The years have gone by, the feelings have faded into nothing, but memories lingers. I don't deny that I don't miss all those little things that happened in those memories. From friendships, to loves, to adventures, to travel, to experiences. It's all greatly missed. People come, people go. I have fell in love, I have been loved, I have had crushes, I have had been crushed on. But that is what life is.
I don't know why I'm feeling sentimental. Maybe because I have grown, and people starts to seek me for advices instead of the other way around. Been playing the role of consoling and comforting people all these while. I don't mind, and I get to see the human nature and helped me grow as a human.
I feel that I have been forced to mature way more than my peers and I don't know if it still sits well with me.
All that I know is how am I going to get over my current challenges and how am I going to push myself forward despite all tides and waves pushing me back.
Or just maybe, I should give myself up to the waves and be swallowed by the ocean, so that I will never live again.
