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Showing posts with label Life Journey. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life Journey. Show all posts

Saturday, 18 April 2015

The Banquet...


The Banquet


There is an old story I know

told by one of my teachers

a long time ago...

It is a story about a man

Who was preparing a great banquet

And to that banquet he invited him family
 friends and neighbours.





When the time came, that the banquet was ready

The man sent out his servant

To let the guest know it was time to come

For everything was now ready.



But each guest began to make excuses,

As to why they could not come.

One said, “I just bought a field and need to go and see it.”

Another told the servant, “ I just bought some live stalk

and need to work them.”

And still another said, “ I just got married, so I can not come.”



The servant returned to his master

And told him all that had transpired.

The man was upset but the lack of courtesy

Of his family, friends and neighbours

And his frustration over took him.




He told his servant…

“Go out quickly into the streets and alleys of the town

Bring in the poor, the crippled, the blind and the lame.”

The servant did as his master had asked

And yet there was still room in the banquet hall


So the man told his servant,

“Go out to the roads and country lanes

Make them come in so that my house will be full.

And I tell you this,

Not one of my previously invited guests

Will get a taste of my banquet.”

*


This story reflects much of what I see going on around me in this world.

The busyness of life that takes over…

The worry of there not being enough..money, time etc.

The sense that nurturing relationships

with Spirit, ourselves and others

are not on the top of the priority list.

*


In my work I hear many excuses

As to why not to come and feast

at the table of abundance.

These excuses are not lost to me

I have used most of them myself

at one time or another

Eventually, 
I came realized I could make the choice

to stop making the excuses

And and instead

Choose to live Wholeheartedly.



I do not say this out of criticism of those who make the excuses

I write this from that place in my heart

that is saddened by the choice to not accept the invitation.

I am saddened that we are so distracted

With the things that do not last

Instead of investing into things that do…

Things like Love, Community, Heart and Soul.



I know I must be patient

And I also know that time is

“of the essence”

The table awaits for all to take part

And yes that means other things will have to wait...

and by making the choice to attend

You may even feel some discomfort
lean in on you
 from those around you

who have their own opinion about what is important.




But I would say...

If your heart has a desire to take part in the abundance

If you heart has the desire to learn to live whole-heartly

If you heart is hungry for good nourishment

If your heart is tired of feeling alone and lonely

If your hearts knows there is something more

Then it may be time to take a change and follow it.



Step out of the busy flow of the masses

And seek out your own natural current of life.

There is help along the way

But you must still yourself enough to hear it

You must seek out those who can assist you

You must accept the invitation

And then show up to the banquet

To see exactly what is meant by abundance.



Sometimes these choices need Courage

Sometimes they need Compassion for Self

Sometimes they just need to be Allowed

so you can follow…


 Where have you missed the banquet in your life?

When has an invitation come for you,

but you were too busy to show up?



Only you can allow the shift your heart desires…



Love and Light

(story told by Jesus)


Wednesday, 1 April 2015

Today...I begin again


Today
I begins again
I take what I have
love it
transform it
allow its ebb and flow
to carry me
I embrace those things that challenge me
I come along side
that which could take me down
One step 
at
a
time
I move forward
Holding my Self with
Love 
Honour
Integrity
I will not succeed
I am succeeding...
*
I AM ALLOWED
 *
What if...
What if living in joy each day is enough?
What if sharing a happy, healthy, thriving marriage is enough?
What if being a good mother...one who is real with her kids, engages authentically, sees truly, and loves dearly is enough?
What if being a committed sister/friend who holds space for those she loves with mad, deep love and integrity is enough?
What if acknowledging, honouring and giving gratitude to The Creator each day is enough?
What if I am enough?


Today
I begin again

Love and Light my Lovelies
 

Wednesday, 18 February 2015

Ode to 2014...



                                                                          
2014
This was the year of being Fierce...


well
that was what I though 
when I received my word for the year. 
But looking back over the time that has past
I realized it was not about me being fierce
it was about the year itself, 
being fierce.
 *
 It began with stepping into the desert...

It was here
 that I allowed the Arizona sun to seep into my bones.
I hiked the rough terrain, 
as the sweat ran down my back...
biked in the cool morning desert
along side jack rabbits and 100+ year old cacti
and had a face to face with a lovely soul .


I have been blessed by the women I have met
in this world of blog
this dear one is one such blessing
These encounters go deep...
*

I had the immense privilege and honour
of gathering with other travelers

in a circle of great integrity
and SouLodge honour. 


here I unleashed the painter within...
and sat in sisterhood...
one that showed me what coming home feels like.
 *
There was an adventure of a life time...



as I returned to my beloved Colombia
this time with my Young Blood (my oldest son)
along with my brother and my niece.


*
And there was more sisterhood and gathering to be done...

Sacred Burning in Bellingham
with these two lovely creatures... 
The Umber Dove and The Word Alchemist
burning the old ways, to allow space for the new




letting go of the death of winter
to allow new life to spring

sitting in the sacred space or our selves

as we listened to the messages of now

 Bear Medicine was very fierce this year



showing up to me numerous times
and when I least expected it.
*
There was the fierce inner work of soul retrieval ...



and Vision Quest journeys
that reaped many a story




many a message...
 

the willingness to listen
to follow the call
to put myself out there
and let die 
that which did not serve me
anymore




We said see you soon to our Young Blood 
as he moved to Vancouver Island...


taking his first step into independance
and living out his dreams...his life
*
there was a coming together
to create


  and create we did
these three spiritual doulas birthed in collabortaion
ReWilding Retreats
a journey of unfolding for each of us.

there was celebration...



with my dear, wise sister Pixie
 as one of our own moved from an old life
into a new...
*
more medicine came my way



a gorgeous medicine pouch
custom made for me
by this magical creature.
I stepped deep into The Mud
cooling down from the fire of the previous year


 exposing myself to life
and her elements...

to fiercely bring back life that was asleep 
*


 *
I was honoured to hold space for two fierce warrior women
on their journey...


 and a new name arose for my "buisness"
Shaenalach Retreats came to be...
*

 *
celebrating birth and life with a dear friend and sister
who last year was told to say goodbye to her childern
due to a cancer diagnosis

 * 
meeting up with far away friends...



And Sacred family time was spent...





this time together was one of our best
truly
so sacred and good
intimate moments that I will hold within my heart
remembering and knowing
who we are as a family...

so blessed
*
and on our way home
this
the unexpected sorrow
the unexpected gift
*
Time with my sister

 and biological mom

ocean side in Anacortes...
*

And then again I was privileged
to circle and create
with sisters
in the magical, sacred container of
Soul Craft


with my gentle bad-ass sister Nissa Howard

we crafted, sang, laughed and cried together...


 we made fierce Sacred Sound together...

*


There was fierce heartache and grief
as I said goodbye
to things that mattered...



 the circle I had been apart of for the last four years
*
goodbye to these two beautiful creatures




"kids" to sister-friends of mine...
angels from above
only to be here for a short time....
RIP
*
*
I opened my own circle
"The Well"


a place for women to come 
replenish, restore and renew
*
And another blessed time holding space for others
as they traverse through their own
spiritual journey


 Shaenalach Retreats
a place of listening, learning and healing.
*
Oh and there was fierce fun to be had
as The Wild Women of the West
met at a hotel room in Bellingham






to celebrate song and sisterhood!
*

*
And closing this year with a trip of a life time
for my family and I
as we fiercely traveled across the world
and then down under...

saying prayers in Taipei

meeting up with bloggy friends in New Zealand

The Shire


visiting an volcanic lake in Rotorua, New Zealnad


time with dear friends

crossing over 10 years in Australia

a Christmas far from home
 It indeed was a Fierce year.
So much richness experienced
So many truths uncovered
So many healing moments
Yes...
this year was fiercely wonderful
a balance of pleasure and pain
life and death
light and dark
as it is in this world
a spiritual being having and human experience
a human being having a spiritual experience
either way I look at it
2014 has been fierce
and I bow in gratitude to it all.
*
Into 2015 I walk with the word Honour

Mount Eden in Auckland

with that I believe
come big responsibility...


Piha Beach in North New Zealand

I am ready...

Love and Light