I really dunno what to say anymore. i won't be surprised if we really broke up. things are getting from bad to worse. and when we actually have the whole day to talk, he just don't want to reply. when whatsapp him cause he nv reply, he tell me we'll talk tomorrow. tell me how you expect me to response? the whole day for u to response, u refuse to, now i got to wait until tomorrow for u to reply me? fine. it takes 2 to play a game. not the first time i'm playing.
while re-reading back our past conversation tat we once had on msn, u said not to crowd u when u're off to meet your friends, so i nv crowd. and u said that you'll only contact me when you're bored. fine. from now on, i won't contact you. unless u deem urself as free then you start msging me first. to think that last time when our priority was each other, now that to you, i'm not even your priority. the difference how much time has past and yet changed us both.
all i wanted is just both of us to sit down and talk out the differences, unsatisfactory with each other. at least then we know if we can work out the difference. but from the look of things, we'll just keep dragging it on and on. i will come to such a day where everything will break down and we'll just end up breaking up. just like what one of dream shown. althou i rather the other dream happening, but it's obvious where this is leading to. the only thing that will change now is a miracle.
and just so you don't know, i wasted this weekend doing nothing but arguing with you and waiting for you to reply. instead of rushing my literature review which you also know i have to rush. but it seems like you don't care anymore also.
