=)

instead of watching fireworks, we ended up watching 12 lotus. which wasn't a bad choice. the movie was enjoyable. good for a relaxed saturday evening.

i realise that i don't like shopping. i like shopping with close friends. which is actually equals to we talk and window shop and we end up not buying anything. and window shop is really walking past the shop, taking a peek into the shop and thatz it.

and so if i'm really intent on buying something, i will rather go shop for it alone. but i can't stand shopping with no clue of what to buy.

pardon me if this post sounds ridiculous. i'm rather sleepy now.

=)

i went clubbing today. i can't believe it. but it was a company function lah. so no booze.

it was a much better experience as compared to the previous one. company matters. even the people whom u don't know, but are just around u. it has further reinforced my belief that what has happened has taken place for the better, if not, best.

and so another week has zoomed past. time seriously flies nowadays. maybe i'm too busy remembering what time to wake up and what time to report for work such that i have lost track.

my 1st night shift was... ok i guess. all i can say is that i'm more of a day person. had to push myself until it was around 0300 whereby i felt more awake (dont ask me why i'm like that, i've been like that since sch days), but i felt drowsy again at 0800 plus. ha. almost fell asleep while waiting for the home-bound bus. it was a refreshing experience, though. and i actually felt a sense of accomplishment after my shift. but actually, what else could i do but to survive thru it. ha.

and i'm pretty happy with my health screening results. high HDL normal LDL/TG. good.

and last sat we celebrated oscar's bday!=0) very advanced one. but what to do. we are all busy people. busy people who have to work weekends and public holidays. speaking of which, i'm working on children's day/hari raya puasa.

i have so many so many so many things i want to do. just finished watching the seventh day yesterday and now i'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms. 1st time i'm encountering such low feelings becos i have finished watching a drama serial. what is happening to me?

so many books to read. so many papers to read. courses to attend. seminar to attend. jlpt to study for.

how i wish i had 48 hours a day. if i were to live everyday like it was going to be my last day on earth, i think my cortisol level will hit the rooftop. and it will really become my last living day.

=|

qy is right.

life is tough enough, there's really no need to make myself entertain people i don't want to.

sat shift was soooooo much better than sun shift. though there were some hiccups here and there, i guess they were good learning experiences. will do better next time round.

one more week before the killer shift starts. nowadays i frequently encounter thoughts of "what time is it now? is it time to wake up and go to work?". i think it would only get worse. haha. i might even have trouble deciding when to have breakfast, lunch and dinner.