Sunday, 11 July 2010

Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and Mom was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a board game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?

And we couldn’t wait to grow up?

now i wish we never grew up. childhood has never been sweeter.

imissyoulove
4:08 pm

Saturday, 25 July 2009

To love at all is to be vulnerable,
now i know what makes one most fragile.

hmmm lemme see i gt a few matters on my mind right now.

1st. to the one thats watching over me now im truly thankful and grateful. i guess that dream would definitely be an unforgettable one. and i myself is so shocked by how uncontrollable my tears will roll when i start thinking of you. i hope your happy i miss you. x3

2nd. to the one that has grown to become part of my life over the past few months thanks for everything! one line short and sweet! x3

3rd. to the one that was hurt and needs healing for the wound. i hope laughter is the best remedy if you have trouble looking for laughter find me. :D i will be more than glad to help thursday night's conf was a good one. i cant make you forget i cant stop the pain but rmb i will always be here! x3

4th. to the one that is troubling me right now. or somewhat i feel avoiding me. pls put yourself in my shoes and think abt what you told me months ago when you burst at me. i think if your definition is right thats probably what im feeling right now.

5th. to the one that i lost my temper at. im sorry i cant control the anger and frustrations basically cos of the last minute decision after all those confirmations and asking. it jus somehow felt like i forced you to be there not that you want to. sorry for turning ytd into a bad day to those involved if i rly did affected you all cos im rly very affected myself.

6th. to the people whom i care abt most at this very moment. take good care of your health and dont fall sick so easily esp t**u LOL * jus to let the person remain anonymous but i guess alot knows who alry. gear up cos the upcoming battle is tougher.

7th. to the team which im guilty towards. im sorry for the sudden stepping down and leaving you all training with so lil people but i hope you understand that its not my wish and my studies are the top priority cos i cant fail agn. i will still be around if you need me. ^^

TO> EVERYONE!

dun think so much jus pia alry. you will be amazed by what you actually can do if you put your heart to it. :)

TO> THOSE TAKING A's!

work doubly hard the final dash for the finishing line. dont go offtrack! :)

TO> THE PEOPLE FACING THE SAME PLIGHT AS ME!

its the last chance to make things right. no room for errors so all the best jiayou!

imissyoulove
12:37 am

Thursday, 23 July 2009

Cause if one day you wake up
and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here
to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you
at the corner of the street.

random quote i kept in drafts for very long lol. nvm i jus thought it would be a good idea to release my soul and empty my thoughts before embarking on mission possible(i hope). next post...

imissyoulove
11:05 pm

Saturday, 11 April 2009

say hi to the new ppl who have entered my life and made it more interesting. be it in sch on court or outside haha. so much that i feel weird without seeing them for a day LOL. a day seems like a week can cos gt experience before haha. even wkends oso go out study. :D HI TEAM!

here's me yizhen and cassan i tink on the second day of march holidays. we went to source for new bball shoes end up bought super alot of things due to the stupid sale at heeren LOL. walk super alot that day at first got huiling and kaixi one. we met at cathay ate astons then went downtown instead of our original movie plan.

this was jus random camwhoring in the container classroom our hideout hahaha.

and this is my new shoes haha yizhen got the same pair with shoelaces on different sides. xD

and this is after studying at drive thru on one of the wkends then i was taking bus back home saw double rainbow. x3 look harder if you cant c. the second one is fainter.

well basically the entire march holidays was so filled with them haha. first three days bball camp where we had 4 trngs in 3days. then there was the two day wrkshop which i dint go but saw them anw. then wed full day training with break in between went out with cassan and yizhen to get our shoes. we speed buy chiong suntec and cathay. thursday study at home fri training agn. sat went out to amk drive thru macs study with them then sunday is stay home rest day. -.-

ohh and my parents went overseas in the middle of the holidays but sadly i couldnt enjoy staying at home doing nth with nobody controlling me becos i jus come home slp only luh seriously. x.x then thurs wah finally relax watch twilight and study super shuang hahaha. my sis oso play comp like siao la she gain the most this time round luh. if not for intensive trngs would have asked the girls to stayover. =x

OHH AND THAT WEEK WAS THE MOST HORRIBLE WK OF MY LIFE BEING A MANU FAN. DURING CAMP MANU LOST 4-1 TO LIVERPOOL THEN THE SUBSEQUENT WK LOST 2-1 TO FULHAM ZZZ. LUCKILY LAST WK WIN 3-2 AGAINST VILLA BUT LAST GASP WINNER BUT MACHENDA GOAL VERY NICE. :D

imissyoulove
12:24 am

okay the following posts on top and this one is in random order cos i forgot the dates and stuff but nvm i will let the pictures do most of the talking here. ^^

we were supposed to have a friendly that day against i forgot who end up rain so postponed. then while walking out and it was so cold this cassan keep putting her hands behind her. end up jiaqi/ huiling i forgot which one say that she look like those disabled. =x sounds mean but it rly looks like.

then on the same day becos of the rain there was this rainbow which we saw when we walked to the mrt. :)
some other day..

cross country at ecp planned by eugene peter was cancelled oso becos of poor weather. end up went to eat breakfast at marine parade that big hawker centre. me bella and caro spammed the dim sum there hahaha super full but damn nice. after eating and some went off left me caro bella hanhui went to watch 'push' at kallang leisure park. ^^ quite a nice movie although i kept tugging at caro's shirt becos of the blood and i was thrilled cos its supposed to be a thriller wat.

we were walking around before movie started then i walked into this toy shop which i always visit then guess what! new carebear keychains were out wth #&%@%# so i convinced myself that laugh alot was nicer and what i actually wanted so i bought it. x3

heh paiseh la but rly cute ma picture of it below. it was out with grumpy champ birthday. anw the new series of carebears big ones wah very ugly improportionate de so oval instead of round. then eug met us slacked at starbucks chit chat while waiting for the downpour to stop.

imissyoulove
12:18 am

dated 09/4

hmmm i shall blog this cos hh's bday jus arrived hahaha.

HAPPY SWEET EIGHTEEN
HANHUI ! CHEERS! ^^

anw thurs went to celebrate his bday with him. jh lured him home in the aftern after taking ow results. oh btw A for pw but nt really excited/happy or wat abt it. but i nv forget mus have grp meal to celebrate tgt heh.

anw then while waiting for the rest to finish econs extra lessons, caught bruce almighty in the library then i kept gng 'ive got the power' after that LOL. took train down to amk hub then to yishun north point. bought this cake to jisiao hh lol the name of the cake. Power Rangers O.O cream butter cake. if i nv rmb wrongly lol. yellow ranger somemore cos dun have blue. then at first i rly tot is O.O sia end up is operation overdrive. omg damn hilarious la.

anw took bus to his place following instructions lol then actually walk straight jiu dao liao. end up we walk one whole big round. -.- then we sing song cut cake eat cake at his hse left for town to meet with the rest. picts with pammie update when she uplaods.

q-ed at astons was super long la. credits to jo and xy and qw for q-ing when they reached earlier. but sad thing is too many ppl cannot accomodate need split tables. and we nv take grp pict. :( had alot of fun taking picts before the food came but jo haven upload/send yet so update next time. ^^

ohh then chiong home after rotting in astons after our meal for damn long end up 1030 laidat then leave all the shops close liao. the girls rarely can stay out so late somemore wor. yup then caro was abit sad but now i tink shld be feeling better le. then we trained home. took bus 80 with eug and eil as usual then talk to eug until damn late lol.

yup still own hh his present lol. anw happy eighteen agn! ^^

imissyoulove
12:13 am

Friday, 10 April 2009

dated TODAY

well today went on hike early in the morning with the team and coach. scared late so chiong there super early at like 830 if not someone keep complain. x.x then started our hike at like 930. wah we thought is go there walk walk end up wanna chit chat and eat while walking can c scenery. end up like jogging if not running then keep walking up and down and up and down. o.o

then walk till like 12pm laidat. covered i tink 20km then had alot of fun in the process la like very nan de oso. we walked all the way up to the top for the treetop walk spent so long walk to the top but cannot stay for long. T.T but nvm took alot pictures oso. plus today super happy cos like holiday ma then jus enjoy luh. dun intend touch sch wrk so come online to destress and BLOG after so long.

after that went to amk food court eat ban mian then went macs to chill and slack. alot jingbao today luh. make me damn busy jus nw before i started blogging. kaixi rly very nice to jingbao to cos got alot of news come baq oso hahahaha. output is as much as input so end up is x2. xD

okay pictures of today MACRITCHIE RESERVOIR & at MACS. actually take alot but after my filter left best 5 cos perspire like siao i look like crap. ._.

imissyoulove
11:04 pm