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the day i will nv forget...
29.01.11 - ♥♥♥

Hold It Against Me - Britiney Spears

on this special day...

To the ah pek aka ahjusssi aka haraboji aka yeobo aka namjachingu,
for someone who was always so caring,
for someone who i care bout so much, tat i get angry easily,
for someone who not sensitive to me been angry,
for someone who always tried to be there for me,
for someone who is so tired but still want to be with me,
for someone who always tried to make me laugh after makin me angry,
for someone who i cried over sumtimes over minor matters,
for someone who i can never be angry in front of him but only virtually,
for someone who happens to be so old with all the holes on his face,
for someone who happens to be always make me *walk away*,
for someone who always stare at the mirror to make sure his hair is not out of place,
for someone who bears with the violence act of mine all the time,
for someone who taught me bad stuffs lyk runnin away frm home,
for someone who forever suan-ing me non-stop,
for someone who always wan to see his 6/8 packs but always failed,
for someone who loves to blink up his stuffs,
for someone who get easily jealous,
for someone who sumtimes tried to test my love for him,
for someone whose mushy words get to me and not irks me off,
for someone who knows when the right timing for the sweetness and stuffs to be placed,
for someone who always make me run out of idea for monthsary gifts,
for someone who always chat over lots of topics,
for someone who happened to be 变态叔叔！ and 色狼伯伯!,
for someone who always shower me wif hugs, kisses, and lots of love,
for that special someone in my life,

♥I LOVE U! ♥

so on this special day, HAPPY 3rd MONTH, AEIN!

煎熬 - Cyndi + Sun Xie Zhi

女:刚好我们拥有彼此寻找的好
可惜不太凑巧在错的时候 情路上遇到
男:若不是不忍心看你两难中煎熬
不然我绝不肯这样眼睁睁 看你重回他怀抱
女:嘴角勉强撑起了笑
也要让你看到最后一丝的骄傲
男:因为你说 说到做到
提的起放的下 才有男人的味道
女:我不是不知道
没有你的日子会有多么煎熬
男:就算是我傻的可笑 失去当成得到
只要能够对你好 我都会做到
男:若不是不忍心看你两难中煎熬
不然我绝不肯这样眼睁睁 看你重回他怀抱
女:嘴角勉强撑起了笑
也要让你看到最后一丝的骄傲
男:因为你说 说到做到
提的起放的下 才有男人的味道
女:我不是不知道
没有你的日子会有多么煎熬
男:就算是我傻的可笑 失去当成得到
只要能够对你好 我都会做到
女:我不是不知道
没有你的日子会有多么煎熬
合:就算是我傻的可笑 失去当成得到
只要能够对你好
女:你是否懂我的感受
男:说走却舍不得掉头
女:我不该爱的太重
男:让你我如此难过
合:为何我爱的一切没有结果
女:嘴角勉强撑起了笑
也要让你看到最后一丝的骄傲
男:因为你说 说到做到
提的起放的下 才有男人的味道
女:我不是不知道
没有你的日子会有多么煎熬
男:就算是我傻的可笑 失去当成得到
合:只要能够对你好 我都会做到

Tell me - 潘瑋柏

when love comes and goes in ur direction, how do u stop it in time before it escape from your reach?
U make e move and stop it... or u dropped a few hints and hope it stop in front of u...
if it does, it's urs to keep...
if it doesn't, then let it go... a new one will come again...

i'm lucky mine did... (:
♥

Bad romance - lady gaga

here I m blogging while workin... it's gettin borin jux cause the crowd is heavy but not buying at all... also, e sales is gettin towards e decreasing side.. in fact, it looks worst than weekday sales... mayb cause I didn't promote as much as last time, but could be because I don't find e need... there's jux too much bad reports on the product tat I oso don't noe how to solve... it's wrong to force cust to buy, cause I oso don't wan sale assistant to force me to buy it either... mayb tat the sales is bad... e only entertainment is e whole album of lady gaga's album tat they r playin.. n Karen who I met at e last event(a yr plus ago) to chat wif me... oh, n I didn't even take my meals... -.-

anyway, lag of sleep recently... didn't noe such nitemares can chase away my sleep time... dreams at least still okay, but it jux have to be nitemares... -.- WTF sia... shall not care to read into them, it's too much work...

thou I noe e extent tat I stalk for infor is too much sumtimes, but I don't lyk e fact tat u keep makin me sound lyk i'm e 3rd party to ur 'oh, so perfect relationship'... blame it on urself tat u don't noe how to treasure it well... stop makin me feel lyk I'm e 3rd party cause if I'm feelin more n more tat way, I might jux have to really fulfill ur wish of u belongin back together wif him since u wish so much... cause if tat's e case of me been a 3rd party, I can tell u I'm not e type to break up someone's else happiness jux for my own... u do noe tat, n I'm sure u're playin on tat... thou I very much not wan to let go of tis r/s, but e way u're blogging makin me feel lyk I should jux cause I'm e one to break up ur r/s... n don't tink it's u only... cause sumtimes ahjuussi makes me feel lyk I'm e one too... jux cause I intro him rdr, tat's y he broke off is also makin me feel lyk I'm e evil one too... yes, I tink I might not forget bout swimming chicken jux cause he was my first love, but doesn't mean tat I don't love u enough to not tink bout u jux as much if not even more... u said tat u tink I only look at ur pg twice, but U can bet tat it's too
much to even noe e rite number of times...


blogged wif tai ji tai ji...

Yayaya - T-ara

Sumtimes in life, u need to meet certain kind of people just so you can learnt a lesson from them and grow stronger from or out of it...
sumtimes, it's just in my stubbornness to not learn anyting from it...
sumtimes, sum ppl's actions are so similar to urs tat u refused to see what is wrong with your own action but criticize on others' actions instead of urs even thou it's e same action...
but for some, no matter how u tell them to reflect, they wont understand what position they are in the wrong for...
unfortunately, i happened to fall in the same category... -.-
how failure i am...

oh yeah! - G-dragon + T.O.P ft. Park Bom

I jux wish i wasn't so affected by it...

Forever with you - GD+TOP ft Park Bom!!!

now tat skool has started again, and my holiday felt lyk it's not even holidays cause i'm out everyday... i wan a longer holiday~~~

♥the results doesn't matter, it's the process of how we got there that matters... (:★

2011~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!