Goodbye baby - Miss A

annyeong!!!

been ages since i blog... kekeke...
work been fine so far? at least i more or less can see everyone's "truth" faces... tink i look more lyk e boot-lickin to e bosses n tl... but then, i'm learnin... haix... nvm... dun bother...
jux got my death sentence on monday cause i was sent to do cashierin... not tat i dun lyk cashierin, in fact, i kinda of lyk it... jux tat i dun lyk to take responsibility and afraid tat i might give wrong change and all tat... okay, forget it, in short, i dun wan to take unnecessary responsibility... :( luckily i survived e first day, but still, cause i'm new, they wan to push everyting to me... haix... so gotta to learn... work is fun if it's jux re-stockin... but still, i got to take it as it comes... so jia you to me le... haix...
i dunno wad to update... cause ever since i started work, time is nv enough... and i started gettin more lonely... cause i'm still not so familiar wif them... i'm still e new element, or rather not really... aiya, jiu not close to them... n i doubt i will be... haix... i dun wan to say much... thou i kept it to a small part of my work, but i cant help to feel wad will happen after long...

okay, enough for now... got to go...

since u been gone - kelly clarkson

so it's jux e 4th week on e job, but i have yet to undergo all e trainin required yet... but soon, i will... startin 2molo... endin sat... and all e assessments comin up... haix... worst is tat i haven take my pos assessment & i already saw so so so many errors and mistakes tat frighten me liao... haix... worst tat e longer it drags, the lesser confidence i have in passin... haix...
wad's more is tat everyday end up doin e same ting... not tat i dun enjoy, jux tat, haix... i dun wish to be caught in e office politics so early, but haix... end up been dragged in... now i need a way to get myself set up rite as e fence-sitter... and i cant do it much wif so limited movin space... :( have to keep tinkin of e diff ways to get out of it... haix...
too many tings on my mind now... thou i got a better hold of it now, still, my mood now becomes rather unstable, jux cause i'm tryin to divide myself into so many parts... sumhow, i thot as we aged, we would have more control n freedom of ourself, but unfortunately, no... i'm still so controlled tat i can hardly moved... haix...
on another hand, i ran out of ideas to make or even to buy... i really dunno wad to give to nic on the 22nd... haix... tink either i started workin, i ran out of ideas and brain juice to tink of weird stuffs, or to tink of creative ideas... i'm either too exhausted to even squeeze it out... haix... let's hope thruout e week i might tink of sumtin then... haix...
i hope tat on top of all these, i might still be able to comfort him n understand his probs, pei him thru... haix... i jux hope tat i'll still be help to him instead of a burden... haix... n better not increase his worries...

T-ara - Roly Poly

so it's 3rd week on the job... but far frm 1 mth since i started... tis is so so weird... but then, so far, i suppose so good? idk... tired ttm everyday... gettin more n more shag each day... the only days to look forward each week is either weekends or off day... sleep in on weekdays off day(s), if not nichkie's book out on weekends... at least then, i'll be meetin him...
but sadly, sumone might get confined tis weekend... haix... or rather, on sat... and sat happen to be my other off day... :( then he book out sunday mornin, book in sunday nite... tell me, when i'm workin, how can i meet him at all??? rubbish... :(((

anyway, i wanted to blog bout my weird dream... tis mornin had e weirdest dream of e weirdest dream...
i was in e army, yes, dun ask me y, but i joined e army... -.- so i went thru all e trainin and all tat... then weekends mornin, i went to help out nic's parents at e market, then go off early, jux so i will go to my current workplace and work day shift... so ended up i dun have any time to spend wif nic... so guess wad, e only time we spent together is when our both company released us frm e day activities, or durin break time... :X hahaha... how weird is tat man... tell me, how do u date in tekong?!!!! -.-||| (when there's so many 3rd parties ard tat u dunno... :X)

okay, enough of my weird dream, i'm still pretty freak out by all e weird weird dreams recently... *faints* okay, need my sleep, mornin shift 2molo... :( & i haven take my test yet!!! :((( and e longer it drags, e more nervous i am... but everytime wan to take test, asm is always in bad mood... :((( wonder how long will i last for tis job... hmmmm....