Sunday, February 10, 2008
Shld be grateful for this CNY ba. On e eve, spent it with V. We had a nice long Nite. On e 1st n 2of late afternoon went out with mel, went to lots of places n watched nice movie, eat some nice food even though we experienced some unhappines at home. Ydae went out with H, watched movie again. Then went to punggol at 6 plus. Never expect e scenary there could be so beautiful, cos normally reach there after 8pm. We left ard 12.
But i still promise myself will be away on CNY starting from next yr. Must save hard le.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Saw this chocolate sellin a shop. E last time i saw n ate was dunno yr 2000 or 2001. Bought 2 box. When i Went back for more, they say sold out le.
Tomorrow is 1st day of CNY le, No matter how much i do, how good i've done, how much i've given, is all doesn't matter to anyone. I am wat i am, i am all i have.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Another week more to go is CNY le. So excited can finally have a long rest le. 2 more day pay day. Lagi happy...... Haha.....
This yr CNY alot of burden. Haiz...... No choice, have to help to contribute Abit more on family expenses on CNY. Dunno dis yr will it be a smooth yr too..... I believe it will.
This afternoon watched a variety show, is abt my favorite writer by e name 吴淡如 . Bcos of her 1 sentence i felt i shld be like one n have more confidence- 有自信的女人, 最美. I believe so too. So CNY resolution is to be a 有自信的女人! 加油,加油哦!
Saturday, January 26, 2008
E salad i mentioned is for this dish. Looks nice. Taste yummy too. M so glad my dad finish e whole salad. So happy! Really am.
Sometimes i felt like a Kid but i have to bear with alot or burdens n have to be so strong infront of other pple. Everytime i need help pple would just give me empty promises. Nowadays pple give help with conditions. I knw i'm useless. Need pple to give me support n help but whenever is needed other party would just keep quiet. I told myself i shld give myself some pride le. I dun blame those who gave empty promises, but i appreciated wat they gave me n teached me. Came back from punggol, m tired le but now i can't sleep. I'm tellin myself tonight again. I need to perk up. M not gonna ask too much from myself, m not going to force myself for anyone. Even though i'll be lonely, just let it be. Gonna put somethi aside for myself, never ever ask anyone for help anymore. Never ever let anyone step into my life n mess it up again. Is not i've changed but i only just been taught to be wiser. 谁逼使我冷漠 谁勾起我共鸣 没法望清这时这份浓情
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Intend to use this strawberrys for fruits salad, for a dish on my dad's bdae. They shld look good ba, as we will be cookin at home so we deserve better n healthier fruits not like some resturants they just use canned fruits
It's been a long time since i wrote somethi here. I dunno y, just dun feel like writting le.
Recently, i've stopped callin them or pick up their calls le. Even though sometimes i felt lonely but even with them my life did not improve much too. Late le, i shld be in bed le. Sweet dreamz.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Saw this dress that day while shoppin with Dom n Franz. Very nice. Dunno when i can ever wear it lor..... Haiz...... Meant to be alone tonight ba. Suddenly got Abit of lost..... Just had my chivas. Now need to go bed le. Nite..... :-*:-*
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Cleaning e house half way n Saw this pic on singapore post newsletter. Is my yr- rabbit, this rabbit is vain de lor. Haha.....
Today KZ came up, nothing happen. I dunno, i really give on him le. He come or not, call or not. I dun give a damn anymore le.
Wanted to give him a call, but i stopped myself, told myself after that day i left his house. We cannot have anythi from this relationship. He got his own life. Anything, he'll just call me de. Sometimes i dun understand man or even pple ard me. Just let them do Watever they want, n wat i get is wat i hope for can le. Not gonna let them step over me or feel guilty for Watever i've done. Cos i've been doing things which is obliging pple or make pple feel good or better, in e end no one care how i feel. Since they dun feel guilty or feel bad for doing things which will hurt me so y shld i feel guitly.
Time to go back cleaning le.
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