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Long time no see ~ as well as blog . HAHA

erm for the fiften facts.. I decided to skip it for now.

Going to work ltr ~ Cya ! :)

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Saw this from my friend's blog and decided to give it a try. So..readers, patience ya ! :)

The title is : 30 Days Of A Picture

Day one – a picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day two – a picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day three – a picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day four – a picture of your favourite night
Day five – a picture of your favourite memory
Day six – a picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day
Day seven – a picture of your most treasured item
Day eight – a picture that makes you laugh
Day nine – a picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day ten – a picture of the person you do the most effed up things with
Day eleven – a picture of something you hate
Day twelve – a picture of something you love
Day thirteen – a picture of your favorite band or artist
Day fourteen – a picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day fifteen – a picture of something you want to do before you die
Day sixteen – a picture of someone who inspires you
Day seventeen – a picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day eighteen – a picture of your biggest insecurity
Day nineteen – a picture and a letter
Day twenty – a picture of somewhere you’d love to travel
Day twentyone – a picture of something you wish you could forget
Day twentytwo – a picture of something you wish you were better at
Day twentythree – a picture of your favorite book
Day twentyfour – a picture of something you wish you could change
Day twentyfive – a picture of your day
Day twentysix – a picture of something that means a lot to you
Day twentyseven – a picture of yourself and a family member
Day twentyeight – a picture of something you’re afraid of
Day twentynine – a picture that can always make you smile
Day thirty – a picture of someone you miss

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每次想到以前的我.. 都会不知不觉地流泪。

也许你们觉得没必要, 可是我真的不懂应该怎么形容我的感受。

也许表面上我看起来和以前一样.. 其实并不是。

偶尔想起以前的我多么不愿意穿短裤和短裙..

可是你知道现在我有多想要吗?

看着自己现在的样子.. 和以前有多么的不同..

我自己都感到有点辛酸。可是我不需别人的同情。

我一直很努力的照顾自己.. 一直都是。

有时承认我感到很累,跑来跑去的都是不同的医院。
也因为这件事, 一天几乎都默默地哭一次。

可是后来我发现自己都渐渐的习惯了。

一直陪着我跑的都是我妈。

没有她, 我或许比现在的状况更糟。

谢谢她一直没放弃过我.. 也是为什么我没放弃自己的原因。

新的一年, 新的希望。我会好起来的。我会加油!

我现在的心情.. 又有谁知呢?

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On 21/12/12 with the girls ! (Apparently the world didn't end)

 Starbucks @ Marina Square.

 When we are cabbing home already..

Lastly, my twin ! Although we only meet for like 10 mins? HAHA

Thankful for all these people in my life. Really.

I can totally say that they are always the ones who are there for me.

Even though we sometimes do argue for little things, but end up.. we still reconciled.

Even though I don't get to meet most of them often, but somehow they always make me feel..

that they are always part of me. Times when I crap, times when I cry and times when I laugh.

I can't say I know them for a very very long time, because its a fact that its not really long?

But it doesn't seem to be problem becoz I feel that we are already very close to each other already.

THANKS FOR BEING IN MY LIFE!

[ Xue Qi, Qiao Tian, Grace, Mei Ying, Clarice ]

No words can be used to describe my gratitude to you guys.

After all those little things I have learnt to overcome,

and also those things I have learnt from each of you.

LOVE MANY MANY MANY !

I will learn to be positive.

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Hi all ! If there are still people who reads my blog ! hahaha

 Meet Mr Gingy ! :)

2012 ended badly for me. Why? Because of a few reasons.

Firstly, it would be having my first surgery in my 19 years of life.

Okay, lets not say surgery. Its called.. Biopsy. I just googled it. hahaha

Realised there are a lot of diff kinds of biopsy. OKAY NO. mine was just skin.

Yeah, didn't expect to enter a surgery room with 8 nurses around me and yeah..

It was scary, when you are in the room alone because mum didn't had the courage to come in.

Yup! But some nurses are nice. They kept asking me if I am alright, ask me don't move and all..

[ Btw, I am going to remove those stitches soon ! yayness but okay, quite afraid as well. ]

Next ! Blood test. I didn't had a chance to take my urine test (thank god) because I had menses.

Then.. will be receiving the final report from the doc. I guess it was considered the worst day.

Why? reason being, I kept thinking and pondering about the results. OH YA. forgot to mention..

The reason behind all these tests was because the doc suspect I had holes in my intestines.

That was also why my imagination became wild and also negative. but ohwells. lifemoveson.

Thus, on the day of the report. which falls on 12/12/12. Thank god everything was fine. 

Doc said there was nothing serious. and all the tests went well. His suspicion wasn't valid.

WOW. Its the best news I ever received. Even though I was more prepared in the negative side.

Okay so.. imagine how many trips I have been there because of this that has happened? Ans: 3.

And issit the end? Ans: Nope. Next appointment is on 2/1/13 that is if the world doesn't end ~
Alright ! Thats about it ! Shall blog again soon :) ANNYEONG !

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Never thought that I would betray apple..

But I just did. Current phone: Samsung Galaxy Note II (white)

Its a chio phone, clear graphics and all. and best. The front cam is daebak.

[The rest of the updates can wait. HAHA]