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Love
Love suffers long and is kind, Love does not envy Love does not parade itself Love is not puffed up Love does not behave rudely, it does not seek its own, it is not provoked, Love thinks no evil. Love does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth. Love, bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, and endure all things 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 Love overcomes a multitude of sins All around.
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am back from camp and, IT WAS A SUCCESS! ex-co and i spend alot of time planning for this camp, going down to every detail, hoping that they have enjoyed it, and i guess we've enjoyed ourselves and when we saw the presentation was going on smoothly, we were all touched. first day: registration, followed by introduction(all the misses and mrs) HAHA, than logistic stuff, games, field cooking(whew! had a hard time, didn't had enough solid fuel, so we gave them candles, candles wasnt big enough, and tried adding twigs and dry leaves, whoosh, the fire became so big that it needed water to be extinguished), than followed by games, station games, amazing race, dinner, night walk and dinner. i build my 'princess' bed,(upload the picture another time), and slept on it, but slept for only 2 hours. second day: breakfast, followed by practice(from 9-5), than rest(while they were resting, we went out to buy 15 stalks of flowers for the seniors), than they played captain's ball, than dinner, bath,games, and presentation!; it goes like this, the seniors were all sitting at the back of the room, than mrs wee and miss soh gave them each a stalk of flower saying thank you for coming, than mdm de gave the opening speech, followed by hua gugu and miss neo's speech, than miss ong's speech, than sec 4 graduation, followed by best camper award(vivien pek), best group award(cheryl's group), and we played with the lights to give the "feeling" HAHA, than it was champaigne time, invited all the seniors and the two teachers up infront, and i guess they enjoyed themselves! all of the camp comm were all very happy, but i was so touched, started crying. it was really satisfying and i guess more than satisfying:D than slept. third day: woke up at 630, the rest were still sleeping, than went to the ava room,seniors were watching movie, so after awhile, brushed teeth, washed face, than went to prepare breakfast. than the rest came down and help. than had practice, clear bunk, lunch, than break camp! i guess the best thing is the process, where we saw the others getting closer to one another.
went to min li house yesterday, and she did manicure for me:D HAHA, i love it:D  yoohoo! i age a year older on fifth november. time flies. i'm fiftheen now. pop and mum's big girl:D HAHA!ANYWAY, shall briefly talk about it. i shall cut to the chase. during lit class, miss chan was announcing to the class that it was my birthday for around 4 times, i was tad shy, really shy, than they sank the birthday song, and that made me more shy. than everything went smoothly. after lit class, went down to the canteen, ate hashbrown:D HAHA, than jasmine came down and she asked me to go up. i could sense something fishy, so i was really re-luc-tant to go up, than after awhile, went up, hiding behind ben goy in any case of a flying water bomb on any part of my body, than they pulled me away, started throwing anything that contains water on me. i was soak. really soaked. it's like squeezing your clothes many many times, and there's still lots of water for you to squeeze. than came the cake smashing time, horrifying! so shermin, slowly help me dry my skirt under the drying machine. until it was really dry, thank you! it was hard work! the first few things that greeted me. the cake.  the gorgeous bouquet of tulips.  the beautiful board made by my clique:D
 the people involved. shermin.  simone.  reb, she was busy taking pictures withour her face in it, so i went to save this picture:D HAHA.  melissa and jolene.
yu lynn and emilia. the onlookers, except jasmine.  kuku potato, still can post huh.   how i "enjoyed" HAHA  saw the puddle of water?    HAHA, i wanted to make her wet too!  the "attackers"  they got wet too:D  i went directly "plunging" into the cake.  i would like to say a big thank you to the clique(jasmine,melissa, jolene, min li, emilia, yu lynn), thank you for the cake, the flowers, the board, thank you for everything. reb, thank you for the pictures. chia sze sze and simone, thank you for celebrating with me:D  and would like to take this opportunity to thank those who send me birthday wishes, the presents, and those who were there for me all the time. thank you! thank you Mr Gan for the card:D i aprreciate it alot! my life is great, because of you all! at night i had ice cream cake:D  the presents:D  and the beautiful collage done by, reb, ru jun, simone, jia ling, andy and ben goy.  -i'm now fiftheen:D, and this will be embeded in my mind forever. thank you- today jasmine, and the gang of 6 are leaving for india. wanted to go, but will be tied down for chinese orchestra, thus didnt go. actually, planned to see jasmine off, but i have a curfew, to reach home at 8. so, cant sent her off, but before that we met up, than went to min li house, to do manicure and see her poodle, but her poodle went for injection. oh Lord, i pray that they will have a safe trip, and return back safely. i pray that they will get used to the food, (besides yu sen) HAHA, and that they will enjoy themselves. Amen! will post more about what happen on 5th nov on the next post:D will be going back to school for co, and extended programme. one word, one feeling:"sian" HAHA oh anyway, perhaps if a person would to enjoy studying, it would make studying enjoyable. wouldnt it? i could still remember the old days, when i was in primary one, i would never touch on my homework, especially "ci zi" than my chinese teacher would always call at night, and i'll pretend to sleep. in primary 2, i was chased out of class. HAHA, i was really bad and hopeless. HAHA! busy trying to plan for co camp with camp comm. went out with daddy and mummy to giant and ikea, than met jolene and headed down to far east. we walked the wrong way, and by the time we reached far east, our legs were all jelly. so we sat, walk, and sat, than left for kovan to go white tan to play reversee, but ended up playing monopoly with varian and jmo, than went for dinner, than head home. HAHA! i went online, and each time a person adds you, there will be a new window, asking you whether you would want to add the person or not. so alfred added me, and he included a message:"aiyo wait for you add me is like waiting the sun to rise from the east. so i'll take the initiative. pls dont mind me. lolz. jkjk weak girl" alfred! look who's talking! HAHA anyway, MR WAYNE KOH JYH CHEE IS THE HEAD PREFECT FOR HOUGANG SEC! HAHA, congrats once again, i've absolute faith in your leadership skills, that you will be able to guide those under you with love. GOD BLESS! i dont think i have to ask, or say anything, but you say i'm your best friend, but do you really ever treat me like one, compared to your other best friends? i need to breathe too, and at the same time, i have other friends too. i'm willing to spend time with you, and i have. when it comes to you, i've given up my time before. i've never complained to you about anything, because i dont wish to trouble you any further. and you can simply say you're willing to let go. well, i'm sure of that sentence, you're willing to, cos either you know there's nothing to hold on, its hopeless, it's not important, and no point. and what do you mean by having someone better? all it is, she needed someone to listen to her pain, and i listened, and thats how we got closer, and she's also a best friend, but does it mean that when i and her are closer, you and me have to split? is it that only one person is entitled to only one best friend? and since you're willing to let go, and move on so much, by holding you would only create more havoc. yeah, i know, there's nothing significant for you to hold on, nor any importance or treasure in this friendship. and i know you dont enjoy being with me, so shorter pain is better than longer pain. but i'll be there if you need a listening ear. God bless. yeah, you deserve someone much much better, someone who will not make you feel wierd, it hurts each time you say this. i've never ever said i wanted to give up this. never. it all lies with it. i'm sorry i've let you down. sometimes i dont get it at all. you claimed it, but deep down, you don't ever mean it. you try all ways, but i'll always know what lies behind. i tried my very best, but reality is the only action i see. i'm there when there is clamity, but dead when there is celebration. do you even understand? what i'm going through, and why i'm doing this? you never will, unless you decide to take a change, put yourself in other people's shoe, feel how they feel, and understand them. a "ship" should be pure, as it is. but i dont see that between us. so why continue? i choose to leave. i hope you see why, do not see the fault in others or yourself, but what went wrong. because i truly know, what it is, that lies in the soul. i'm sorry. it will be better without me. miss chan says that to understand a poem, you can't base on seeing what you read, but understand what each word might mean both literally and metaphorically.
The worst grief is to bade goodbye. although i'm not a person that suffers alot of grief, but through the different setbacks that i've gone through, the worst is usually one word;"left" or "leave". yesterday was the last day for our seniors, they will be taking their o levels, than start moving on with their lives. gosh, it's hard to explain this feeling. there's a debate between a tinge of sadness, and yet at the same time, happiness. thus, as we move on with life, what's most important is in the bottom of our heart, where they hold a place both in our hearts and live. there are a few seniors who came into my live, change and make me a stronger person, and there are some that i would like to take this opportunity to thank wholeheartedly. first on the list: SHERMIN ONG. HAHA, ong shu wen, you so kuku, i know very long about the msg for me in your blog, is that i must finish writing for you first:D you know, for me it's like no matter how close you are to a senior, there's like a gap in between, but it's different thing when it comes to you. you make me feel comfortable whenever i'm with you, and that i enjoyed every moment when i'm with you. there are times when you saw me through, encouraged and advised me, and not forgetting the happy moments too. you've been a great impact in my life, i'll never forget you nor the times spent together. you are being loved alot by lynn wee<3 "LYNN WEEE: Hey, you have to stay strong okay? I can't bare to see you so stressed up by your studies and you have to entertain your CCA in charge teachers. Tough job. But i have faith in you. I believe that you can do it. Because you're my junior. HAHAHA. You are the only junoir that i'm that worried. You must take good care of your health okay? And and and, all the best for everything you might be facing in the future, when i'm not there with you. You must be strong okay? I LOVE YOU! " tears just filled my eyes when i read this. i'm seriously superly touched for all the things that you've done! don't worry, i'll be fine:D you must take good care of yourself, your health and everything. thank you! up next: STELLA MOK i could still remember that time, when you, shermin and i went to hougang mall after cca, than i had chicken rice:D HAHA, and your were nagging away. HAHA, and i would always remember, you thought me alot of things, and make sure that i learn and understand things well. all the best for your 'o levels', you can do it:D last but not least: VARIAN ANG you never fail to bring joy and laughter to us whenever co are feeling down, and teaching me how to keep the volume of co down, just by folding your arms, and stare at them. HAHA. and not forgetting, the way you scolded us, so fiercely, and, continue to motivate ppl to laugh, because laughter kills all saddness:D lastly: JONATHAN TOH you are definitely not the senior that i've met through chinese orchestra, neither have i spent lots and lots of time with you, but somehow, we've met through metamorphosis, and subsequently, got to know and understand each other better. i'd definitely remember you for the "so logical" person. HAHA, be it through the different emotions, you'd always have something good to say. when i'm going to watch a concert, you'd ask me to enjoy myself and so on, and when i'm feeling down and horrible, you'd never fail to try your best to cheer me up and send like all the things you want to say, which accumulate to 7 smses. thank you for all the things that you've done for me! i know you will do well for the upcoming "o levels", have faith in yourself, and produce your best results:D to everyone else, i wish you all the best! GOD BLESS! anyway, co had photo taking yesterday, and we took alot of pictures. but dont feel like posting now, so the pictures will be posted another day. (edited, added in reb's name:D) whew, finally, a sigh of relief. EXAMS ARE OVER! :D HAHA, i don't know about my results, but shall stand in faith with the lord. during this period of time, everyone's falling ill, so take good care as its time to relax! HAHA. monday, after lit papers, went for lunch with reb(sorry, missed out your name. initially i wrote in another form,than i rewrote, guessed i forgot to add in. haiya, what matters most is i have you in my heart right?), mel, quek, jolene, min li, jasmine lin, leon, deng ju, than we met ronal and desmond, and some of us stayed back to study. while studying, was sneezing all the way, and my throat hurt alot, so they were taking turns to go to the counter to get tissue paper. so, reach home at night, had fever, and it was tough struggling with the onerous illness and biology. so i woke up and studied in sequence of hours. every hour, i would wake up, study, and try to remember, than fall to sleep, than wake up again and continue till its time to go to school. but when i finally woke up, i realised i could not remember anything, so i started crying. so when i reached school, was feeling terrible as my legs felt jelly and my head was throbbing, so when i saw choy ting, shed a few and stop, than continued studying. than after awhile, i couldnt take it, and started crying, than ru jun was like "dont cry.." HAHA, (you can be a good mum!) HAHA, so went to the asembly area, and mdm de called me out, for co stuff, and other teachers thought she scolded me till i cried, so they were asking me not to take the papers, but i persisted, and took it with reb in the gb room, and taking the exams was horrible. the feeling was so "irk!" but held on till the paper ended, than rested and felt better, and when i took the bio paper, i felt so much better. thank God! so after all the papers, still went for tuition, than after tuition, jasmine went with me to see the doctor, and we went in for around 5 mins, and it cost $28(including medicine). oh well, i guess thats the cost of getting sick huh. than, continued with the rest of the papers till friday, THAN ITS FINALLY OVER! :D if you're bored, watch the prince who turned into a frog. it's 12 plus now, and i'm only at episode 10, and i've cried bucket of tears. it's touching! special thanks to those people who smsed me and accompanied me through. |
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