealin ta da eyes of us.

tis's da other side/stretch of da arrival hall.

i tot it was suppose ta b BUDGET terminal. taxi fares r still da same. dosen realli mean BUDGET rite?

da onli atm in a corner. wad abt other back acc users?

n onli 1 money changer?????

kinda luks like expo hor?

taxi stand is empty. as far as i'm concerned, dere were no taxis in da duration i was dere. kinda pathetic.

doors r automated. i tot it was supposed ta b BUDGET terminal. shud b those push n pull doors rite???

it wasn't at all invitin. dearie said lucky da toilets still quiet clean. haha he's da last person i wud expect ta b so particular abt toilet. i mean well he's a guy n its easier 4 guys ta du their business den gurls rite??? lol so yup tat was my not so eventful trip ta da BUDGET terminal. n no its not terminal 3. its totally 2 different places.

*i miss my dearie*