Christmas is over, boxing day is over and soon it's new year's Eve. Boy oh boy have time passed by so fast. (Okay, maybe it didn't pass very fast.)
Looking for a new job for a while now. Well, after my holidays that is. And that 3 weeks while I'm not in SG, it's a journey I will never forget.
Went to 4 different countries, or 3 since one is UK - Edinburgh, Scotland, UK ; Helsinki, Finland; Lapland,Finland; St. Petersburg, Russia; Moscow,Russia; London, England, UK.
Pretty fun, all in all. Loved the new people we met, all the airbnbs n hostels that we stayed, the dangerous adventures that we had, and so on. All the shopping that I can do, but yet I still feel empty. This trip was more like a soul searching for myself. And it all started because of work. Asking myself who am I, what I want in life, how and why and so on. I needed to know myself before I can know anyone else. Asked the girls, and they will tell u how down I was on the trip. I just didn't know myself. So being on this trip, I start questioning all my actions, my thoughts, my feelings and so on, so I can understand myself better.
Also, if possible, to get rid of the final rock/stone of that last r/s. I guessed that the main reason why I didn't get into another one. Because I wasn't ready. As much as every single day past by, I didn't care, I didn't feel, I just live it by the day. That wasn't me. But at the same time, that felt good.
Getting rid of emotional baggage,it isn't easy. But, it's a process that will make u stronger. Am I stronger? Nope. Or I would think I'm not. But I made up my mind. I will live my life being single. Because, there seemly isn't any because. I just have to be happy with myself. And that's most impt. Be who I am. Regardless of anything, I am happy with every single decision I have/will make in my life, because happiness starts within me. If I can't give myself the basic happiness, who am I to spread happiness?
So for this year, I'm fine being me. Because I'm growing every single day. And because I want to set my career path first. And I am doing so right now. I thank the heaven for giving me so much learning opportunities that I can learn from and maybe, just maybe, it might be useful for my career in the future.
So I'm not complainting and hope I can grow from there.
Here's wishing everyone around the world, a belated Merry Christmas and a Happy 2016 new year to come!😊😘
Xoxo,
J❤
