YAY!!!

i'm done i'm done!! i'm so happy with myself! off to bed now:) a day of rest before another lab report on monday nite. well i shall remain optimistic.

Lunch is chemically mad.

gosh. i think i'm going mad. really. was trying to take a break just now by looking at oscar's blog. but instead all i could type in the address (aka url) box was ultraviolet and ultraviolet and ultraviolet. (i.e. i typed ultraviolet once and i deleted it. but the next time i started typing, i typed ultraviolet again)

maybe there's because i have been been doing a lab report on ultraviolet spectrophotometry for the past 4 hours and so thatz what happens to me. and for ur info, i am still doing the report now. sigh.

save me!!

excuse me, are u a singaporean?

totally shocked at my jap tutorials. we are supposed to do introductions of ourselves since this is the 1st week of tutorials. (FYI: there are 3 jap tuts each week and since diff people have diff combis of tutorial slots so we normally end up with diff tut mates in each class.) for my 1st and 3rd tutorials of the week, we had to do intros and guess what, the 1st question was always "are u a singaporean?" i dunno whether itz becos everyone only knows how to say that in jap or maybe they just don't know i'm a singaporean. i didn't want to ask them what nationality they thot i was cos i didn't want hurt my own feelings. sniff. humph.

but jap tutorials were loads of fun. especially TB classes. the tutor just made everything so stress-free and she's always so animated. :) as for TA classes, i was kinda stressed cos i had my ex MOELC jap tutor who was known to be rather fierce. so i was like kind of expecting him to erupt at any time but luckily he didn't. for TC classes i got the lecturer who was very nice and chatty too. most of all, i like my jap tutors cos there was no need to memorise anything (I totally suck at that) so i'm really lucky i got them. :)

i'm starting on my lab report again. always in a lousy mood when i start. haiz. how can i make myself love lab reports? i don't mind conducting expts but i just hate the writeups. monday is coming again. more reports again. argh.

met agnes by coincidence today. so happy to see her. itz always heartwarming to meet someone u know (especially if u are close to her) on the streets.

i think i need chicken essence. have been falling asleep everywhere possible: the library, the mrt and my bed (of cos). slept like a log yesterday nite and wasted so much time~ promised my lab partner i would do my lab report yesterday but i ended up only doing it today. i must be more enthu about my own work! more tests are coming. and work is stacking up. time for lunch to manage her time more effectively~

ganbatte lunch!

busy busy lunch

went to school for a day of jap (jap tutorial + lecture) today and then went to help dear with his maths workshop. dear drove us there (1st time driving after his passing of the test) and nobody realised that. the car was super pok and maybe that's why nobody noticed that:P but i think he's not bad liao. 1st time driving and he's using the outermost lane on the expressway. i haven't even tried that:P keep it up dear~

after that i came home and did a little jap homework and went for tuition again. kind of dreading this tuition for reasons i shall not divulge. and my p4 tutee sms-ed (yes even pri sch kids own handphones nowadays *sigh*) me to tell me that she's satisfied with her ca results. hehe. good for her. shall buy her sth to reward her. =0)

i guess some people are just very frank and open with their blogging. however i just can't bring myself to do that. i'm never a very open person and even my friends acknowledge that. i like to keep to myself and i seldom confide in pple. thus i'm rather reserved on my blog and the reader should have noticed that i rarely talk bout sensitive stuff on my blog. in fact i seldom talk about sensitive stuff even to my close friends. itz just this kind of privacy i appreciate. i like to be secretive. itz neither good nor bad. some pple may think itz bad to keep everything to oneself, but i feel comfortable with that so too bad:P i don't like to be judged but i don't care however u judge me cos i am me and u r u. we are 2 separate beings. what u think doesn't bother me. bleah~

i like to be independent in emotionally and physically. skinny once commented that i'm like so unfeeling? haha. well. maybe i just don't show much of my emotional side? heh. i can get emotional at times but most of the time, nobody gets to see that so nobody will know=p

i dunno whether i'm an extrovert or introvert. but i think it depends greatly on my mood. sometimes i just yearn to stay at home with some bitter choc (yes i'm addicted to it) and a nice book. sometimes i just die die want to go out and have some fun while spending money *oops* sometimes i will feel like talking a lot, even mundane stuff will flow out of my mouth. but sometimes i will prefer to keep quiet and listen cos talking can actually be tiring for me. how lazy can i get. no wonder i'm lunch.

enuff of my crapping. i think i'm becoming cranky, esp after e law class yest which left me with a headache.

and itz funny how everytime i'm misjudged, my parents would be more furious than i am. maybe i just don't care? or maybe they care too much? whatever it is, i'm thankful for them. i love them so much=)

hee.

i'm feeling better now but i'm still as tired as ever. just finished my lab report and going to read thru my jap textbook again. got jap tutorial tomorrow~ hopefully i don't 4get all the stuff i have memorised. i'm supposed to memorise dialogues and there are 9 dialogues? but 3 templates lah... so i guess itz not that bad huh?

was very blur yesterday. kept taking wrong experimental steps. argh. and my shins were still hurting... even when i was jus standing!! so i appeared very lazy and kept on sitting down in the chem lab. tsk tsk. but i'm glad i did 2 experiments today. my lab partner actually wanted to do 2.5 expts but we decided not to be so ambitious. haha.

okok. i should go off.... 8 am day again tomorrow~ and tuition tomorrow. itz the pri sch ca week now. hopefully my students will do well!:)

freak.

i don't know if i'm too demanding or what. everything is just so wrong. i hate it.

i dunno anything.

all i know is that i'm very tired and exhausted.

i need a break.

Superscripts and subscripts.

i have been clicking the above 2 commands for so many times today that i'm so sick of it. i'm in a rather comatose state now after spending 6 hours in the lab and the rest of my day working on the lab report which is due later today.and i have a 8 am class tomorrow which means i have to wake up at 6 am. argh. i always feel a sense of dread when i do my lab reports. and when i finish one report, i will feel so so so ecstatic that i will literally feel a load getting off my mind. thatz how bad a lab report can make lunch feel.

okie lah. lunch has so many things to do she has to go do them now.

lunch with dear later today~ =) yippee~

School has realli started *gosh*

well, i'm still in the holiday mood. it just doesn't feel like school has started. i still think of slacking everyday although i have so many things to do. tutorials haven't even started and work is already piling up. *sniff* i think i should spend more time studying and try to improve my CAP. haha.

so itz back to waking up in the wee hours of the morning. back to squeezing up bus 95 (if it actually comes). and back to cursing when i'm already late and the stupid buses still won't come. and this will lead me to my next grumble.

bus fares have increased but the frequency of buses seem to have dropped. i had to waste 15 minutes waiting for a bus (both bus services at the bus stop will be able to send me to the mrt stn) to take me to the mrt station yesterday and this scenario had been replayed many times in the past week. and when a bus comes, ho ho ho, the other buses will also start coming. so in the end, they will line up at the same bus stop, clogging up the road and fetching minimal passengers. so what's the point? i know itz unavoidable at times since there are traffic lights on the road, unexpected jams and unforeseen happenings. but it happens so often that i'm not the only one who's upset. i have heard many ppl complaining while we wait at the bus stop. and 15 mins is a lot. it can take me from tampines to aljunied. almost half of my long mrt journey to buona vista.

or maybe i'm just a jinx. haha. i realise that 99% of the time when i enter a mrt station, the board which shows the arrival times of the trains will tell me that the train travelling in the direction which i'm heading towards will be coming in 1 min or better still, it will have arrived. so by the time i arrive at the platform, it will be 7 mins before the next train comes. dear can testify to that. *bitter laugh* and by the way 7 mins is a whole lot of time when u need to take 95 at buona vista which comes every dunno how many mins and if u miss it, u will have to wait dunno how many mins and in the end, i will be late again. argh.

ok enuff of complaints. got analytical lab tmr. my favourite =) and my fav lab partners are all in the same lab as me! yay! and hopefully can finish early~

School is REALLY starting:(

first day of school tomorrow. supposed to be today, but my law lecture today has been cancelled. one lecture tomorrow... and i don't think i know anyone in that lecture:( and the notes are not up yet. i hate to have to keep on going online to check if the notes are up or not. tedious and a total waste of time. well, i think all my tuition money will be spent on textbooks and so they will be all gone by the end of this week. *sobz*

outing yesterday was fun~ i ate a lot of salmon sashimi which is my fav fav food. too bad itz too expensive or i would have gobbled up more pieces=) and i think a birthday party/picnic at the zoo is a TERRIFIC idea!! so creative and unique!! pls pls oscar, u HAVE TO hold the party at the zoo. :) but don't have it too near the reptiles area, i think only ah ma will be happy to be surrounded by snakes while enjoying her food. =0) so exciting~ can't wait for the picnic/party/gathering!

ok. time to go offline.

argH.

school is starting!!! AHHHH~!! and i haven't got my 5th module. well done lunch. and lunch has no idea whether she has lab this coming monday. apparently, no one knows. of cos i hope got no lab lah... hehe... then my holiday can be extended into the national day holiday before i start school on wed at SIX p.m. helpsSS! i'm just so not prepared for school. and i think so are the profs. no lecture notes yet... some don't even have lecture outlines. and today is like friday already? humph.

as to why i haven't got my 5th module, itz because i have been waiting for my waiver which only came yesterday and there was only 1 vacancy in round 2b so of cos i didn't bid for it. no point anyway. so i'm keeping my fingers crossed that i will get the module in round 3A ( there are 20 vacancies). then lunch will have some of her stress relieved.

just called dear and realised that he was in the midst of fright nite. =p oops! oh yes, talking about dear, i must complain about his timetable. he apparently has only 12 hours of school per week! and i have mmm... 9 hours of lab??? humph. and i'm taking a law module with amy this coming sem so i probably need some tuition from him. haha. not very confident of a level 4000 module:P

okie dokie. time to watch channel u negotiator show. i'm addicted to it! much more interesting than the channel 8 9pm show. thatz it for now~

i'm watching bewitched tomorrow~ woohoo!!:)

AnOthEr holiDaY gonE.

dearie is sick:( and he still went for flag today! poor thing. get well soon!

anyway yup tagboard's ok and so i'm happy!

bidding's not going as smoothly as i thought due to some glitches. well. i shall just cross my fingers.

=0)

dead tagboard

can someone tell me what's wrong with my tagboard?? ok u can't, since my tagboard is not working. argh. save meeeEE!

BoRed tO teArs.

haven't been blogging for some time. not because i'm busy but purely because i'm lazy. *bleah* well i'm back!

brother's taiwanese friend came. and he's jay chou's mother's neighbour. so he always gets CDs before the official release. not that i'm a big fan of jay chou lah... but u know... he's so famous and everything. hehe. and maybe i can get free CDs next time? haha. fat hope i guess=p

i need to go outtttt!!! i haven't been out for some time!!! going out on national day for lunch with ah ma oscar bird skinny etc. hopefully skinny will not be trapped in some jam and will arrive on time! a steamboat at bugis surely beats a picnic outside a mrt station right? i love picnics, but the venue should be right too. :) and it was really fun msn-ing with these girls. deep down, i really really miss them. ok this is getting mushy. but i still remembered my fellow tutor in the tuition centre asking me which stage of sch life i like(d) most and i told him my jc life. and these r the girls who made my jc life less of a torture and more of something to look forward to. and guess what, he expected me to say uni life. he was how wrong.

was reading the shopaholic books for the past few days. ok i know i sound bimbotic. but the books are really funny, especially the one bout becky bloomwood getting married. just so so so hilarious. i had a good laugh over the books and that kind of brightened up my otherwise rather monotonous life. thanks agnes for the books!:)

life of pi was good too. kind of motivating and a pleasure to read. fewer jokes but more interesting details to look into. i adore richard parker (for those who haven't read, he's a tiger)... he sounds so adorable and cute. ok. i know, tigers are not meant to be huggy and cute, they are meant to be menacing. but somehow i fell in love with this animal character. i think too much of free time is turning lunch into a nut.

and dearie lost his wallet!!! it got stolen in taka! so the )#(!#@#*!&!@*& thief, i hope ur wallet gets stolen soon. ok i'm mean. but who is the mean one here huh? humph. idiotic bugger who can't even get his values right. k i shan't brood over this subject lest i become more vulgar (i can feel that coming).

still bidding for my cross fac modules. lala...